The Melancholy of a Third-Rate Writer

"Wait a minute, thank you advisor, wait a moment!"

A middle-aged woman with a beautiful appearance, with a rare eagerness on her face, quickly chased after her.

The young man walking in front paused, turned his head to look at the middle-aged woman and smiled faintly: "Madam Chairman, do you have anything to tell me?"

The middle-aged woman said, "Thank you very much this time."

The young man said: "If the chairman trusts me, then things will be done."

The middle-aged woman said, "I have an unfeeling request, please think about it."

The young man asked, "Chairman's wife, please tell me."

The middle-aged woman said: "That's right, I want you to take my unfulfilling son with you for a while. His temper is just like his father's, and he doesn't listen to anyone. I really can't do anything about him. Now I want to cut off his pocket money and discipline him well! I don’t know if you will agree to it, Consultant Xie?”

The young man said, "No problem, I'm fine now anyway."

The middle-aged woman shook the young man's hand and said, "I'm really sorry for you."

The young man nodded, listening to the middle-aged woman's words seriously, but he didn't really listen to him.

His name is Xie Ze'an, and he was adopted by an old man when he was a child, and took the old man's surname.And the name is taken from "If you come, you will be safe", the old man is to let him stay in peace, don't think so much about what you have and what you don't have.

Xie Ze'an originally thought that he would never set foot in this city again, but he still came after hearing that the middle-aged woman's husband was in trouble.

He came to make up for this woman.

Although this woman abandoned him, he could understand her choice. After all, no one wanted to raise the son of a rapist.

Yes, he was the son of a rapist.

His biological father was a heinous fugitive. The fugitive knew that he would die if he was caught, so as long as he met a beautiful woman on the way to escape, that guy would "sow seeds" on each other—that guy didn't care whether the woman would give birth to a child. Come down, whether they will raise the children, as long as there are one or two "sons" born.

What a disgusting guy.

Although Xie Ze'an was still very young when he was thrown away, he could understand adults' conversations, so he knew that his birth was not expected.He was already a sign of filth before he was born.

When he was sent away, he didn't cry, nor did he think about going back to his mother.

He sat quietly by himself at the gate of a train station in a strange city. After two days and two nights, he was finally picked up by an old man to adopt him.

He didn't like that rigid and stubborn old man very much at first, and argued with that stubborn old man all day long.There was constant friction between the old and the young, but the relationship was getting better and better. He regarded the old man as his father in his heart.

But the good times didn't last long. When he was 12 years old, the old man fell ill.

I was very ill.

Xie Ze'an couldn't pay for the hospitalization.

A ridiculous idea came into his mind, and he put it into action.

He went to blackmail his biological mother.

He threatened that if the other party did not give him a sum of money, he would publicize his existence.His birth mother watched him in horror, as if she couldn't believe what she had heard.

Xie Zean got the money.

He returned to the hospital with the money.

Originally he didn't want to disclose the source of the money, but the old man said that he would not treat the disease unless he confessed, so he had to tell the truth.

The old man slapped him severely, and cursed: "You are committing a crime! Do you know that you are committing a crime? She is your mother, how could you blackmail her!" No matter how much he begged, he refused to be hospitalized again.

Not long after, the old man died.

The man did not flick his tears easily, but that night Xie Ze'an cried until the sky was bright.

The next day, some old friends of the old man came over. They helped the old man with his funeral and took him away in a coaxing and deceitful manner.

He resented them for being late: "Why didn't you come earlier!"

They were more upset than him, and one of them said to him, "We want to arrive earlier, but if it wasn't for you, he wouldn't have contacted me at all."

Xie Ze'an went to a new place and received various teachings.

No matter how hard and difficult the days were, he gritted his teeth and survived.

Because this was the way out that the old man gave him with all his face before he left, he couldn't lose the face of the old man no matter what.

Xie Ze'an has never lacked patience and persistence. It took him more than ten years to catch that vicious fugitive.

Seeing the fugitive being shot with his own eyes, Xie Zean didn't feel very happy.

Having been preparing for this day for ten years and suddenly achieved his goal, Xie Ze'an was a little at a loss for a while.

Fortunately, he already has many friends.

Xie Ze'an decided to let go of everything before and start his own life.

However, not long after he made this decision, he suddenly heard the news here.

Xie Ze'an resigned from his position with a friend and came here to help the middle-aged woman's husband tide over the difficulties.After this period of contact, he knew that this woman had a very tolerant husband and a son who was a little naughty but also brilliant.

She's doing well, and as long as her husband's company can get through a brief period of hardship, she'll be happy forever.

Xie Ze'an always felt guilty towards this woman.

His existence was a kind of harm to this woman, but he still picked up the knife and stabbed the woman in the chest again.After that incident, he must have been a nightmare for this woman. When she came back to her dream, she would definitely feel horrified that "he really is the son of a rapist."

If he didn't make up for the mistakes he made at the beginning, even if he chased him underground, the stubborn old man wouldn't see him.

He decided to come over and help this woman, and then the two had nothing to do with each other.

Facing the middle-aged woman who was worried about her son, Xie Ze'an couldn't refuse her request after all.

The day after parting with the middle-aged woman, Xie Ze'an saw her son.

The young man had unruly eyes.

Upon seeing him, the young man snorted and said, "You are that consultant Xie? Don't be ridiculous, what can you teach me?"

Xie Ze'an said: "I really have nothing to teach you, but your mother gave me all your pocket money. If you want money, you have to listen to me."

The young man's face was extremely ugly.

For Xie Ze'an, it is not difficult to deal with a half-grown boy.Fortunately, although the teenager was almost spoiled, he was not so hopeless, and his attitude towards him slowly changed after he showed his hands a few times.

Of course, he still insisted on fighting with him.

Xie Ze'an inexplicably felt that this way of getting along was a bit familiar, and when he thought about it carefully, it was exactly the same as when the old man first adopted him.

Xie Ze was relieved and became more attentive in teaching.

They had been together for half a year, and the boy's temper had been worn down a lot by him.

The boy's birthday was approaching, and it took him a long time before he finally nodded and gave the boy money to have fun with those friends.He gave the boy the card with the money on it the night before his birthday. The boy froze, took the card and ran away unhappy.

The boy played until midnight the next day, and when he came back he was drunk, and led a group of cronies back to his house to continue making trouble.

Xie Ze'an frowned and drove the people away.

The boy said, "Why did you drive my friend away!"

Xie Ze'an laughed angrily: "This is my home."

The young man said, "So what about your house..." He became angry again, "If you don't come to celebrate my birthday, why don't I take him home to celebrate my birthday?"

Xie Ze'an said, "You are drunk."

The boy said: "No!" After he finished speaking, he fell forward and fell into Xie Ze'an's arms.

The young man seemed to feel very comfortable on Xie Zean's body, and his breathing became long and gentle after hanging it up for a long time.

Actually fell asleep.

Xie Ze'an reluctantly carried him upstairs, trying to get away, but the boy hugged him like an octopus and refused to let him go.

Xie Ze'an could only sleep with him.

When I woke up the next day, the sun was just right, and the room was very warm.When Xie Zean woke up, his arms were a little numb. He sat up and scanned around for the boy, and got out of bed to get dressed.

Just as he was buttoning the button, the boy poked his head in from the door and said, "I fried eggs, come and eat together!"

Xie Ze'an raised his eyebrows and said, "It's useless to please me, your pocket money for this month has already been overdrawn by you."

The boy pursed his lips and snorted, "Do I only cook breakfast for you when I want to ask you for money?"

Xie Ze'an said, "Isn't it?"

The boy stopped talking and continued to work.

Xie Ze'an went out after washing up, and found that the boy's handicraft was already very good under his own training, so he couldn't help boasting: "It looks good."

There was a smug smile on the boy's face: "Of course."

The young man sat aside and watched Xie Zean eagerly eating breakfast. When Xie Zean was almost finished eating, he suddenly said, "Xie Zean, shall we be together?"

Xie Zean was stunned.

The boy said: "I know you like me, even my parents think I'm annoying, if you don't like me, how can you treat me so well!" His ears were slightly red, but his tone was always awkward, "Since you like me so much, I will be with you reluctantly."

Xie Ze'an finished the rest of the breakfast without saying a word.

The boy said: "Xie Ze'an..."

Xie Ze'an said, "I'll take you back later."

The boy looked at him blankly.

Xie Ze'an said: "Who said I don't think you are annoying? Who said I treat you well? I received money from your parents to discipline you for them." Mom said, I haven’t taken the money yet. I’ll send you back later!”

The boy stared at Xie Ze'an for a long time, and after confirming that Xie Ze'an was not joking, he gritted his teeth and stood up: "You don't need to send me!" After finishing speaking, he ran away without looking back.

Xie Zean closed his eyes and leaned back on the chair.

It was not his intention to hurt the boy, but if he didn't do so, the boy would be hurt even more in the future.He doesn't hate young people, his heart is full of flesh, and he has lived with him for more than half a year, so it's not like he has no feelings for him at all.

But this kind of feeling is not the so-called liking.

It's more like he recalled the details of when he and the old man, father and son gradually got in touch with each other in the youth.

And he didn't want to see that woman again.

He understood the reason why the woman abandoned him, but it didn't mean he could get along with her peacefully.

He is not a magnanimous person, and he wanted to pay off the original debt just for peace of mind.

He didn't want to do such a thing as kidnapping someone's son.

On the third day after the boy left, Xie Ze'an had already returned to the city where his friend Lu Xiaohua was.Lu Xiaohua was another poor guy who, like him, was considered a "son of a rapist" and they became friends easily.

Xie Ze'an parked his car on the side of the road and was about to call Lu Xiaohua to say, "I, Hu Hansan, are back again", when he suddenly received a call from the teenager's mother.

Xie Ze'an was startled, and pressed the connect button.

The woman's voice sounded desperate: "You... are you here to take revenge on me..." She was crying over there, "Xiaohui is innocent, please let him go..."

The woman spoke nonsense, but Xie Ze'an still understood.

The woman already knew the boy's feelings for him and who he was.

Xie Ze'an felt a little ridiculous.

He never thought of using the boy to take revenge.

But it can't be blamed on the woman for doubting him. Who told him to have such a criminal record?A person who can blackmail even his own mother is certainly not worthy of trust.

Xie Ze'an assured the woman: "I will never appear in front of him again." He was about to end the call when he suddenly felt a dazzling light flashing in front of him.

That's the truck light.

Then there were sharp and piercing brakes, and the sound of glass being smashed and broken...

Xie Zean felt a pain in his forehead and almost lost consciousness.

There was nothing but darkness in front of him.

……it's over?

...Is this the end?

fair enough.

Next time he should learn to be smart and strive for a good birth.

[Yu Wen?over】