love is like life

Fu Yasheng went to many places during her holidays. In addition to Longchuan Academy of Fine Arts, she also went to popular tourist destinations recommended by the Internet. She sent local specialties and commemorative postcards to her family in different places one after another, and finally went to the beach.

Standing on the beach, kicking the sand, watching the ups and downs of the sea.

The other tourists were in pairs of two or three. Fu Yasheng was the only one who wandered around the beach in a white T-shirt and flip-flops, watching the seagulls chirping in the distance. She didn't know why she would end up at the beach.

Misfortunes always give Fu Yasheng time to breathe, but they leave an indelible mark on her spirit.

Qin Qin's carelessness, and Zhao Nan's suicide.

For the former, Fu Yasheng can still find reasons. For example, my sister knew her thoughts from the beginning just to let her see the reality clearly. For example, my sister was just a whim, and my sister just said it casually, but for the latter, Fu Yasheng didn’t know what Zhao Nan was thinking. .

Immersed in the water, Fu Yasheng looks up from the water, the blue is transparent, sparkling, silent, like a person who has been abandoned by the whole world, and the emptiness runs through the soul.

This is what Zhao Nan fears the most.

"I hate swimming the most."

In the summer of that year, Zhao Nan sat in the shallow water and kicked the water, holding his hands in prayer, his knuckles turning white.

How could such a timid Zhao Nan commit suicide?

Fu Yasheng went upstream, bringing up a large splash of water, lying on her stomach by the swimming pool, the water flowed down her hair, winding down her cheeks, she looked up at the coach earnestly and asked——

"What would cause a person who is afraid of water to jump into the river and commit suicide?"

When it was time to go to school, she went home.

After waiting downstairs at Xia Jie's house all morning, Xia Jie arrived.

"Go and have a meal, Xia Jie."

Xia Jie agreed, went back to put his things away, and took Fu Yasheng to the bridge.

"She should have jumped from here." Xia Jie and Fu Misheng stood beside the bridge in silence.

This railing reaches Zhao Nan's lower abdomen. Zhao Nan can't climb over walls at all. When he was a child, he didn't even dare to jump a wall less than 1.8 meters. It's wall dust.

how did this place turn over

Xia Jie took out a mobile phone and played the recording inside.

It is full of Zhao Nan's mother cursing Zhao Nan and her father, crying bitterly, and the phrase "other boys will rush to beat their mother when they see their mother wronged, you are useless, look at you, you Why don't you kill your father!"

Fu Misheng thought of the time when Zhao Nan's mother and the police came to beg Xia Jie to ask Zhao Nan for clues.

So ironic.

Fu Yasheng twitched the corners of his mouth, it was ridiculous but he couldn't laugh.

What would you think if it was yourself.

What can I do to make my mother shut up, probably only to fulfill her wish.

Zhao Nan also thought this way at some point, so let's do it.

As a result, he woke up at the moment he almost killed his father and chose to commit suicide.

"It's ridiculous, right." Fu Yasheng showed an ugly smile and exchanged a glance with Xia Jie.

"She really wanted to be a cartoonist, and she wrote a lot of things." Xia Jie picked up a small stone from the side of the road and threw it down. "That's it now."

The stone fell into the river and disappeared without a trace without waves.

This world is so ridiculous.

Fu Yasheng felt cold all over.

After she went back, she never mentioned about Zhao Nan again, she just went to a temple where paper money can be burned, took a basin, drew a cross, burned some paper for Zhao Nan, and made a wish for good health .

"Every time I go to the temple, my mother asks me to make a wish with my grandfather to bless me." Zhao Nan pulled off the scarf and patted the incense ash on his body, "If I die in the future, you make a wish, and I will definitely keep you healthy in your later years .”

"Maybe I will die before you." Fu Misheng rolled her eyes and sat a little further away so that she would not be in the same boat as Zhao Nan.

"Then you will protect my health in my old age!" Zhao Nan leaned over with a smile, "I depend on you in my old age!"

"I'll go! What kind of unfilial behavior are you doing!"

"Keep your voice down, if someone hears you, you will die!"

Zhao Nan's laughing voice seemed to slowly go away as the paper money was swallowed by the scarlet sparks.

"Good journey."

Fu Yasheng rolled the last piece of paper money and lit it in the fire, watching the black paper ash it burnt fly in the air.

Fu Yasheng is going to another city too.

It is a city that can only be reached by plane, and the whole family took the plane to send Fu Yayoi to school in person.

"You're getting smaller, sister." Fu Dongsheng didn't talk much after Zhao Nan died, and he didn't hear him called Fu Misheng a few times.

"Well, when I went to the beach to play, I took the plane." Fu Misheng followed Fu Dongsheng's finger to look over, "You can see the clouds later."

"It should be very beautiful." Fu Dongsheng put on a blindfold and tilted his head to one side, ready to sleep.

He is not interested in most things, especially landscapes, and he only paints "people", people in his eyes.

Fu Yasheng watched his parents talking and laughing softly while looking at the scenery outside, and then watched the scenery change in Fu Dongsheng's window.

The clouds were built high, and when they were approaching, the clouds suddenly collapsed, turned into a downpour, and hit the ground hard, leaving marks the size of ping-pong balls.

"Fortunately, we booked a car in advance and brought an umbrella." Gao Huimin is very good at living in big cities. She likes to get in touch with new things, especially those that can bring convenience. , making people less tired.

It was because Fu Zheng and her family spoiled her.

According to Fu Zheng's words, it is not possible for two people in a family to be bumpkins.

Thanks to Gao Huimin and Fu Zheng's arrangements, Fu Yasheng went to the school to report, register, collect personal belongings everywhere, and tidy up the dormitory like in Pingzhen on this rainy day.

Fu Yasheng handled everything along the way, and the three little tails in the back wandered around for sightseeing.

After finishing, the family will look at each other in the dormitory.

"Let's go to the hotel to put our luggage and have a meal. Do you want to come together?" Fu Zheng asked Fu Yasheng, "Maybe your classmate will arrive later, just to cultivate the friendship between classmates."

Classmates will arrive as soon as they talk.

"Why do you want to accompany me to report?" A voice came from outside the door, "Didn't you have filming?"

"Because I'm your manager, I just came to Taotao." An Shaomeng saw Fu Yasheng's family when she entered the door, and her eyes lit up when she saw Fu Misheng and Fu Dongsheng, "Baby." Press the oil.

Before An Shaomeng could wait for the person behind her to say hello, she threw away the luggage in her hand, took out the card case, and shook hands with them.

"Hi, I'm Li Wei's manager. I'm here to send her a report today. Please take care of me."

Before An Shaomeng finished speaking, he shook hands with everyone. Inexplicably, everyone had a business card of An Shaomeng, with different small flower seals printed on it, "My name is An Shaomeng, and I live in the capital. If you have anything to do, you can directly call this number, so I can take care of you."

Li Wei watched An Shaomeng's operation at the door speechlessly, and this man's face made people untrustworthy.

A manager who looks better than a model.

"Come and say hello!" An Shaomeng reached out and pulled Li Wei over, "This is Li Wei."

Li Wei was also an obedient group, and said with a smile: "Hello, uncle, aunt, and brother. I am Li Wei, from Changsha, Hunan."

Fu Yasheng looked at the business card in his hand and said, "Hi, my name is Fu Yasheng, and I'm from Leshan, Sichuan."

"Ahh! It's very famous there! My mother has always wanted to worship Buddha." Li Wei went over and grabbed Fu Misheng's hand with one sentence, "Then during the holiday, can you take me to play?"

Fu Misheng was hugged by Li Wei with a dazed expression, not many people knew her so well.

But Li Wei was about the same height as her, and it was the first time that she was hugged by someone who was about her height.

An Shaomeng didn't care that Li Wei went crazy there, so she chatted with Gao Huimin directly, watched Li Wei put her luggage in place, waited for a long time until lunch time, and there was no one else, "It's almost noon, let's go out for dinner, It happened to help my uncle and aunt put their luggage away."

An Shaomeng glanced quickly, she directly booked a nearby hotel, and took Fu Misheng's family and Li Wei out for dinner.

"This restaurant is delicious." An Shaomeng is very familiar with this neighborhood, and she will come here to see if she can see handsome men and women with RMB written on their faces, and will rest in a nearby room by the hour.

What An Shaomeng took everyone to is a restaurant with messy dishes. What An Shaomeng likes about it is that the chef in this restaurant can order everything. It doesn’t matter if it’s authentic or not. The main thing is that it’s delicious, and most people’s tastes can be satisfied. .

"Let's order some spicy ones and some light ones."

An Shaomeng finished ordering the dishes by himself after asking a few times. During the chat just now, he basically asked about the tastes of Fu Yayoi's family.

Fu Dongsheng doesn't eat spicy food, Fu Misheng has a light taste, Fu Zheng and Gao Huimin have similar tastes but like soup, so Gao Huimin's taste should be the main one.

Li Wei also loves spicy food.

An Shaomeng ordered a few home-cooked dishes, and then ordered a few dishes according to the tastes she knew.

"What's Yayoi's major?" An Shaomeng called Yayoi naturally.

"Me? I'm a French major."

"Papa papa." Li Wei immediately clapped her hands in awe when she heard it.

"You are also a French major, why are you clapping?" An Shaomeng was laughed at by Li Wei when she heard Li Wei applauding, and interrupted her when she was fine.

"Yayoi is different from me. What I want is to study French and then go abroad to study fashion design. She is much better than me. She just wants to go there to travel and see museums." Li Wei used Fu Yasheng to prevaricate her. Said, but also pretended to be kind.

Fu Yasheng's fist was hardened, and An Shaomeng's fist was also hardened.

Li Wei is trying to mess up her business.

"Where do you want to go in France?" An Shaomeng took it lightly, "I think you can travel around by car, but it's a bit tiring. I haven't understood the road in France."

An Shaomeng went there once or twice because of work, but never went again. She was stolen three times.

"In the future, I will go with Tuanyi first." Fu Yasheng said.

"Follow me." An Shaomeng said with a smile, "I go there quite often for work."

"Okay, I will trouble you when the time comes." Fu Yasheng also said politely.

But what the two of them were thinking was not the same thing.