The Melancholy of a Third-Rate Writer

You said you never do anything unplanned.

It's a fallacy - you see, you've already done a lot, like meeting me.

—— Not well-known

gold?After the relationship between Uris and Qi Ming was exposed, the people below did a lot of unnecessary things.

For example, giving gold at the premiere of "Upstart"?Uris sent an invitation.

Qi Ming knows Jin?Yuris is very busy recently, so he probably won't have time to attend this kind of ceremony, so he didn't worry too much, he just laughed at other people's whimsical ideas.

Didn't expect him to get up early that day when Kim?Uris was already waiting downstairs.

gold?Uris said, "Let's go over after breakfast."

Qi Ming paused and said, "Okay."

There's nothing shady in the movie, is there?He has nothing to worry about.

gold?Uris took the field.

Qi Ming and Jin?Uris sat in the middle of the front row and looked at the huge screen.

The good effects made the audience feel like they were there, including Qi Ming and Jin?Uris.

When the main character came out, Kim?Uris' gaze became focused.

The protagonist secretly learns to ride a horse, and when he falls, his nose is bruised and his face is swollen, and he shows a funny and cheerful smile to others and says, "I accidentally fell while walking."

The protagonist climbed over the high wall again and again, grinning and lying on the wall to greet the people inside, even if he was chased and bitten by the big dog underneath, he didn't care.

Such passionate pursuits were all given to the same person.

That person was not very obvious, but he also gave some small responses.

The friendship between two people is mixed with suspicion and pain, but in this period, heartbeat and joy are pure.

gold?Uris stiffened his back.

Gold later?Uris clenched Qi Ming's hand, tightened, let go, tightened, let go, tightened again.

gold?Uris' hands were trembling.

In what mood did Qi Ming take the picture?

He knew that Qi Ming's courage to face all this did not come from him.

It was he who pushed Qi Ming to the limit.

It was he who forced Qi Ming to grow up.

It was he who was forced to tear open the wound alone.

Qi Ming wanted to grow up, so Qi Ming went back and reviewed everything before.

Qi Ming analyzed their past by himself.

Qi Ming played back the beauty between them one by one.

Maybe Qi Ming wanted to find a reason to persuade himself to stay by his side.

Maybe Qi Ming wants to face it, let go of it, and move forward with big strides.

Unknowingly, Qi Ming's heart has become strong and strong.

His persecution and plunder are outrageous and unreasonable, and Qi Ming must find a way to live well in the predicament he has set in his hands alone.

gold?Uris reached out and hugged Qi Ming tightly.

His head was buried by Qi Ming's neck.

Qi Ming was shocked all over.

He felt warm liquid fall on his neck, burning the most sensitive skin on him.The hot touch seemed to spread to his chest, making his whole heart tremble.

Why did they go this far?

Because they met too early?

They met too early, so early that they couldn't defend their love.

He is still a rampant ignorant teenager.

gold?Uris still couldn't let go of his pride.

If it was a little later, a little later, maybe they would have a consummation.

Qi Ming's vision blurred.

At that time, he was immature and desperate to get close to Jin?How did you feel when you were in Uris...

He couldn't remember, couldn't remember, couldn't remember.

Then forget it.

Sometimes forgetting can be a good thing.

Too hot feelings can easily bruise each other.

This is very good, he doesn't really remember whether he is happy or sad, and lives peacefully.

Qi Ming slightly bent his lips and said, "If I knew you were so easily moved, I would drag you to watch it a hundred and eighty times."

gold?Uris hugged Qi Ming tightly.

Qi Ming raised his hand to press the deposit?Uris' hair.

The movements were very light, as if they were soothing, but also seemed to be sweeping inadvertently.

Gold that night?Uris had a long dream.

From the beginning of the dream, he was always alone.

There is only one meaning in his life: "I am the heir of the Uris family".

Why is he the heir at such a young age?Because his father was so absurd that he fell in love with an oriental woman and tried to marry her into the family.

At that time, he heard his father say to the old Uris: "Haven't I already given birth to an heir to the Uris family! Can he still satisfy your request? Look how much he looks like you! Ruthless, cold-blooded, like A machine that only knows how to fight for power, isn’t that enough? I just want a home of my own, I just want to live a stable and happy life!”

He was indeed very much like old Uris, who at the time thought his father was so stupid that he decided without hesitation to replace him.

It turned out that he was right, it was a shame that his father couldn't even keep the woman he loved.With such ability, how can we talk about love or not?

He ruthlessly rejected his father's plea for help.

Then he met a teenager.

When the boy saw him, he always ran towards him blankly.

The boy is always chattering endlessly: "My name is Qi Ming! Can I call you Jin! Your eyes are so beautiful! Your hair looks soft too! Can I touch it?"

He who can reject even his biological father, of course he can also reject such an innocent boy.

Unexpectedly, the young man became more and more frustrated, and tried every means to run into the manor of Uris' family.The manor originally belonged to his father, and there were all kinds of beautiful things that his father arranged for the so-called "home" and the so-called "beloved woman", such as the huge grassland like a green carpet, such as the endless sea of ​​flowers, such as the gurgling water A living spring, such as a comfortable and beautiful bedroom.

It all belongs to the winner in the end.

This is the intention of old Uris to arrange him to live in this place. Old Uris wants to tell him one thing: Once the members of Uris' family lose their rights, they will only become bereaved dogs.

Of course he can understand that he has always done better than others in the point of "only having power in his eyes".

His life is moving forward in an orderly manner like clockwork.

He never does anything unplanned.

The boy seemed to like this manor very much.

If he knew the story behind this manor, would he still be so happy to run around in it?

It's too stupid to say whether you like it or not if you don't understand it at all.

He doesn't like fools.

The boy began to climb the tree.

Every day at the same time, the boy's smiling face will always appear in front of his window.The boy climbed out of the window through the branches and knocked on his window as if desperate.

Sometimes the teenager brings a few red leaves, and sometimes the teenager brings a bag of small biscuits.

Sometimes the teenager buys a book according to the book he is reading, and opens the window to lie beside him and read it with him.

Sometimes the boy will deliberately put something in the book, deliberately open it so that he can see the innocent and stupid love words inside.

The boy is always chattering, as if he wants to tell him everything.

The teenager always wanted to take pictures of him.

Of course he didn't respond, let alone allow it.

In the beginning it was naturally indifferent.

Later, I didn't want to hear any rumors about him and the boy.

This is his teenager, it should only belong to him and should not be spied on by anyone.

Later, as soon as the boy stepped into the manor, someone would report to him.Often he would not stay in the room, but went downstairs to the back of the house to watch the boy fall from the tree again and again.

Later, he couldn't stand it anymore, and reached out to firmly hold the boy in his arms.

The boy hugged his neck happily, his smile was sweeter than honey.

Teenagers are always easy to please.

Later he asked the young man, "Why don't you go through the main entrance?"

The boy said, "That woman next to you is very fierce! Also, you must be used to seeing me from the window every day. If I don't appear from here, you will definitely not get used to it." Finally, the boy smiled and hugged his neck, "And I want you to hug me. If you can catch me once after falling ten times, then I will fall one hundred times and one thousand times a day!"

How can there be such a naive person?

He laughed at the boy's stupidity, but selfishly enjoyed the boy's unreserved love.

The boy seemed to have noticed his looseness, and came more diligently.

The teenager even started asking him out.

He certainly rarely agrees.

One day he wanted to refuse, but suddenly it occurred to him that this day seemed to be the boy's birthday.

He nodded rarely.

The two didn't go anywhere, they just walked aimlessly in the snow.The young man never mentioned what day it was, but talked eloquently about his recent experience.He had never experienced the stage of "juvenile" at all, and he should have lost interest in those things, but he listened unexpectedly carefully.

When he heard the boy jokingly mentioning that he was confessed to - and that there were men and women, he suddenly felt a little unhappy.He knew that the boy must be so smart and cheerful outside, and he was very popular.

This realization made him unhappy.

This is his teenager.

Every day the boy would come out of his window as scheduled, this is the treatment that others definitely don't have.

He felt he had to defend what was his.

Of course, it is very easy to tie up the boy in front of him.

He paused slightly and said to the boy, "Happy birthday."

The astonishment on the boy's face was greater than surprise.

He knew that the boy was smart, and he could definitely see his initial indifference and rejection.

The boy must know that the words he babbled on and on did not reach his ears. He must know that he has a cold-blooded and indifferent side. After knowing so much, the boy still has not retreated. This response is the reward he deserves.

Sure enough, a big smile soon appeared on the boy's face.

The boy looked very happy, jumping and jumping on the snow, saying, "You remember my birthday! You remember! Kim, I like you! - I love you!"

The boy has never been shy about expressing his unreserved love, but when he heard the boy say it with his own ears, his heart still trembled slightly.

Trembling with joy.

The young man begged again: "Can you give me a kiss, just one kiss on the forehead."

Perhaps the boy's eyes were too bright, so he leaned over and kissed the boy's forehead.

The thin kiss went all the way down the forehead.

It finally landed on the boy's lips.

The teenager cried.

He wiped away the tears from the boy's face in distaste.

The boy said: "I'm happy! I'm so happy, Jin, you really like me, right! I knew it!"

"Stupid," he sneered.

The boy tried to take pictures of him again.

He refused without hesitation.

The boy snorted and said, "One day you will take pictures of me!"

"That's up to you," he said.

The young man said loudly, "Wait and see!" He said this with full confidence, as if he had infinite courage because of his little response.

The boy started to jump and jump forward again.

He followed the young man step by step forward.

The white path seems to never end.

The joy and throbbing in my heart seemed to never end.

gold?It was still dark when Uris awoke from his dream.

His body was shaking.

Qi Ming woke up because of his movement, see Jin?Uris' face was painful, his body was stiff, he was taken aback, and asked, "Did you have a nightmare?"

gold?Uris woke up like a dream.

gold?Yuris turned his head to look at Qi Ming, and suddenly stretched out his arms to hug him tightly.

This is gold?Uris's most common moves.

Hugged so tightly, as if afraid that the person in his arms would disappear if he let go.

Qi Ming asked in a daze, "Why is the nightmare so frightening?"

gold?Uris said, "No, sweet dream."

Qi Ming said: "Then why are you so..." Sad?pain?

gold?Uris said, "...waking up."

Once the dream wakes up, the pain is more vivid.

Feelings are always fragile. If you don't take good care of them, they will be shattered and never recovered.