love is like life

Fu Yasheng had a very outrageous dream.

In it, Zhao Nan was cloned a lot, and they were all thrown away. Fu Misheng passed Zhao Nan one by one, trying to find the real Zhao Nan. I didn't see it, and even picked and picked inexplicably.

"Our Zhao Nan will not soak in this kind of dirty water, she has a cleanliness."

Zhao Nan died, and when the body was found, it had already soaked in the river.

When Fu Yasheng knew about it, Zhao Nan had already put it in a box, and there was not even a funeral.

Because she almost killed her father, now she has a crippled leg.

No one knows exactly how.

Fu Misheng has not been in contact with Zhao Nan for a long time, because her home is too messy, Zhao Nan can't go out and back, and she doesn't like being seen by her friends in a mess, and slowly she only knows Zhao Nan Probably news.

Zhao Nan entered the second middle school with the top grades in the middle school, and entered the second key class.

Zhao Nan's parents divorced because Zhao Nan's father cheated.

Zhao Nan's mother followed her everywhere, and Zhao Nan almost couldn't afford the tuition.

Zhao Nan mixed with social people.

Zhao Nan goes to class and sleeps every day.

Zhao Nan and Xia Jie's puppy love

All kinds of news were mixed together, rushing in at the beginning of Fu Yasheng's third year of high school.

Fu Yasheng went to the first class to see Xia Jie.

Xia Jie was called into the office every day and asked a lot of questions.

Fu Yasheng often leans upstairs or on the railing near the office, and from time to time stays on Xia Jie with casual eyes—flying away.

After Fu Yasheng heard a lot of news, she probably knew the reason for the incident in other people's eyes.

Zhao Nan hated her father because of her cheating, so she killed her, and when she woke up, she jumped into the river in fear.

"But she's not like that. She's timid."

Standing by the river, Fu Yasheng threw a stone down, stirring up a small splash that was buried by the current before jumping up.

"Don't ask Xia Jie anything." Fu Zheng said at the dinner table with a serious expression, "It's a mess now, you just need to know that Zhao Nan is not that kind of person."

Fu Zheng's family knows that Zhao Nan is a timid, obedient and obedient child who likes to laugh and likes Fu Dapang very much. She didn't meet Fu Misheng, but she often met Fu Zheng Gao Huimin, and always greeted them cheerfully. Ask what to say, and dare not look at dead things.

What is the reason for such a child to suddenly become violent? Maybe Xia Jie, who is always with Zhao Nan, knows.

There is also key evidence - Zhao Nan's mobile phone is gone.

"Understood." Fu Yasheng put coriander on the beef and stuffed it into his mouth.

"Don't you eat coriander?"

"Suddenly I feel delicious." Fu Yasheng said after sipping a mouthful of rice.

Zhao Nan's death was not discussed after two months, and the school gave a few more psychological counseling classes, and the matter passed.

Fu Misheng couldn't remember her relationship with Zhao Nan after high school for a while, but only remembered that Zhao Nan always held Fu Dafatty's paw and called her sister.

But she always looked at Xia Jie, and she saw the same shadow as herself in him.

Influenced by Zhao Nan.

There were more papers than usual in the third year of senior high school, diluting the sight of Fu Yasheng and Xia Jie.

Before Fu Yasheng had time to ask Xia Jie about Zhao Nan's death, she was overwhelmed by the nervousness of her senior year. There were more papers than usual, and they couldn't finish them. There was no rest time, and everywhere Fu Yasheng saw were papers and people giving lectures.

"Yayoi, will you do this?"

"Bring it here and have a look."

Such conversations often occur after class, and Fu Yasheng's seat is often surrounded by people.

She gave a more detailed lecture because Zhao Nan couldn't understand.

Fu Yasheng always had to explain step by step before Zhao Nan could understand.

The winter vacation of senior high school students was over, and when Fu Misheng was watching other people go on winter vacation, he received a call from Qin Qin, whom he hadn't contacted for a long time.

"Yayoi, don't be sad."

Only then did Qin Qin learn of Zhao Nan's death.

"She just went to live in another world first, just like when you two were playing the maze game, she went to explore the way first."

Fu Yasheng was listening to the phone, her throat choked up.

"Sister Qin Qin, she's not going to explore the way, she's going to fulfill other people's wishes and remove obstacles."

She's not going to scout the way.

Zhao Nan was lying on the bed, holding her head up to play with the dog.

"Yayoi, what is your wish for this year?"

"Have a book to read."

"Change one for another."

"You make me some noodles."

The picture on Fu Yasheng's mobile phone screen is the handmade noodles that Zhao Nan made for her.

Zhao Nan has a habit that others take for granted, that is, she will complete whatever Zhao Nan promises.

Fu Yasheng's tears fell at this moment, no one asked her about Zhao Nan, she was just telling her not to do anything.

Life is still going on as before, but Fu Yasheng will never meet Zhao Nan again.

Fu Yasheng was quite quiet, she was always alone, her memory began to deteriorate a bit, and her sleep time became shorter and shorter, but it didn't affect her studies, instead she was almost finishing her homework.

At four o'clock in the morning, Fu Yasheng was lying on the bed with her eyes open. She remembered the dream she had before and what she said in the dream.

"Our Zhao Nan will not soak in this kind of dirty water, she has a cleanliness."

It turned out that fate had already hinted.

Fu Yasheng couldn't fall asleep anymore, so she sat down at the desk and turned on the lamp, casually flipped through the exercise book and started doing the questions.

If you can't sleep, then do some homework at will, anyway, you have to do it sooner or later.

It won’t be long before the college entrance examination, and Fu Misheng’s family didn’t go back to his hometown during the Chinese New Year. Gao Huimin took Fu Dongsheng everywhere to pay New Year’s greetings. Fu Zheng was still the same. She ran away with 5 relatives, and stayed at home with her father alone in the vacant room.

Fu Yasheng lived in her grandmother's house for five days, and she stood by the stove every day to enjoy the fire. She put the fried chestnuts given by her grandfather around the edge of the stove, and when a relative came to visit her, she would talk to her and receive a red envelope. I received eight red envelopes, opened them, and found that a pack of two hundred made a profit.

Fu Yasheng still clings to her grandmother's arms and acts like a baby.

"Grandma, let me have another bite of spicy sticks."

"Grandma, Tie Tie~ Let's take a picture for Mom!"

"Grandma, don't worry about my younger brother~ Let's have two bites first."

Fu Misheng had to squeeze out two liters of oil even when he called grandma, it was too greasy, and he had to cling to grandma and sleep listening to grandma's snoring.

The five-day holiday was over, and Fu Yasheng was driven home by her mother.

"If I come back a little later, my mother will become your mother!"

At home, Fu Misheng likes to act like a baby to his grandma, she was brought up by his grandma, when it was Fu Dongsheng's turn, grandma was too lazy to take care of the children, so she threw it to Gao Huimin, a half-novice.

Fu Yasheng spent her third year in the sea of ​​questions. She didn't have other people's miscellaneous things. She studied peacefully and took the college entrance examination peacefully.

Zhao Mingyu had a nosebleed during the college entrance examination, and was covered in blood when he left the examination room.

On the day of the college entrance examination, her father was on duty, and her mother made her a classic full-score breakfast, a deep-fried dough stick, two eggs and a cup of soy milk.

When Fu Yasheng took the exam, he could figure out that he basically had a book to read, at least two books.

After the college entrance examination ended, Fu Yasheng lost his nerve and passed out.

She really passed out. She finished the last subject, assembled in the playground, heard what the teacher said, and fell asleep when she got home. She slept for two days, but she couldn't wake up even when she screamed. She didn't even go to the class reunion. Later, when I went to school to fill in the volunteers, people were not sober. When they arrived in the classroom, they directly tore off the goals they had just entered, and told the teacher to fill in this, without any adjustments.

Fu Yasheng volunteered to be a diplomacy school, and her major was French.

Because Qin Qin's words are very romantic.

Fu Yasheng has been walking in this direction.

Qin Qin left her life suddenly, and she didn't know what her direction was, so she could only continue with her thoughts at the time, at least she never regretted it before.

"Won't you regret it?" Teacher An asked her, and before Fu Yasheng answered, he smiled, "Forget it, young people can do whatever they want, as long as you don't regret it."

It is impossible for Fu Yasheng's grades not to be admitted to this school.

"I've always known my level." Fu Yasheng smiled, it was the first time she looked like an adult at this time.

As Fu Yasheng wished, her college entrance examination score was 709 points, she was the number one student in the provincial college entrance examination, and she was firmly on the score line of that school.

When the whole family was waiting for the first time to check the results, Fu Misheng was still fast asleep on the bed. She didn't go anywhere during the holidays, but wandered around Pingzhen, and stood near the train station to watch the train if she had nothing to do. Occasionally, she saw Xia Jie Just follow a road.

Without Zhao Nan, she suddenly didn't know who to talk to.

I could only take the "The Price of Salt" that Zhao Nan gave her and read it over and over again, and found Zhao Nan's handwriting on the attached pages that she had never read.

'Love what you love'

Zhao Nan didn't like the way Fu Yasheng and Qin Qin were together, but——

love what you love.

Fu Yasheng's hand brushed over the line.

"It's all gone now, Nan Nan." Fu Yasheng couldn't shed tears, and didn't feel sad, but sadness and emptiness wandered in her heart like smoke, filling every corner.

Fu Yasheng took a picture like other provincial champions, received a hundred thousand yuan, was featured on the local news, and went to a lot of entertainment.

It didn't take long for Fu Yasheng to run away. After holding a teacher appreciation banquet and inviting classmates, she ran away decisively.

In addition to keeping her notes for her younger brother, the others are also distributed to relatives.

Fu Yasheng went to the school that Zhao Nan wanted to go to - Longchuan Academy of Fine Arts.

Before entering the school, I felt the style of this school, just like its first school motto: There is a small world of its own.

There are currently popular wall paintings on the walls, as well as ink flying dragons hovering above the buildings, and there are even guidelines for swaying ink on the ground.As Zhao Nan said, being here is a completely different experience.

When you walk into the school, you will see the school motto.

Just like the school motto, most of the students born here have their own ideas. When Fu Misheng saw the alumni wall, she knew several of them, and they were recommended by Zhao Nan.

Her school was also recommended by Zhao Nan.

"Learn French, what can optical French do? You should learn more, that kind of place where foreign languages ​​​​can be used."

Zhao Nan thought hard, she couldn't see enough.

It happened that diplomatic news was being broadcast on TV.

"Go to the Diplomatic Academy! Maybe you will become a diplomat!"

Zhao Nan thought of Fu Yasheng's father as a policeman.

"If you have no direction, let's go to this tentative goal first."

Zhao Nan's certainty made Fu Yasheng choose this school without any hesitation. At that time, the two of them didn't even have the concept of college entrance examination scores.

Fu Yasheng is also a person who will not change easily, she has no idea.

But Zhao Nan said every time: "Set a tentative goal first, no one knows their mission from birth, take it slowly."

Take it easy.