Hard to change

The next day Yu hoped to take the high-speed train back home.

At this point, both his parents had gone to work and there was no one at home, so he fell asleep as soon as he went back into his bedroom.

Because he didn't sleep all night last night.

Although Qin Xiu was shut out by him, he probably went to the small bedroom to sleep in the end, but he still couldn't fall asleep well.

The bed seems to have suddenly become bigger, and the whole room has become quieter, without the sound of another person's breathing that usually rings in my ears but does not feel noisy but only feels reassuring.

And because there is no heating, the temperature seems to drop a lot when sleeping alone.

Yu hoped that he would sleep until the afternoon, and it would be dark outside when he woke up.

When he sat up from the bed and turned on his phone, Chen Yan happened to be knocking on the door outside the bedroom and calling him to get up for dinner.

"Understood, Mom, go out immediately." Yu hoped to respond, but his eyes did not leave the phone screen for a moment.

Qin Xiu called him a few times and sent him several messages.

【Hope, are you there yet?Why did you leave without breakfast? 】

[When you come back, I will definitely explain it to you clearly. Don't think about it yourself. I promise to give you a satisfactory answer. 】

[When you arrive, tell me, why is the phone turned off? 】

The last one was posted 5 minutes ago.

【Don't ignore me...】

Yu hoped to think for a while, but still replied two words: at home.

Less than three seconds after the message was sent, a video was sent over immediately. Yu hoped to hesitate and hang up.Bizhuo Building

Immediately, the sound of a message coming from the mobile phone rang again. He knew it was Qin Xiu, so he picked it up and took a look.

[Sorry, hope, I won't bother you these two days, you can take a good rest at home. 】

People are really strange.

Obviously, he didn't answer the video and ignored them, but seeing Qin Xiu's words, for some reason, Yu Hope not only was not comforted, but felt more and more irritable.

Why did Qin Xiu seem to have no emotions at all, why was he so angry that he was half dead.

When did it become like this between them.

"Xiao Wang, why haven't you come out yet? It should be cold in a while." Chen Yan's voice sounded again outside the door.

Yu hoped to watch the message from Qin Xiu in silence for a few seconds, then locked the screen and threw the phone on the bed, then opened the door and went out.

Chen Yan and Yu Xinghua were sitting at the dining table waiting for him to eat together. Chen Yan smiled and opened the chair for him and helped him fill a bowl full of rice.

"Dad, Mom." Yu Hope sat down and forced a smile at the two of them.

"Xiao Wang, why didn't you say something in advance when you came home suddenly? How long will you stay this time?" Chen Yan said while peeling shrimp for him.

"Yeah, you haven't been home for a while," Yu Xinghua also said with a smile, "Come back this time to spend a few more days with your mother, so as not to keep her talking in front of me, I asked her to call you, she I'm afraid it will affect your work, but she has missed you a long time ago."

Yu hoped that when he heard them say that, the original unhappiness in his heart would disappear instantly, and some warmth would soon surge up.

"Dad, Mom, I'm sorry, I'm busy with the company's upcoming activities recently, so I'm a little busy, which makes you worry." Yu hoped to gently hug Chen Yan beside him.

Chen Yan smiled softly, and put the peeled shrimp on the plate in front of him, "Silly boy, I'm sorry for what the family said. Mom knows you are busy, but no matter how busy you are, you have to take care of yourself. As long as you are good to me and Your dad will be relieved."

Yu hoped to nod and said with a smile, "Well, thank you mom." After speaking, he picked up a shrimp and put it in his mouth.

Sure enough, the taste is still familiar. His favorite food since he was a child is the shrimp made by Chen Yan, so his mood has improved a lot now.

Yu Xinghua also put food in his bowl, and said with a smile: "Xiaowang has grown up, and she looks more and more like your mother. Recently, several relatives have said that they want to introduce you to a girlfriend. I don't know you What do you think, I didn't agree first, I want to ask your opinion."

Yu hoped to stop the hand holding the chopsticks, and Qin Xiu's face appeared in his mind like an electric shock.

"Old Yu, my son is sorry." Chen Yan smiled knowingly.

"It's not too young, it's time to fall in love," Yu Xinghua looked at him, "A man always wants to start a family, marry a wife and have children, there's nothing to be ashamed of, but... Does Xiaowang already have a girlfriend?"

"...No, no." Yu hoped to avoid Yu Xinghua's eyes with a little guilt, staring at the shrimp on the plate, "I just don't think it's time to worry now, let's wait a few more years, now I still want to Concentrate on work first."

"Well, don't worry, this kind of thing still depends on fate, not to mention that our son is so handsome and so good, we shouldn't have to worry about not being able to find a girlfriend, so don't worry about it, Lao Yu." Chen Yan gently patted Clap Yu Hope's hand.

Yu Xinghua hurriedly laughed when he heard it: "Yes, yes, we Xiaowang was chased by many people when we were in school. It should not be difficult to find a girlfriend in the future. I am impatient."

Yu hoped to look at his parents in relief, feeling very touched in his heart.

Since he was a child, his parents respected his ideas and never forced him to make any decisions.

He knows how much his parents love him.

But because of this, it has always been difficult for him to confess to his parents that he actually doesn't like women.

Even if they want to know about it one day, Yu Hope still doesn't have the courage to speak out before being forced to do so.

Besides, he and Qin Xiu... don't know what will happen in the future.

When he was young, he still naively felt that his parents treated him so well and spoiled him so much. If he liked someone in the future, even if that person was not very good or perfect, then they would definitely not object.

But later, when he began to realize that he was different from other boys, he had already started to worry. It was not until he met Qin Xiu in college that he realized that he was not abnormal. He liked people of the same gender as himself, and liked the opposite sex. the same.

But gradually as time passed, the more he cared about this relationship, the more afraid he became.

I am afraid that the relationship between boys and boys will not last for too long, and I am even more afraid that one day I will face the problem of choosing between the person I like and my parents.

He has listened to his parents since he was a child, and he has never let them down. He is very afraid that when he says he likes men, his parents will not accept it.

"Xiao Wang, why are you in a daze, eat first, it's going to be cold in a while."

Yu hoped to come back to his senses, and saw that Yu Xinghua went to the balcony to make a phone call at some point, and Chen Yan was looking at him.

He nodded and buried himself in his meal.

He wanted to help wash the dishes after the meal, but Chen Yan insisted not to let him into the kitchen, so Yu Xinghua consciously went to wash the dishes after the phone call.

Chen Yan was cutting fruit for them.

Yu hoped to sit on the sofa in the living room, smiling and watching the couple talking and laughing in the kitchen, feeling extremely warm in his heart.

Just when he was about to start imagining that the people standing inside were him and Qin Xiu, he suddenly heard the cell phone ringing in the bedroom.

He opened the door and went in to take a look. The caller was his friend.

At that moment, a trace of disappointment flashed uncontrollably in his heart.

"Hello? Hope? Are you listening?" Dou Nannan's doubtful voice came from the phone.

"Well, I'm listening," Yu Xixi said, "What's the matter? Nan Nan?"

"It's okay, I just heard that you're home, so I'll call you to see what you're doing."

"Well, I went back this morning. I just had dinner and I'm watching TV with my parents."

"Oh...that...you..." Dou Nannan faltered suddenly.

Yu Hope couldn't help but ask, "What's the matter? Say whatever you want."

"You...you quarreled with Qin Xiu?"

"...I don't know if it's a quarrel or not. Anyway, I'm in a mess and I want to calm down." Yu hoped that the bedroom had no lights on, and he sat on the bed, staring at the light of the living room refracted by the door.

Dou Nannan was also silent for a while, then coughed dryly and said, "Oh, it's all right, there's no one in a relationship who doesn't quarrel, besides, this isn't the first time you two have quarreled, it will be fine in a few days after the quarrel is over." Well, at least saying something is better than the cold war, don't think too much, I'll treat you to dinner when I come back."

"Well, I'm fine, go back and contact me."

"Okay, then hang up."

Yu hoped to throw the phone away, and fell on the bed as if he had lost his strength.

The voice of Chen Yan calling him to eat fruit came from the living room. He said that he wanted to sleep, but he said yes and didn't speak any more.

After a while, he heard light footsteps approaching, followed by the closing of the bedroom door.

After coming back, he slept from morning to afternoon, how could he still be able to sleep.

But right now, he really wanted to be alone for a while, and think about the matter between himself and Qin Xiu.

He really hates being lied to, really, really hates it.

Because of this, he didn't understand why Qin Xiu still wanted to lie to him even though he knew this.

And Qin Xiu said that he would explain to him when he went back, so I don't know what he would say.

He is not afraid of hearing the bad truth, but he is more afraid of hearing lies than this.

So he thought about the rest of the night, and finally decided to go back tomorrow and listen to Qin Xiu's explanation.

The next day Yu hoped to get up, wash and clean up. Chen Yan and Yu Xinghua had already gone to work, and there was still the meal left for him on the table.

He bought a ticket on his mobile phone, ate quickly, sent a message to Chen Yan, and left.

But the ticket he bought was for the night, so he still had time to walk outside alone during the day.

Because there was no clear destination, he sat in a daze on the bus until the terminal.

He seems to have only been to this place when he was a child, but it was still very dilapidated at that time, and it was too long ago, so he no longer remembers what it was like.

But now, it has become a beautiful park, especially at the end of autumn, people can't help but want to stop for him.

Looking at the golden leaves that were still falling down one after another, Yu hoped to feel miraculously relaxed. He was glad that he didn't get off the car halfway, otherwise he would have missed such a beautiful scenery.

He was in that park all day, and if it wasn't for the photographer, he might have almost missed his car in the end.

Fortunately, I caught up in the last few minutes.

The high-speed rail is very fast, and it will arrive in half an hour.

It's just that Yu wanted to go home, but Qin Xiu wasn't there.

You must know that Qin Xiu is usually live broadcasting at this time, and if there is almost nothing to do, he will not be delayed, but he is not here today...

Yu hoped to look around, but nothing had changed at home.

However, he found that the house was getting warmer, and it seemed that the heating had finally started.

He changed into his pajamas first, poured himself a glass of boiling water, and then picked up his cell phone to call Qin Xiu.

But he didn't answer the first two calls, until the third phone rang for a while before he answered it.

The corner of Yu Hope's mouth raised subconsciously, just about to ask Qin Xiu where he was and why he wasn't at home, but the clear female voice from over there froze his smile for an instant.

"Hello? Are you looking for Xiaoxiu? Who is it?"

The voice on the phone was exactly the same as the voice of the woman who called Qin Xiu to ask if he wanted a charger.