Disciplinary Guidelines

Ji Yao suddenly understood.

He thought just now that Jiang Heng still didn't believe him in essence, and still cared about his "convict record", so he deliberately picked out the place he was most afraid of, repeated several times, obviously had all the substantive guarantees, but still cared about the useless verbal commitment.

But now he understands that what Jiang Heng cares about is the "verbal promise".

It's not that he didn't see his action, on the contrary, it was because he saw it that he made the final confirmation.

Ji Yao suddenly stood up.

Following his movements, the dining chair slid back quite a bit, making a piercing rubbing sound, Xiao Tong was startled, and subconsciously looked up at him.

"Yes, I'm sorry, Auntie—" Ji Yao was in a mess, his eyes wandered around for a moment, and he didn't dare to look at Xiao Tong: "I want to go up and see him first."

"Go." Xiao Tong said understandingly: "I'll also go to the bathroom to wash my face."

Ji Yao nodded indiscriminately, dragged his chair away and ran upstairs.

Jiang Heng was leaning on the small balcony on the second floor to smoke a cigarette. He was a little puzzled when he heard heavy footsteps behind him.

He subconsciously put out the remaining half of the cigarette in the ashtray, and turned around following the sound.

Ji Yao ran up the stairs, his heart was in a mess, instinct and emotion pulled him to go in two directions, he was in the center of all the chaos, and there was only one empty thought left in his mind.

In just a few steps of the stairs, he actually broke out in sweat.

Jiang Heng didn't hear what the two people downstairs said, so he was taken aback when he saw this.

"Jiang Heng." Ji Yao held onto the handrail of the stairs and looked at him across a small living room. He was panting slightly, his eyes were red, and even his lips were trembling.

"Can you love me forever?" Ji Yao asked.

When he said these words, Ji Yao felt that there was a big hole in his body, and all the courage in his life was rapidly draining along this hole in a way visible to the naked eye.

His fingertips were cold, and the fear without warning and without reason reached the peak of his life at this moment.

But maybe it was because his legs were weak, or because his courage had been exhausted after saying this, so he didn't run away this time.

Jiang Heng was surprised at first, but he quickly realized what was going on, and the smile on his face shrank slightly, changing into a serious and serious expression.

Jiang Heng didn't know what happened during the time downstairs, but he could tell that Ji Yao had made final preparations.

What he said was clearly so domineering and unreasonable, but Jiang Heng looked at him, but felt that he seemed to be so pitiful that he pushed himself into a desperate situation.

He could see that Ji Yao didn't want his promise, nor did he want to compete in this relationship.He just wanted an answer—an answer that would allow him to be completely ruthless.

The baby elephant in the circus broke free from the shackles, but the shackles were still on his feet.He wanted an order to allow him to grit his teeth and get through the terrifying circle of fire in front of him.

So Jiang Heng gave him this order.

"I can." Jiang Heng said.

The next second, Ji Yao rushed forward and kissed him.

This time Jiang Heng finally did not refuse, he caught Ji Yao, put his arms around his waist, loosened his teeth obediently, and accepted him.

The moment of intimacy, all the senses that were once dusty come back into the cage at this moment, and the missing parts return to the body, setting off a prairie fire.

It feels familiar and strange, as if they have been separated for thousands of years, but they still have each other's shadow engraved in their souls.

Jiang Heng kissed him for a long time, and Ji Yao was like a moth to a flame, kissing him almost crazily as if desperate.

The tip of his teeth scratched the corner of Jiang Heng's lips, and warm liquid fell down somewhere. Jiang Heng's tongue tasted a bit of salty and bitter taste, as if he had tasted Ji Yao's heart.

"I love you." Ji Yao said, "I will always love you."

"I know." Jiang Heng sighed, he hugged Ji Yao tightly, and pressed his whole body into his arms: "I believe you can do it."

Jiang Heng has always known that for Ji Yao, love or not has never been an obstacle in front of him.He can give his love smoothly, but what he dare not face is family, long-term, something that even Jiang Heng himself can hardly figure out.

So he never doubted whether their love for each other was enough for them to start again. All he cared about was whether Ji Yao was ready to face everything he feared but they would face.

For Jiang Heng, he chose the most stupid way to break this matter today.

Ji Yao is a person who is very soft on the ears of people close to him. If Jiang Heng thinks, he has ten thousand ways, by boiling frogs in warm water to wear down Ji Yao's bottom line little by little, and get it without touching his pain points. everything.

But he didn't.

Because in Jiang Heng's eyes, Ji Yao is free, no matter whether the choices he makes are mature or perfect, he should have the right to decide his own life.

So he still wanted to give Ji Yao the right to choose, instead of letting him embark on another road in a daze.

"...how do you know." Ji Yao said, "I haven't said this to you for so long."

"When I was in the hospital, you passed by eight times a day. Am I stupid? I don't know?" Jiang Heng suddenly smiled. He stroked Ji Yao's sweaty forehead and said softly: "I can see that, The way you look at me is still the same as it was three years ago."

So he is sure that Ji Yao still has him in his heart, even more than three years ago.

That kiss seemed to wipe away all the frost on Jiang Heng's body. His brows and eyes softened, and his eyes were filled with lustrous light. He was gentle and tolerant. He seemed to know everything, but he didn't say anything.

"Then why didn't you say it earlier." Ji Yao raised his head, he held Jiang Heng's face in his hands, and looked deeply into his eyes: "As long as you pull it wherever you want, I will definitely go with you."

"That won't work." Jiang Heng smiled with the corners of his lips curled up, and said, "I have to wait for you."

Jiang Heng didn't want to casually take advantage of Ji Yao's guilt to sneak in, he really wanted to wait for him to come here, a place one step away from the finish line.

So he almost strictly guarded the line of getting along, not because he still had a grudge, but because of Ji Yao.

"I have the right to decide who to spend the rest of my life with, and of course you do too." Jiang Heng said, "You love me, but you also have the right to refuse. Don't give up all the initiative in your relationship just because you have done something wrong. .”

Ji Yao originally thought that the softening of Jiang Heng's attitude was caused by himself a little bit, but now it seems that it is not at all-Jiang Heng has been standing there all the time, as long as he gets closer, he can meet more.

From the moment he decided to get back together, Jiang Heng had simply let go of the past. He is an absolutely rational person, so when he found out that he wanted to try again with Ji Yao, those pasts had already been covered by him. I digested it myself.

Once you want to start again, the past becomes meaningless, no matter how messy and outrageous those things are, the past is the past, don't care about it, let alone indulge in it.

"If I can't let go of those things, I won't let go from the beginning." Jiang Heng said.

Looking into his eyes, Ji Yao suddenly understood that what he cared most about was not the pursuit, not the flowers, nor the attitude of admitting his mistakes, but a Ji Yao who could take the initiative to walk towards him.

He had already walked half of his journey by himself, standing at the end of Ji Yao from the very beginning, waiting for Ji Yao to come to him.

"You really..." Ji Yao's eyes turned red, but he suddenly smiled: "Why are you so easy to deceive—"

"Who said that?" Jiang Heng lowered his eyes, wiped the corners of his eyes, and smiled: "Ge Xing has said that I am very principled."

He has clear principles and a clear stand, and has two completely different sets of standards for "love" and "reunion", so this time he has become quite strict.Jiang Heng can finish his part by himself, but he won't help Jiyao even a single step in the way he wants to go.He would just stand at the finish line ahead of time and wait for Ji Yao to come to him, or give up halfway.

He was like a hawk throwing a chick out of the nest, looking relentless, just standing there waiting, halfway through his walk, not going any further.

But he kept looking at Ji Yao like that, without taking a step away, standing there like pines and cypresses, being Ji Yao's continuous source of courage.

Then when Ji Yao crossed the finish line, Jiang Heng would catch him.

Just like now.