How many weeks are you going to confess?

In the second week of make-up classes, Bian Jin still knew very little about Lian Li.

Bian Jin counted the words that Lian Li had said to himself, adding the modal particle similar to "um", a total of seventeen sentences, and he estimated that there would be more than seventeen sentences in half an hour.

He thought, if he was Lian Li, he would be bored to death by himself.

He also wanted to get to know Lian Li in another way, but the people around him didn't know Lian Li as well as he did, and besides, August was coming to an end, and he only had one month.

Jiang Lesheng asked him to have breakfast during the big class break, and both of them stopped by the school they came to today, so they didn't have time to eat.

Jiang Lesheng bought two buckets of instant noodles, and gave Bian Jin a bucket of fresh shrimp and fish noodles, and his own hot beef noodles.

He also bought two bottles of milk, pressed the instant noodles and put one in front of Bian Jin.

"Brother Jin, what are you thinking?" Jiang Lesheng sat down, inserted a fork into the instant noodle cover, made a small hole, and put the fork back on, so there was no need for milk to cover the cover.

Bian Jin said contemptuously, "What's your hobby, instant noodles with milk."

Jiang Lesheng: "Instant noodles are too unhealthy, we have to supplement them."

Bian Jin: "...how are you and Lu Xu doing recently?"

"That's it, what's the matter?" Jiang Lesheng didn't know why.

Bian Jin didn't answer, but instead asked, "Does he care about you when you talk to him?"

"Reason, he didn't just pretend to be cold."

Bian Jin pondered for a moment, then asked, "Do you think Lian Li Gao is cold?"

Jiang Lesheng shrank his neck and thought about it for a long time, "Shouldn't Gao Leng be counted? Can't he communicate with others normally?"

... Co-author Bian Jin, isn't he a human?

Bian Jin was angry, but Ren said, "If, I mean, if a person communicates normally with others, but ignores you, and you want to get in touch with this person, what should you do?"

Jiang Lesheng smiled knowingly, showing an expression of "I understand", "It's easy! You can make him like you!"

"what?"

"Think about it, if he likes you, you two will get closer?" Jiang Lesheng took off the fork and wailed, "The noodles are soaked! Brother Jin, eat it!"

A bucket of instant noodles doubled in size, and Bian Jin was so overwhelmed that he thought about that trick Jiang Le had made just now.

It seems that something is wrong, but it seems to be quite right...

If Lian Li liked him, at least he would have more nostalgia for the world, so he wouldn't jump off the building so resolutely.

Bian Jin formulated a three-step strategy.

The first step is to make Lian Li like herself.

The second step is to understand the reason why Lian Li jumped off the building.

The third step is to prevent Lian Li from jumping off the building.

***

After school on Friday, 06:30 in the afternoon.

The dusk in Xiachuan City is always loved by people. There are large groups of fire clouds floating in the warm-colored sky, which is romantic and warm.

Bian Jin is playing Match 1000. He has completed more than [-] levels. Although the levels are getting more and more difficult, he also feels more and more boring. It's time to change to a small game to pass the time.

The rest of the classroom had long since left, only him and Lian Li.

Lian Li finished copying the last notebook 5 minutes before school ended. Bian Jin thought he would pack up his things and prepare to leave, but he calmly took out a set of comprehensive papers and started to do it.

Then Bian Jin waited until now, for an hour and a half, Lian Li had already completed the last question.

This speed really made Bian Jin amazed.

Lian Li stopped writing, rubbed his fingers, and moved his shoulders and neck.

Seeing that he was finally done, Bian Jin said, "Are you done?"

The sudden voice made Lian Li jump up a little in fright, and turned his head to look at him with a frown, "You haven't come home yet?"

Well, Bian Jin finally welcomed the No.18 sentence that Lian Li said to himself, and he still took the initiative to ask questions!

This is a qualitative leap!

"Do you care about me?" Bian Jin asked with bright eyes.

Lian Li: "..." silently turned back to correct the paper.

Bian Jin put the phone back, squatted next to Lian Li's table, propped his head on the table.

"Do you like me?" Bian Jin asked.

In this situation, it should be a very joking question, but Bian Jin's tone was extremely sincere, as if if Lian Li gave an affirmative answer, the two of them would be able to enter the palace in the next second.

Lian Li's hand that was drawing the hook paused, and the pen tilted out.

He glanced sideways at Bian Jin, the meaning in his eyes was self-evident.

'What are you kidding? '

Bian Jin changed the way of asking, "Or what type of person do you like?"

Lian Li calmly continued to answer.

Bian Jin continued: "I think you are suitable for someone like me who talks a lot. You see that you talk so little. If you are with someone who talks less, you two can only stare at each other."

"But if it were me, I could unilaterally provide a lot of topics, at least the two of us won't stand in the cold."

Bian Jin wanted to continue talking, but Lian Li said coldly.

"I like those who talk less, and I hate those who talk too much."

Bian Jin: "..."

In other words, I hate you.

Jiang Lesheng and Lu Xu went to Bian Jin's house to play games, and the three of them prepared to score in three rows.

Bian Jin played as a mid laner or a shooter, Lu Xu assisted, and Jiang Lesheng played the jungler. The three of them occupied the core positions, and they have always scored quickly.

However, tonight they have knelt five times in a row.

When he lost the sixth round, Lu Xu finally couldn't hold back, took off his earphones, leaned back in the gaming chair, put his hands on his sides, and looked at Bian Jin helplessly.

"Our teacher Bian, are you still sleepwalking?"

Jiang Lesheng tugged at the hem of Lu Xu's clothes, "How about we be more tactful? Brother Jin may just be out of shape."

Lu Xu snorted coldly, "Why is he out of shape? He's out of shape at all. Even if the opponent's jungler is rushing at his face, he's still charging forward, looking for cuts?"

Jiang Lesheng looked at Jin weakly, for fear that he would get angry and be kicked out by the two of them.

Unexpectedly, Bian Jin nodded and said, "Well, I'm sorry, I'm really not in a good state today."

Jiang Lesheng:?This is being taken away, right? This must be taken away, right?

Lu Xu's anger suddenly disappeared a lot, and he corrected when he knew his mistakes.

Bian Jin said: "Aunt Zhao fried the crispy pork in the kitchen, Jiang Lesheng, do you want to eat it?"

Jiang Lesheng hadn't eaten dinner yet, his eyes lit up, "Eat!"

"Then go get it, get more."

"Alright!" Jiang Lesheng set off immediately.

The door was closed, and Lu Xu turned his gaze back to Bian Jin, "You have something to say to me? Is it because I just said something to you that you want to beat me?"

"Am I the kind of character who beats up people indiscriminately?" Bian Jin frowned, "I want to ask you about your cousin."

Lu Xu was surprised, "Lian Li? I heard from Jiang Lesheng that you have taken a lot of heart towards him recently. What? You want to be angry? Wouldn't it be better to spend money to hire a tutor?"

"What a mess." Bian Jin seriously suspected that Lu Xu had learned to make up his mind after staying with Jiang Lesheng for a long time.

"Is your brother a fragile person?"

Lu Xu smiled, "Who do you think is a fragile person who can win the first place again, and gave up early in his studies."

Bian Jin asked again: "Then has your brother ever shown suicidal tendencies at home? Has he committed suicide before?"

Lu Xu's face became serious instantly, "What do you mean?"

Bian Jin thought for a while, but still said: "Actually, this is the third time I have experienced all this. Your brother, Lian Li, will commit suicide by jumping off the building on October [-]st. Now I need to understand the reason why he jumped off the building to stop him. "

Lu Xu looked at him with the eyes of a fool, "Have you read too many comics? Don't make up these weird things. Lian Li is very good, he has always been strong and optimistic, don't bother people all the time."

At this moment, Jiang Lesheng came back.

With two sticks of crispy meat stuffed in his mouth, "Brother Jin! Aunt Zhao's fried crispy meat tastes better than my mother's!"

Bian Jin clicked his tongue irritably, ignored him, put on his earphones and went alone.

Jiang Lesheng returned to his position carefully, put a plate of crispy meat in front of Lu Xu, and asked in a low voice, "Brother Jin, what's the matter?"

Lu Xu chewed the crispy meat till it made a crackling sound, "I'm suffering from a secondary illness."

Jiang Lesheng:?

***

Until the end of the monthly exam in September, the relationship between Bian Jin and Lian Li still had no further progress.

But on the day the results were announced, something big happened.

No.1 is not Lian Li, but Yang Ke from the class.

In just one class, the news of "Lian Li, who has won the first place for two consecutive years, has finally been squeezed out" spread throughout the school.

Lian Li seemed unresponsive, took the paper and carefully corrected the wrong questions, and recorded them in the wrong question book.

Bian Jin couldn't believe it, but suddenly he seemed to think of something again. This scene was a little familiar, as if Lian Li really didn't get the first place in the monthly exam this time.

He vaguely remembered that he had heard the news, but he didn't even pay attention to his own grades before, and naturally he didn't pay attention to who was first in the exam and who was second in the exam.

So, could this be the reason why Lian Li jumped off the building?

It's the last day, no matter what, we need to know the reason why Lian Li jumped off the building.

Although there is a long holiday tomorrow, the third year of senior high school still needs to study late, but it only takes the last session, and school ends at 07:30.

Lian Li is still not in a hurry to go home today, but he is not working on the paper either. He has been staring at page 123 of the Chinese document for more than ten minutes, and he has no intention of turning the page.

Bian Jin asked sincerely: "Is this "Xiang Ji Xuan Zhi" so difficult to memorize?"

The rest of the classroom had already left, and even the students in the rocket class didn't dislike the holiday.

Jiang Lesheng sent a WeChat message to Bian Jin before get out of class was over, because Bian Jin rejected his invitation to skip class, and also rejected his invitation to the third row, so he and Lu Xu went to the double row first.

Lian Li glanced at him speechlessly, closed the Chinese book and stuffed it into his schoolbag, packed up his things and was about to leave.

"Wait for me!" Bian Jin didn't expect him to leave as soon as he said so, and hurriedly grabbed his schoolbag to follow, "Aren't you doing a set of exercise papers at school today?"

Lian Li ignored him.

Bian Jin: "You must also want to take a vacation, right? Although I want to memorize more books in the classroom, I find that I am very excited because I am going to have a vacation, so I can't calm down."

Lian Li: "..."

Bian Jin suddenly thought of something, and asked speculatively, "It's not because of the monthly exam results, is it?"

Lian Li obviously paused.

Bian Jin thought to himself, although he acted so indifferently during the day, he still cared a lot.

"Hey! Don't pay too much attention to it. How can anyone make no mistakes? Besides, didn't the math teacher say that the last question this time is indeed beyond the outline?"

Lian Li said flatly: "Chao Gang is Chao Gang to everyone, and it's my problem that I didn't get the first place."

There is no one around Bian Jin who is troubled by his grades, let alone someone who is troubled by taking the second place. For a while, he didn't know what to say, and he could only utter a few words wrinkledly.

"Just try your best. Always taking the first place means that you have not improved, and the second place has room for improvement."

Lian Li seemed to snort, and twitched at the corner of his mouth.

"You are in a good mood."

It is rare that Lian Li is willing to talk to himself today, and Bian Jin pursues the victory and asks: "You don't want to commit suicide just because you made a mistake in an exam? For example..."

He kept his mouth shut while he was talking, what if Lian Li didn't have the idea of ​​jumping off the building now, and he gave him an idea.

Lian Li pursed his lips, looking speechless.

Seeing that he didn't have much reaction, Bian Jin breathed a sigh of relief, and said: "I don't think you are such a fragile person, you will definitely learn from this failure, and you will definitely return to the first place in the next midterm exam." of."

Lian Li held the strap of the schoolbag with his fingers, straightened the straps, glanced at Jhin indifferently, and seemed to want to say something, but he didn't say anything.

So here comes the question, since Lian Li will not jump off the building because of his grades, what is the reason for jumping off the building?

"Some time ago, I saw a popular science video about desensitization therapy. Let the experimenter touch the things they are afraid of, and stimulate the nerve cells, so that they are numb and not afraid." It was Lu Xu who said it, and he just remembered a general idea, "I thought about it, I am very afraid of snakes, if I were to touch it, I would probably die suddenly from fear. What about you, what are you so afraid of? Are you unwilling to face death?"

Lian Li complained calmly: "Your ability to formulate words is terrible."

Bian Jin laughed twice, "I was discovered by you..."

"So, do you have any?"

Lian Li walked with his head down, and after a long time said, "Death is also very scary."

So, that means he won't?

At the bus stop, Lian Li said, "Go back. Thank you for your comfort."

Lian Li's expression was the same as usual, and he couldn't see any emotion.

Bian Jin couldn't believe it, did he really work?

***

Bian Jin didn't fall asleep again last night, and he simply woke up at five o'clock in the morning.

He took out his mobile phone and called Jiang Lesheng.

Jiang Lesheng's voice was hazy, obviously he hadn't woken up yet, and he yawned for three seconds, "Hello? Brother Jin? What's going on this early in the morning?"

There was no trace of exhaustion in Bian Jin's voice, "Get up immediately, go somewhere with me, and I will ask my driver to pick you up."

Jiang Lesheng was stunned for a while, and was silent for a while, probably because he was watching the time, and wailed, "Brother Jin...it's only five o'clock...Even if you don't feel sorry for your driver, you also feel sorry for me? I talked to Lu last night. The line of thought is three o'clock in the morning, and I have just slept for a while."

Bian Jin turned a deaf ear, "05:30, the car will arrive downstairs at your house on time."

Jiang Lesheng: "...OK, you are really my big brother."

At 06:30 in the morning, a Maybach appeared on Jiefang Road, Qingshui District.

The car door opened, and Bian Jin came out first, carrying a sleepy Jiang Lesheng in his hand with a sparkle in his mouth.

Bian Jin glanced at the Yuanfeng factory not far away, confirmed that there was no one on the highest top floor, shook Jiang Lesheng, and said, "Wake up, let's have breakfast."

Jiang Lesheng rubbed his eyes, seeing the scene in front of him, he rubbed his eyes again in disbelief, he was dumbfounded.

"So, brother Jin, what are you trying to do by dragging me to this place where no shit is like this early in the morning?" He suddenly covered his chest, acting like a little lady, "Don't you want to die in love with me, even though I am quite I like you brother Jin, but not enough to die in love with you."

"What a mess, stop watching those shitty anime." Bian Jin slapped him on the head, and said to the driver, "Go back, I'll take a taxi by myself."

The two of them had indeed come too early, and the only breakfast shop on this street was closed.

Bian Jin asked, "Are you hungry?"

Jiang Lesheng rubbed his stomach, "I'm hungry, I'm physically and mentally disabled now."

"Do you eat noodles?"

"I can do anything, I'm not picky eaters."

Bian Jin: "There is a noodle restaurant in the street next door. People here often go there to eat, and it should taste pretty good. I'll reimburse you, so go and eat."

Jiang Lesheng asked with great concern: "Brother Jin, don't you want to eat?"

Bian Jin thought of the towel that wiped his neck and the counter, and his expression unconsciously turned disgusted, and he immediately returned to normal, "No, I ate something at home."

Jiang Lesheng's physique is so good, he should be fine after a meal, right?Didn't the owner of the Internet cafe also say that they often order takeaway from his house, it must be fine!

Jiang Lesheng happily ran to Suofen, and Bian Jin walked around and found that there were four roads to Yuanfeng factory, but there was only one path to go in, so he and Jiang Lesheng could just squat on the side of the road and wait.

And then they did.

At [-] o'clock in the morning, the sun had already started to poison, Jiang Lesheng was drowsy, but he was always bitten by mosquitoes.

He slapped his calf, but he didn't slap anything, but his calf was already swollen. He counted them one by one, good guy, sixteen.

"Brother Jin, who are we waiting for..." He couldn't take it anymore, and asked Bian Jin in a low voice.

Bian Jin didn't feel well either, he was still wearing cropped pants and short sleeves, his legs and arms were already covered.And although there are not many people here, there will always be people and vehicles passing by. The two of them squatting here, the rate of turning heads is too high.

"Change place?" Bian Jin asked.

Jiang Lesheng got up immediately, "Change!"

... Then Bian Jin took Jiang Lesheng to the top floor.

Bian Jin was very satisfied, "Well, there are no mosquitoes, and I won't be despised by others."

Jiang Lesheng touched the ground, it was already warm, "How long are we going to wait here?"

"I don't know, it should be until one forty in the afternoon."

Jiang Lesheng was shocked: "[-]:[-]! Isn't it appropriate to turn it into human jerky?"

Bian Jin thought about it, and felt that Jiang Lesheng was doing so much shit, what's wrong with a big boy basking in the sun?

"Then go to the nearby supermarket and buy a sun umbrella, and then ask the boss if he can sell you the air conditioner as well."

Jiang Lesheng kept silent, and when Bian Jin started to get angry, it meant that he was not far from getting angry.

The two just waited under the sun, Bian Jin kept paying attention to the time.

Nine o'clock, ten o'clock, eleven o'clock, twelve o'clock, one o'clock, Li didn't even come.

In fact, Bian Jin doesn't really remember the exact time when Lian Li jumped off the building. He only vaguely remembers that it was after one o'clock, because after he called the ambulance last time, he accidentally glanced at the time.

Both of them didn't get enough sleep, the heat made people want to sleep, Jiang Lesheng no longer cared that the wall was so hot that he could fry a steak, and just fell asleep by snoring.

Bian Jin couldn't hold it anymore, his eyes were half-closed, and he occasionally looked down to see if there was anyone.

He seemed to have fallen asleep and lost consciousness, but he didn't know how long it took. He felt that it was only half a minute at most, but the facts told him that he couldn't go far because Lian Li appeared in front of him.

Lian Li probably didn't expect there were two people on the roof, and his expression was quite shocked.

Before Bian Jin could react, he waved to Lian Li in a trance, "Come on... shit! Lian Li!"

In an instant, he lost all drowsiness, hurriedly got up, and was woken up by Jiang Lesheng.

Jiang Lesheng was dreaming of becoming a master, and was caught off guard, "What's wrong? Is there an earthquake!"

Lian Li held back for a long time, and finally said: "You two are quite leisurely, so come here to sleep."

"Lian Li?" Jiang Lesheng was puzzled for a moment, then suddenly figured it out, "So, brother Jin, you come early in the morning, the person you are waiting for is Lian Li?"

Lian Li instantly became vigilant, "Wait for me?"

Now that Lian Li has come here, it means that he still has to go on the original path, and Bian Jin doesn't intend to cover it up anymore.

"Well, are you planning to commit suicide?"

Lian Li's pupils shrank slightly, and he didn't say a word; Jiang Lesheng was taken aback, and took two steps back.

Bian Jin said: "I don't know what you've been through, and I'm sure I can't understand you, and I can't empathize with you. But Lian Li, everything is gone after death."

As he spoke, he approached Lian Li in small steps.

Lian Li smiled at him without moving, "Well, you don't know."

Bian Jin winked at Jiang Lesheng, and Jiang Lesheng nodded.

Bian Jin continued to walk towards Lian Li, "Lian Li, think about it, there are still so many things in this world that you haven't experienced. You are only 17 years old, and you still have a bright future. And if you die, what will your mother do? "

Lian Li whispered something, but the voice was too low, Bian Jin didn't hear it.

It's getting closer, as long as Bian Jin takes three steps forward, he can meet Lian Li.

But at this moment, Lian Li suddenly ran to the side, Bian Jin was shocked and hurried to chase, but he had been exposed to the sun for a whole morning, and he hadn't eaten anything yet, his eyes went dark for a moment, just like this with Lian Li The distance cannot be shortened any further.

Just when Lian Li was about to jump, Jiang Lesheng rushed forward and grabbed Lian Li, but the two of them were already on the edge of the tall building and fell forward due to inertia.

There are no railings on the top floor—

***

Monday, November 8th.

Bian Jin wanted to wake up from the dream, his forehead and body were covered with sweat, and the scene of Lian Li and Jiang Lesheng falling down was playing endlessly in the dream, he wanted to wake up, but he couldn't.

"Student, wake up, school is over." Someone patted on the shoulder, and the warm and cool touch spread from the contact point to the whole body, and Bian Jin finally woke up.

He saw Lian Li again, alive.

Thankfully, he's back again.

The author has something to say: the volume label is the number of backtracking~

It is 0.0 before backtracking, 1.0 for the first time and so on, only 4.0 in total.

The next chapter will enter 4.0~