The Melancholy of a Third-Rate Writer

Consulting Room.

"You're a day late."

"Sorry, I have something to do."

"Forget it, let's start. Now your work still needs to stay up late?"

"Yeah." Editor-in-Chief Wen replied, "I can't sleep anyway, so I might as well find something to do."

"If you continue like this, you may need to increase the dose of your medicine."

"No need," Editor-in-Chief Wen said, "If the drug dependence gets worse, there will be no medicine to suppress the insomnia. Moreover, I recently discovered that I can fall asleep..."

"Oh?"

"After the pain."

"You hurt yourself?"

"No." Editor Wen closed his eyes and said, "Someone did something to me. Sometimes I couldn't escape, so I was forced to accept it; sometimes I could escape, but I didn't. Because when I was in pain, I felt I am atoning."

"You are not guilty."

"Well, I'm not guilty." Editor Wen nodded lightly and said, "I just let everyone down."

"No, no, you can't think like this," the voice of the inquiry lowered, and the topic changed, "Do you believe in love?"

"I believe, I believe that love exists." The editor-in-chief's tone was very calm, "but love is a luxury, not everyone can have it."

"You don't believe you can have it?"

"..."

"You can go back with the medicine, but remember to come here on time next time."

"……Um."

When editor-in-chief Wen drove back to the company, he ran into Qi Rui who was waiting in the parking lot.

Qi Rui pursed his lips as if he had been waiting there, staring at him displeasedly.

Editor Wen paused, got out of the car and asked, "Why are you here?"

Qi Rui said: "Where have you been? You didn't answer the phone, and no one else knew where you were when you asked." While speaking, he bent down and grabbed Editor-in-Chief Wen's feet. It is very clear.

The editor-in-chief's heart skipped a beat, and he took two steps back and asked, "What are you doing!"

Qi Rui stood up and said confidently: "It's just a decoration for you, don't worry, no one will see it hidden here."

Editor-in-Chief Wen's heart kept sinking: "...What decoration?"

Qi Rui smiled slightly, the smile looked innocent and cute.He took out his mobile phone and approached the editor-in-chief of the article, and showed the editor-in-chief the tracking page on the screen: "With this cute little thing, I can know where you are at any time, and I don't have to ask others all the time, let alone you. The sky will report to me. What a convenient gadget! Brother Wen, don’t you think so?”

Editor-in-Chief Wen slammed Qi Rui's phone to the ground.

torn apart.

Qi Rui said without changing his face: "Maliciously destroy my things, and the money for buying a new mobile phone will be deducted from your salary. Brother Wen, if you want to help me get a new mobile phone, just say so, and I won't want it!"

Editor-in-Chief Wen took a deep breath and said, "Untie it."

Qi Rui said: "I don't understand." He frowned, "What shameful things are you going to do, why don't you let me know? I won't keep an eye on you every day, only when I need you Yes! Ah, someone is here." He pushed Editor-in-Chief Wen into the car, closed the door and bullied him, and maliciously licked Editor-in-Chief Wen's cheek, "What if our secret love is discovered? Brother Wen, you But don't make a sound."

Editor-in-Chief Rao Shiwen had already accepted his fate for the deformed relationship between the two, but there was still a tinge of anger on his face.

And there are times when he doesn't want to be detected by anyone...

Editor-in-Chief Wen said: "Untangle it."

The playful smile on Qi Rui's face stopped.

Editor-in-Chief Wen's insistence made him have some very bad associations. Knowing that Editor-in-Chief Wen had almost become a workaholic like an ascetic monk in recent years, he still couldn't help thinking about those aspects.

Those who miss out tend to be wrong all the time, and those who have betrayed tend to betray again and again.

Thinking of this possibility, Qi Rui couldn't suppress his anger: "What are you trying to do without telling me!"

Editor-in-Chief Wen also broke out: "What I want to do is none of your business!"

Qi Rui said: "If you are nice to you, you will kick your nose in the face, right? Brother Wen, I don't want to hurt you, it's you—"

Editor-in-Chief Wen pushed him away abruptly, opened the car door and walked out.

Qi Rui stared fixedly at Editor-in-Chief Wen who was standing outside the car arranging his clothes.

He knew that Editor-in-Chief Wen was capable of resisting him, so he never forgot to trap Editor-in-Chief Wen's hands before attacking.

Under normal circumstances, it is indeed difficult for a man to do whatever he wants.

Qi Rui held back his anger.

He followed the editor-in-chief out of the car and chased after him step by step. He kept saying, "Where are you going without telling me? If you don't want to hide from me, why do you have to untie it? It's just a decoration!"

Editor-in-Chief Wen paused, looked at Qi Rui and sneered: "Ornament? Then can I wear one for you?"

Qi Rui took out a similar metal ring from his pocket, and handed it to the editor-in-chief with great interest: "I still think it's something, of course. There is a number on the ring, you enter it into your phone and bind it You can locate it!" He lifted up his trousers generously, "Here, put it on for me!"

Editor-in-chief: "..."

The editor-in-chief is not interested in messing around with Qi Rui, but Qi Rui hugged him and refused to let him go: "Help me wear it!"

Editor-in-Chief Wen said, "Stop messing around."

Qi Rui said: "Then you still want to untie it? Do you really want to hide something from me? I won't untie it for you!" He bent down and clicked, buckled the metal ring on his foot, stood up and Suddenly, he pushed Editor-in-Chief Wen against the wall and kissed him.After he kissed Ben enough, his tone became more justified, "You said it yourself, you will wear it when I put it on, anyway, if I wear it, you will not untie it in the future!"

The editor-in-chief has nothing to do with Qi Rui who talks to himself.

He said, "... up to you."

After get off work, the editor-in-chief made an appointment for someone to pick the lock, and was going to find someone to remove the metal ring.Before he could sit still, Qi Rui had already chased him over, glaring coldly at the locksmith who was about to help Editor Wen solve the metal ring, and said, "It's none of your business!" He turned to Editor Wen, "...Brother Wen, you don't care. Obedient."

Editor-in-Chief Wen said: "Qi Rui, don't do this."

Qi Rui's tone became very dangerous: "Brother Wen, if you dare to untie it, I will make ten or eight of them and stuff them all into your body, and let you hold them all night—see if you dare to be disobedient." !"

Editor-in-Chief Wen no longer wanted to see the expression on the locksmith next to him.

Qi Rui stretched out the editor-in-chief's hand.

He dragged Editor-in-Chief Wen out and promised as he walked, "As long as Brother Wen is obedient, I will always treat you well."

Editor-in-Chief Wen knew that it was best not to resist in front of Qi Rui like this, otherwise he would only be pestered to ask for "forgiveness" afterwards.

——After Qi Rui did those things that were completely impossible to be forgiven.

Editor-in-chief Wen was silent and was taken home by Qi Rui.

As soon as Qi Rui entered the room, he bit the editor-in-chief's neck, biting red marks on it.

Editor-in-Chief Wen said: "Qi Rui, give me a little bit."

Qi Rui's response was to pull off the tie and tie up Editor-in-Chief Wen's hands, and directly pushed Editor-in-Chief Wen down on the carpet and penetrated hard.

Qi Rui hugged the person in his arms tightly to do whatever he wanted, and said some obscene words maliciously: "Brother Wen, I don't think I can't get enough of you. It's all because you are too seductive. After seeing you again, I want to treat you like this every day, I want to die... Brother Wen, don't make me angry, otherwise no matter where you are, I will find you and make you cry."

Editor-in-Chief Wen closed his eyes: "...Qi Rui."

Qi Rui was startled.

His movements paused slightly, and then he kissed the editor-in-chief's lips, half compulsively forcing the editor-in-chief to intertwine with him.The number of times they kissed seriously was not many, and Qi Rui's kissing skills could even be described as terrible, but this did not hinder his interest.It wasn't until Editor-in-Chief Wen was out of breath that Qi Rui ended the kiss with satisfaction and said, "Brother Wen, when you called me by my name, your voice was so nice, it made me want to cum."

Qi Rui tossed and tossed until late at night before finally being satisfied.

Editor-in-Chief Wen was exhausted to the extreme, and leaned drowsily in Qi Rui's arms.After Qi Rui helped Editor Wen clean up, he carried him to bed, and couldn't help but hold Editor Wen's ankle to play with.The metal ring above the ankle shimmered in the dark, and the more he looked at it, the more he liked it, because it gave him a sense of satisfaction that the editor-in-chief belonged to him completely.

Qi Rui helped himself and Editor-in-chief Wen cover the quilt, turned his head and kissed Editor-in-chief Wen's forehead: "You are mine, and I am yours. Brother Wen, you are not allowed to find someone else behind my back."

Before the editor-in-chief Wen fell into a deep sleep, a weird idea flashed through his mind.

Qi Rui's words and deeds on the bed are dangerous, but there is also a kind of...innocence.

It was as if cruelty and innocence coexisted in him.

The editor-in-chief of Wenwen failed to wake up the next day as usual.

Qi Rui drove to work by himself after making sure that the editor-in-chief was not sick.

Unexpectedly, when Qi Rui arrived at the office, he saw a young man who was somewhat similar to him.

Qi Rui turned cold: "Who let you in?"

The young man closed the door, turned around and knelt down to lick and kiss Qi Rui's shoes.

Qi Ruike kicked the young man away with all his strength.

The young man laughed: "You kick me so comfortably, Xiao Rui, I want more."

Qi Rui avoided the young man far away as if he hated some dirty things, and was about to call the security guards to come up and throw him out.

The young man said: "Xiao Rui, how can you be so cruel, and still refuse me time and time again. You obviously like me too, and you think I'm a monster, don't you? You obviously enjoy it—" He said from his arms Pulled out a few photos, "I see, you and that pretty guy had a great time at the bar, look at you, you're all excited."

Qi Rui looked at the photo in the young man's hand in amazement: "How did you get it!"

The young man said with a smile: "You are playing in public, are you still afraid of being seen by others?" He licked his lips, "You obviously like it very much, and you are very excited to abuse others, right? The other party is helpless and painful The look on your face is so cute to you Xiao Rui, you have long been like me."

Qi Rui didn't hesitate any longer, and called in a cold voice to report the crime and send the young man out, and forbid anyone to let the young man in again!

Qi Rui didn't go out, he closed the office door, closed the office windows and curtains, turned off the office lights, and curled up under the window alone looking at the darkness of the room.

He saw it.

He saw himself terribly distorted in the photo, taking pleasure in torturing others and taking pride in humiliating others.

He thought about everything he had done to the editor-in-chief, and couldn't help but hugged his knees tightly.

Saying that the editor-in-chief of Wen betrayed his cousin, and saying that the editor-in-chief of Wen had done such a thing in the first place, were all excuses for him to wantonly vent his crazy desire.He couldn't help himself at all, he let the sadism override his reason, and he convinced himself that "it's okay to do that to that kind of guy".

Editor-in-chief Mingmingwen is so uncomfortable, editor-in-chief Mingmingwen sheds tears again and again, obviously...

He should not even see it, and only care about venting and enjoying.

He obviously hated the person who tried to destroy him in the name of "brother" so much, but he still became a slave to desire just like the other person.

he is a monster...

disgusting monster...

In the evening, editor-in-chief Wen finally woke up.

He picked up his phone and found that the assistant had called.

Editor-in-Chief Wen called back.

The assistant said hesitantly: "Mr. Qi has been in the office all day. He didn't eat or turn on the lights. I don't know what's going on."

Editor-in-Chief Wen frowned: "Did anything happen before that?"

The assistant said: "A person who claimed to be Mr. Qi's elder brother came here, and he looked a bit like Mr. Qi, so they let him go. After Mr. Qi came over, he asked the security guard to throw him out-after that, no one saw Mr. Qi showed up."

Editor-in-Chief Wen paused and said, "Go back first, I'll go and have a look."

Editor Wen ate something casually and rushed to the company.

Qi Rui's office is still closed.

Editor-in-Chief Wen used to own this office, and he still had the key, so he opened the door and walked in.

It was dark in the office.

Editor-in-Chief Wen closed the door and was about to turn on the light when he heard a slight sob.

The editor-in-chief was startled, and followed the sound to find it.

Then he saw Qi Rui huddled together.

Qi Rui seemed to have been crying for a long time, and he had no strength left, only heavy breathing and suppressed low sobs remained.

Editor-in-Chief Wen couldn't explain how he felt.

He should hate Qi Rui, after all, he was treated like that by Qi Rui.It's a pity that he no longer has the energy to think about whether he likes or hates people. He has long since been unable to love or hate people.

Editor-in-Chief Wen paused for a moment, squatted down and lifted Qi Rui's head buried in his arms, stared at Qi Rui's red eyes in the dark and asked, "...what's wrong with you?"