Not as Dusty [Rebirth]
Chapter 44
For several days, Chen Ai and Xia Jiarong didn't meet each other.Originally, Chen Ai was busy working all day long. Except for breakfast, which was bought at the gate of the community, Chinese food and dinner were provided by fast food restaurants, and he came back every night at nine or ten o’clock. Originally, it was possible for a week On non-weekends, Chen Ai never takes a day off work because of overtime pay, so it is normal not to meet each other, and it is not easy to even meet each other.
However, whether it is Chen Ai or Xia Jiarong, they all know that it is impossible to meet each other, the objective reason is one thing, but subjectively, they are deliberately avoiding each other, but on the surface, they are both as if nothing happened Don't use a mobile phone to contact.
It's easy for Chen Ai to act nonchalantly.He was already very busy at work, and he didn't have time to worry about the relationship between them when he was working, and he had experienced a lot himself, so he didn't take this matter seriously, but instead had a feeling of "it really came." ", "This is the right way" with a sense of relief, and will not deliberately save their friendship, just wait for time to pass slowly, and the relationship between the two will gradually cool down.This is not because Chen Ai is unwilling to move forward, but because he sees it too clearly and thinks it is better to break it now. After all, bridges and roads are walked by two kinds of people.
It is difficult for Xia Jiarong to act nonchalantly.He also wanted to find something to divert his attention, so that he would not think about those unpleasant things, but surfing the Internet and reading a book were all alone there, so it was easier to think, even thinking about it, only to find that the computer's microphone To scold him for not operating is because the voice of the pig teammate has been ringing for a long time or the book in his hand has not been turned for a long time.After a few days, no team was willing to accept him as a well-known runner, and he hadn't even finished Chapter 1 of a book. Xia Jiarong finally walked out of the door, intending to go outside for a stroll.
This is not his home, nor is it his home.Xia Jiarong felt even more lonely walking here.No matter whether he was in Haicheng before or in Zhucheng now, he didn't have any friends, and only Chen Ai, besides being the person he liked, was the only friend he knew and kept in touch with frequently.His family is in the capital, and his good friends since childhood are also in the capital, but can he go back?For his stubborn self-esteem, going back is undoubtedly giving in to his family, agreeing to marry a woman in the future to settle down and have children, and willing to accept the life of dreaming of splendid peonies in full bloom every night in the future.
But he doesn't want to!Perhaps now, Xia Jiarong's feelings for Chen Ai are more like curiosity, and he can easily give up if he can't persist or after repeated setbacks. He couldn't imagine it.At this age, many people can do things that they don't necessarily agree with deep down just because of the hostility and resistance to their family members during their youthful rebellion. Xia Jiarong is in this situation now.
Xia Jiarong thought carefully in his heart.
Why are you in a situation where you don't talk to your family now?Because he told his parents that he fell in love with someone, a man who wanted to be together forever, not just for fun.Why don't you want to meet Chen Ai?Because I disagree with him a bit.If you continue to want to be with Chen Ai, you have to tolerate this notion of discord, but if you want to reconcile with your family, you must first admit that you are wrong. Step back, no more resistance.
He is more willing to make that choice, and the weight is more important?For an adult, he might be more thoughtful and then apologize to his parents, because they are also for his own good.But Xia Jiarong has not really grown up yet, and has not experienced any setbacks or difficulties. For him, bowing his head to his parents hurts his self-esteem even more, but bowing his head to Chen Ai does not happen once or twice, but he does not feel embarrassed .
But... Even though he thought so, Xia Jiarong still couldn't pull himself off for a while to find Chen Ai to make up.In fact, he also understands, how solid is this?It was ambiguous and passed, and it didn’t involve principles. If you really want to apologize, you can say that he is too short-tempered and let it go, but, but... why did he run out for so long, even standing not far outside the fast food restaurant? , but did not see Chen Ai chasing him?Why, why not chase it out?
Do you think that he will not get angry and come back to him just like every time before?
No, it can't be like this this time!Come when you call, go when you wave, why!
Xia Jiarong just wanted to come over, but then wanted to go back.Holding his breath, he swore that if Chen Ai didn't take the initiative to find him, he would never come to him again, never!After thinking about it, he angrily and impulsively went to the travel agency to sign up for a tour, went back to pack his things and set off on the same day - he had to have fun!You have to live for yourself too!
After working hard for two and a half months, Chen Ai looked at his muscles with satisfaction after exercising every day. His body, which was not strong enough because of his studies, has infinitely tended to the body of his previous life. Looking in the mirror again, his appearance is also close to maturity. , is still that amazing beauty.In the past, he thought that that kind of beauty could help him earn more money and live a better life, but now, Chen Ai felt a little annoyed.
He doesn't need this face anymore, as long as he studies hard and makes progress every day, what can he not get?At this time, the face can only become a burden. What if he relies on his true talents to achieve success, but people think he is relying on his face?
But these are things that have yet to be seen.Moreover, Chen Ai looked at his own face in the mirror and thought, he still loves this face.
He also loves himself.
After finishing the part-time job, Chen Ai received 500 yuan, no more, no less.He had also taken a vacation before, and prepared all kinds of certificates for applying for an interest-free loan. At the same time, his house has already had two tenants, both of whom have paid six months' fees in advance.The asking price of Chen Ai's house is not expensive, but he was still screening tenants before, so as not to have a bad temper and ruin his house. Now two people who are a few years older than him are here. The young men who worked part-time seemed to be very honest, so they happily signed the contract.
After finishing what needed to be done, Chen Ai felt light. Seeing that it was time to start school, Chen Ai realized belatedly that he hadn't bought a train ticket yet.
Chen Ai used to frequently travel by train to and from various cities, but he always bought it at that time, no matter where it was, so he didn't think about buying it in advance.The school season is when there are many people. Everyone knows that it is difficult to buy train tickets. Chen Ai went to the train station and gave the name of the city where his school is located. The conductor said that there were only standing tickets. Chen Ai said sorry. He stood up first, and wanted to call Xia Jiarong and ask him how to get there.
From here to Subu City, where Jianghai University is located, it takes more than 20 hours by train, which is not short. The best option is to buy a sleeper, with discounts on student tickets, and the price is acceptable, but now there are no more tickets , and the conductor told him very clearly that even if he wants to transfer through other cities, it is difficult to buy a sleeper or a ticket, and suggested that if he can't accept it, he can take a car.
It takes more than 20 hours to travel by car, and the cost is much higher.Although Chen Ai feels that he is not afraid of standing for such a long time, he has already replaced a new suitcase, and he can also sit on it, and he can also bring a small bench, but now is not the time when he is short of money. I don't feel at ease, because I have to change it back and forth, which is even more troublesome.
But before deciding on these, Chen Ai wanted to ask Xia Jiarong first.After all, they were friends, not to mention that they had been together for so long in the same university, and they didn't say anything about buying tickets, and they didn't look like it, so they found a quiet place and dialed Xia Jiarong's number.
It took Xia Jiarong a while to answer, and Chen Ai almost thought that Xia Jiarong had something to do and hung up.He heard Xia Jiarong's very cold voice over there, asking him:
"What?"
Xia Jiarong was still angry, Chen Ai suddenly felt a little guilty when he heard this, and felt inexplicably that he had done something wrong.He calmed down, and asked according to what he had thought:
"Xia Jiarong, how are you going to go to school?"
"Let's take a plane, why?"
"Oh, it's okay, I just asked." They said a few more words lightly, and both felt that it was difficult to continue, so they said goodbye at the same time, and Xia Jiarong hung up the phone from there.
Zhucheng is a small city without an airport, but the provincial capital next door has an airport, and Xia Jiarong should go there to sit.Flying is too extravagant for Chen Ai, and he has never been in it before. He looked back at the ticket office, and there was still a dense crowd of people lined up to the entrance of the hall. Just now he waited for three full hours to queue up. Now I didn't want to squeeze again, so I turned around and bought a bus ticket.
The bus ticket is a long-distance direct bus, and there are seats for sleeping. Chen Ai felt a little heartache when paying for it, but after taking it out, he thought that he had also reached the point of spending more money to improve the quality of life. Isn't the possible a kind of progress?
That's great, I'm going to a new city soon.
Chen Ai returned home, glanced at the opposite door unconsciously, and then closed the door of his own house.Chen Ai wanted to arrive at the school two days in advance, so that he could have a look at the surrounding environment first, and he was only alone, so he couldn’t bring too many things. There must be a lot of things to buy when staying in a strange city. Get there and get ready.If you buy it in advance, then the day after tomorrow is the departure date.
An emotion called excitement surged into Chen Ai's heart quietly, and he almost couldn't wait to pack his luggage in advance.
The author has something to say: I feel like I'm a scumbag when I write this... But it's just an unconscious scumbag. The more I write, the more I feel distressed, and when I think about it, if I continue to be awkward, when will I finish it!So hurry up and get sweeter, and strive to end Chapter 3 on time =[-]
However, whether it is Chen Ai or Xia Jiarong, they all know that it is impossible to meet each other, the objective reason is one thing, but subjectively, they are deliberately avoiding each other, but on the surface, they are both as if nothing happened Don't use a mobile phone to contact.
It's easy for Chen Ai to act nonchalantly.He was already very busy at work, and he didn't have time to worry about the relationship between them when he was working, and he had experienced a lot himself, so he didn't take this matter seriously, but instead had a feeling of "it really came." ", "This is the right way" with a sense of relief, and will not deliberately save their friendship, just wait for time to pass slowly, and the relationship between the two will gradually cool down.This is not because Chen Ai is unwilling to move forward, but because he sees it too clearly and thinks it is better to break it now. After all, bridges and roads are walked by two kinds of people.
It is difficult for Xia Jiarong to act nonchalantly.He also wanted to find something to divert his attention, so that he would not think about those unpleasant things, but surfing the Internet and reading a book were all alone there, so it was easier to think, even thinking about it, only to find that the computer's microphone To scold him for not operating is because the voice of the pig teammate has been ringing for a long time or the book in his hand has not been turned for a long time.After a few days, no team was willing to accept him as a well-known runner, and he hadn't even finished Chapter 1 of a book. Xia Jiarong finally walked out of the door, intending to go outside for a stroll.
This is not his home, nor is it his home.Xia Jiarong felt even more lonely walking here.No matter whether he was in Haicheng before or in Zhucheng now, he didn't have any friends, and only Chen Ai, besides being the person he liked, was the only friend he knew and kept in touch with frequently.His family is in the capital, and his good friends since childhood are also in the capital, but can he go back?For his stubborn self-esteem, going back is undoubtedly giving in to his family, agreeing to marry a woman in the future to settle down and have children, and willing to accept the life of dreaming of splendid peonies in full bloom every night in the future.
But he doesn't want to!Perhaps now, Xia Jiarong's feelings for Chen Ai are more like curiosity, and he can easily give up if he can't persist or after repeated setbacks. He couldn't imagine it.At this age, many people can do things that they don't necessarily agree with deep down just because of the hostility and resistance to their family members during their youthful rebellion. Xia Jiarong is in this situation now.
Xia Jiarong thought carefully in his heart.
Why are you in a situation where you don't talk to your family now?Because he told his parents that he fell in love with someone, a man who wanted to be together forever, not just for fun.Why don't you want to meet Chen Ai?Because I disagree with him a bit.If you continue to want to be with Chen Ai, you have to tolerate this notion of discord, but if you want to reconcile with your family, you must first admit that you are wrong. Step back, no more resistance.
He is more willing to make that choice, and the weight is more important?For an adult, he might be more thoughtful and then apologize to his parents, because they are also for his own good.But Xia Jiarong has not really grown up yet, and has not experienced any setbacks or difficulties. For him, bowing his head to his parents hurts his self-esteem even more, but bowing his head to Chen Ai does not happen once or twice, but he does not feel embarrassed .
But... Even though he thought so, Xia Jiarong still couldn't pull himself off for a while to find Chen Ai to make up.In fact, he also understands, how solid is this?It was ambiguous and passed, and it didn’t involve principles. If you really want to apologize, you can say that he is too short-tempered and let it go, but, but... why did he run out for so long, even standing not far outside the fast food restaurant? , but did not see Chen Ai chasing him?Why, why not chase it out?
Do you think that he will not get angry and come back to him just like every time before?
No, it can't be like this this time!Come when you call, go when you wave, why!
Xia Jiarong just wanted to come over, but then wanted to go back.Holding his breath, he swore that if Chen Ai didn't take the initiative to find him, he would never come to him again, never!After thinking about it, he angrily and impulsively went to the travel agency to sign up for a tour, went back to pack his things and set off on the same day - he had to have fun!You have to live for yourself too!
After working hard for two and a half months, Chen Ai looked at his muscles with satisfaction after exercising every day. His body, which was not strong enough because of his studies, has infinitely tended to the body of his previous life. Looking in the mirror again, his appearance is also close to maturity. , is still that amazing beauty.In the past, he thought that that kind of beauty could help him earn more money and live a better life, but now, Chen Ai felt a little annoyed.
He doesn't need this face anymore, as long as he studies hard and makes progress every day, what can he not get?At this time, the face can only become a burden. What if he relies on his true talents to achieve success, but people think he is relying on his face?
But these are things that have yet to be seen.Moreover, Chen Ai looked at his own face in the mirror and thought, he still loves this face.
He also loves himself.
After finishing the part-time job, Chen Ai received 500 yuan, no more, no less.He had also taken a vacation before, and prepared all kinds of certificates for applying for an interest-free loan. At the same time, his house has already had two tenants, both of whom have paid six months' fees in advance.The asking price of Chen Ai's house is not expensive, but he was still screening tenants before, so as not to have a bad temper and ruin his house. Now two people who are a few years older than him are here. The young men who worked part-time seemed to be very honest, so they happily signed the contract.
After finishing what needed to be done, Chen Ai felt light. Seeing that it was time to start school, Chen Ai realized belatedly that he hadn't bought a train ticket yet.
Chen Ai used to frequently travel by train to and from various cities, but he always bought it at that time, no matter where it was, so he didn't think about buying it in advance.The school season is when there are many people. Everyone knows that it is difficult to buy train tickets. Chen Ai went to the train station and gave the name of the city where his school is located. The conductor said that there were only standing tickets. Chen Ai said sorry. He stood up first, and wanted to call Xia Jiarong and ask him how to get there.
From here to Subu City, where Jianghai University is located, it takes more than 20 hours by train, which is not short. The best option is to buy a sleeper, with discounts on student tickets, and the price is acceptable, but now there are no more tickets , and the conductor told him very clearly that even if he wants to transfer through other cities, it is difficult to buy a sleeper or a ticket, and suggested that if he can't accept it, he can take a car.
It takes more than 20 hours to travel by car, and the cost is much higher.Although Chen Ai feels that he is not afraid of standing for such a long time, he has already replaced a new suitcase, and he can also sit on it, and he can also bring a small bench, but now is not the time when he is short of money. I don't feel at ease, because I have to change it back and forth, which is even more troublesome.
But before deciding on these, Chen Ai wanted to ask Xia Jiarong first.After all, they were friends, not to mention that they had been together for so long in the same university, and they didn't say anything about buying tickets, and they didn't look like it, so they found a quiet place and dialed Xia Jiarong's number.
It took Xia Jiarong a while to answer, and Chen Ai almost thought that Xia Jiarong had something to do and hung up.He heard Xia Jiarong's very cold voice over there, asking him:
"What?"
Xia Jiarong was still angry, Chen Ai suddenly felt a little guilty when he heard this, and felt inexplicably that he had done something wrong.He calmed down, and asked according to what he had thought:
"Xia Jiarong, how are you going to go to school?"
"Let's take a plane, why?"
"Oh, it's okay, I just asked." They said a few more words lightly, and both felt that it was difficult to continue, so they said goodbye at the same time, and Xia Jiarong hung up the phone from there.
Zhucheng is a small city without an airport, but the provincial capital next door has an airport, and Xia Jiarong should go there to sit.Flying is too extravagant for Chen Ai, and he has never been in it before. He looked back at the ticket office, and there was still a dense crowd of people lined up to the entrance of the hall. Just now he waited for three full hours to queue up. Now I didn't want to squeeze again, so I turned around and bought a bus ticket.
The bus ticket is a long-distance direct bus, and there are seats for sleeping. Chen Ai felt a little heartache when paying for it, but after taking it out, he thought that he had also reached the point of spending more money to improve the quality of life. Isn't the possible a kind of progress?
That's great, I'm going to a new city soon.
Chen Ai returned home, glanced at the opposite door unconsciously, and then closed the door of his own house.Chen Ai wanted to arrive at the school two days in advance, so that he could have a look at the surrounding environment first, and he was only alone, so he couldn’t bring too many things. There must be a lot of things to buy when staying in a strange city. Get there and get ready.If you buy it in advance, then the day after tomorrow is the departure date.
An emotion called excitement surged into Chen Ai's heart quietly, and he almost couldn't wait to pack his luggage in advance.
The author has something to say: I feel like I'm a scumbag when I write this... But it's just an unconscious scumbag. The more I write, the more I feel distressed, and when I think about it, if I continue to be awkward, when will I finish it!So hurry up and get sweeter, and strive to end Chapter 3 on time =[-]
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