The Melancholy of a Third-Rate Writer

Lu Xiaohua ran to the hospital dragging his heavy legs.

Lu Yulin was still in a coma and seemed to be in a deep sleep.

Seeing that they looked alike, the doctor told him about Lu Yulin's condition without asking any questions.

Lu Yulin was really tossed so miserably this time, the old injury that was taught by Uris last time relapsed again, the so-called worsening situation probably refers to this situation.

Lu Xiaohua sent the doctor away, walked to the bench in the corridor and sat down.

Lu Yulin, who closed his eyes tightly, reminded him of his "brother" when he was a child. At that time, Lu Yulin was obviously not too well-behaved, either deliberately alienated or deliberately picky, but no matter how he looked at it, he felt that his brother was very good.

It's so good, it's so good that he can't wait to feel the pain.Give him what you have, and try to get him what you don't have.

Later, Lu Yulin went astray, mixed with a few bad students, and helped them cheat by using the name of the top students.Lu Yulin said that he wanted money, he wanted to live as decently as others, he wanted to buy new clothes, new shoes and new stationery, he wanted everything, but his family was poor and their parents were poor, so he didn’t Ways to resist that temptation.With cheating, other things will naturally follow. Lu Yulin learned to smoke, drink, and pick up girls. These bad habits made him get into trouble with people he shouldn't have.

The first time Lu Yulin cried and said to him, "What to do, what to do, it's ruined, everything is ruined", Lu Xiaohua took everything softly.

With the first time, there will soon be a second time.

Lu Xiaohua has never been outstanding, and compared to the outstanding Lu Yulin, he is more like someone who can do those things, so more and more people believe, more and more people blame, and more and more people avoid.

Lu Xiaohua remembered how stupid he was at the time, and he thought "Fortunately, it wasn't my younger brother who had to bear this."It wasn't until he realized that Lu Yulin was justly pushing everything on him, and that everything had hurt many people who were important to him, that Lu Xiaohua realized that it shouldn't be like this.

He shouldn't connive, shouldn't take over, and shouldn't help Lu Yulin hide it.

Lu Xiaohua began to learn to refuse, and Lu Yulin became very angry after discovering his change, and the relationship between the two brothers fell to the freezing point.

Lu Xiaohua has always wondered why Lu Yulin could take those things for granted.

Thinking about it later, maybe he was wrong, he was wrong at the beginning, if you want to help Lu Yulin, you should bring him back on track early.

Lu Xiaohua stood up, walked to the door of the ward, looked at Lu Yulin for a while, and called his uncle's house.

He was there with Lu Yulin's mother.

Just sent his father away a year ago, and suddenly heard the news that Lu Yulin was hospitalized, Lu's mother couldn't bear it all at once, and almost fainted.

Lu Xiaohua said: "You take care of him."

Lu's mother was in a hurry: "Why did this happen! Did you take revenge on him, Xiaohua, did you let him go, and you asked those people to let him go..."

When Lu Xiaohua heard this blurted question, his face turned pale for a moment.

He thought he didn't care anymore.

It turned out to be just a thought.

Lu Xiaohua leaned back, leaning against the wall, holding the phone, listening to Lu's mother pleading anxiously.His life of more than ten years was indeed a joke, and there must be no second person who lives like him foolishly.

Lu Xiaohua was silent, he was bit by bit stripping away those wishful desires and wishful expectations that he once had, even if it would make his memory fragmented, he still wanted to clean them up.

That way he can move new things into it.

Lu Xiaohua quietly waited for that paragraph to stop talking.

Lu's mother gradually realized what kind of undercurrents were hidden under this tranquility.

Mother Lu couldn't help shouting: "Lu Xiaohua..."

Lu Xiaohua said "um", and said: "Have you finished speaking? Go and pack up your things after you finish speaking, and come out to take care of him. I will send you the address. If you don't know how to read it, let uncle help you." He paused, politely Added without hesitation, "I'm hanging up, goodbye."

His voice was devoid of any emotion from beginning to end.

Lu's mother was inexplicably flustered, and quickly called him: "Xiaohua——"

Lu Xiaohua asked coldly: "What's the matter?"

Mother Lu suddenly didn't know what to say.

Lu Xiaohua seemed to have just remembered what Lu's mother said just now, and responded: "I am living a good life now. Dad is very good to me, and Xue Siqi is also very good. I don't need to take revenge on anyone. In fact, if he didn't suddenly get involved in other people's affairs In the family struggle, he was seriously injured and sent back, I can't even think of him."

Mother Lu finally realized how big a mistake she had made.

She wanted to justify something, but when she opened her mouth, she found that her words were too pale, and it was impossible to recover what she had said wrong.

Mother Lu was quiet.

Lu Xiaohua hung up the phone calmly.

Lu Xiaohua found a nurse for Lu Yulin, and walked out of the building alone.

Spring is coming to an end, and the alternate seasons of spring and summer are particularly easy to get sick. There are more people in the hospital than usual, but it is still relatively deserted compared to other places.Lu Xiaohua strolled on the boulevard, thinking about the sullen tone on the phone from the boss.

After not listening to the persuasion, he ran to ask for comfort, which seemed a bit useless.

Lu Xiaohua couldn't help but took out his phone and looked at it.

It doesn't move.

Lu Xiaohua was about to put the phone away when it suddenly displayed a second caller.

As soon as Lu Xiaohua pressed the connect button, the voice of the second son of the Feng family came over immediately: "You kid actually signed a contract with someone else, do you look down on our Tianxia Media!"

It took several seconds for Lu Xiaohua to realize that the second child of the Feng family was talking about the article "The 29-year-old heroine".

Lu Xiaohua said: "Aren't you a male fan?"

The second child of the Feng family: "Yes, but I can open up new markets. But forget it, I was asking you if you want to publish the last article. Your master's schedule has been arranged, and you are masters and apprentices. The effect of publicity together should be fine."

Lu Xiaohua said: "I'm far from Master's level, isn't it shabby when put together!"

The second child of the Feng family: "This is what I want. With you as a green leaf, it will definitely set off your master even more!"

Lu Xiaohua: "..."

Lu Xiaohua: "Sometimes you can learn to be more tactful, thank you."

The second child of the Feng family said, "Think about it, and answer me after you think about it."

Lu Xiaohua agreed, and dug out the contacts to find the editor.

The editor said excitedly: "It's a good opportunity, take advantage of it!"

Lu Xiaohua was infected by the editor, and his mood gradually improved.After chatting with the editor for a few minutes, he hung up and dialed another number.

As if he was having a fight with him, no one answered for a long time.

Lu Xiaohua persistently redialed repeatedly.

The boss's voice finally sounded: "Is there something wrong?"

Lu Xiaohua said: "It's okay." Seeing that the boss seemed to be about to hang up the phone, he activated the "nothing happened just now" mode, "I'm fine here, there is still food at home, I didn't have time to eat, and the class was full again in the morning, I’m starving to death. If there’s nothing to eat, I’ll bring some on the way. If you want something to eat, I’ll buy it for you!”

boss:"……"

Lu Xiaohua said: "Xue Siqi?"

The boss said: "Come back, the housekeeper will warm up your meal."

After the boss said this, Lu Xiaohua finally felt relieved.

The reason why the boss is "easy to coax" is often because there is no real conflict between them, but this time is different, the boss obviously doesn't like him to handle Lu Yulin's matter, but he still comes.

This is equivalent to him challenging "authority".

Lu Xiaohua ran home.

The boss is sitting in the dining room reading a newspaper.

Lu Xiaohua couldn't help asking: "Didn't you finish reading the newspaper this morning..."

The boss closed his fingers and almost crumpled up the newspaper in his hand and threw it away.

His eyes scanned Lu Xiaohua up and down.

Lu Xiaohua took the initiative to explain: "Lu Yulin is still awake, I found a nurse for him, and then called my uncle to let them come out to take care of him. I really don't intend to take care of it, but I can't just watch him die."

The boss moved the newspaper down a bit, looked at Lu Xiaohua and issued a ban: "Don't go to the hospital again."

Lu Xiaohua said: "Good!"

The butler brought the hot food to Lu Xiaohua.

Seeing that the boss was so easy to talk to, Lu Xiaohua was in a better mood, and swept away his lunch three times in two.

Lu Xiaohua and his boss talked about the matter mentioned by the second child of the Feng family, and he also mentioned the matter that "The 29-year-old heroine" has signed a publishing contract.Before the boss could say anything, the butler who was listening on the sidelines had bright eyes: "When will the book come out? How many copies will be printed? Do you want to sign a sale? No, I have to check the information and see what I have to prepare."

The housekeeper hurried away.

Lu Xiaohua: "..."

There were only two people left alone, the boss raised his hand and pressed Lu Xiaohua's eye sockets.

Lu Xiaohua was startled.

The boss was displeased: "Crying?"

Lu Xiaohua said: "No."

The boss said, "It's better not because of Lu Yulin."

Lu Xiaohua couldn't argue.

The boss was very upset.

Very, very upset.

He didn't want Lu Xiaohua to see Lu Yulin, because Lu Xiaohua was willing to do anything for Lu Yulin.Now that Lu Yulin is lying on the hospital bed, if he wakes up, if he admits his mistake and pretends to be good, Lu Xiaohua may soften his heart again.

In addition to anger, the boss felt more uncertain.

He was not sure how Lu Xiaohua would choose if he and Lu Yulin were in front of Lu Xiaohua.

He wasn't sure if Lu Yulin would use any means to make Lu Xiaohua recognize him as his younger brother.

He has too many uncertainties.

The boss caught Lu Xiaohua and kissed him fiercely.

Lu Xiaohua felt anxious from the behavior of the boss.

Lu Xiaohua finally realized what the boss was thinking.

Lu Xiaohua swore to the sky: "I never had that kind of thought about him."

Of course the boss knew that Lu Xiaohua didn't have that kind of thought, if he really wanted to, he would have chopped Lu Yulin up!

The boss still asked, "Why are you crying?"

Lu Xiaohua said: "It's just that my eyes are red, I didn't cry."

The boss stares at him.

Lu Xiaohua could only tell the boss exactly what happened.

The boss was silent for a while after listening, and pulled Lu Xiaohua into his arms and hugged him tightly.

"You have us."