The Melancholy of a Third-Rate Writer

Lu Yulin can already walk normally.

Mother Lu kept silent in the ward.

Lu Yulin occasionally glanced at Mother Lu's gray hair.

Parents have been at odds since they were young. Sometimes Father Lu would run up the mountains for several days when they quarreled, while Mother Lu often hid aside and wiped her tears.

Whether it is father or mother, no one has ever said to him "Lu Xiaohua is your brother", and they always have only one attitude towards Lu Xiaohua: turn a blind eye.

Lu Yulin always looked at Lu Xiaohua subconsciously when enjoying the love of his parents.

At that time, Lu Xiaohua had undisguised envy on his face.

Lu Yulin felt that face was shining brightly, it looked very similar to him, but it felt different.

Lu Xiaohua's envy is always just envy, he has never been jealous of him, instead he kept encouraging him to call "brother".

Parents never speak for Lu Xiaohua, how could Lu Yulin be willing to call someone.In his eyes, Lu Xiaohua is stupid and stupid, and he doesn't deserve to be his brother at all.

Obviously, he was terribly afraid of the dark, so he went to the mountain road to practice his courage, just to stand up to his "brother" face in front of him.

In fact, in those dark mornings when Lu Xiaohua took him to school, the palms of the hands we held were wet.

Lu Xiaohua was terrified, and was sweating coldly, but he still straightened his back.

Once he disliked Lu Xiaohua's dirty hands, and Lu Xiaohua never led him again, and carefully told him to follow him.

He still dislikes Lu Xiaohua very much, and doesn't let him come to him at school, and doesn't let him tell others that he is his younger brother, let alone call Lu Xiaohua half-brother.

Lu Xiaohua didn't seem to care, and still took care of him foolishly.

Later, he got together with some scum from a good family, and used other people's money to change into new clothes and shoes that looked like a human being, and even looked down on Lu Xiaohua, who was too poor.

In the end, the scum was indeed a scum, they never looked down on him, they only treated him like a dog.Once he was pushed into the water by them, everyone clapped and laughed on the shore, as if human life didn't count as human life in their eyes!

That time, Lu Xiaohua saved him.

He was saved, but Lu Xiaohua was sinking.He was trembling with fright, but he didn't dare to jump down again, he was afraid, he was afraid of death, he was greedy for life and afraid of death.

Lu Xiaohua's friends rescued Lu Xiaohua.

Lu Xiaohua can always make true friends.

For the first time, Lu Yulin was a little scared, afraid of losing his "brother" Lu Xiaohua.He quietly changed his attitude towards Lu Xiaohua, that was the most peaceful and happiest time in their lives.

Lu Xiaohua didn't care about his timidity in the face of life and death at all, and he didn't care about his cold eyes at all, as if he would be happy as long as he gave him a little good face.

Lu Yulin only thought that Lu Xiaohua was really stupid.

Later, he had a falling out with those scumbags, and he was always tripped up, and they were looking for someone to teach him a lesson, and he was deceived and framed by them.He was terrified, and cried to Lu Xiaohua, "It's ruined, everything is ruined." Lu Xiaohua's heart softened, and Lu Xiaohua helped him carry everything.

He was still his top student, but Lu Xiaohua fell into a quagmire.

Many of Lu Xiaohua's friends have left Lu Xiaohua, but there are still many close friends around Lu Xiaohua.An emotion called jealousy gnawed at Lu Yulin's heart. He was not only jealous that Lu Xiaohua had made so many friends, but also jealous that those people left Lu Xiaohua, who had always only had his younger brother in their eyes.

Then a vicious thought popped up, which could no longer be stopped.

He wants Lu Xiaohua to belong to him and only to him.

He wants everyone to stay away from Lu Xiaohua, and he wants Lu Xiaohua to always have only him in his heart.

Watching Lu Xiaohua being forced step by step into the situation of betraying relatives, Lu Yulin once thought that he had done it.

But Lu Xiaohua proved to him with facts that he did not do it.

Lu Xiaohua is not someone who depends on them to survive, on the contrary, after leaving them, Lu Xiaohua makes himself live well.

Getting better and better.

Lu Xiaohua is not as stupid and inflexible as he despised.

Lu Xiaohua lives more seriously and works harder than anyone else.

Lu Xiaohua was also afraid to believe, afraid to accept, afraid to face.

But Lu Xiaohua still gritted his teeth and endured.

So Lu Xiaohua can always get everything he wants easily.

Lu Yulin opened the newspaper that Lu's mother bought.

Even though it has been a long time since the relationship between the head of the Xue family and Lu Xiaohua was made public, there is still a lot of reverberation in the newspapers.Lu Yulin stared at the pictures on the headlines. Lu Xiaohua was wearing a relatively mature formal attire, holding a wine glass and talking and laughing with people. Even if it was just a photo, the calmness and confidence could be revealed from his calm and comfortable face.

This is Lu Xiaohua.

No matter what environment he is thrown in, he can live in style.

Lu Yulin closed the newspaper.

In contrast, he once had such good conditions, but in the end he returned to China like a bereaved dog.

The only one who stood by his side was his mother, whom he had never liked very much.

Lu Yulin said: "I can't get the diploma, I'll go back and help my uncle." He looked at Lu's mother, "You can't rely on your uncle to support you forever."

Mother Lu's tears fell quickly again.

Lu Yulin wanted to say something, but held back.He stood up and said, "I'm going to go through the discharge procedures."

Mother Lu hurriedly stood up: "I'll go, I'll go!"

Lu Yulin didn't fight her, he looked at Lu's mother walking out quickly, and his mind was slightly shaken.

Lu's mother went to the main hall to pay the fee, and happened to run into Lu Xiaohua, who came to vaccinate with the young couple holding the child.

When Fa Xiao met Lu's mother, he was very peaceful. He has become a father, and he has matured a lot overnight, at least he will no longer show hatred on his face.He nodded and asked, "Are you here to take care of Lu Yulin?"

Lu's mother said "hmm" and said a little embarrassedly: "I will go through the discharge procedures for Yulin, and then we will go home."

Fa Xiao didn't say anything, and went to line up with his son in his arms.

Mother Lu took two steps, but couldn't help but stop, turned her head and called Fa Xiaowen: "Xiao Hua...he married a man, what do you plan to do in the future, do you just live like that?"

Faxiao glanced at Lu's mother in surprise, and then he laughed: "Don't worry, Xiaohua will have his own child. Taking a step back, he still has a godson." He picked up his son Mother Lu waved her little hand with his wrist, "I've always regarded him as my younger brother, and my son is his son, so don't worry about it."

No matter how well the sharp tone is disguised, the tit-for-tat in the small talk is still very obvious.

Mother Lu's face turned pale, she didn't speak any more, she turned around and ran away.

Fa Xiao said to his wife: "Some people are always like this, thinking that if they just say sorry, shed a few tears and add some fake regrets, everything that happened will be smoothed over."

Fa Xiao's wife knew that Fa Xiao was complaining to Lu Xiaohua again, so she nodded in agreement.

No matter how well Lu Xiaohua is doing now, it is earned by Lu Xiaohua himself, and these "family members" have never given Lu Xiaohua any care.

In this case, they are not qualified to question Lu Xiaohua's future plans.

When Lu's mother returned to the ward, she was very depressed. Lu Yulin saw it at a glance and asked, "Mom, who did you meet?"

Lu's mother paused, and told the story of meeting Lu Xiaohua just now.

Lu Yulin said: "For Lu Xiaohua, we have no meaning. There is only one last thing we can do for him—don't appear in his life again."

Mother Lu's heart skipped a beat when she heard Lu Yulin's calm tone.

She raised her head to look at Lu Yulin, and suddenly found that the son's eyes seemed to be covered with a layer of dust, which was dim and painful.

Lu's mother couldn't help asking: "What's the matter, what's the matter? Yulin, tell me, what happened to you?"

Lu Yulin said: "I tried to protect someone not long ago, and then he gave me trust and protection." He paused slightly, "Even that stupid and brainless guy knows how to be grateful and reciprocate, but I have never done it." Yes. Until I figured it out, I felt that it was Lu Xiaohua who was wrong. He spoiled me and left me. Looking back, I took it for granted that I did so many things that are inferior to pigs and dogs. This kind of despicable and shameless It really might be the only one in the world.”

Mother Lu trembled slightly.

She knew all about what Lu Yulin did to Lu Xiaohua, she never said a word, just wanted to pretend that it never happened.

Lu Yulin focused on Mother Lu's pale face, and said slowly: "I will let you live a good life, and I will repay my uncle who has been taking care of you for me."

When Mother Lu heard Lu Yulin's filial words, her heart was always empty.She vaguely understood that Lu Yulin didn't suddenly realize his conscience and wanted to go home to fulfill his filial piety, but wanted to atone for his sins, just as he himself said, take good care of her and himself, and never appear in front of Lu Xiaohua again.

Lu Xiaohua was soft-hearted, if she had a bad time, or if something happened to Lu Yulin, he would definitely not sit idly by.

Even if he doesn't come over in person, Lu Xiaohua will take care of everything for them.

What Lu Yulin wants to achieve is "do not disturb".

She will have a young son who will give her a good life.

But she probably never had the chance to see her eldest son again.

Mother Lu lowered her head to hide the tears in her eyes.

Lu Yulin smiled, as if he didn't feel that he was doing something cruel - something extremely cruel to himself and his mother.He stood up and picked up the packed luggage and said, "Let's go, we're going back."

Mother Lu froze for a moment, followed in Lu Yulin's footsteps and left the hospital.

Leave the city where Lu Xiaohua is located.

When Lu Xiaohua came home at night, he found out that Lu Yulin had been discharged from the hospital.

Hearing that they had returned to their hometown, Lu Xiaohua was startled and said, "That's pretty good."

The butler looked at him worriedly.

Lu Xiaohua said: "It's really good, don't worry about it."

Butlers can only do things.

Seeing that Lu Xiaohua took out his little wife to write an update, the housekeeper also opened a computer and posted a post on the forum asking for help: "My son is in a bad mood, how can I help him?"

There were quite a few replies to the post, most of them were shocked that there was a father-level figure in the forum, and it was the newly appointed stork raccoon monkey!

The housekeeper was brutally molested.

The butler meticulously replied to their replies one by one, with a serious and serious tone. Seeing that he was so serious, others began to enthusiastically contribute enlightenment methods: ①Take him to the playground and let him play as much as he wants; Give him a hot hula dance; ③Take him to the supermarket and tell the supermarket that I have contracted it, and you can take whatever you want...

housekeeper:"……"

Although he has never really been a father, he can feel that these guys are not reliable!

The butler turned off the forum dejectedly.

But at this time Lu Xiaohua just opened the post sent by the housekeeper. After reading the whole building, Lu Xiaohua has already confirmed who the new stork cub is!

Seeing the boss open the bathroom door and come out, Lu Xiaohua asked seriously: "Do you think we should introduce someone to Dad?"

The boss sat next to Lu Xiaohua and asked, "What's wrong?"

Lu Xiaohua said: "He didn't know how he found the forum where I often hang out, and he became a stork and cub there. Dad is already 50 or [-] years old. Is it really okay to play in that place full of elementary school students!"

The boss doesn't mind betraying the butler: "No, not only this forum, but also the storks and raccoons in several of your fan groups. You should have known about the storks and raccoons in other book review areas."

Lu Xiaohua: "..."

He felt that it was imminent to introduce a partner to the housekeeper!

The boss saw what Lu Xiaohua was thinking, and said: "Don't think about it, even if you really introduce someone to the housekeeper, it won't change anything. You see, if you bring him back the big one, he will still be around you all day long." change."

Lu Xiaohua: "...can a partner be the same as a dog?" He glanced at the boss and nodded with an epiphany, "It seems to be similar."

The boss pulled Lu Xiaohua into his arms and bit him hard on the neck.

Lu Xiaohua was heartbroken: "Dogs don't even bite people!"

"I'm a dog, what are you?" The boss said grimly, "You're a dog?"

"..."

The author has something to say:

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