fall in love in winter

Lu Hanqiu said she was brave and called her to praise her. Chu Ning'an laughed and sniffed.

"Why didn't you come back?" Chu Ning calmed down, a little worried about her.

It took Lu Hanqiu a while to say that she was going to come back this afternoon, but her car keys were missing. She saw that her mother had taken the car keys, so she went to her mother to ask for them, but her mother didn't say anything, so Lu Hanqiu asked. Where is it several times, her mother just ignores it.Lu Hanqiu quarreled with her as soon as he got angry, her mother was a little dizzy, vomiting and vomiting, her face was completely pale, and now she was sent to the hospital in the town to see, only later did she find out that the key was taken by a relative's child to play.

The doctor said that her mother hadn't slept well for several nights, and her mind was full of other things. She was too angry, and she couldn't support her body and was hanging water in the hospital. She was accompanying her in the clinic at the moment.

Chu Ning'an was worried when she heard this, she didn't know what to say, "Then how is your mother now?"

"Fortunately, I'm fine, I just keep moaning and sighing. I'll be back tomorrow." Lu Hanqiu said.

"Don't you need to accompany your mother?" Chu Ning'an asked.

"I'm standing here now to cause trouble for her, and she probably doesn't want to see me either." Lu Hanqiu said.

Chu Ning'an hummed, she puffed up, and comforted: "It's okay, I have to go to work in a few days, and I don't need to stay at home, just like we said before, let's go far away, the days When they grow up, they will accept it, and there is nothing they can do if they don’t accept it.”

The two of them had expected this situation early on. What they didn't expect was that there would be sick people at home, which would make Mother Lu so angry that her body would collapse.

Lu Hanqiu asked, "How are your parents?"

She was terrified when her mother fell down, and now she was also worried about Chu's father and Chu's mother, Chu Ning'an said: "They are fine, I cook the noodles at night."

"It's been hard work, then you should rest early and hang up."

"Wait." Chu Ning'an called to stop her, "Take a video."

"Okay." Lu Hanqiu made a video call for her, Chu Ning'an wiped her eyes, and pointed the phone at her face.

Lu Hanqiu stood under the light in the corridor, the white light shone on her face, she looked at the dark screen and said, "You should turn on the light at least."

Chu Ning'an groaned, only to realize that the room was still dark, she got up to turn on the light, and a picture of two people appeared on the screen, they were looking at each other.

Lu Hanqiu laughed and said, "Tsk, didn't you say you are brave, why are your eyes so red?"

Chu Ning'an blinked, "I just rubbed some dross in my eyes, why are you laughing?"

"Laugh at you because I cry so cutely."

"You're really glib." Chu Ning'an snorted, her heart was actually warm, she was lying on the bed with her mobile phone in her hand, and Lu Hanqiu said over there, "An'an, do you have a double chin?"

Chu Ning'an touched her chin and felt a little flesh. She continued to press down, tried to push her chin out, and made a lot of weird faces towards the phone.

Lu Hanqiu watched over there, with a slight smile on his lips, amused by Chu Ning'an's appearance.

"By the way, let me tell you something." Chu Ning'an lowered her chin and spoke strangely.

"what's up?"

"That's right, I'm in junior high school, isn't it online dating? I don't have online dating at all. I just deliberately tease you. Don't keep getting this wrong. My first love is you."

Lu Hanqiu was silent for a few seconds, and said with a thoughtful look, "So that's the case... But, I knew about it a long time ago."

"Ah? Then you keep laughing at me!" Chu Ning'an was angry, and wanted to rush into the phone to hit her, "You are too hateful! You did it on purpose."

Lu Hanqiu nodded.

"You don't do many of these things, do you?"

Lu Hanqiu also nodded.

How should I put this matter? In the days when she was studying, Chu Ning'an was quite beautiful. She had a very good personality and was very kind to everyone. In this class, almost every class has someone who likes her, even the seniors come to chase her, and everyone evaluates the school girl in private, and they will put her in it.

Could Lu Hanqiu have no sense of crisis?

Others sent Chu Ning'an a few love letters, and she opened them twice, but she couldn't resist "helping" Chu Ning'an to tear them up. A few times, she tore up them in front of Chu Ning'an. What, she always said disgusting people.

It was disgusting to begin with. When she was young, she said whether she loved her or not, and even said that she would give her a future. At that time, there was a fart future.

Chu Ning'an was a little angry when she heard this, "Damn, Lu Hanqiu, you are too bad, you actually tore up my love letter, let me tell you, all these years, I have been very suspicious of my charm. Ugly, why does no one like me? It turned out to be you who did it, and I was so mad! At least you leave me a letter."

"Didn't you receive one?" Lu Hanqiu said.

Chu Ning'an asked: "Why don't I know when?"

"In the third year of junior high school, on February 2, on Valentine's Day."

"do not remember."

"Tch." Lu Hanqiu said, "I wrote that letter."

Chu Ning'an's eyes widened slowly, she couldn't believe it, "You wrote it for me?"

At that time, she tore up several love letters from Chu Ning'an, and she felt a little guilty. Coupled with some unbearable reasons, she changed her previous writing habits and wrote a love letter to Chu Ning'an.

After giving it, she was very nervous, thinking about it all the time, staring at Chu Ning'an in class, Chu Ning'an put the love letter in the drawer after reading it, and didn't say anything to her that day.

Having said that, Chu Ning'an got a little impressed. She had received the letter, and she knew it was written by Lu Hanqiu. After all, no matter how she changed the font, her strength with the pen would not change.

"But, why is this a love letter?"

Chu Ning got up and rummaged through the bookshelves. She kept everything Lu Hanqiu gave her. She found a few books and found yellowed postcards. Non-mainstream postcards were very popular at that time. Lu Hanqiu sent a She once disliked the solid color version, but now she looks at the pink version, with a little heart on it.

She read the above words: "The weather is cloudy and cloudy, and the clouds are floating. You look at the wind and rain, and I look at you. The words on the blackboard are erased and written, and they are always blurred, but your name in the lower right corner is very clear." ..."

"...Is this a love letter? You are clearly reminding me to look at the blackboard. You have been staring at me from behind and making fun of me saying that I was on the blacklist and became a bug in the class again."

"An'an, your brain circuit is really strange."

"It's because you didn't write the love letter well."

The two of them complained to each other, feeling like they had eaten candy in their hearts, it was so sweet, it might not have been understood ten years earlier, it was a pity, but now it came at the right time, Chu Ning'an said while reading, "Bao'er, you can't be like that in this sentence Write, you have to write... I am full of you, An An, you are a beauty, I have been you throughout my adolescence, Sarah Hei."

"Sara Hei."

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Chu Ning'an got up quite early, she tidied herself up, she was not as sloppy as before, but she was a bit afraid to go down when she was standing upstairs, she went back to the house to clear out the trash, walked carefully, trying not to make any unnecessary waste sound.

Chu's mother had already prepared the meal, she looked at her and shouted, "Where are you going?"

"Take out the trash." Chu Ning'an said softly.

Father Chu glanced at it, with a serious face, and said, "Put it there, I'll take it and throw it away later."

Chu Ning'an just wanted to throw away the trash, and checked to see if Lu Hanqiu had come back. Now that the two of them were staring at her, she didn't dare to move, so she just stood there in a daze.

"Eat!" Mother Chu shouted.

Chu Ning'an went to eat obediently.

Holding the rice bowl, she could feel the heat from the bowl in her palm, which scalded her palm, and she bit the chopsticks.

Chu Ma said, "I don't agree."

Chu Ning'an stopped biting her chopsticks and bit her lips instead. She was eating the rice, not daring or wanting to pick up vegetables.

"Why?" Chu Ning'an wanted to hear the reasons for her mother's objection.

"It's very difficult for two people to be together now. What if you get married or divorced and your reputation is ruined?" Chu Ma said.

Chu Ning'an said: "When I'm with Qiuqiu, I won't make a big deal of it. Now whether it's same-sex or opposite-sex together, they won't talk about it everywhere. As for your reputation, you won't even mention it. The people around me Everyone accepts homosexuality, look at Dongyin and Xie Mingjun, aren't they very nice?"

Chu Ma looked up at her, "No, yesterday you said you liked Qiuqiu...that is, you two have been together behind our backs?"

Chu Ning'an consciously slipped her tongue, and didn't dare to hide it anymore, and said: "It's been a few years, almost before I lived with her, we lived together like you and your father, we would quarrel, but we made up Soon, never blushed."

She didn't dare to say that it would be like this for the rest of her life, but she felt that she would not be separated from Lu Hanqiu. She felt that she was with Lu Hanqiu for a quarter of her life, and for three quarters of her life.

As she said that, she heard her father slapping the chopsticks on the table, "Why don't you make it clear that cohabitation is such a big issue."

"Don't dare to say..." Chu Ning'an bit her lips again, "Actually, the two of us guessed that you would not agree, so we worked hard, and she also worked hard to open a law firm. We are both very, very nice, worldly. , Reputation, we have already arranged it, and you really don’t need to worry about it. You think the world will object because you didn’t go outside to see it. Many people are indeed protesting, but they are protesting the current secularism, and more Many people are fighting for it, and more people want to open the policy earlier to allow same-sex marriage."

"You may think that the two of us will have no children, but children are not important. I am like a child myself, and I don't want to waste my life on having children. I want to continue working on projects. Qiuqiu supports me very much. She will Cook for me and send it to the research institute. Before I moved in, I tried my best to show that I cleaned the room seriously, as if I could do everything, but she never asked me to do housework. She tidied up the quilt and she cleaned the closet. Tidy up, I sweep and mop the floor because I feel sorry for not rushing to help, Mom and Dad, she really dotes on me."

She kept talking and talking, saying that her parents knew in their hearts that their daughter's virtues were clear in their hearts, and that Lu Hanqiu and Lu Hanqiu were neighbors. If they were different genders, the two fell in love, and now they are going to prepare for the wedding immediately. Now that I don't want to agree, it's just that I can't pass the test in my heart.

There was silence at the table, and the meal was tasteless.

Later, when Chu Ning'an went to help wash the dishes, Chu Ma slapped her hand away to prevent her from touching it, Chu Ning'an pursed her lips, feeling extremely wronged.

She pouted her mouth while cooking on the sofa, wanted to cry but tried hard to hold back.

Bear with it.

Enduring until she heard the sound of cars in the yard, she went to the door to watch, not only Lu Hanqiu came back, but also Lu's father and Lu's mother. Lu's mother was helped in by Lu's father. The two families looked at each other without saying hello.

Chu Ning'an knocked on the door, and Lu Hanqiu came in from behind, nodded to her, and said hello to Chu's father and Chu's mother. He was polite, courteous, without losing a bit of demeanor, and no one could find any contradictions.

"It's okay if we both agree." Chu Ma closed the door, and she said so, her attitude was actually very tough, "You ask your Aunt Lu and Uncle Lu to agree, so that I can agree with you to be together."

This is really a bit embarrassing, the situation of the Lu family is worse than theirs, the whole process of cold war, not saying a word, don't call Lu Hanqiu when eating, and don't talk to Lu Hanqiu.It can be seen from the state just now that there is almost no play.

If it wasn't for Chu Ning'an coming out of the closet, Chu Ning'an really wanted to take Lu Hanqiu away directly, so she wouldn't be so angry.She didn't do this because she was afraid that she would run away with Lu Hanqiu. Her parents would blame Lu Hanqiu. If they got angry and pulled her back, the scene would become ugly, and the relationship would deteriorate even worse.Besides, with Lu's mother like that, she is also afraid of an accident.

Adults sometimes have too much to consider, and they have to be bound by lines.

She bit her lip and said, "Then, can't you agree first?"

"Don't even think about it, your dad and I won't agree now, so I'll just put my words here, you go out now, don't come back later, the sky is high and the earth is free for you two."

Wasn't it for nothing after talking for a long time, Chu Ning'an's eyes were sore, she bit her lips, "I originally wanted to spend the rest of my life with her, and I will definitely go with her."

"You go, you go, don't come back when you go." Chu Ma roared.

Chu Ning'an wanted to cry again, she stood up and walked towards the door, she is such an adult, it's not like she can't live, she said as she walked: "Mom, Lu Hanqiu and I are both this age, and, we Both of us have achieved success in our careers, and we are sure to be fine.”

She walked to the door, and before she could go out, she was dragged back by Chu's father, "Why are you going to find Lu Hanqiu? Lu Hanqiu left with you, and her parents, you want to piss her parents off! I think you really don't think it's a big deal! With you like this, who do you want to come out to!"

Chu Ning'an burst into tears, "Then what should I do, you all don't agree, I'm already 27, don't I still have my own rights?"

"All right, all right, you go out!" Father Chu opened the door and pushed her out. Chu Ning'an stood at the door, frightened for a moment, instinctively afraid, when she took a breath and walked towards the door, the opposite door was closed immediately No, she didn't even see who closed it.

Chu Ning'an even had a chance to knock on the door. She was crying, but suddenly her nose was sore and uncomfortable. She cried so hard that the snot was about to fall. Seeing her like that, Chu's father felt uncomfortable and hated iron. Not Chenggang, went up to pull Chu Ning'an, Chu Ning'an hid back, her father directly grabbed her hand and pulled her back.

Chu Ning'an didn't know what to do anymore, so she started to make mistakes. She didn't know about the future, and felt that if she went back, she wouldn't be able to come out again.

"You don't want to be ashamed! Let others see and comment? How does Aunt Lu and Uncle Lu miss you? Don't put your cheeks here." Father Chu put his hand on her shoulder, pushed her back, and closed the door up.

After pulling her back, Chu's father stopped caring about her, and Chu Ning'an squatted on the stairs, tears streaming down her face.

After that, the hands were pressed in the crook of the arms, and the sleeves were wet.

Chu's father and Chu's mother no longer cared about her, and it was annoying to watch.

Chu Ning'an was dizzy, and she was also very angry.

···

Slowly, the year is almost over.

Xie Mingjun and Dong Yin have never been to New Year's greetings, but also because they are not easy to entertain at home, so they never came.

When the two families calmed down, she discussed with Dong Yin to go and have a look. Before going, she called her father and asked him to go over for dinner.

Mr. Xie didn't understand very much, and said, "What am I going to do, isn't going now just to cause trouble?"

Xie Mingjun said: "Go to be a teacher."

"Huh?" Mr. Xie didn't understand what she meant.

Dong Yin understood very well, and said from the side: "She just asked you to enlighten Chu Ning'an and Lu Hanqiu's parents, and give them a reassurance."

Xie Mingjun nodded, "This job belongs to you, you should teach them well and share your stories."

"..."

Mr. Xie was speechless and hung up the phone directly.

Around seven or eight o'clock in the morning, there was a little snow in the sky, Xie Mingjun drove past and before entering the courtyard, he saw Mr. Xie waiting in the courtyard, wearing a suit and leather shoes, and tidying himself very clean.

"Tsk, don't you always go?"

Mr. Xie glanced at her, "I just hung up your call."

Xie Mingjun got out of the car and opened the door for him as a gesture of invitation. Dongyin sat in front and called her uncle, Mr. Xie smiled and said hello.

At the peak of the new year, all the roads encountered were red lights, walking for a while and stopping for a while, Xie Mingjun jokingly said: "It's all your fault, we have to pick you up, the road is blocked now."

Mr. Xie never said to ask her to pick it up, he was too lazy to talk nonsense with her, and said, "I'm not willing to ask me to go out to connect?"

"Be willing to give up." Xie Mingjun honked the car horn, and the three of them were blocked on the road. She took a sip of water and told: "You have to talk about it carefully, those two people came out of the closet in a mess, and they are in a bad state." Not very good."

"Hey, it's normal. You can't blame them for this matter. By the way, what's the situation with the Chu and Lu families?"

Mr. Xie is usually busy and has a lot of work and entertainment. During the Chinese New Year, he always gives gifts. He doesn't have much contact with these two families. The parents of the three families haven't met very much. This is the first time he has been back home.

Dong Yin introduced to him, and according to her description, the two families are very good, and their parents are very kind.Xie Mingjun honked the car horn, "Okay, let me come. According to what you said, there is nothing wrong with these two families."

No one is perfect, and there must be something wrong with both of these two families. The Chu family is careless, and their lives are relatively rough. The crux of the problem is that their acceptance is not high, and their thinking is more...feudal. They will directly tell Chu Ning'an Don't even think about it.As for the Lu family, although both are intellectuals, both of them are teachers, they will have a sense of superiority, tend to control, like to interfere with Lu Hanqiu's work, can make some fallacies make sense, and will beat around the bush and talk about it. cold war.

"I think it's for the sake of the girl, but I haven't actually asked myself what the girl wants, is that true?" Mr. Xie asked.

"Well, you explained very clearly." Xie Mingjun said.

Mr. Xie said: "Don't scold me openly and secretly, I have reformed myself now."

"Yes, yes." Xie Mingjun nodded, "If you can convince those two families, it will be considered that you have really succeeded."

Dong Yin didn't speak, just sat beside her and laughed.

After being stuck on the road for almost two hours, they finally arrived at the courtyard where Lu Hanqiu and the others lived.Walking slowly along the way, there are lanterns hanging at the gates of other courtyards, but the gates of their courtyards are lifeless, not like Chinese New Year at all.

Mr. Xie also glanced, "The atmosphere is scary."

Before entering the door, Xie Mingjun made up for the previous relationship. Before they came out, there was another pair of men who also came out. They were all children from their yard, childhood sweethearts.

Mr. Xie thought for a while and said, "...the feng shui in this courtyard is very good."

The matter between Chu Ning'an and Lu Hanqiu has not been made public yet, it was all settled by her family, when she crossed the threshold, the first thing she saw was Lu's father and Lu's mother, they happened to be talking to their students.

"It doesn't seem to be the right time to come." Xie Mingjun said.

They came over to discuss with the two of them, but Lu Hanqiu had a stubborn temper and couldn't talk to her parents well, so she didn't know if there were any guests coming.

Lu's father and Lu's mother still saw Xie Mingjun and the others. They were very happy and called them directly, "Mingjun, your father is here too. Mr. Xie is a rare visitor."

Mr. Xie spoke up, "It used to be Ming Jun and the others who came to play. I always thought I didn't have time to come, but today I finally have time, so hurry up and come to your courtyard for a meal."

"Damn, how can you say it's Cengfan!" Lu's mother looked tired, but she still tried to smile and said, "I'm afraid you won't be used to it."

Mr. Xie Mingjun's car was parked outside, and there was still a gift in the trunk. Mr. Xie patted Mr. Xie Mingjun on the shoulder and said, "Go and move things, and give New Year's greetings to aunts and uncles."

"Success." Xie Mingjun went to pay New Year's greetings first, and asked Lu's mother where Lu Hanqiu asked her to move things together.

Lu Ma and Lu Hanqiu were in a cold war, and they hadn't spoken for a long time. Lu Ma paused, looking very hesitant, because the guests were all there, and she didn't want others to be suspicious of family affairs, so she stood The withered tree at the door shouted, "Lu Hanqiu, come down, Xie Mingjun and the others are here."

Lu Hanqiu pushed open the window and looked down, his expression was dull and he didn't speak much. Dong Yin waved at her and shouted: "Lu Hanqiu, happy new year."

Lu Hanqiu smiled a little and said, "Wait, I'll come down right away."

Hearing voices at the opposite door and hearing voices opening the door, Chu Ning'an stood at the door with a sore nose, as if seeing a savior, she ran towards Dong Yin and hugged her, "Dong Yin, woo... "

Worried that she cried too much and made everyone think of what happened a few days ago, she called back.

"It's okay, it's okay, we're here to play." Dong Yin patted her on the shoulder to comfort her.

When Lu Hanqiu came out, Xie Mingjun pushed Chu Ning'an away a little and said, "What are you doing, whose wife are you hugging?"

Although she was bullied by Mr. Xie Ming, Chu Ning'an felt very at ease, and felt very hopeful when she saw her friends.