Not as Dusty [Rebirth]

How to describe Chen Ai's inner feelings at this time?Forget it, it’s still too much trouble, and describing it is really a thankless task.

In short, after Chen Ai's throat was hard for a while, he slowly spit out a sentence that even he found ironic:

"We, aren't we friends?"

During the moment of waiting, Xia Jiarong had already simulated many possible reactions of Chen Ai, so when he heard that Chen Ai chose this answer, he did not stop thinking at all, and said the answer he had just thought of.

"Isn't this more emotionally based? From friends to lovers, it will be very pleasant to get along with."

"But I only see you as a friend..."

"Actually, there is no difference between a lover and a friend when getting along. Otherwise, why did people call falling in love 'talking about friends' in the past? You treat me as a friend, and I treat you as a lover. It's really the same thing!"

"No, how can this be the same? I really don't have that kind of thought about you."

The more Chen Aiyue said, the more strange he felt that his words were dry, coupled with Xia Jiarong's attitude of winning, he felt as if he was correcting his lines.At this time, he felt something was wrong again, and remembered a key question, and hurriedly added:

"No! I don't like men! I'm not gay!"

Xia Jiarong smiled, with a hint of "I don't believe it." He thought of many possible answers Chen Ai might have, of course, the one Chen Ai just added, and the answer "I hate homosexuality" are undoubtedly the best. The troublesome one, because it is the most fundamental problem, before you like it or not, you have to bend him first.But Chen Ai didn't say this first. He didn't think it was strange that he was liked by a man, and he didn't show his disgust towards homosexuality. This tendency, so he smiled and said:

"Why do you mind this? We want to pursue equality, right? You see I am so good, I have good academic performance, I look good, I cook deliciously, I can do housework, I am also very independent, and we get along very well. , then why can’t you go further? Can you still meet someone better than me? So stay with me, I will treat you well, if you don’t agree, what a waste of me!”

It sounds reasonable, but even though Chen Ai is a science student, he also understands that this is forced reasoning and subterfuge, which is almost like brainwashing.He didn't chase after and say that he really doesn't like men (in fact, he just has a slight tendency) and why he didn't respond before, so as not to be sophistry, besides——

"Actually, I already have someone I like, so I'm sorry."

This real reason should make Xia Jiarong understand that it is impossible.

Is it peace of mind?Xia Jiarong's eyes darkened, gloomy, but he didn't let Chen Ai see it. He couldn't let Chen Ai realize that he already knew there was such a person, so he pretended not to know and took the opportunity to inquire:

"Who is it? Why don't I know? We've known each other since we were in junior high school, and we've been together in the intersection. How could I not know who else you like after so many years? You couldn't have made it up on purpose. Let the characters coax me, Chen Ai, we have such a good relationship, it’s not interesting to play this game.”

Chen Ai shook his head and refused to say anything else, just said: "You don't know, and I won't tell you...but I really like her."

I do like her.Even though these years have passed, because of the changes in his living environment and himself, he has lost the sweet feelings that sprouted when he was in trouble together. I was also moved by her every word and deed, and I don't know if An Xin will still like him now that everything has changed, and whether they can still be together, but "like" is still certain, not necessarily because of the same reason as in the previous life. feelings, but "like" is "like".

What a stubborn attitude!Xia Jiarong was impatient, but suppressed his impatience, thinking that he couldn't change the topic, and lost the original intention of today's confession.He tried his best to make himself smile, making himself smile confidently and happily, hiding the aggression that was caused by his eagerness to get the same response to his feelings, and once again seized the opportunity to confess to Chen Ai:

"Look, Chen Ai, you just like her, but what about me? I, I love you. I guess, the person you like must not like you? You can continue to like her like this, so of course I can Continue to love you. The next step after the confession is to be together, no matter how much time will be wasted in the middle, I know that 'together' is there."

Xia Jiarong seemed to be comforting himself, and also seemed to convince Chen Ai, saying in a firm and forceful tone:

"Now I am at the position before 'together' with you. You also have to know your state, you are now before 'promise me', as for the intermediate process, let us both go through it together."

Xia Jiarong then took out his professional book and said with a very natural attitude:

"Okay, it's time to study. Our teacher also asked us to analyze the case and write a [-]-word paper that can't be repeated with the opinions on the Internet. It's really annoying. And you, Chen Ai, do you have any homework this week?"

"Yes, it is to analyze the advantages and disadvantages of classic architecture." Chen Ai mechanically replied in a daze, completely confused about how such a rapid change of topic came about, shouldn't there be embarrassment and sadness?Telling him to leave here immediately and alienate Xia Jiarong from now on is not enough. He just continued to turn the pages and read the book, but this time, the words that he thought were very meaningful before could no longer get into his head and could only be passed by. Just turn a page over and over again.

Xia Jiarong was much more sober than him. He was the initiator and leader of this offensive.Naturally, he doesn't have the concentration to flip through the textbooks, but at least he knows how to hide it, and writes and draws in the textbooks from time to time. It looks like he has studied hard, but in fact he has been stealing eyes on Chen Ai. .Because of this, he saw Chen Ai's absent-mindedness, and laughed in his heart, thinking that Chen Ai's mind was disturbed, so that's good, at least it showed that he cared about this matter, and he also cared about him.Moreover, Xia Jiarong was a little gloating, thinking that Chen Ai paid the most attention to studying, and if he realized later that he had wasted so much time and didn't study hard, he would have to blame himself if he didn't regret it?But it deserves it!Who told him not to promise himself, who dared to fall in love with others!It would be nice to nod if I figured it out early!

The whole morning passed like this, and the two were relatively silent. Chen Ai couldn't help thinking, why Xia Jiarong suddenly said such words?Why is everything different? Xia Jiarong, who liked him in the previous life, why does he still like him this time?Moreover, there was no sign of it before, or it was because Xia Jiarong hid it before, so he kept saying that he wanted to be good friends with him, but he didn't think about that, so he didn't notice it carelessly?Chen Ai suddenly felt a sense of being deceived by being deliberately approached.

At noon, Xia Jiarong asked Chen Ai to go to the cafeteria for dinner, but Chen Ai refused like countless times before, and made up an excuse that he had something to do in the dormitory at noon, so he had to go back early.Xia Jiarong was not in a hurry to expose him, and watched him jump on his bicycle and rode away quickly, thinking that after this, Chen Ai would have to find a way to avoid him, and he couldn't just be surprised and sad. Anyway, he has a lot of ways to stick to it, just this campus, no matter how big the place is, it's not so easy to hide from someone.

Xia Jiarong was not in a hurry to eat, and stretched his body. He wanted to lie down on the bench to rest. It was as if this posture had hurt him, although the feeling suddenly came and disappeared like a heart-wrenching feeling, he still sat up straight again and made a call.

"Xiang Ze, how have you been recently?"

"How are you doing! Jiarong, you haven't contacted us for a long time. Even if you refuse to tell us what's going on between you and your family, you can't avoid us like this. Treat us as sycophants. Villain! We are not buddies anymore!"

"Fuck off, don't give me a big hat for being on the line. Let me ask you, do you want to open up new business?"

"How do you say? My detective business is still doing well. What kind of work do you want to do for me?"

"Well, you can definitely do it. Can you help people pull the red line? This is also very fast. The woman I asked you to help me pay attention to, now you still have to send me her whereabouts email every day That one, can you help her find a boyfriend?"

"Then you have to talk about her relationship with you first. You didn't tell me before, and I can't find out by myself. If you don't tell me, I won't do it. You have to investigate people and be a matchmaker. Hey, it can't be your illegitimate sister! It's not right, their parents are also relatives..."

"It's okay to tell you, the person I like likes her, you can find her a boyfriend, preferably the one who can directly fall in love and get married, so that I can save myself dealing with rivals in love."

"You have someone you like! Why don't I know! No, you have to tell me first!"

Chatting a lot, Xia Jiarong couldn't help but said, mainly because he also wanted to find someone to relieve the pressure, and he was still in the mood of showing off (even if he didn't succeed), and Xiang Ze was the most talkative person. Strictly speaking, he will never speak out, and he will not throw people out if he tells him something that has not been successful. When Jun Yin came to An Xin, all kinds of opportunities would make An Xin fall in love with someone, so Xia Jiarong hung up the phone in satisfaction.

Xia Jiarong thought triumphantly, with both approaches, it's impossible not to take down Chen Ai!

He hummed a ditty, got on his bicycle, and thought that even if he didn't confess his confession today, he could still eat an extra bowl of white rice just because of it.

Unexpectedly, after that, Chen Ai really started to avoid him.

The author has something to say: I have a wishful thinking, and I plan to update it until the end.

Do you believe it?In fact, I don’t really believe in myself, but I’d better give it a try, but if it doesn’t come out, don’t blame me!