Hard to change

Yu hoped to be silent for a few seconds, feeling a burst of fire from his chest, and couldn't help but strengthen his hand holding the water glass. He said in a cold voice, "please tell Qin Xiu, my name is Yu hope, as for who I am , you can ask him." After speaking, he hung up the phone without grace.

"Qin Xiu...is this your explanation?" Yu hoped to sit on the sofa, burying his head in his knees wearily.

After a while, the phone rang again, and he stared at the screen for a long time before answering it.

This time it was Qin Xiu's vague voice: "I hope...you don't ignore me, come and pick me up, okay?"

Yu hoped to think for a while and asked, "Where are you?"

Qin Xiu lisps the name of the hotel and the room number.

Yu hoped that in the process of listening to him, he was even a little worried about whether the phone was hard enough or whether it would be crushed by himself.

Because now he knows why Qin Xiu suddenly went to the filming place to look for him that day.

The hotel mentioned on the phone just now is just opposite their company.

Yu hoped to have been distracted since he hung up the phone. If he hadn't arrived at the place where the driver reminded him to pay, he would have come out without realizing that he was wearing thin pajamas, even slippers on his feet.

It's so cold outside here...

Yu hoped to go into the hotel lobby, and when he was about to walk towards the elevator, he suddenly heard someone calling his name. Looking back, Qin Xiuxiu struggled to get up from the sofa, and beside him was a very beautiful strange young girl helping him. with him.

How can I describe the mood at that moment?

It's the kind of name that doesn't go well with the words, who are obviously very angry, but can't go up and push the girl away, and warn her to keep her away from her own people.

You can't question Qin Xiu, who is she, why is she in the hotel with you, if you don't come back... what will they do in the hotel...

But reality and fantasy are doomed not to overlap. In fact, what Yu hopes to do is to stare at them quietly for a while, and then endure the pain in his heart to take him back as a roommate.

"You, you are here..." Qin Xiu looked at the person in front of him with blurred eyes, couldn't help reaching out to grab the clothes on his waist, and pressed his head against his stomach.

The girl next to him tugged and saw that he didn't respond, she smiled embarrassedly and said to Yu Xixiu, "Sorry, Xiaoxiu is drunk, he's not usually like this, don't mind."

If outsiders hear this, they will only think that this girl is generous and polite, but to Yu Hope's ears, it seems so irritating.

So he frowned slightly, and his tone was naturally unfriendly, "Really? It seems that you know him very well."

"Well, after all, Xiaoxiu and I grew up together, and I know everything about him." The girl smiled shyly, then, as if just remembering something, Chao Yuxiu extended her hand, "I forgot to introduce myself , My name is Tong Yan, hello."

Yu hoped to take a deep breath, glanced at the girl's white and tender slender hands, did not move, but said with a smile: "My childhood sweetheart, I haven't heard him mention it."

"Are you his roommate?" Tong Yan withdrew his hand and looked at him embarrassedly, "I asked him when you hung up the phone just now, and he said he was a roommate, so it's normal that you don't know me, he usually doesn't Tell outsiders too much about your own family."

"Outsider? This title really suits me."

"Sorry, don't think too much, I mean..." Tong Yan's expression suddenly became anxious, as if he felt that he had said something wrong.

However, there is nothing wrong with what she said, she is not like an outsider now.

Yu Hope was really worried that if he continued to speak, he would lose his temper with a girl, so he didn't say anything, but just pushed Qin Xiu with his hands.

"Are you home?" Qin Xiu raised his head and looked at Yu Hope blankly.

"How much did you drink..." Yu Xiong couldn't help but said.

Seeing him supporting Qin Xiu, Tong Yan hurriedly stood up to help, but Yu hoped to back away gently, leaving his awkward hands frozen there.

Yu Hope had already walked for a short distance, suddenly took a deep breath, stopped and turned around and said, "How do you go back?"

"Ah, ah? Are you asking me?"

"Did you drive here by yourself or take a taxi? Can you go home by yourself?" Yu hoped to say bluntly.

Tong Yan stood on the spot and nodded blankly: "I drove here by myself."

"Well, that's good." After Yu Xixiu finished speaking, he carried Qin Xiu and left the hotel.

On the way back by taxi, the two of them sat in the back seat, Qin Xiu hugged Yu Hope's waist tightly, his mouth was still vague and he didn't know what he was talking about.

After a while, Yu hoped he couldn't help it, so he lowered his head and listened closer, only to hear Qin Xiu say, "I miss you so much...why ignore me...don't ignore me..."

At that moment, his mood was extremely complicated, and he didn't know whether he was pitiful or Qin Xiu in his arms was more pitiful.

After finally getting him back home, after waiting for him to wash up and change his clothes, Yu hoped that he was also sweating from exhaustion.

Seeing Qin Xiu lying unconscious on the bed, the girl's face reappeared uncontrollably in his mind.

It was ridiculous that he would stand by and listen to someone tell him what his boyfriend was like.

What's even more ridiculous is that, in a trance, he actually had the feeling that when Qin Xiu and that girl were sitting on the sofa, they really looked like a couple.

Because he is a boy, and because he has not been recognized, he can't have obvious emotions even when he is watching others so close to his boyfriend.

Just because he is a boy, he can't blatantly care about his boyfriend.

Just because he is a boy, he cannot be blatantly jealous.

Just because he is a boy, he doesn't even have the identity and qualifications to go up and push away that childhood sweetheart.

Because he is just Qin Xiu's "roommate", a roommate from college to work.

Yu Hope is now full of doubts, anxiety, and disappointment.

Lying on this bed now, I only feel cold in my heart.

In the quiet room, there was only the sound of Qin Xiu's steady breathing, so the sudden ringing of the phone was particularly ear-piercing.

Yu hoped to touch the phone from the bedside and press the answer button.

Dou Nannan's voice came from the phone immediately: "Hope, what are you doing? When will you be back?

"

Yu hoped to glance at the sleeping Qin Xiu, and said in a deep voice, "I'm back, I'm at home."

"Ah? Already back? Uh... Then, that Qin Xiu..."

"Also at home," Yu Xixi said, "were you together last night?"

Dou Nannan was silent for a few seconds, and replied, "Well, he actually asked me to call you."

"...Understood, hang up first." Yu hoped to resist the pain of chest tightness, hung up the phone but did not recover for a long time.

It wasn't that he didn't want to ask the girl named Tong Yan directly if she was the person in Qin Xiu's live broadcast room, but it was like being angry, and he just wanted to hear Qin Xiu's answer when he woke up.

But the more I think about it, the more uneasy I become.

He didn't know what he would do if Qin Xiu continued to lie.

I am even more worried about what to do if the truth is too cruel.

He thought that Qin Xiu had never lied to him, and thought that Qin Xiu would never lie to him.

But now the facts have slapped him in the face severely, and it has also cracked their relationship that didn't seem to be very strong.

He originally thought that he must not be able to fall asleep, but in the end he not only fell asleep, but also felt like he couldn't wake up. He vaguely heard someone calling his name in his ear all the time. He wanted to open his eyes, but he couldn't do anything. She tried her best, but finally lost consciousness.

He has a fever.

When I just woke up, it was the most uncomfortable. Not only my eyes were dry and sore, but my throat felt like it was going to smoke at any time, and my body had no strength at all.

Yu hoped to be a little thankful that he was still alive.

According to the situation last night, Qin Xiu was so drunk, and if no one found out that he had a fever in the middle of the night, it would actually be very dangerous.

"Hope, are you awake?" Qin Xiu probably felt that Yu Hope wanted to withdraw his hand, so he woke up.

"...Water..." Yu hoped to frowned uncomfortably, and finally managed to make a sound from his hoarse voice.

But although the voice was very weak, Qin Xiu still heard it. He quickly helped him sit up, put a pillow on his waist, and then took the water on the bedside to feed him.

Immediately after drinking the water, I feel much more comfortable. Although my head is still a little dizzy, at least my throat is much more comfortable.

Yu hoped to notice that the light in the room was not a lamp. It seemed that the night had passed and the sky was already bright.

Qin Xiu raised his hand and shook it in front of his eyes, and said softly, "Do you still drink water? Hope, do you want some more water?"

Yu Hope turned to look at him and shook his head.

Qin Xiu put down the glass, pulled the quilt for him, and then wanted to shake his hand, but he avoided it.

"I hope..." Qin Xiu looked at him with an aggrieved look.

Yu hoped to look away, and said hoarsely, "Aren't you drunk? When did you wake up?"

"I was drunk, but when I turned over and hugged you in the middle of the night, I was woken up by the heat." Qin Xiu stubbornly grabbed his hand, "You really scared me to death, you know? My whole body was so hot that I didn't even have time I took you to the hospital, fearing that something might happen to you, so I hurriedly contacted the outpatient doctor who had been at home a few times before."

"I'm fine, it'll be fine when the fever subsides." Yu hoped to withdraw his hand after speaking.

The room suddenly fell into silence, which lasted for quite a while, when Yu hoped to feel a little tired from sitting, someone finally spoke.

"Hope, I didn't mean to lie to you. I don't know how to tell you now, but I definitely didn't do anything to apologize to you. Tong Yan and I...we..."

"You are childhood sweethearts, she knows you better than anyone else, right?" Yu hoped to interrupt him, and then turned around, with no expression on her face.

Surprise flashed across Qin Xiu's face, but it was quickly replaced by eagerness, "Listen, she, she and I have known each other since childhood, but we are just neighbors, and nothing else matters, really, I I didn't tell you before because I was afraid that you would think too much, and worried that you would be angry, and I really didn't mean to lie to you."

"Really?" Yu hoped to look into his eyes, "Qin Xiu, this is the first time you lied to me. I thought about it for two days, but I just made up my mind. I want to give you a chance, and give me a chance. We have a chance, I can forgive you, but I also want to tell you that this is definitely the only time and the last time."

"……it is good."