Not as Dusty [Rebirth]

Xia Jiarong has been traveling for a long time.He participated in one tour group after another, because he didn't want to go back to Jiayuan Community at all, and went back to the house where Chen Ai lived across the street.It can be regarded as escaping, even if I feel that I have to wait for Chen Ai to take the initiative or give up, but I still can't stop at the same place, but play around.

It just wasn't any fun.Xia Jiarong is not the whole day when the whole world belongs to love. Ai Ai is a little man, and he will be intoxicated when watching the beautiful scenery, but when the beautiful scenery disappears, he can't help but think of Chen Ai, thinking about the miracles of nature and human beings. In front of his ingenuity, the ones who accompany him to marvel are not those tourists who can't see their faces, but how good Chen Ai should be. He will not be as silent as if he was alone, and there are people who can share his thoughts.

But he was not by his side after all.

When Xia Jiarong received Chen Ai's call, he was standing next to a big rock. It is said that the first ray of sunlight every day here will first shine on this rock.Xia Jiarong has never waited for the sunrise to watch that scene, and he doesn't know whether the "supposedly" is true or not.

Chen Ai was asking him how to get to school, Xia Jiarong thought I need you to ask?I have already prepared, not only bought my plane ticket, but also bought yours, but I will not take the initiative to tell you this, if you say you want to go with me, then of course I will tell you.But Chen Ai did not say to go together, as if he was just asking casually, no matter what the result of the question was, it would not affect his decision.

Xia Jiarong punched the stone angrily, turned around and left the tour group, buying a ticket to go back.

I have to go back, isn't school about to start?Me, I don't expect that Chen Ai will have something to say to me.

Chen Ai's luggage has already been packed, so there is nothing to do.He looked around his home.There was nothing to do for leisure, so after thinking about it, I found a Chinese textbook, which I regarded as a literature book, so I lay down on the only sofa and read it.

Then he heard the opening of the door next door through his own door.At that moment, he didn't think about anything, and he didn't know what his original intention was. Anyway, after he realized it, he had already thrown the book in his hand, jumped up from the sofa and rushed to the door to open it. Called Xia Jiarong who was closing the door:

"Xia Jiarong!"

Xia Jiarong paused, only a flash in his mind, he understood why he was so procrastinating in opening and closing the door just now, was he waiting for this?But then, his heart was only pounding. He watched Chen Ai with a mixed look of expectation and nervousness. He entered the door and ignored him, but in the end his hand still held the door firmly, his throat was dry and stagnant, and he could only utter a single sound with difficulty and hoarsely:

"Ah."

"You're back."

Chen Ai said again.He already understood where his hasty and swift action came from. It was because Xia Jiarong was his only friend, and he didn't want to lose this only friend, so his subconscious prompted him to make such a move to retain their friendship. , Chen Ai figured it out, so he turned his head to look at Xia Jiarong with a smile, waiting for his reaction.

And Xia Jiarong has returned to normal.He cleared his throat, and was ecstatic because of Chen Ai's initiative. At the same time, he cheered up and prepared to have a new game with Chen Ai—it should be like this, isn't the relationship like this?More importantly, Xia Jiarong gained confidence from Chen Ai's equally tense emotions. Chen Ai didn't have him in his heart, even though his feelings were different from what Xia Jiarong wanted, but Xia Jiarong still had the confidence to let this relationship move forward. With the change he wants.

He smiled at Chen Ai, and made an invitation gesture, "Do you want to come to my house?"

Xia Jiarong thought to himself, it's time for him to change his plan.It is too difficult for Chen Ai to take the initiative to notice and act. He is such a slow person. Although it is feasible to boil the frog in warm water, it is too slow. He is impatient and afraid of some accidents in the middle.An idea vaguely appeared in Xia Jiarong's mind, and he was constantly improving himself.

He watched Chen Ai follow in with satisfaction, and made his voice a little aggrieved and a little coquettish and said:

"It's so rare, Chen Ai, so you remember me too, I thought you had forgotten me a long time ago."

Chen Ai rubbed his nose embarrassedly.He is such a person, he is used to passively waiting for everything, although this life has improved a lot, but there is still not much change in dealing with him, which is really wrong.He should also learn to take the initiative, just practice with Xia Jiarong.

Anyway, Chen Ai didn't want to be as lonely as before, with no one to say anything to.

Xia Jiarong went to make tea, and quickly stuffed it into Chen Ai's hands, as if he wanted to talk, so as not to make Chen Ai avoid and avoid again, saying that he was going back and so on.

"Say, why do you always treat me so coldly? Aren't we friends? Even if I did something wrong at your part-time job that time, you can't completely ignore me. Do you want me to find you again? Please forgive me Is it okay?"

Chen Ainuonuo was speechless, his face was very embarrassed.

Xia Jiarong didn't intend to let him go, he felt that if he didn't say it outright, then Chen Ai would never know how to change it, he had to let Chen Ai know what serious consequences his actions had caused him - of course very serious, isn't it?He has already seen that Chen Ai's heart is very soft. If he knows that he is sad because of him, he will definitely feel guilty and distressed.What he did was wrong before, every time he was made angry by Chen Ai, he would only get angry, and he couldn't make Chen Ai reflect on it at all, maybe he didn't know what he did wrong.

Thinking about it this way, Xia Jiarong suddenly felt that he had wasted too much time in the past.

"You made me think that you wanted me to leave a long time ago. Chen Ai, do you hate me that much? If I don't show up in front of you, you won't contact me, and even if you do, it's just kind of perfunctory. There is no sincerity at all, do you know how sad I am? When I was in the fast food restaurant, I ran out and waited for you to chase me out, no matter what I said, but you didn't come, that's all, after that you even Don't even say a word to me! I thought you hated me completely."

After such direct words were spoken, Chen Ai could no longer remain silent.He looked directly at Xia Jiarong's face and saw the real sadness that belonged to Xia Jiarong.

It's sadness, but is it really that far?He was suddenly a little confused. He didn't feel that he had done too much, but seeing Xia Jiarong's undisguised negative emotions, he really hurt someone unconsciously.

Just like the previous life.The expression on Xia Jiarong's face now is actually very similar to what Xia Jiarong saw in his last life. It is the expression of grievance that he did wrong but didn't know it.This expression made Chen Ai feel guilty even though he didn't know why.

"I don't hate you, really." Chen Ai said sincerely.He has no reason to dislike Xia Jiarong, except that he sometimes has a bit of a temper, and is often inexplicably quarrelsome. He has an extroverted personality that he yearns for, and he is so good that he can only envy him, and he often cooks for him. Eat, and I don't dislike him for not being able to speak, in short, he is a very good friend, especially now, when Chen Ai thinks that the entanglements in the previous life have nothing to do with this life, he is even more reluctant to part with this friend.

So what if two people have different ideas sometimes?Even if the knowledge of the two parties and the environment behind them are different, there is no major hindrance, right?Since Chen Ai was reluctant to part with this friend, he would naturally find excuses to persuade himself not to let this friend leave.He even felt that in Xia Jiarong's words, he wanted to break off the friendship because he felt that they were not the same kind of people, which was quite dishonest and incorrect.

"I really don't hate you. I... I just, sometimes I don't know what to do, so it gives you an illusion. In fact, you are very important to me, and you are my best friend."

... Take an arrow in the chest!Xia Jiarong's face was excited and distorted. He was happy that he really had a place in Chen Ai's heart. This was a good start, but he was made cold by Chen Ai's friend. In the end, Chen Ai thought he was It was uncomfortable, so she leaned over with concern and asked:

"Xia Jiarong, are you okay?"

Xia Jiarong took the opportunity to lean into Chen Ai's arms, took a deep breath, and then said weakly, "It's okay, maybe I'm too tired on the road."

It wasn't until he said it that he realized that he had changed the subject, because Chen Ai looked like he was about to start caring about his journey, so he quickly changed the subject, coughed and said:

"Chen Ai, you can't do this in the future."

Chen Ai quickly sat upright and listened intently.

"It doesn't matter if you don't understand human relations, I know, but you can't always understand, or I will be sad. Otherwise, I will tell you what to do, just write it down and do it accordingly."

"Hmm! Tell me."

Xia Jiarong is really a good person!This kind of thing will tell him!Chen Ai felt that Xia Jiarong was really his best friend!

"Whatever you want to do in the future, you have to tell me. This is a report between friends, otherwise I don't know where to find you. What should I do if I am worried? Send a text message or make a phone call, just talk Where did you go and why did you go? This is not about tracking down your whereabouts. Friends don’t say anything, is it any different from strangers? But we can’t just talk about this, we are friends, and we have to care about each other and stay together Going out to play, sending a text message to ask the other party to bring an umbrella when it's going to rain is also a very important item in daily communication, there is nothing to say, you have to send a text message to say good night every night, right?"

Chen Ai felt that it was reasonable, so he nodded seriously.

Xia Jiarong snickered, and continued to say to deepen the effect:

"I will do the same to you, friends, we need to care about each other, not to mention the details of everything, but we have to know each other about what happens, and we usually talk through various chat tools. So If I send you a text message or call you in the future, you are not allowed not to reply. If I ask you to come out to play, you have to be refreshed. These are all necessary things to maintain friendship. Maybe you will find it annoying, but if you don’t, you can’t be considered a friend ?”

Chen Ai felt that it was reasonable again, nodded seriously again, and wrote it down in his heart.

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