The Melancholy of a Third-Rate Writer

[Fuck] Have you watched the closing speech of the God of Smiling Proud God...

Main Building: I don't know how to describe my mood, a thousand words can only be turned into a shit.One or two of the masters have become gays, and they have also become a couple with local tyrants. As a street writer, I dare not thank the local tyrants now...

1L: I just came out of the closing speech, and I feel that the first two words of the title are used very precisely...

2L: It is strongly requested that the tags be added to categories such as [Fuck] [Blind dog eyes] [Show love to death] [I see how long you can last] and other categories!

3L: Thousands of words can only be turned into one sentence+10086

4L: Didn’t you find out that Jian Jia Cangcang’s company is called [Tianxia] Media...

5L: Wearing a vest and broke the news, when Jian Jia Cangcang scooped me up, he slipped his tongue and said that he would definitely cultivate me to push Xiaoao Dashen off the list!

6L: Upstairs made me think of some crappy stuff

7L: I thought of that too.

8L: "You give him my turn!"

"Damn it, you actually enjoyed it!"

"Fuck me all of you!"

"Xiaoao, why did you betray me?"

"Damn it, what should I do with you?"

"Come here, pull down the person who just touched Xiaoao and cut him off!"

9L: ...upstairs you are enough

10L: ...upstairs...

11L: Barty begging for more!

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111L: You are the author of "Aspirations", right?Have time to water in the back garden but no time to write more?hehe.

112L: ...I seem to have witnessed something happen

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203L: After Brother 111 appeared, LZ disappeared. Could it be that LZ is really the author of "Aspirations"? Brother 111 supports you to pull him back to have sex, the pit king should have sex!

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After Feng Er finished brushing the post, he said to Xiao Xiao very unhappy: "These guys are more and more fond of crooked buildings!"

Xiao Xiao: "..."

Feng Er cheerfully read Xiao Xiao's closing speech again.

After four years, I started writing again, and the enthusiasm for Xiaoao Tianxia has not disappeared. It once reached the top of the best-seller list, and subscriptions and monthly tickets are rushing in.Feng Er followed Xiao Xiao's new essay from beginning to end, and still felt the things that fascinated him deeply from the familiar lines.

Unexpectedly, the biggest surprise is hidden in the closing speech.

Xiao Xiao said frankly that this article was written for one person, and that person's name was Jian Jia Cangcang.

Xiao Xiao called him Xiao Jian Jia inside as before.

Feng Er felt that love made him stupid.

What he loves is the Xiaoaotianxia who infected him with words, and also the Xiaoaotianxia who can patiently enlighten him, but he was shaken by other things.

This almost made him give up such a relationship that was right in front of him.

Thankfully he didn't really give up.

Feng Er can't wait to announce to everyone that he and Xiao Xiao are together.

The days flew by.

After they formally established their relationship, Feng Er discovered that Xiao Xiao is definitely a perfect lover.

Xiao Xiao knows how to play romance better than anyone else, he often gives him great surprises, and he is never stingy with love words, and he can often say it without changing his face, making him blush.

Feng Er was so triumphant that he couldn't help showing off to his friends.

The friend seemed to think that he was too stupid, and said coldly: "I am so proficient, I should have practiced with many people."

Cover two: "..."

You must hold your breath, this guy is definitely envious and jealous!

Even though he had added several layers of defense to his little heart, Feng Er was still sluggish when he got home.

Xiao Xiao was squeezing juice, seeing Feng Er's expression was wrong, he couldn't help asking: "What's wrong?"

Feng Er said, "Nothing."

He glanced at Xiao Xiao's beautiful side face, it doesn't matter what happened before, as long as Xiao Xiao is his now...

Xiao Xiao raised his head and took a sip of the freshly squeezed orange juice, then raised his hand to give Feng Er a cup.

Feng Er took the cup and took several sips.

Xiao Xiao put down his glass and stared at Feng Er's half-down eyelashes.After getting along with him, he found that Er Shao Feng was actually very simple, with all his thoughts written on his face, like at this moment, it was obviously awkward, but he was still awkward and refused to speak, for fear that he would not be able to suppress himself to death.

Xiao Xiao supported the back of the chair with one hand, pressed Feng Er's shoulder with the other, leaned over and kissed him.

This kiss was sour and sweet.

Xiao Xiao skillfully controlled Feng Er's breathing until he was breathlessly kissed before leaving a little distance, meeting Feng Er's eyes.

Feng Er couldn't recover, spilled most of the juice in his hand, and his shirt was wet.

Xiao Xiao pretended to sigh helplessly: "Why are you so careless?" He reached out and kneaded Feng Er's waist.

Feng's hands trembled, and the glass fell to the ground and shattered into several pieces.

Xiao Xiao pressed Feng Er back.

Compared with Feng Er's jerky, he can always easily find out Feng Er's weakness, and make Feng Er weak all over without any effort.This is not fair to Feng Er in bed, but Xiao Xiao also takes care of Feng Er's "needs" very much, and will not only care about venting his desires.

Xiao Xiao kissed the bridge of Feng Er's nose, staring at the innocent and trusting expression on that face that only he could see.He asked again with a voice like a love story: "Little Jian Jia, what's wrong with you?"

This title made Feng Er's body softer.

Feng Er didn't have the strength to fight back at all, so he obediently said the answer: "Xue Siqi said that you have practiced this kind of thing with many people..."

Xiao Xiao said, "I'm sorry."

Feng Er was a little confused.

Xiao Xiao hugged him into his arms: "I failed to give you the confidence to trust me."

Feng Er finally regained his composure, and he stretched out his arms to hug Xiao Xiao: "I don't believe you!" It's just that I couldn't believe Xiao Xiao's "before".

Of course Xiao Xiao could see what Feng Er was thinking.

This is his own doing.

Xiao Xiao said, "I'm sorry."

Feng Er said: "Xiao Xiao, I didn't..."

Xiao Xiao said, "I love you."

Feng Er fell silent.

The flowers of happiness in his heart bloomed one after another.

No matter what it used to be, Xiao Xiao is his now, and it will be his in the future!

Feng Er took the initiative to put his arms around Xiao Xiao's neck and kissed him.

The life of Feng Er was very enjoyable, and two years passed in the blink of an eye.

Feng Er is more satisfied than anyone else. The only regret is that the affairs of the Xiao family have not been settled yet, and they cannot live together for the time being.Feng Er asked Xiao Xiao several times what he was up to, but Xiao Xiao never said anything.

Feng Er could only ask someone to check it quietly.

After a search, it was discovered that Xiao Xiao was helping his brother to stabilize the power of the patriarch.The elder brother of the Xiao family has secured his position, and the first thing he does is to help Xiao Xiao get rid of his step-sister and "brother-in-law".These two people usually have a lot of greed for public funds, and they have a lot of tricks in the hands of others, so it is not difficult to deal with them.

Although the old man of the Xiao family wanted to protect them, the elder brother of the Xiao family no longer cared about his face, and put those two people in jail with his own hands.

This kind of "righteous killing of relatives" caused the Xiao family brother to suffer a lot of criticism, but the Xiao family brother never let go.

This practice of killing chickens to warn monkeys allowed the Xiao family to successfully complete a dangerous "exchange of blood", and the elder brother of the Xiao family officially took over.

With such an elder brother protecting Xiao Xiao, Feng Er was so happy that he ran over to call him elder brother.

Brother Xiao: "..."

Xiao Xiao: "...he is not so funny sometimes."

The Xiao family settled down, and the two families began to sit together to discuss "marriage".Xiao Xiao and Feng Er didn't take much part in the affairs of the two families, but they were the most leisurely people.

People feel refreshed on happy occasions, Feng Er thinks about having a big party.

The main purpose...well, to show affection!

Feng Er actively calls friends.

It just so happened that the Chinese New Year was coming, and most of the people expressed that they could participate, Feng Er happily prepared, with his tail raised high behind him, anyone could see how happy he was living his life!

Feng Er's party is scheduled to be held in Feng's house.

The advantage here is that it covers a large area, and it is far away from the urban area, the scenery is good enough, and the air is fresh enough.

The purpose of the party is for everyone to sit down and gossip. He doesn't prepare too many programs, just eating and drinking.In order to entertain the guests, Feng Er also booked a hot spring not far from the farewell industry, and planned to invite everyone to go to the hot spring together after eating and drinking.

The first person to arrive was Lu Xiaohua, this guy was about to graduate, and everyone else was so busy, but he became a person with nothing to do and didn't have to do anything. The program "Cultural Forum" has been taken over by Lu Xiaohua, and the article under Xiaolu Luanchuang's name has also been published, and the adaptation has been changed, but this guy still has the energy to try many other things.

This guy really did all the things that other people couldn't do in eight lifetimes!

To this kind of person, Feng Er can only say...the bullshit is running away!Definitely should do more work!

Feng Er put one hand on Lu Xiaohua's shoulder, and said bluntly: "Lu Xiaohua, when will you come to train our newcomers for Tianxia Media?"

Lu Xiaohua: "...I'm still a rookie myself!"

Feng Er was about to continue the abduction when he heard his friend Xue Siqi say sadly, "Get your hands off me."

Feng Er quickly withdrew his hand to show his innocence.

After a while, people arrived one after another.

The little upstart and Tian Shuai came together, and there was a gentle young man by his side. Feng Er had met him a few times and knew that this was the little upstart's cousin, Gu Ping.The two brothers were at odds in the past few years, but they have gradually reconciled in the past two years. Before the little upstart came, he asked if he could bring one more person, and Feng Er naturally happily agreed.

Immediately afterwards, Qi Ming, Water God, Ya Xiaoyue and others also came.

Chat and eat, time passes quickly.

Feng Er greeted: "Let's go to the hot spring together!"

Originally there was an independent hot spring room, but Feng Er didn't think it was lively enough, so he strongly urged everyone to take a bath together.Ya Xiaoyue took a few girls to another hot spring pool, leaving a few men staring.

Feng Er said: "Tuo Tuotuo!"

None of the people present were shy, and they quickly got ready with their upper body naked.The little nouveau riche was very active. When he saw his cousin Gu Ping's figure, he even whistled: "Brother, how did you train?"

Gu Ping said, "Just practice a little more." He glanced at his cousin, "You're not bad either."

At this time, a voice sounded from behind Gu Ping: "Is nothing bad?"

Gu Ping turned his head and saw a man standing behind him who was supposed to be very busy and would never show up here. If it wasn't Mr. Qin, who else?

Gu Pingbai: "...a figure."

Mr. Qin glanced warily at the little upstart.

Then he snorted: "It's almost the same." He asked Gu Ping, "Where is the locker room?"

Gu Ping showed him the way.

The little nouveau riche saw Mr. Qin walking away, and asked Gu Ping in a low voice: "Didn't you say he won't come?"

Tian Shuai said, "It's the same as you saying you can't go to my class reunion."

The little upstart was furious: "I can't go yet? If I don't go, can I hear your old classmate confess his love to you?"

Tian Shuai: "..."

Next time, I will definitely not do such a thing of digging a hole and jumping by myself.

Feng Er turned his head to look at Xiao Xiao who was molesting the water god with Lu Xiaohua, and then at Xue Siqi who had been staring at Lu Xiaohua, feeling that he seemed to have miscalculated this time.

Also let people not show affection!

Feng Er watched for a long time, and finally caught a guy who was alone: ​​Qi Ming.

Feng Er ran to sit beside Qi Ming: "Are you coming alone?"

Qi Ming said, "Come back and feel the atmosphere of Chinese New Year. If you want to use domestic material for your next drama, come back first to check out the locale."

Feng Er said: "I didn't expect you to be serious about your work." He raised his chin and gestured towards Xue Siqi and Mr. Qin, with deep contempt in his tone, "I'm really ashamed of them."

Qi Ming smiled: "You guy has the right to be ashamed for others?"

Feng Er said: "...you are not cute at all."

Qi Ming said, "Thank you for the compliment."

Feng Er said: "Where did I praise you?"

Qi Ming said, "Aren't you praising me for becoming mature?"

Feng Er said: "...how thick-skinned!"

Qi Ming was about to speak when the mobile phone that was put aside suddenly rang.He picked up the phone and answered, "What's wrong?"

Yuris' voice came from the other end of the phone: "...Where are the diapers?"

Qi Ming said, "Ask the housekeeper."

Quiet over there.

After a while, the other side asked again, "How much milk powder should be put?"

Qi Ming said, "Ask the housekeeper."

It was very quiet again over there.

Qi Ming didn't speak, nor hung up.

It took Yuris a while to speak again: "When will you come back? My son misses you."

Qi Ming said, "In two days, the crew has not returned yet."

There was silence.

Qi Ming said, "If it's okay, I'll hang up."

Uris said: "...I miss you too."

Qi Ming showed a faint smile, and said to Yuris: "Well, see you later."

He hung up the phone, and met Feng Er's probing gaze as soon as he turned his head.

Qi Ming asked, "What's wrong?"

Feng Er said: "You haven't been captured yet? I think Jin? Uris has worked hard in the past two years."

Qi Ming said, "I'm also working hard." He glanced at the dimly lit screen in his hand, "One day time will change everything, but not yet. When I have more things in my life, There are more things in his life, and the proportion of the past that we used to care about is reduced a little bit, and everything will be much better.”

The second cover said: "So you agree with him to have a child?"

Qi Ming paused, nodded and said, "Yes, this is also part of the increase." He was quiet for a while, then smiled at Feng Er, "I think it's pretty good now, and I'm pretty comfortable."

Looking at Qi Ming's smile, Feng Er felt a little sad for some reason.Such a smile never appeared on Qi Ming's face before.Sometimes I really wish that Qi Ming would always be that heartless guy, although he was a bit fucked up in talking and doing things, at least he didn't have to work hard to learn to accept a life he didn't want to accept like now.

Feng Er couldn't help asking: "...do you still love him?"

Qi Ming paused for a longer time, until Feng Er thought he would not answer, and then he said softly: "Love." After he finished speaking, he added, "It's just that I don't love so much."

Feng Er was silent.

Qi Ming said: "Passionate love needs to burn all the enthusiasm. If you want to live, just a little bit is enough."

Feng Er stretched out his arms to hug Qi Ming.

Before he could be hugged for three seconds, he was picked up.

Cover two: "..."

Xiao Xiao said solemnly: "It's still naked, don't hug me."

Congratulations, Feng Er Shao's show of affection has been achieved√