The Melancholy of a Third-Rate Writer

Qi Rui opened his eyes wide as if he had been electrocuted.

The warm breath made Qi Rui's heart tremble continuously.

He couldn't believe it: "Brother Wen? Brother Wen, Brother Wen, Brother Wen..." He reached out and hugged Editor-in-Chief Wen, his voice and arms trembling.

Editor-in-Chief Wen said: "...it's me."

Qi Rui hugged the driftwood like a drowning person, choking hoarsely: "Don't you hate me? Brother Wen, don't you hate me? I have done so many damn things, Brother Wen, don't you hate me... "

Editor-in-Chief Wen has been taught so many times, how could he take Qi Rui's question seriously.He responded with a "hmm", and then acted as a competent mentor: "What's the matter?"

Qi Rui took Editor-in-Chief Wen's answer seriously, and his eyes became particularly bright.He hugged Editor-in-Chief Wen tightly and said, "Brother Wen, I really didn't do it on purpose."

As if he had finally found a reason, he spoke out in one breath what had happened to him before.He was born in a filthy family, and every second he stayed in that family was painful.He has an older brother who takes pleasure in teaching him sadism. For a long time, he didn't feel that there was anything wrong. He didn't know it was abnormal until he was looked at by his friends with disgust.

Qi Rui hugged Editor-in-Chief Wen tightly in pain: "I was wrong, Brother Wen, I was wrong, can you forgive me? I just... I just..."

Editor-in-Chief Wen closed his eyes.

Qi Rui just felt that people like him had already fallen into the mud anyway, and he didn't care about stepping on a few more feet.

Even if the two of them are never related.

But such a small matter, don't care about it at all...

It's nothing to him at all.

The editor-in-chief Wen reached out to pat Qi Rui's hair and comforted him, "I understand, I don't blame you."

Qi Rui swept away the frustration just now, and asked aggressively: "Actually, Brother Wen, you like me, right, otherwise you wouldn't pamper me. If you don't like me, I must be in prison now, Brother Wen," he said He hugged Editor-in-Chief Wen even tighter, as if he wanted an answer, "Brother Wen, Brother Wen, Brother Wen..."

Editor-in-Chief Wen looked at Qi Rui's bright eyes, and let out a barely audible "hmm".

Qi Rui happily asked: "Brother Wen, when did you start to like me? I liked you very much the first time I saw you..."

Editor-in-Chief Wen felt a little absurd when he heard Qi Rui open his eyes and talk nonsense.He wanted to refute, but in the end he still couldn't bear to hit Qi Rui who had finally regained his strength.

Editor-in-Chief Wen said: "——When you pick out my mistakes, I think you are very good."

Such a powerful young man, whose life has just begun, how could he have the heart to watch him be destroyed...

Editor-in-Chief Wen said: "Everyone likes the strong, and so do I."

This sentence was said bluntly, but Qi Rui didn't think there was anything wrong, on the contrary, he believed it firmly.

Editor-in-Chief Wen is willing to take the initiative to comfort him, obviously because he likes him.

Qi Rui said happily: "Brother Wen, can you help me? I will change it, I will change it. Let's all forget the past and start over, okay, I will never treat you like that again." He hugged The editor-in-chief of the article did not let go, "I like you, I like you very much, I will listen to you from now on, Brother Wen, can you help me change it?"

Editor-in-Chief Wen: "...um."

Qi Rui's so-called change is to stick to editor-in-chief Wen more and more, go to the office of editor-in-chief Wen to work overtime with editor-in-chief every day, and then take editor-in-chief Wen home together.

Editor-in-Chief Wen frowned at first, but later he was able to calmly face the probing gazes of his colleagues.The atmosphere here is open, and most people express their blessings to their "love", and gossip about who and who have seen them kissing in the parking lot before.

Editor-in-Chief Wen does not mind maintaining such an illusion.

If this illusion can make Qi Rui come out, that would be a good thing.

Enough people stay in the mud.

Qi Rui is still young, and his life is still very long.

There are many people who expect Qi Rui to come out of the shadows.

This day Qi Rui went back to China to celebrate his aunt's birthday.

Editor-in-Chief Wen stayed quietly in the study reading, and the rare separation between the two places made Editor-in-Chief Wen feel very comfortable.He flipped through the complicated documents, looked back bit by bit, and when he saw more than a little bit, the phone rang suddenly.

Qi Rui's voice sounded from over there: "Brother Wen, you are not good."

The editor-in-chief has a headache.

He said, "What's the matter? Are you still awake so late?"

Qi Rui said: "It's still early on my side, but you are working overtime again! Be careful, I will suspend your job."

Editor-in-Chief Wen said: "I'm not working overtime."

Qi Rui said: "I don't care, anyway, you didn't sleep, I will punish you when I come back."

The editor-in-chief was silent.

Qi Rui said: "Brother Wen..."

Editor-in-Chief Wen: "...Huh?"

Qi Rui said: "I miss you so much, I really want to fly back right away. You won't sleep when I'm not here, and I'll hold you to sleep every day so you won't stay up late." His voice became like a baby, "Brother Wen I miss you so much, do you miss me?"

Editor-in-Chief Wen: "...Think."

Qi Rui's voice was tinged with joy: "Brother Wen, I will bring you a gift, you should go to sleep."

Editor Wen saw Qi Rui's gift early the next morning.

It turned out to be news that a domestic entrepreneur was ruined.

Editor-in-Chief Wen glanced at the frightened and desolate photo of a rat crossing the street in the news, reached out and clicked close.He remembered this man, who made his fortune through the energy of his wife's family, but secretly loved all kinds of perverted games, especially with young boys.

At that time, he was not deeply involved in the world, so he thought that he really met a good person.But his mother clearly knew what kind of person the other person was, but she still sent him to that person's side.

After breaking through those pictures, he gritted his teeth and fled home, questioning the woman about many things.

"Is inheritance so important?"

"Of course, why do you think I gave birth to you?"

"..."

"You can't even please anyone! Trash! You trash!"

"..."

Editor-in-Chief Wen closed his eyes and leaned back in his chair.

He knew why Qi Rui brought this man out.

It's not that I feel wronged for him, but I feel that this person has also "successful".

The toy that I like so far has been played with by someone, how can Qi Rui bear this tone?

The most desperate and embarrassing memories were churning in my mind, and the editor-in-chief's hand trembled slightly.

After a while, editor-in-chief Wen turned off the computer and went out to work.

As soon as the door was opened, Qi Rui's figure suddenly jumped out of the door.

Qi Rui hugged a jar and said excitedly: "Brother Wen!"

The editor-in-chief was slightly taken aback.

Qi Rui said as if offering a treasure: "Didn't you say you wanted to eat pickles from your hometown last time? I broke through many barriers and brought them here for you. You can eat them with porridge in the morning!"

Editor-in-Chief Wen wanted to smile, but couldn't move the corners of his lips.He could only ridicule: "The gift you are talking about is this, so shabby?"

Qi Rui's bright eyes dimmed.

He said, "Don't you like it?"

Editor-in-Chief Wen said, "Well, close your eyes."

Qi Rui obeyed obediently.

Editor-in-Chief Wen gently pressed a kiss on his lips.

Qi Rui felt his heart was about to pop out of his heart.

His palms were sweating, and his mouth felt dry from tension.

Qi Rui secretly opened a slit to look at the editor-in-chief.

Editor Wen leaned against the door and looked at him with a faint smile: "This is a return gift."

Qi Rui's cheeks turned red.

Not to be outdone, he said, "Your return gift is also very shabby." His heart was still pounding, and he asked in a daze, "...Brother Wen, this is a normal kiss, isn't it?"

Editor-in-Chief Wen paused, rubbed his head and said, "...um."

Qi Ruiteng put his arms around the editor-in-chief and said, "Brother Wen, I miss you so much, I like you so much, I like you so much."

Editor Wen raised his hand to look at his watch and said, "If you don't go out, you will be late."

Qi Rui stared at him.

Qi Rui began to change ways to find gifts for editor-in-chief Wen.

After giving the gift, Qi Rui stared at the editor-in-chief Wen with shining eyes, and his intention of asking for a "return gift" was very clear.

Editor-in-Chief Wen occasionally gets what he wants, and occasionally relentlessly picks his gift to nothing.

Not only was Qi Rui not unhappy, but he became even more interested, taking pleasure in finding a gift that fit the editor-in-chief's preferences.After two months, Qi Rui finally got his wish and let the editor-in-chief nod to have sex with him.

Qi Rui hugged Editor-in-Chief Wen carefully in his arms like holding a baby, and instead of rushing to claim or invade, he first provoked Editor-in-Chief Wen's anger.

When the two of them vented together, Qi Rui hugged the editor-in-chief tightly and said, "Brother Wen, I love you, I love you."

"……Um."

They all had a good time tonight.

The editor-in-chief stood in front of the calendar and looked at the time before work started the next day.

The assistant said, "Editor-in-chief, what are you looking at? Is there anything important to write down?"

Editor-in-Chief Wen said: "No." After a pause, he changed his words again, "Accompany me to a place today, it should be a business trip."

The assistant nodded and said, "Okay."

Editor-in-Chief Wen asked his assistant to drive him to the psychiatrist.

The doctor said, "You're much better."

"Ah."

"Is there someone with you?"

"……Correct."

"It's a good thing and it's very important to have someone with you during treatment."

"..."

The conversation was shorter than usual.

In fact, editor-in-chief Wen has never had much desire to talk. If it weren't for getting the medicine, he would never talk about his inner thoughts with others.

On the way back, the assistant hesitated to speak.

Editor-in-chief Wen said: "Don't tell others when you go back, just say that we came to find an old writer nearby, but we couldn't find it."

The assistant agreed earnestly.

After returning to the company, Qi Rui really found him and pestered him to ask where he was.

Editor-in-Chief Wen moved out the rhetoric he had thought up.

Qi Rui said: "Let me go with you next time!" He was very dissatisfied with the editor-in-chief's assistant, because his male intuition made him very sensitive to all the signals of coveting his mate.

Editor-in-Chief Wen said: "...OK."

Qi Rui pulled the editor-in-chief again to ask him to agree to a series of requests.

The editor-in-chief nodded, and Qi Rui left contentedly.

At this time, the assistant came in, and said to Editor-in-Chief Wen with a embarrassed expression: "...Editor-in-Chief, I heard something just now."

Editor-in-Chief Wen said, "What's the matter?"

The assistant said: "Mr. Qi received a friend today, and then directly greeted the personnel to keep that friend as an assistant. They all said that the friend hugged Mr. Qi as soon as they met..."

The editor-in-chief was startled.

"What's that friend's name?" he asked.

The assistant said, "The surname seems to be Xu."

The editor-in-chief gave a slight pause.

The surname is Xu, probably Qi Rui's old friend.There must be some misunderstanding between them, when they were so young, how could there be any betrayal or not?This time it's fine.

Now Qi Rui can fall in love with others like a normal person...

Editor-in-Chief Wen said: "I see, don't worry about these nosy things, let's go to work."

The assistant said: "This, this is not a trivial matter! Editor-in-chief, if he has such a 'friend', was he playing with you a while ago? It's too much..."

Editor-in-Chief Wen said, "No." He patted his assistant on the shoulder, telling him not to be too angry.

The assistant said: "What's wrong! I tried to get close to you all day long, but now—"

The editor-in-chief Wen saw that the assistant was angry for him, and he was taken aback, and asked, "If I want to resign, will you resign with me this time?"

The assistant was brought by Editor-in-Chief Wen from China.

After hearing this, the assistant said excitedly: "Of course! I will go wherever you go, editor-in-chief!"

The editor-in-chief said, "Thank you—"

Before another word of thanks fell, the door was opened from the outside.

Editor-in-Chief Wen looked at Qi Rui who had left and returned outside the door in astonishment.

Qi Rui said to the assistant: "Get out!"

The assistant somehow felt that Qi Rui in front of him was very dangerous, so he stood in front of the editor-in-chief and said, "You..."

Editor Wen pressed the assistant's shoulder and said, "You go out first."

The assistant hesitated worriedly.

Qi Rui pursed his lips tightly.

Editor Wen personally sent the assistant to the door, closed the door, and turned to look at Qi Rui.

Qi Rui pressed Editor-in-Chief Wen against the door heavily: "You want to resign? You want to resign with that guy? You want to go with him? What is your relationship with that guy?" His eyes were red, "Do you want to Betray me, are you going to betray me, I won't allow it, I won't allow it!"