After Bai Yueguang took the place
Chapter 39 Final Chapter
But that was just lip service.After that day, within a few days of leisure, Xie Fengwan was sent by Qin Yu to a new company in another city. While becoming an airborne supervisor, he ate his last meal and did not finish his meal. But I don't feel like I'm careless.
Because of offending the boss, he worked more and more. When Xie Fengwan was really free and had time to actually meet with Dr. Jiang, who couldn't be fooled by the phone, the summer evening wind had been brushing against his ears for many months, and autumn was here.
"Tomorrow's Star" ended enthusiastically in the midsummer, like a deliberate arrangement, but also like a coincidence, the top debut was the girl who lost to Xie Fengwan.Retiring from Weibo also brought great enthusiasm to the other party. For a while, because of the follow-up editing of Yang Jian and the company's arrangement of people, it also jumped from the mid-stream for a while, steadily and steadily, and became a real new beauty.
Although some people still lead her to the rhythm of Xie Fengwan, the fans have already occupied the home court, criticizing, saying "Mom loves you" and "walking the flower road together", and there are even fewer people rushing to Xie Fengwan.
However, the few people attacking her does not mean that her Weibo is completely calm and peaceful.
The reason is simple -
Pei Jinyi is about to withdraw from the circle.
In other words, it is suspected of retiring from the circle.
A few months ago, Pei Jinyi announced her withdrawal from the recording of "Tomorrow's Star", which shocked many netizens to think about whether the two are married and married. The sudden rhythm of the variety show suddenly changed public opinion.The fans who control the comments found that there was no help from the company's trolls. Not to renew.
On the surface, it is peaceful, but Yinhong has been established for more than [-] years, and it has been ranked among the top three in domestic entertainment.I will not renew the contract, and I have no idea of setting up a personal studio...
It's not a retreat, what is it?
For a while, because of the silence of her Weibo and the doubts of Chaohua fans, the marketing account followed the rhythm, and began to "send off" Pei Jinyi in advance.The topic is often at the bottom of the thread, and the only hot searches in the top are still fans out of the circle, and those who have lost fans have been reposted a few times. Until now, they are still the ivy in the heart of the marketing account.
Xie Fengwan paid more or less attention to it, but he didn't understand it deeply because he was busy.When the heat subsides, she can only see the follow-up by deliberately searching, and she has no interest in understanding——
Accepting home page attention and reposting Pei Jinyi's relationship is her biggest tolerance at the moment.
Just in autumn, it rained several times in Rongcheng.Xie Fengwan chose a sunny day for both places, but just after getting off the plane and getting in the car, it started to rain lightly.
Xie Fengwan, who felt that the position of the God of Rain might be abdicated, looked at the time, eleven o'clock.She booked a flight at two o'clock, so there should be time for one round trip.Thinking of the dinner at night, she was a little worried, and she really didn't understand why the wine table for drinking and bragging came with a birthday gift for the daughter of a friend businessman.
Forget it, Qian Jin is really her fan, every time we meet, I have to bring her some handmade gifts, if I don’t accept it, I will cry, it’s embarrassing for friends and businessmen, so she can only accept it.
Fortunately, the driver's aunt is a very interesting person. Apart from talking to her about how her son went from a roadside stall to a listed company with a little Versailles, not only does she look at her going to a mental hospital without any strange colors , He also took the initiative to tell her that "society does not discriminate against patients", which is extremely true, kind and beautiful.
Positive energy can always offset a little negative energy, but the aunt who couldn’t find the topic in the second half chose to be quiet, quit Weibo for a long time and had nothing to do. Xie Fengwan leaned against the window and prepared to close his eyes for a while. When he opened his eyes again, the car stopped up.
After being woken up, she got out of the car and stood at the entrance of the hospital looking at the security guard for 5 minutes before she gradually woke up.The rain has stopped, and the wind after the rain is mixed with moist and biting cold air, Xie Fengwan touched his face, walked in, thinking about her dream in his mind——
Senior year, last band tour.
In fact, Xie Fengwan is not keen on musical instruments or singing. The reason why he formed a band was purely accidental, and signing a contract with a company to sing was even more accidental.Compared with her companions who obviously feel that they have a bright future, her indifference seems to be a bit of a show.
But the drama in her eyes is a new life in the eyes of others.Xie Fengwan didn't show it, he just voluntarily chose to quit, giving his family a reason to put pressure on him.The companion is extremely understanding, and what she dreams of is the chat after the show.
For some unknown reason, the topic changed to the future. Most of the people hoped that the band would improve to a higher level, and that their music would be better and better, and more people would see it.A group of teenagers with strong emotions yearn for it, but Xie Fengwan's is a bit ordinary——
Take the university she expects.
The bass player had heard her mention a high-scoring school before, and was very excited to name it. Several people focused their attention on her. The new lead singer, who was shoulder to shoulder with the guitarist, smiled and asked her if she was going abroad.
Xie Fengwan wanted to answer no, but it was too obvious that the girl wanted to see her 'fight' with the bass player, so she answered 'yes'.
It was a scam, but when she stepped out of the backstage, the back of the tall girl at the corner froze.
The other party didn't look back, Xie Fengwan took a few glances, felt familiar, and subconsciously asked others.
"...You are a fan." Unexpectedly, the bass player was silent, and the new lead singer, who had always been deaf to things outside the window, looked at her with a strange look, and said in a very casual tone, "Come every game, Sitting in the corner all the time. Don't you know?"
Xie Fengwan shook his head, pointing at her from the moral high ground with a playful attitude that you don't care about, but it was just a joke.
Till getting in the car, Xie Fengwan vaguely thought of him again in the car where there was no sound because he was tired.It's vague, but it's always there.
She was a little surprised that she still had such fans. After that, she specifically asked a few people if they had the girl from last time, and the answer was no.The lead singer laughed at the other party as her only fan, and she ran away after quitting her only fan. Xie Fengwan took it seriously, brushed private messages on the official blog of the band with hundreds of fans, and waited for months, but did not wait for the news, the official blog The sudden change of the password and the busy study made her gradually forget about it.
When the elevator arrived, there was a faint smell of disinfectant in the air.The rain had just stopped, and the sky outside the window was still a little gloomy.
The floor is very large and empty. When Xie Fengwan was led by the nurse, he saw many patients in patient clothes.Most of them are normal, and they still laugh when they meet her eyes. There is often a mixture of crying and laughing in the ward, like another kind of living world that belongs to them alone.
The further you walked, the quieter the ward became. The nurse had no desire to talk to Xie Fengwan. It wasn't until there was a voice calling behind her that the woman hurriedly pointed her in the direction to help. She turned her head and saw The girl who sticks out a blade from the tip of her tongue.
Xie Fengwan: …………………
At this time, she suddenly had a sense of reality that she was in a mental hospital, her legs moved unconsciously, and she stared at the office door for a full 3 minutes. She received a new message on WeChat, which came from Dr. Jiang who had been waiting for a long time.After another pause, she knocked on the door.
With a "Come in", she entered the office and met a woman with a gentle temperament and exquisite facial features.
Xie Fengwan sat down, Dr. Jiang looked directly at her with dark pupils for a few seconds, smiled and said, "You have changed a lot."
During the few months of chatting with the other party, Xie Fengwan also learned from the woman that she was not Xie Nian's psychiatrist all along, but changed at the end of last year.She is not too familiar with Xie Nian, and this is one of the important reasons why she came here in person without being afraid of showing off.
The second confidence is that Xie Fengwan came from Qin Yu to come to the uncensored version of the variety show. In recent months, he has made up for the major scenes of Xie Nian. At this time, he can very calmly replace Xie Nian with a little bit of decadence and world-weariness.. ...a lofty expression.
"Yes." Her voice was very weak.
"Change is a good thing." Dr. Jiang didn't look at her again, just mentioned this, and asked about other things.Most of them are very routine, and Xie Fengwan's serious attitude at first was a little slack because of the small talk.
When "Chi Yuan" was mentioned, Xie Fengwan paused the topic: "Let's change it."
Doctor Jiang was obviously surprised, but respected her.
According to the procedure, after this, it was supposed to be a scheduled inspection, but because of the flight schedule, Xie Fengwan wanted to propose a change. Clinker looked down at the phone message, and Dr. Jiang, who seemed to have something urgent, took the initiative to speed up the chat, and said A word of apology ended the conversation, and he put on his coat and left in a hurry.
The free Xie Fengwan took the medicine with the help of the nurse, took a photo of the list after paying, and sent it to Qin Yu.
-to reimburse.
Qin Yu replied with a "?", transferred her twice the drug money, and his thoughts were palpable: take more medicine.
Xie Fengwan backed away, and Qin Yu sent a 'Thank you boss' emoji.
She wanted to laugh a little, but she still froze, thinking she had to be more serious.
Xie Fengwan thought this was an ordinary day, just like the last tour in her dream, ordinary and without any color, after a few days, months, or years, it would gradually disappear in the torrent of memory, Only the tip of the tail is left for her to see, whether she dreams or not, it is purely to see if God will show her favor.
Until Xie Fengwan turned his face sideways while waiting as before, and subconsciously glanced at the same direction as the girl in the dream.
...She saw Pei Jinyi.
The woman wore a mask and looked like she was not interested in being recognized by others. She greeted the nurse who was familiar with her very coldly, and walked in another direction under her gaze.
Xie Fengwan understood the meaning of "illness" in Pei Jinyi's mouth in an instant, and the clips of getting along with her on the set kept spinning in her mind. She stayed in place for three seconds, and she clicked her tongue, thinking that women are troublesome, but there was nothing wrong with her face. 'Disgusted' means abandoning the attachment that has been brewing for many months, and walked towards her back.
For the last time, she swore in her heart: definitely the last time.
If you can chat, let's talk, if you can't talk, everyone will get together and break up.
When Pei Jinyi pushed open the door, Xie Fengwan was still thinking about whether it was too blatant to open the door to eavesdrop, until she got closer, saw the crack of the door clearly, and could hear the voice inside the door very clearly:!
Blatantly being herself.
This is not the most painful period of time for Pei Jinyi's spirit, but the most painful day for his body because of endless troubles and unable to rest.When she walked into the office and relaxed instinctively, Dr. Chen, who was reading, closed the book, took off his glasses, and looked at her with a smile, without any grievances.
But Pei Jinyi, who always felt guilty, couldn't be completely honest. She apologized to the other party again, and the woman gave the same reply as last time, as if she didn't care. Pei Jinyi thanked her.
Dr. Chen poured tea for her, it was not hot, but warm, and his eyes fell on her very softly, and asked her what was the purpose of coming to her for psychological counseling again.
Pei Jinyi pinched the hand of the teacup, and took a sip very slowly. When the warm water flowed down, she felt that her throat was not so dry, her lips moved slightly, and she didn't know how to respond when she was watched.
Dr. Chen changed the subject knowingly, it was related to her own career.Rumors about her quitting the circle are circulating on the Internet. Even if Dr. Chen doesn't surf the Internet often, he can still hear some of them. The topic is sensitive. Most of Pei Jinyi's friends will not mention it. This is the first time someone has asked her in front of her in a few months. .The boredom subsided slightly, and she said, "I have this plan."
"...Really?" Dr. Chen said, "Have you thought about what to do after quitting the circle?"
"I thought about opening a store before." Pei Jinyi said, "After thinking about it, let's forget it. Trouble."
"If you are more interested, you can try it." Dr. Chen spoke slowly, as if saying goodbye, "Try not to do it because you don't want to do it, rather than give up because of the appendages. Change is a good thing."
Pei Jinyi recalled that she and Yang Ran had said the same thing, the other party's silence at that time is now understood to be nothing more than another kind of questioning, questioning her change is just standing still, and many people in the world who think they are changing, but are always trapped in the circle It's the same as people who don't take one step.
She hesitated for a while, did not go along with the other party, and only asked: "How can I confirm that my changes are meaningful?"
A vibrating sound made Xie Fengwan out of thinking.She looked down at her phone, and it was her subordinate who said that the daughter who celebrated her birthday today had come to the company and wanted to find her. She was sitting in the reception room with a gift, looking shy.
Xie Fengwan: ...
She typed to ask her subordinate to stabilize the other party, and she would call her back later, turned off the screen, leaned against the wall, and remembered Pei Jinyi's question just now - how to confirm that her change is meaningful.
She felt that she was as at a loss as Pei Jinyi, but she was more at a loss: how to define change and meaning.
The answer given by Dr. Chen was a bit in-depth. Xie Fengwan didn't quite understand it, and his voice was a little distorted.
The screen keeps lighting up, which is Qianjin's statement that she doesn't care about her assistant, and wants to talk with her on the phone in person.Xie Fengwan was a little impatient, and wanted to leave for a while to perfunctory the other party before coming back to eavesdrop, but because of the long silence in the room, he suspected that the two of them would end their chat as soon as she left.
If you hesitate, you will lose. The goddess of luck has favored her, and Pei Jinyi loses.
In the gradually changing atmosphere of the room, Pei Jinyi let out a sigh of relief, and said in a low voice, "I fell in love with someone."
Xie Fengwan froze instantly, turned his face unconsciously, trying to get closer to hear more clearly.
Dr. Chen's body froze obviously. Thinking of the answer given by the other party last time, she felt emotional in her heart, but she still asked kindly on the face: "Is it... Miss Xie Nian?"
Pei Jinyi obviously noticed the woman's unconscious compassion. She laughed, feeling that the answer she was going to give was a little absurd.
But she still said it, because the other party's occupation——
That means that in her conversation with her, no matter how deviant something is said, the other party will only think it is psychological troubles, not facts.
"I told you that she looks like Xie Fengwan, but I was wrong."
Rubbing the edge of the porcelain cup with her fingertips, Pei Jinyi showed her first smile in recent days."She's not like, she's 'yes,'" she said.
"She is Xie Nian, Xie Nian with Xie Fengwan's soul."
"This is our revival—"
The phone rang a little inappropriately, and Pei Jinyi was not the only one looking at the other side at the same time.
Dr. Chen opened the door ajar, and Xie Fengwan, who was subconsciously looking at the room, collided with her eyes, dream and reality overlapped again, and suddenly remembered her tall and slender back: ...
What comes to mind along with those tour corner sights are the several exchanges she had with each other in high school.The details flooded into his mind in an instant, and Xie Fengwan smiled absurdly.She breathed a sigh of relief, and explained to Dr. Chen who was obviously stunned by her face: "I am Xie Nian, this Queen Pei's..."
"Stand-in girlfriend."
After Dr. Chen left, the office remained the same as before. Even the silence was extended a little because of Xie Fengwan's arrival, leaving only the warm sunshine after the rain reflected on the table, leaving a layer of gold.
Xie Fengwan took a sip of tea, and for the first time let his eyes stick to Pei Jinyi's face presumptuously.The woman didn't dodge, and seemed to know that there was no way to retreat. After the initial tension, her body gradually relaxed, and she drank tea with her, and only filled Xie Fengwan's teacup when it was empty.
For a moment, time seems to go back to the past. A few years ago, when the other party announced the good news to her, the two of them sat and drank tea like this a few times, and they were peaceful.
Xie Fengwan glanced at the tea that was about to flow over the rim of the cup, and asked calmly, "How did you find out?"
Out of sight, Pei Jinyi's body visibly stiffened, and after a brief moment of stiffness, she replied in a low voice, "It's just a guess."
She became very obedient, the same as before, agreeing to everything she said, and her expression was also disguised as soft and harmless.Xie Fengwan propped his chin, looked out of the window with such explicit eyes, and said in a slightly vague voice, "Then you guessed right."
Pei Jinyi thought it was a kind of irony, so she didn't say anything.She knew that she was wrong, but she didn't know how to fix it—she never liked to care about other people's feelings, and naturally she didn't know how to speak in emotions.
The more she said, the more mistakes she made, she didn't want the relationship between the two of them to freeze even more because of a snowfall.
It took a long time for Xie Fengwan to break the silence.
"I've been dead for about a year." She looked at Nuanyang, squinted her eyes slightly, and her voice was very lazy, but Pei Jinyi's attention was focused on her for a moment, and she listened very carefully, "But I only have a few days. impression."
"It was dark for most of the days." Xie Fengwan said, "...only when it was lit, all I saw were...relatives and friends who came to mourn me."
"I watched my own memorial service from the perspective of a bystander."
Pei Jinyi did not participate with her relatives and friends, so she only acted as a listener, trying to make a silent tree hole to accommodate Xie Fengwan's emotions.It wasn't until the woman said, "I saw you too", that I looked at her in a daze.
Xie Fengwan felt that it was a bit difficult to say, but he still said it.
"I don't know anything about your illness," she said, "but I saw you offer flowers to me and shed tears for me. Otherwise, why do you think I haven't turned my face when you half-forced me to act?"
Pei Jin gave a pause.
"There are a lot of people who cry, but they are not sincere." Xie Fengwan said, "You mean differently to me than they do. From the first time I saw you on the set, I talked to you, and I started to help you. Your various resources are more or less my handwriting, and you become..."
"My other private property."
The woman's gaze returned to Pei Jinyi's face, but Pei Jinyi didn't feel how sweet the title was, which was obviously sticky like a lover's words.She never thought of herself as a lucky person, and naturally she didn't believe that being liked would happen to her.It was the first time she looked at each other directly today, the same soul lived behind the similar pupils, and it gave her the same feeling as before.
There is no waves, there will never be more personal feelings for her, and there will be no her.
For Xie Fengwan, the so-called private property is no different from cats or dogs.This is also the key to why Pei Jinyi would talk to Mingjun about his ideal type when he was drunk.
Pei Jinyi never thought of taming Xie Fengwan, because she stood too high.She has her own pride and wings, no one can break her persistence, and no one is qualified to make her bow her head.
But I am different.
The distorted family environment since she was a child made her depressed and inferior. For her, the existence of Xie Fengwan is the greatest kindness bestowed on her by the gods. Naturally, the desire for light will make her control her restraint and approach him, wanting to The desire to escape will make her have the extravagant hope of being picked up by the other party.Not only does that mean she doesn't have to face everything she doesn't want to face, but she can also keep up with the light source.
...... She wanted to be tamed by her, but Xie Fengwan didn't need it.
Pei Jinyi was obviously aware of her psychological changes. She lowered her head, not wanting Xie Fengwan to see her slightly cloudy gaze, but the woman didn't give her any buffer time: "I used to think that my thoughts were too much...until I just found out today."
Knowing what she didn't say, what followed was an abrupt question.
"you like me?"
This is the first time the two have discussed this topic publicly, not in any capacity, but purely Pei Jinyi and Xie Fengwan.
Pei Jinyi said, "Yes."
"When does it begin?"
"……high school."
"Why do you like me?" Xie Fengwan asked.
Several questions are closely connected, giving Pei Jinyi a sense of unreasonable oppression, her tone is not hostile, and she subconsciously feels that there is no follow-up, but it sounds like a knife blade is cutting her last penis.
... But Xie Fengwan himself was the one who gave her the umbrella, even if it is split, it will only return to the original owner.
"You helped me."
Xie Fengwan seemed to start to think, but his eyes didn't look away. Pei Jinyi just thought that she was thinking about others through herself, and then remembered that she was looking at her like this before.
Immediately, the frustration that had not been expressed much was diluted by the sudden discovery of a 'revenge' character.
"It seems to be the case."
Xie Fengwan broke away from the memory, and when he answered Pei Jinyi, the other party's gaze still averted a little, but it was not as deep as before.After thinking about it, she asked again: "Then you won't confess your love to me? I mean before."
"I handed you a love letter." Pei Jinyi said, "A long time ago."
Xie Fengwan was also considered half a campus romantic figure in high school, and his love letters were enough to fill his suitcase. At first he would read them because he cherished his heart, but later he refused to accept them because he was busy and thanked.Except when friends refer them to them, most of the time, even if they see them in the drawer, she will take them home and throw them away——
Most of the feelings in adolescence are venting and looking up, there is no pure liking and noble love. During that time, Xie Fengwan once advertised himself as a tree hole. What's more, Xie Fengwan has also seen private topics about family.
Sometimes, the more you force yourself to remember something, the harder it is to remember.
Xie Fengwan chose to be honest: "I can't remember."
"It's okay." Pei Jinyi said this, but she was still very disappointed.
Xie Fengwan's heart softened for three seconds, and when she was about to change her words to care about Pei Jinyi, she put a question mark and asked, "Then why didn't you confess later?"
"...Because I dare not."
Not worthy.
The question mark increases and becomes three.
"You don't dare to confess your love to me, but you dare to let me play a same-sex theme with you?" Xie Fengwan said, "You can really play by yourself, and you have arranged all the characters."
Pei Jinyi frowned, wanting to apologize again for her rash actions, but saw the woman in front of her sigh, with a look of 'what can I do? ' said to her with a helpless expression: "Don't say sorry, I don't want to hear it."
She glanced at her watch, one o'clock.
"My two o'clock flight." Xie Fengwan said, "I'll give you 5 minutes to confess your love, the last time."
She bit the accent on the four words.
The stagnant water finally had some fluctuations, the wind blew through the window lattice, the branches tried their best to climb to a higher place, and the warm light reflected everything, like a bright mirror.
"..."
"I have liked you for a long time." Pei Jinyi said.
The confession exceeded the 5-minute time limit set by Xie Fengwan. Although he did not make any comments, the long silence in the car still made Pei Jinyi a little uneasy.The vehicle was speeding up, and she vaguely had the effect of Xie Fengwan sending a message to the driver——
She peeked at the woman's face, which was rare, Xie Fengwan was frowning, in a state of thinking.This made Pei Jinyi feel at ease again, at least it proved that the other party was indeed taking her feelings seriously, and for a while, whether she agreed or not, she leaned back.
When the car arrived, the hustle and bustle of the world suddenly dissipated all the silence. Pei Jinyi sent Xie Fengwan to pass the security checkpoint, remembering herself watching her in the corner before, and suddenly felt fear in her heart due to the sense of distance——
They shouldn't have had any intersection.
For example, in school days, even if two people have the same excellent grades, close rankings, and meet in school activities, the huge gap caused by differences in classes, hobbies, native families, and social circles can never be filled by the simplest 'excellence'.
Until the other party looked up and glanced at her.
Xie Fengwan was wearing a mask, the same one he had given himself.She seemed to be smiling when communicating with the staff. Among all the peeks, only her eyes were crooked like the moon.
Pei Jinyi gradually calmed down a little, and smiled at her.Xie Fengwan was very satisfied, and made a gesture of heart to her with both hands, which was consistent with the expression pack sent earlier.
Even though Xie Fengwan didn't spend as much time doing movements and laughing as communicating with the staff, Pei Jinyi didn't recover from the sense of surprise for a long time after that.
She bought the next flight ticket to Rongcheng, and while waiting for no reason, she thought of the biggest reason why she applied for the Chinese opera exam.
Not for hobby, not for money.It's not for changing class and life, but Pei Jinyi purely hopes that the dazzling girl on the stage can see her.
In order for Xie Fengwan not to bow her head, she is willing to work hard to climb up.
For her, and only for her.
There was a shock, and my thoughts stopped abruptly like the wind.
Pei Jinyi unlocked her phone, and there was only Xie Fengwan's chat box on WeChat.
- then try it.
Pei Jinyi replied: [How long will I try? ]
[The other party is typing] appeared for about ten seconds, but what Pei Jinyi finally received was a voice for more than ten seconds.
"Try as long as you want." After the answer, there was an obvious pause.After a long time, Xie Fengwan said again, "Although it's a bit late, I still want to say something to you."
"Thank you for your love."
"¥#%——"
The last sentence was too soft, and it wasn't until Pei Jinyi played a voice in a loop that he heard those two words clearly when the flight was about to land——
"Love you."
Half an hour later, Pei Jinyi's phone, which was reconnected to the Internet, refreshed the chat records from a few hours ago.After that, Xie Fengwan sent Bixinxin's emoji again, and added "happy work", Pei Jinyi heaved a sigh of relief, and called her, and the other party answered in a few moments.
"Hello?" Xie Fengwan's voice was a bit muffled.
"I want to see you." Pei Jinyi said.
"?" Xie Fengwan held a question mark, "Noble Yingying Empress Pei, raise your head and look at the beautiful new girlfriend of yours under the electronic screen."
She looked at that place as the other party said.
His eyes suddenly met, just like in Kansai that day.
Pei Jinyi looked into her eyes, and only then did she realize that the other party had indeed looked at her in the corner like her.
Pain may not be shared, but love can.
"Today is thirteenth month." She wrote in the private message page that Xie Fengwan had not read for a long time, using a garbled phone number, "I love you."
Clinker, the woman responded to the message in seconds.
[The wind is so loud that I can't hear what you said]: Is it sincere if you want earthy love words?
Pei Jinyi was silent for a while, choosing to have both, but the dictator who does things as he pleases only gave her one answer——
"I love you too." Xie Feng replied late, "It's not only limited to the thirteenth month when Pei Jinyi's dream comes true, but also the rumors are so loud that I can't hear what you say, Xiaohua Xiaohua is always strong, Jinfeng Yulu is true No. [-] incumbent every day of the blogger's future."
Pei Jinyi stared at the screen for a long time before replying "Yes".A little cold, Xie Fengwan was very dissatisfied that she was so cold to her employer on the first day of work, and became angry when she said, "Didn't you mention the substitute girlfriend first?"
The dialog box was filled with emoticons, and Xie Fengwan's desktop wallpaper changed back to the cats before.The wind got into the car along the gap, but after briefly looking at the night outside the window, she turned her gaze back to the screen, and Pei Jinyi sent a kitten lying down and begging for rua emoji to ask for peace.
woman!
Xie Fengwan posted a few emojis of rubbing the cat's face, and ended the conversation with a cold [The boss will be home soon].
The door opens, the home is still the same home, the person is still the same person, and even the blooming degree of fresh roses has not decreased a little compared to last time.Xie Fengwan, who has already started to think about retiring as a flower seller, sees flowers again. His first thought is how the store can do this.
"Okay."
Xie Fengwan received the flowers, she blushed a little, and when she kissed her, the blushing turned into Pei Jinyi,
Xie Fengwan:!
The lights in the city never went out, and Pei Jinyi, who was by the window, did not change her face, only this time a beautiful woman who was drunk and hugged her neck and kissed her was sitting on her lap.
"If you had said you liked me earlier, I would have buried you 800 years ago." Xie Fengwan stared at her in bewilderment, and started talking nonsense.
"If you had looked back at me earlier, I would have done the same," Pei Jinyi said.
Before Xie Fengwan could type out the question mark, his lips were lightly pressed.
Xie Fengwan:! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! !
The heartbeat suddenly accelerated, Xie Fengwan: "Don't force me!"
"Why did I force you?" Pei Jinyi asked.
Xie Fengwan couldn't think of an answer, so he scolded in another way: "You seduced me."
Pei Jinyi half put her arms around her, helped her smooth her hair, rubbed against her neck, and whispered in her ear, the golden master blushed again when he couldn't bear the intimacy.
The evening wind blows, the branches and leaves shake.
——After Bai Yueguang took over as a substitute·END——
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The author has something to say:
Originally, according to the outline, the ending stopped at [Try it], but I didn’t have any inspiration for END, so I continued to add.I wrote earthy flavors and posted posts. Although I thought of a very good and BKing concluding sentence, I deleted it because there was no place to put it, but overall I am very satisfied.Hope you all like this ending too.
(End of the book)
Because of offending the boss, he worked more and more. When Xie Fengwan was really free and had time to actually meet with Dr. Jiang, who couldn't be fooled by the phone, the summer evening wind had been brushing against his ears for many months, and autumn was here.
"Tomorrow's Star" ended enthusiastically in the midsummer, like a deliberate arrangement, but also like a coincidence, the top debut was the girl who lost to Xie Fengwan.Retiring from Weibo also brought great enthusiasm to the other party. For a while, because of the follow-up editing of Yang Jian and the company's arrangement of people, it also jumped from the mid-stream for a while, steadily and steadily, and became a real new beauty.
Although some people still lead her to the rhythm of Xie Fengwan, the fans have already occupied the home court, criticizing, saying "Mom loves you" and "walking the flower road together", and there are even fewer people rushing to Xie Fengwan.
However, the few people attacking her does not mean that her Weibo is completely calm and peaceful.
The reason is simple -
Pei Jinyi is about to withdraw from the circle.
In other words, it is suspected of retiring from the circle.
A few months ago, Pei Jinyi announced her withdrawal from the recording of "Tomorrow's Star", which shocked many netizens to think about whether the two are married and married. The sudden rhythm of the variety show suddenly changed public opinion.The fans who control the comments found that there was no help from the company's trolls. Not to renew.
On the surface, it is peaceful, but Yinhong has been established for more than [-] years, and it has been ranked among the top three in domestic entertainment.I will not renew the contract, and I have no idea of setting up a personal studio...
It's not a retreat, what is it?
For a while, because of the silence of her Weibo and the doubts of Chaohua fans, the marketing account followed the rhythm, and began to "send off" Pei Jinyi in advance.The topic is often at the bottom of the thread, and the only hot searches in the top are still fans out of the circle, and those who have lost fans have been reposted a few times. Until now, they are still the ivy in the heart of the marketing account.
Xie Fengwan paid more or less attention to it, but he didn't understand it deeply because he was busy.When the heat subsides, she can only see the follow-up by deliberately searching, and she has no interest in understanding——
Accepting home page attention and reposting Pei Jinyi's relationship is her biggest tolerance at the moment.
Just in autumn, it rained several times in Rongcheng.Xie Fengwan chose a sunny day for both places, but just after getting off the plane and getting in the car, it started to rain lightly.
Xie Fengwan, who felt that the position of the God of Rain might be abdicated, looked at the time, eleven o'clock.She booked a flight at two o'clock, so there should be time for one round trip.Thinking of the dinner at night, she was a little worried, and she really didn't understand why the wine table for drinking and bragging came with a birthday gift for the daughter of a friend businessman.
Forget it, Qian Jin is really her fan, every time we meet, I have to bring her some handmade gifts, if I don’t accept it, I will cry, it’s embarrassing for friends and businessmen, so she can only accept it.
Fortunately, the driver's aunt is a very interesting person. Apart from talking to her about how her son went from a roadside stall to a listed company with a little Versailles, not only does she look at her going to a mental hospital without any strange colors , He also took the initiative to tell her that "society does not discriminate against patients", which is extremely true, kind and beautiful.
Positive energy can always offset a little negative energy, but the aunt who couldn’t find the topic in the second half chose to be quiet, quit Weibo for a long time and had nothing to do. Xie Fengwan leaned against the window and prepared to close his eyes for a while. When he opened his eyes again, the car stopped up.
After being woken up, she got out of the car and stood at the entrance of the hospital looking at the security guard for 5 minutes before she gradually woke up.The rain has stopped, and the wind after the rain is mixed with moist and biting cold air, Xie Fengwan touched his face, walked in, thinking about her dream in his mind——
Senior year, last band tour.
In fact, Xie Fengwan is not keen on musical instruments or singing. The reason why he formed a band was purely accidental, and signing a contract with a company to sing was even more accidental.Compared with her companions who obviously feel that they have a bright future, her indifference seems to be a bit of a show.
But the drama in her eyes is a new life in the eyes of others.Xie Fengwan didn't show it, he just voluntarily chose to quit, giving his family a reason to put pressure on him.The companion is extremely understanding, and what she dreams of is the chat after the show.
For some unknown reason, the topic changed to the future. Most of the people hoped that the band would improve to a higher level, and that their music would be better and better, and more people would see it.A group of teenagers with strong emotions yearn for it, but Xie Fengwan's is a bit ordinary——
Take the university she expects.
The bass player had heard her mention a high-scoring school before, and was very excited to name it. Several people focused their attention on her. The new lead singer, who was shoulder to shoulder with the guitarist, smiled and asked her if she was going abroad.
Xie Fengwan wanted to answer no, but it was too obvious that the girl wanted to see her 'fight' with the bass player, so she answered 'yes'.
It was a scam, but when she stepped out of the backstage, the back of the tall girl at the corner froze.
The other party didn't look back, Xie Fengwan took a few glances, felt familiar, and subconsciously asked others.
"...You are a fan." Unexpectedly, the bass player was silent, and the new lead singer, who had always been deaf to things outside the window, looked at her with a strange look, and said in a very casual tone, "Come every game, Sitting in the corner all the time. Don't you know?"
Xie Fengwan shook his head, pointing at her from the moral high ground with a playful attitude that you don't care about, but it was just a joke.
Till getting in the car, Xie Fengwan vaguely thought of him again in the car where there was no sound because he was tired.It's vague, but it's always there.
She was a little surprised that she still had such fans. After that, she specifically asked a few people if they had the girl from last time, and the answer was no.The lead singer laughed at the other party as her only fan, and she ran away after quitting her only fan. Xie Fengwan took it seriously, brushed private messages on the official blog of the band with hundreds of fans, and waited for months, but did not wait for the news, the official blog The sudden change of the password and the busy study made her gradually forget about it.
When the elevator arrived, there was a faint smell of disinfectant in the air.The rain had just stopped, and the sky outside the window was still a little gloomy.
The floor is very large and empty. When Xie Fengwan was led by the nurse, he saw many patients in patient clothes.Most of them are normal, and they still laugh when they meet her eyes. There is often a mixture of crying and laughing in the ward, like another kind of living world that belongs to them alone.
The further you walked, the quieter the ward became. The nurse had no desire to talk to Xie Fengwan. It wasn't until there was a voice calling behind her that the woman hurriedly pointed her in the direction to help. She turned her head and saw The girl who sticks out a blade from the tip of her tongue.
Xie Fengwan: …………………
At this time, she suddenly had a sense of reality that she was in a mental hospital, her legs moved unconsciously, and she stared at the office door for a full 3 minutes. She received a new message on WeChat, which came from Dr. Jiang who had been waiting for a long time.After another pause, she knocked on the door.
With a "Come in", she entered the office and met a woman with a gentle temperament and exquisite facial features.
Xie Fengwan sat down, Dr. Jiang looked directly at her with dark pupils for a few seconds, smiled and said, "You have changed a lot."
During the few months of chatting with the other party, Xie Fengwan also learned from the woman that she was not Xie Nian's psychiatrist all along, but changed at the end of last year.She is not too familiar with Xie Nian, and this is one of the important reasons why she came here in person without being afraid of showing off.
The second confidence is that Xie Fengwan came from Qin Yu to come to the uncensored version of the variety show. In recent months, he has made up for the major scenes of Xie Nian. At this time, he can very calmly replace Xie Nian with a little bit of decadence and world-weariness.. ...a lofty expression.
"Yes." Her voice was very weak.
"Change is a good thing." Dr. Jiang didn't look at her again, just mentioned this, and asked about other things.Most of them are very routine, and Xie Fengwan's serious attitude at first was a little slack because of the small talk.
When "Chi Yuan" was mentioned, Xie Fengwan paused the topic: "Let's change it."
Doctor Jiang was obviously surprised, but respected her.
According to the procedure, after this, it was supposed to be a scheduled inspection, but because of the flight schedule, Xie Fengwan wanted to propose a change. Clinker looked down at the phone message, and Dr. Jiang, who seemed to have something urgent, took the initiative to speed up the chat, and said A word of apology ended the conversation, and he put on his coat and left in a hurry.
The free Xie Fengwan took the medicine with the help of the nurse, took a photo of the list after paying, and sent it to Qin Yu.
-to reimburse.
Qin Yu replied with a "?", transferred her twice the drug money, and his thoughts were palpable: take more medicine.
Xie Fengwan backed away, and Qin Yu sent a 'Thank you boss' emoji.
She wanted to laugh a little, but she still froze, thinking she had to be more serious.
Xie Fengwan thought this was an ordinary day, just like the last tour in her dream, ordinary and without any color, after a few days, months, or years, it would gradually disappear in the torrent of memory, Only the tip of the tail is left for her to see, whether she dreams or not, it is purely to see if God will show her favor.
Until Xie Fengwan turned his face sideways while waiting as before, and subconsciously glanced at the same direction as the girl in the dream.
...She saw Pei Jinyi.
The woman wore a mask and looked like she was not interested in being recognized by others. She greeted the nurse who was familiar with her very coldly, and walked in another direction under her gaze.
Xie Fengwan understood the meaning of "illness" in Pei Jinyi's mouth in an instant, and the clips of getting along with her on the set kept spinning in her mind. She stayed in place for three seconds, and she clicked her tongue, thinking that women are troublesome, but there was nothing wrong with her face. 'Disgusted' means abandoning the attachment that has been brewing for many months, and walked towards her back.
For the last time, she swore in her heart: definitely the last time.
If you can chat, let's talk, if you can't talk, everyone will get together and break up.
When Pei Jinyi pushed open the door, Xie Fengwan was still thinking about whether it was too blatant to open the door to eavesdrop, until she got closer, saw the crack of the door clearly, and could hear the voice inside the door very clearly:!
Blatantly being herself.
This is not the most painful period of time for Pei Jinyi's spirit, but the most painful day for his body because of endless troubles and unable to rest.When she walked into the office and relaxed instinctively, Dr. Chen, who was reading, closed the book, took off his glasses, and looked at her with a smile, without any grievances.
But Pei Jinyi, who always felt guilty, couldn't be completely honest. She apologized to the other party again, and the woman gave the same reply as last time, as if she didn't care. Pei Jinyi thanked her.
Dr. Chen poured tea for her, it was not hot, but warm, and his eyes fell on her very softly, and asked her what was the purpose of coming to her for psychological counseling again.
Pei Jinyi pinched the hand of the teacup, and took a sip very slowly. When the warm water flowed down, she felt that her throat was not so dry, her lips moved slightly, and she didn't know how to respond when she was watched.
Dr. Chen changed the subject knowingly, it was related to her own career.Rumors about her quitting the circle are circulating on the Internet. Even if Dr. Chen doesn't surf the Internet often, he can still hear some of them. The topic is sensitive. Most of Pei Jinyi's friends will not mention it. This is the first time someone has asked her in front of her in a few months. .The boredom subsided slightly, and she said, "I have this plan."
"...Really?" Dr. Chen said, "Have you thought about what to do after quitting the circle?"
"I thought about opening a store before." Pei Jinyi said, "After thinking about it, let's forget it. Trouble."
"If you are more interested, you can try it." Dr. Chen spoke slowly, as if saying goodbye, "Try not to do it because you don't want to do it, rather than give up because of the appendages. Change is a good thing."
Pei Jinyi recalled that she and Yang Ran had said the same thing, the other party's silence at that time is now understood to be nothing more than another kind of questioning, questioning her change is just standing still, and many people in the world who think they are changing, but are always trapped in the circle It's the same as people who don't take one step.
She hesitated for a while, did not go along with the other party, and only asked: "How can I confirm that my changes are meaningful?"
A vibrating sound made Xie Fengwan out of thinking.She looked down at her phone, and it was her subordinate who said that the daughter who celebrated her birthday today had come to the company and wanted to find her. She was sitting in the reception room with a gift, looking shy.
Xie Fengwan: ...
She typed to ask her subordinate to stabilize the other party, and she would call her back later, turned off the screen, leaned against the wall, and remembered Pei Jinyi's question just now - how to confirm that her change is meaningful.
She felt that she was as at a loss as Pei Jinyi, but she was more at a loss: how to define change and meaning.
The answer given by Dr. Chen was a bit in-depth. Xie Fengwan didn't quite understand it, and his voice was a little distorted.
The screen keeps lighting up, which is Qianjin's statement that she doesn't care about her assistant, and wants to talk with her on the phone in person.Xie Fengwan was a little impatient, and wanted to leave for a while to perfunctory the other party before coming back to eavesdrop, but because of the long silence in the room, he suspected that the two of them would end their chat as soon as she left.
If you hesitate, you will lose. The goddess of luck has favored her, and Pei Jinyi loses.
In the gradually changing atmosphere of the room, Pei Jinyi let out a sigh of relief, and said in a low voice, "I fell in love with someone."
Xie Fengwan froze instantly, turned his face unconsciously, trying to get closer to hear more clearly.
Dr. Chen's body froze obviously. Thinking of the answer given by the other party last time, she felt emotional in her heart, but she still asked kindly on the face: "Is it... Miss Xie Nian?"
Pei Jinyi obviously noticed the woman's unconscious compassion. She laughed, feeling that the answer she was going to give was a little absurd.
But she still said it, because the other party's occupation——
That means that in her conversation with her, no matter how deviant something is said, the other party will only think it is psychological troubles, not facts.
"I told you that she looks like Xie Fengwan, but I was wrong."
Rubbing the edge of the porcelain cup with her fingertips, Pei Jinyi showed her first smile in recent days."She's not like, she's 'yes,'" she said.
"She is Xie Nian, Xie Nian with Xie Fengwan's soul."
"This is our revival—"
The phone rang a little inappropriately, and Pei Jinyi was not the only one looking at the other side at the same time.
Dr. Chen opened the door ajar, and Xie Fengwan, who was subconsciously looking at the room, collided with her eyes, dream and reality overlapped again, and suddenly remembered her tall and slender back: ...
What comes to mind along with those tour corner sights are the several exchanges she had with each other in high school.The details flooded into his mind in an instant, and Xie Fengwan smiled absurdly.She breathed a sigh of relief, and explained to Dr. Chen who was obviously stunned by her face: "I am Xie Nian, this Queen Pei's..."
"Stand-in girlfriend."
After Dr. Chen left, the office remained the same as before. Even the silence was extended a little because of Xie Fengwan's arrival, leaving only the warm sunshine after the rain reflected on the table, leaving a layer of gold.
Xie Fengwan took a sip of tea, and for the first time let his eyes stick to Pei Jinyi's face presumptuously.The woman didn't dodge, and seemed to know that there was no way to retreat. After the initial tension, her body gradually relaxed, and she drank tea with her, and only filled Xie Fengwan's teacup when it was empty.
For a moment, time seems to go back to the past. A few years ago, when the other party announced the good news to her, the two of them sat and drank tea like this a few times, and they were peaceful.
Xie Fengwan glanced at the tea that was about to flow over the rim of the cup, and asked calmly, "How did you find out?"
Out of sight, Pei Jinyi's body visibly stiffened, and after a brief moment of stiffness, she replied in a low voice, "It's just a guess."
She became very obedient, the same as before, agreeing to everything she said, and her expression was also disguised as soft and harmless.Xie Fengwan propped his chin, looked out of the window with such explicit eyes, and said in a slightly vague voice, "Then you guessed right."
Pei Jinyi thought it was a kind of irony, so she didn't say anything.She knew that she was wrong, but she didn't know how to fix it—she never liked to care about other people's feelings, and naturally she didn't know how to speak in emotions.
The more she said, the more mistakes she made, she didn't want the relationship between the two of them to freeze even more because of a snowfall.
It took a long time for Xie Fengwan to break the silence.
"I've been dead for about a year." She looked at Nuanyang, squinted her eyes slightly, and her voice was very lazy, but Pei Jinyi's attention was focused on her for a moment, and she listened very carefully, "But I only have a few days. impression."
"It was dark for most of the days." Xie Fengwan said, "...only when it was lit, all I saw were...relatives and friends who came to mourn me."
"I watched my own memorial service from the perspective of a bystander."
Pei Jinyi did not participate with her relatives and friends, so she only acted as a listener, trying to make a silent tree hole to accommodate Xie Fengwan's emotions.It wasn't until the woman said, "I saw you too", that I looked at her in a daze.
Xie Fengwan felt that it was a bit difficult to say, but he still said it.
"I don't know anything about your illness," she said, "but I saw you offer flowers to me and shed tears for me. Otherwise, why do you think I haven't turned my face when you half-forced me to act?"
Pei Jin gave a pause.
"There are a lot of people who cry, but they are not sincere." Xie Fengwan said, "You mean differently to me than they do. From the first time I saw you on the set, I talked to you, and I started to help you. Your various resources are more or less my handwriting, and you become..."
"My other private property."
The woman's gaze returned to Pei Jinyi's face, but Pei Jinyi didn't feel how sweet the title was, which was obviously sticky like a lover's words.She never thought of herself as a lucky person, and naturally she didn't believe that being liked would happen to her.It was the first time she looked at each other directly today, the same soul lived behind the similar pupils, and it gave her the same feeling as before.
There is no waves, there will never be more personal feelings for her, and there will be no her.
For Xie Fengwan, the so-called private property is no different from cats or dogs.This is also the key to why Pei Jinyi would talk to Mingjun about his ideal type when he was drunk.
Pei Jinyi never thought of taming Xie Fengwan, because she stood too high.She has her own pride and wings, no one can break her persistence, and no one is qualified to make her bow her head.
But I am different.
The distorted family environment since she was a child made her depressed and inferior. For her, the existence of Xie Fengwan is the greatest kindness bestowed on her by the gods. Naturally, the desire for light will make her control her restraint and approach him, wanting to The desire to escape will make her have the extravagant hope of being picked up by the other party.Not only does that mean she doesn't have to face everything she doesn't want to face, but she can also keep up with the light source.
...... She wanted to be tamed by her, but Xie Fengwan didn't need it.
Pei Jinyi was obviously aware of her psychological changes. She lowered her head, not wanting Xie Fengwan to see her slightly cloudy gaze, but the woman didn't give her any buffer time: "I used to think that my thoughts were too much...until I just found out today."
Knowing what she didn't say, what followed was an abrupt question.
"you like me?"
This is the first time the two have discussed this topic publicly, not in any capacity, but purely Pei Jinyi and Xie Fengwan.
Pei Jinyi said, "Yes."
"When does it begin?"
"……high school."
"Why do you like me?" Xie Fengwan asked.
Several questions are closely connected, giving Pei Jinyi a sense of unreasonable oppression, her tone is not hostile, and she subconsciously feels that there is no follow-up, but it sounds like a knife blade is cutting her last penis.
... But Xie Fengwan himself was the one who gave her the umbrella, even if it is split, it will only return to the original owner.
"You helped me."
Xie Fengwan seemed to start to think, but his eyes didn't look away. Pei Jinyi just thought that she was thinking about others through herself, and then remembered that she was looking at her like this before.
Immediately, the frustration that had not been expressed much was diluted by the sudden discovery of a 'revenge' character.
"It seems to be the case."
Xie Fengwan broke away from the memory, and when he answered Pei Jinyi, the other party's gaze still averted a little, but it was not as deep as before.After thinking about it, she asked again: "Then you won't confess your love to me? I mean before."
"I handed you a love letter." Pei Jinyi said, "A long time ago."
Xie Fengwan was also considered half a campus romantic figure in high school, and his love letters were enough to fill his suitcase. At first he would read them because he cherished his heart, but later he refused to accept them because he was busy and thanked.Except when friends refer them to them, most of the time, even if they see them in the drawer, she will take them home and throw them away——
Most of the feelings in adolescence are venting and looking up, there is no pure liking and noble love. During that time, Xie Fengwan once advertised himself as a tree hole. What's more, Xie Fengwan has also seen private topics about family.
Sometimes, the more you force yourself to remember something, the harder it is to remember.
Xie Fengwan chose to be honest: "I can't remember."
"It's okay." Pei Jinyi said this, but she was still very disappointed.
Xie Fengwan's heart softened for three seconds, and when she was about to change her words to care about Pei Jinyi, she put a question mark and asked, "Then why didn't you confess later?"
"...Because I dare not."
Not worthy.
The question mark increases and becomes three.
"You don't dare to confess your love to me, but you dare to let me play a same-sex theme with you?" Xie Fengwan said, "You can really play by yourself, and you have arranged all the characters."
Pei Jinyi frowned, wanting to apologize again for her rash actions, but saw the woman in front of her sigh, with a look of 'what can I do? ' said to her with a helpless expression: "Don't say sorry, I don't want to hear it."
She glanced at her watch, one o'clock.
"My two o'clock flight." Xie Fengwan said, "I'll give you 5 minutes to confess your love, the last time."
She bit the accent on the four words.
The stagnant water finally had some fluctuations, the wind blew through the window lattice, the branches tried their best to climb to a higher place, and the warm light reflected everything, like a bright mirror.
"..."
"I have liked you for a long time." Pei Jinyi said.
The confession exceeded the 5-minute time limit set by Xie Fengwan. Although he did not make any comments, the long silence in the car still made Pei Jinyi a little uneasy.The vehicle was speeding up, and she vaguely had the effect of Xie Fengwan sending a message to the driver——
She peeked at the woman's face, which was rare, Xie Fengwan was frowning, in a state of thinking.This made Pei Jinyi feel at ease again, at least it proved that the other party was indeed taking her feelings seriously, and for a while, whether she agreed or not, she leaned back.
When the car arrived, the hustle and bustle of the world suddenly dissipated all the silence. Pei Jinyi sent Xie Fengwan to pass the security checkpoint, remembering herself watching her in the corner before, and suddenly felt fear in her heart due to the sense of distance——
They shouldn't have had any intersection.
For example, in school days, even if two people have the same excellent grades, close rankings, and meet in school activities, the huge gap caused by differences in classes, hobbies, native families, and social circles can never be filled by the simplest 'excellence'.
Until the other party looked up and glanced at her.
Xie Fengwan was wearing a mask, the same one he had given himself.She seemed to be smiling when communicating with the staff. Among all the peeks, only her eyes were crooked like the moon.
Pei Jinyi gradually calmed down a little, and smiled at her.Xie Fengwan was very satisfied, and made a gesture of heart to her with both hands, which was consistent with the expression pack sent earlier.
Even though Xie Fengwan didn't spend as much time doing movements and laughing as communicating with the staff, Pei Jinyi didn't recover from the sense of surprise for a long time after that.
She bought the next flight ticket to Rongcheng, and while waiting for no reason, she thought of the biggest reason why she applied for the Chinese opera exam.
Not for hobby, not for money.It's not for changing class and life, but Pei Jinyi purely hopes that the dazzling girl on the stage can see her.
In order for Xie Fengwan not to bow her head, she is willing to work hard to climb up.
For her, and only for her.
There was a shock, and my thoughts stopped abruptly like the wind.
Pei Jinyi unlocked her phone, and there was only Xie Fengwan's chat box on WeChat.
- then try it.
Pei Jinyi replied: [How long will I try? ]
[The other party is typing] appeared for about ten seconds, but what Pei Jinyi finally received was a voice for more than ten seconds.
"Try as long as you want." After the answer, there was an obvious pause.After a long time, Xie Fengwan said again, "Although it's a bit late, I still want to say something to you."
"Thank you for your love."
"¥#%——"
The last sentence was too soft, and it wasn't until Pei Jinyi played a voice in a loop that he heard those two words clearly when the flight was about to land——
"Love you."
Half an hour later, Pei Jinyi's phone, which was reconnected to the Internet, refreshed the chat records from a few hours ago.After that, Xie Fengwan sent Bixinxin's emoji again, and added "happy work", Pei Jinyi heaved a sigh of relief, and called her, and the other party answered in a few moments.
"Hello?" Xie Fengwan's voice was a bit muffled.
"I want to see you." Pei Jinyi said.
"?" Xie Fengwan held a question mark, "Noble Yingying Empress Pei, raise your head and look at the beautiful new girlfriend of yours under the electronic screen."
She looked at that place as the other party said.
His eyes suddenly met, just like in Kansai that day.
Pei Jinyi looked into her eyes, and only then did she realize that the other party had indeed looked at her in the corner like her.
Pain may not be shared, but love can.
"Today is thirteenth month." She wrote in the private message page that Xie Fengwan had not read for a long time, using a garbled phone number, "I love you."
Clinker, the woman responded to the message in seconds.
[The wind is so loud that I can't hear what you said]: Is it sincere if you want earthy love words?
Pei Jinyi was silent for a while, choosing to have both, but the dictator who does things as he pleases only gave her one answer——
"I love you too." Xie Feng replied late, "It's not only limited to the thirteenth month when Pei Jinyi's dream comes true, but also the rumors are so loud that I can't hear what you say, Xiaohua Xiaohua is always strong, Jinfeng Yulu is true No. [-] incumbent every day of the blogger's future."
Pei Jinyi stared at the screen for a long time before replying "Yes".A little cold, Xie Fengwan was very dissatisfied that she was so cold to her employer on the first day of work, and became angry when she said, "Didn't you mention the substitute girlfriend first?"
The dialog box was filled with emoticons, and Xie Fengwan's desktop wallpaper changed back to the cats before.The wind got into the car along the gap, but after briefly looking at the night outside the window, she turned her gaze back to the screen, and Pei Jinyi sent a kitten lying down and begging for rua emoji to ask for peace.
woman!
Xie Fengwan posted a few emojis of rubbing the cat's face, and ended the conversation with a cold [The boss will be home soon].
The door opens, the home is still the same home, the person is still the same person, and even the blooming degree of fresh roses has not decreased a little compared to last time.Xie Fengwan, who has already started to think about retiring as a flower seller, sees flowers again. His first thought is how the store can do this.
"Okay."
Xie Fengwan received the flowers, she blushed a little, and when she kissed her, the blushing turned into Pei Jinyi,
Xie Fengwan:!
The lights in the city never went out, and Pei Jinyi, who was by the window, did not change her face, only this time a beautiful woman who was drunk and hugged her neck and kissed her was sitting on her lap.
"If you had said you liked me earlier, I would have buried you 800 years ago." Xie Fengwan stared at her in bewilderment, and started talking nonsense.
"If you had looked back at me earlier, I would have done the same," Pei Jinyi said.
Before Xie Fengwan could type out the question mark, his lips were lightly pressed.
Xie Fengwan:! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! !
The heartbeat suddenly accelerated, Xie Fengwan: "Don't force me!"
"Why did I force you?" Pei Jinyi asked.
Xie Fengwan couldn't think of an answer, so he scolded in another way: "You seduced me."
Pei Jinyi half put her arms around her, helped her smooth her hair, rubbed against her neck, and whispered in her ear, the golden master blushed again when he couldn't bear the intimacy.
The evening wind blows, the branches and leaves shake.
——After Bai Yueguang took over as a substitute·END——
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Originally, according to the outline, the ending stopped at [Try it], but I didn’t have any inspiration for END, so I continued to add.I wrote earthy flavors and posted posts. Although I thought of a very good and BKing concluding sentence, I deleted it because there was no place to put it, but overall I am very satisfied.Hope you all like this ending too.
(End of the book)
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