After Bai Yueguang took the place

Most of the things that happened after that Xie Fengwan were a little blurry in retrospect.When she woke up after a drowsy sleep, it was already three o'clock in the afternoon the next day.Because of her insomnia, she rarely had such satisfying rest.The body seemed to be repaired, and she was broken immediately.

Until I opened the Weibo, the timed release of Weibo that quit the circle still left an aftermath on the hot search list, and it was a topic about Pei Jinyi's withdrawal from the recording of "Tomorrow's Star" and another well-known variety show.

Memory came back, Xie Fengwan quietly opened the latter.The content is that people in the industry broke the news that she has no credibility, she releases the pigeons as soon as she says, and terminates the contract as soon as the filming starts, which is very outrageous.The hot search is not a trouble to the family, nor is it a variety show that has gone through the contract termination process and filmed. It is simply discovered together with the carnival about her topic last night.

After reading online public opinion for a long time, Xie Fengwan quit Weibo.The desktop wallpaper is still a cat, she changed back to the default in annoyance, but paused for a long time because she was not used to it.After a while, she clicked on WeChat.

The dialog box with Pei Jinyi was set to the top by her, and the last message was left yesterday.

-arrive.

-come on.

After [-] seconds after the dialog box prompting whether to delete appeared, Xie Fengwan only canceled the sticking.Because of the constantly refreshing group chat, the conversation soon sank to the bottom, just like the current relationship between the two.

Xie Fengwan flipped through the pages. There was more or less consolation from the crew of "Pond Fish" knowing the artists, as well as blessings from the contestants of "Tomorrow's Star".The girl who was given up by her for promotion also sent her a long essay, wishing her safety and health at the end, and everything goes well.

She replied thank you, but there was no reply.

Lin Qingqiu didn't mention related incidents with her, only said to let her take a good rest for a while.She and the company are already going through the process of terminating the contract, and the other party has ceased to be her manager long before she decided not to be an artist, but the concern is real, and Xie Fengwan is very grateful.

When the other party replied to the [you're welcome] emoji, Xie Fengwan said because of Qin Yu's confusion, 'Pei Jinyi also wants to terminate the contract? ' and fell into equal emotion.Uncontrollable, she remembered the gesture of the woman who said "the last time", and felt that Pei Jinyi was talking too much, so much that she couldn't see the scene in front of her, so she just blindly jumped into the trap, and in the last trap Before wanting to leave with each other.

But when she turned around to look for the other party, what she saw was that the person who guided her was standing on a high place, mocking her with a kind of inexplicable speechless indifference.

There is nothing more ironic than this.

Even if rationality keeps telling her that things have hidden meanings, that Pei Jinyi's intention is not the case, and that her way of handling things is too extreme, maybe she needs to be softened.

...but does that matter?

Xie Feng opened the photo album later, and most of the Weibo categories are pictures of Pei Jinyi.Still photos, life photos, Reuters, fan encounters, whether blurred or clear, most of them are saved by Zichao.She has seen each of them many times because of fans' comments, but none of those many times is like this——

She tried to imitate the way Pei Jinyi looked at her yesterday, looking at the woman in the photo indifferently with a little self-fabrication and viciousness, but the result was a softer gaze.

Xie Fengwan couldn't bear it at all.

But the more reluctant she was, the more she felt hurt again.At this moment, it doesn't matter whether Pei Jinyi has her bad ideas or not.Xie Fengwan only felt that she needed to sleep again, it would be better to sleep to death, time jumped to a certain point in the future, just like before she was reborn, obviously only a few days later, when she opened her eyes again, she was already in Xie Nian's body inside.

After thinking like this for a few seconds, Xie Fengwan felt that this was too selfish.

She leaned against the sofa, stared at the chandelier, and thought: It's actually pretty good to be alive.

At least during the few days she had the impression, the world was mostly dark.

But when looking through the text messages, Xie Fengwan thought again, maybe she wasn't completely dead.Only when I didn't see the underworld, I would say "That's it? ' Thoughts.

It is she who is guilty.

Most of the 99+ text messages were sent by Xie Zhiyuan last night, except for the advertisements pushed by major platforms.

Xie Fengwan didn't know how the other party knew his mobile phone number, so he added the itinerary of changing his mobile phone number to the schedule, and flipped through it casually.What the other party wants to express is very simple, that is, because the matter is not as one-sided as she understands, he wants to have a good chat with her.

Before doing it differently, Xie Fengwan would have a high probability of breaking up with the other party in the air, roughly speculated.But the fact of domestic violence has become a solid evidence, and she is not interested in knowing the hidden truth after touching the bottom line of morality.

Being persecuted is never a reason to enter into a marriage that exists in name only, but your own fear of change is.

After blocking Xie Zhiyuan and deleting the message, Xie Fengwan scrolled down again, wanting to see what kind of ghosts and ghosts are the "main" real-life advertisements that can bypass the promotion column——

-[Recruitment of Game Support] Congratulations on your 2102 account...

This ad was posted a few days ago and is still fresh.Xie Fengwan, who really didn't want to understand where the game trustee gathered to exchange the obtained information, thought for a long time before realizing something was wrong.

2102...?

According to her not much experience in reading advertisements, there is a high probability that similar pushes will send four-digit tail numbers.

...But the mobile phone number she is using at this time does not end in 2102.

Just when Xie Fengwan was at a loss as to whether this was another ID of Xiaoidou's platform that she didn't know, she unconsciously clicked on the next text message that only showed the word 'Miss Xie' and was sent three days ago.

-Miss Xie, how are you doing?It has exceeded the time limit agreed between you and me for your follow-up visit. After receiving the text message, please reply or call me within three days. I will call the police if the time is exceeded. Thank you for your cooperation.

Xie Fengwan's pupils shrank.

The wind blows outside the window, and the branches sway.

It's raining.

"I guessed you'd regret it, but I didn't expect it to be so soon."

At the same time, Banyan City, Yinhong Entertainment, the seventh floor.

In the conference room, Yang Ran glanced at Pei Jinyi who was staring at the rain outside the window, apparently in a daze, flipped through the termination contract at hand, and asked, "Is it worth it?"

Pei Jinyi came back to her senses, her gaze skipped the paper: "It's okay."

"Don't do things you regret." Yang Ran said.

"Boss Xie told me that too." Pei Jinyi said.

Yang Ran stared at her, and suddenly smiled: "Then did you listen?"

"No."

Because after the other party said this, he told her how dangerous the entertainment industry was, briefly told her what he had seen and heard, and emphasized what kind of person that 'president' uncle was-a scum.

If Pei Jinyi had listened, she would not have sat in front of Yang Ran and listened to what she had to say.

Yang Ran seemed to have listened, and did not speak for a while.

The sky was gloomy, and even the room without the lights turned on was slightly chaotic.Until a gleam of orange light wiped away the night, Yang Ran smoked a cigarette, looked at Pei Jinyi: "Speaking of which, you haven't told me the ins and outs of the whole thing."

"Need me to guess?" she said with a smile.

Pei Jinyi gave a casual reply, and Yang Ran said, "I remember it all, from the past."

The woman took a sip of her hot tea, her eyes were sharper than she had seen for a long time.She was always a little too gentle in front of Yang Ran, the reason boiled down to knowing that Xie Fengwan had a close relationship with her.

Yang Ran shook the soot.

"Apologize to you first, I lied to you more or less." She was not afraid to admit her mistake, very frankly, "But it is only limited to the act of deceiving you, I don't think it is harmful to conceal it. You are wrong."

"You already knew it yourself." Yang Ran said, "A long time ago, you had mental problems."

"...I don't think it's relevant to what you're trying to guess."

Yang Ran ignored her indifferent attitude, and continued: "I thought about it again recently, Mr. Xie treats you well, but he is not so good that you die for her. If you guessed correctly, before you Get to know me."

"You have approached her with a purpose from the beginning to the end." Yang Ran looked at her, "You know that you are sick, so you dare not tell her the past between you and her because of inferiority. Or, it is your eyes. past."

Pei Jinyi's eyelashes trembled slightly, and she didn't speak, but the hand holding the teacup suddenly became stronger.

With blue veins protruding, Yang Ran said, "You are in a hurry."

"So?" Pei Jinyi couldn't control her emotions a little bit. She hadn't slept all night, and every time she closed her eyes, memories about the recent period would flood into her mind like a flood, making her think of Xie Nian in a trance.Weeping, laughing.The present overlaps with the past, and the two emotions of wanting to care and hating are intertwined and turbulent, so she can only keep her eyes open to see the good or bad comments of netizens.

"Did I do something wrong?" Pei Jinyi asked, "I just like her."

This was the first time that Pei Jinyi exploded in front of Yang Ran in a real sense, but even though her fingertips were trembling uncontrollably, her face was still tense due to the long-term expression management.

Yang Ran remembered that when the other party was most broken in the past, he just locked himself in the room without saying a word, then looked at the woman in front of him, she paused, and said, "Then what did Xie Nian do wrong?"

"It was me who was wrong." Pei Jinyi said.

"Then what did you do?" Yang Ran said, "You asked Xie Nian to act with you on a same-sex theme, misleading netizens by making intimate actions inside and outside the play, and made her be chased and scolded by fans again. Finally, in the eyes of fans You recorded a variety show independently, and you got involved again, and quit after she quit."

"You like her." Yang Ran got up and stared at her, "It's just that you dare not admit it."

The very faint nicotine filled the room, and the raindrops tapped on the window, Pei Jinyi breathed out a foul breath in the silence.She picked up the pen, signed the termination contract, got up and was about to leave, and passed Yang Ran until the door was half open, until Yang Ran, who was staring at her back, had a look of helplessness in his eyes, and threw the cigarette butt away. Put it into the trash can, and then opened his mouth.

"But what does that matter," she said. "It's not that hard to admit that you've always liked the same person."

The woman's hand on the door loosened, and the door closed with a sound.

"Personal thoughts, just for reference." Yang Ran picked up the contract, left a sentence "If you don't believe me, just ask yourself?", and left the meeting room in a flutter.The rain outside the window was getting heavier, Pei Jinyi glanced at the cigarette and lighter left by the other party on the table, and casually pressed it.

The light of the fire danced in the white mist, Pei Jinyi stared at the dissipated mist for a while, until she felt hot when the soot fell, and then extinguished it again.

looks like?She looks at the lock screen.As early as many months ago, the wallpaper was replaced with the refinement of the other party's pen-hold shot.

Long skirt, very gentle.But the more gentle and gentle he is, the more different he is from the 'previous' Xie Nian.

But so what.Pei Jin thought, even if it doesn't look like it, everything has already been messed up by her.

To some extent, Yang Ran was right in her evaluation.Inferiority, timidity, and what she didn't say bluntly but filled between the lines——

Selfish.

When Xie Fengwan dialed the phone, he was still a little timid because the other party had already called the police and was just waiting for the police to come to check the water meter.Fortunately, it seems that Xiao Aidou has a "lesson from the past", and the other party is not so sloppy, but he was a little surprised when he heard her voice when he received the phone call. He slowed down his voice for a moment, and said gently as if treating a patient: "Yes Miss Xie?"

"It's me." Xie Fengwan hesitated, but still agreed.There is a high probability that the other party is Xiao Aidou's doctor when he was admitted to the hospital, and he has agreed to call back for a follow-up visit-although that high probability has little effect on people who really want to die, it is another kind of responsibility.

Diagnosis of mental illness requires instruments and professional tests, as well as normal ones.Xie Fengwan did not use the phone to convince the other party to believe in his idea of ​​becoming better, and because he was afraid of revealing some flaws, he was a little vague in many of the other party's questions.

Xie Fengwan didn't play sloppy and perfunctory until he got to the question of "how are you doing recently?" which seemed casual but full of probing questions.If you throw away the memory of yesterday, everything is of course good.But if you add yesterday...

Xie Fengwan decided to report the good news instead of the bad news. The next second, she heard someone calling her Dr. Jiang on the phone. It seemed that she was about to deal with some emergencies. The phone was put on hold first, but did not hang up.

For no reason, Xie Fengwan thought of the 2102 push reminder, hesitated, and asked the other party why he didn't recognize her in the first place when the other party finished the business and was obviously not calm and ready to hang up the phone.

Doctor Jiang visibly paused.

"Didn't you change your number?" She was a little helpless, "This is my private number, so I thought it was leaked, so I was a little wary."

It seemed that she thought that she would have psychological fluctuations because of this incident, and the other party emphasized Xie Fengwan a few more times, as if they checked her recent news on the way to deal with things.For Xie Zhiyuan's topic, which Xie Fengwan obviously didn't like, the woman didn't say anything.

Doctor Jiang is very good at complimenting people, and there is obvious sincerity in his words. After a few sentences, Xie Fengwan couldn't bear it.Seeing fans' rainbow farts and being praised in person are two completely different experiences. She thanked the other party repeatedly, and then asked the other party's address in a very short silence.

Obviously, Xie Nian's connection with Dr. Jiang was not smooth - the woman reported her address the first moment she heard her inquiry, and arranged for her again and again, "I'm afraid you can't hear clearly, I sent a text message", " Come to me anytime if you need something'.

The phone was hung up, Xie Fengwan looked at the address, a little bit want to laugh, but also a little helpless.

But the one that ranks higher than those is the phrase 'you changed your number'.

There is nothing in the current society that Baidu cannot handle.

Soon, Xie Fengwan learned from the three major operators that the card number that is now half-stopped, and found a message in the trash that was about to shut down that was notified many days ago.She recharged her phone bill and opened Xie Nian's serial platform again.

There was no deviation in the SMS login this time, and the loaded account did indeed belong to Mizuki Late Autumn.

Xie Feng opened the income column later, and the other party's old books from many years ago still have a lot of income.The numbers are long and many.Stored in the background of the platform, it is like a silent mountain, no one is close to it, and no one knows it.

Xie Fengwan used this account to log in to WeChat again, and a blank trumpet appeared in front of him.No friends, naturally no news, so that the homepage is empty, only the login assistant automatically welcomes you back to WeChat again.

Alipay and WeChat are equally empty, but the flow of funds is very clear, a certain poverty alleviation activity.

She donated 100 million, a high amount, enough for idols to turn over in one fell swoop.

But Xie Nian didn't say anything.It's like when she was alive, no one knew what she was thinking, because she never confided, so the desire to talk turned into a desire to create, and she became Mizuki Miaki.When I write myself in the story, I also unknowingly put myself in the story.

Nobody wants to tell her what she's thinking—

Thinking of this moment, Xie Fengwan thought of the girl in the other party's diary who was called by Xie Nian as "cherry blossoms in spring and evening wind in summer, bright as the sun that never stops spinning", Chi Yuan.

Maybe there are still.

Xie Fengwan thought this way, and withdrew all the money to the other party's account, and after the account arrived in January, he made up an integer of 30, donated to the same project, and confirmed it under the call from the staff. Returning to the empty balance page again, sighed.

What are you talking about?She filled the watering can with water, and sprayed on the newly bought orchids a few days ago, but the imaginary scene of the branches and leaves stretching did not appear, and she still looked wilted.Xie Fengwan turned over the leaves, feeling something was wrong, took a picture and asked on the forum, and found that it was watered too much and it was forcibly watered to death.

Immediately, Xie Fengwan was even more mournful.

She moved the orchid back to where it came from, looked around the small but cozy room that she had arranged, and suddenly felt a strong sense of helplessness.

The source of emotion is Xie Fengwan's confusion about where to go in the future, and she suddenly realized that before Pei Jinyi said that she was not a fellow, all her descriptions of the future were related to the other party.

Xie Fengwan stared at the blue desktop wallpaper. After a long silence, his only thought was one.

She might be a little sick too.

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Put on my pain mask.