Hard to change

"I love you, hope," Qin Xiu hugged him tightly behind him, and said softly, "I love you so much."

Yu Hope's heart tightened and he didn't speak.

Qin Xiu hugged him tighter, buried his head into his neck, and still whispered to himself: "I don't care about anything except you, hope, trust me, I will prepare everything."

"...Go to sleep." Yu Xiwang finally couldn't hold back his words.

"Well, good night." After Qin Xiu finished speaking, he didn't make another sound. After an unknown amount of time, he finally heard his sleeping breathing.

Yu hoped that he didn't feel sleepy. He wanted to get up and sit on the sofa in the living room for a while, but Qin Xiu didn't know where he got so much strength, and he didn't let go when he fell asleep.

He had no choice but to give up.

Thinking of Qin Xiu busy serving meals and feeding water to take care of himself during the day, he thought it would be a lie to say that he didn't feel the slightest.

But the emotion only lasted for a short while, and was broken up by what happened in the past few days.

After Yu hoped to calm down, he actually thought a lot.

He found that he didn't really know much about Qin Xiu, because he didn't seem to know anything about Qin Xiu except Qin Xiu's name, height, date of birth, major, and current job.

They have been secretly in love since freshman year, until now, he realized that he had never heard Qin Xiu talk about his family.

What do Qin Xiu's parents do, do they have brothers and sisters, do they have other friends besides Wan Ming...

He didn't know all of this.

If that "childhood sweetheart" hadn't suddenly appeared this time, he might not have realized these problems for the time being.

It was only at this moment that he had to admit that he might be really naive, like a teenage boy, thinking that as long as two people love each other firmly, then they can overcome all difficulties and stay together forever.

And the girl named Tong Yan is not an ordinary person at first glance. During the day, he searched the Internet, and all the people related to Tong Yan were the daughters of a well-known domestic group, and there were some photos of her co-photographed with many celebrities. Events attended, etc.

The identity of the childhood sweetheart is like this, so what about Qin Xiu, what is Qin Xiu's family like, why he never wants to talk about it, even in today's situation, Yu hoped he couldn't help asking, he still said his own The family has nothing to talk about, and I just don't want to talk about it.

Yu hoped not to like the answers he was forced to get, and even more disliked seeing the other party's unwillingness.

So originally he could use this time to ask clearly why Qin Xiu is still unwilling to let others know about their relationship. Live the...future of two people.

Ke Yu hopes that he is also a man after all, and he has his own pride.

He hopes that everything can be communicated when both parties are willing and proactive. He doesn't like being suspicious and persecuting like a woman.

To put it bluntly, he didn't even want to show that he cared about this relationship in front of Qin Xiu.

This is the first time he has been in a relationship, and he is afraid of getting hurt, and also afraid of pain.

What's more, didn't Qin Xiu also have reservations, he didn't let people know about their relationship, maybe it was so that if they broke up one day, it wouldn't affect his normal life in the future.

Yu hoped that he didn't understand the meaning of the mutual mask-like relationship, but he just couldn't bear it and couldn't give up easily.

The difference between him and Qin Xiu probably lies in the fact that he cares but doesn't show it, while Qin Xiu may... really don't care much.

It seems that people say that the person who likes first will definitely lose, which is not accurate.

Qin Xiu is the one he likes first, but it is not certain who will lose in the end.

During the two days of vacation, Yu hoped that although his illness had completely recovered, he still had no appetite. I wondered if it was because Qin Xiu's scrambled eggs with tomatoes gave him a shadow.

A similar thing happened before. At that time, Yu Hope was also sick and wanted to eat scrambled eggs with tomatoes. Qin Xiu happened to be the only one who knew how to cook this dish, so he scrambled eggs with tomatoes every day for a week...

So much so that for half a year later, when Yu hoped to see this dish, his hand that held the chopsticks trembled a little.

Unexpectedly, in these two days, Qin Xiu made scrambled eggs with tomatoes for two days in a row.

Morning is milk, eggs.

At noon is rice, scrambled eggs with tomatoes.

In the evening, tomato and egg noodles...

"Hope, what's wrong with you? Don't you like the food? Is it bad?" Qin Xiu looked at him nervously.

Yu hoped to look up at him slowly, shook his head, and then lowered his head to eat noodles.

Only then did Qin Xiu feel relieved, and said to himself: "Yesterday when you woke up, what I told you was true. At first, I really didn't know that it was Tong Yan who was swiping gifts in the live broadcast room. Later, she privately messaged me, so I just told you the truth." I know, originally I wanted her to leave me alone, but, but she was buying gifts in my live broadcast room all day long... I can’t get along with money, right? So I ignored her, but I didn’t expect that she had an asthma attack in the hotel that day Yes, I called me. I knew she didn't know anyone here, and I was afraid that something might happen to her, so I found a doctor and went to the hotel. There was nothing else. Really, that doctor can testify for me. "

"I see, let's eat."

"You eat, I'm not hungry anymore after finishing, I just want to see you." Qin Xiu rested his chin on one hand and really looked at him like that.

Yu Hope couldn't stand being stared at by his pitiful eyes, couldn't help but put down the chopsticks in his hand, and looked at him: "As long as you don't lie to me again, this matter will be over, and I won't mention it again, you Don't worry about it either."

"Really? But why do I always feel... there is a distance between us." Qin Xiu's expression became serious, he glanced at him, and then lowered his head.

"I don't want to lie, Qin Xiu, but I do mind that you have a childhood sweetheart who grew up together," Yu Xixiu said, "especially since you said yesterday that she seems to have liked you since she was a child, although you only regard her as a younger sister Look, but I'm still uncomfortable, and I don't know what's wrong with me, what is a big man and a girl fussing about, but I don't want to lie to you, I'm really uncomfortable."

Qin Xiu looked a little surprised, stared at Yu Hope for a few seconds, then suddenly got up from the chair, walked to Yu Hope and hugged him.

"Hope, I'm actually really glad you said that, you know?"

"Happy... what?" Yu hoped not to understand.

Qin Xiu let go, looked at him and smiled, "Because that means you care about me."

Seeing that he didn't respond, Qin Xiu went on to say, "I really like you being jealous."

"Too childish...I'm not jealous." Yu hoped to be a little embarrassed to be stared at by him, avoiding his hot eyes, "I'm...I...Qin Xiu, what are you doing! You, you let me down."

"I won't let go, I won't let go." Qin Xiu said while walking with him in his arms, and the two of them had entered the bedroom in the blink of an eye.

After Yu hoped to be put on the bed by him, seeing him open the drawer and take out some things both of them were familiar with, he suddenly felt his face burn.

He finally struggled and said: "I, I have a fever... It hasn't subsided yet, so don't torment me..."

"Trying to lie to me," Qin Xiu raised his eyebrows while quickly taking off his clothes, "It was almost the same last night, but I can't bear it. I took your temperature several times this morning, and the fever has completely subsided."

"I'm not full, let's eat first——"

"It's okay, I know you've had enough." Qin Xiu interrupted him with a smile, grabbed his ankle and dragged him in front of him, bowed his head and kissed him, "If you're really hungry... I'll give it to you after exercise How about some takeout?"

Yu Xiongming knew that he couldn't escape tonight, so he still couldn't help trying to fight for it, "But... um... wait... um..."

"But what is it? It's nothing." Qin Xiu interrupted him without waiting for him to finish speaking, and lowered his head to cover his mouth.

Yu Hope suddenly remembered that the TV in the living room hadn't been turned off, and he could even faintly hear the sound coming into the bedroom.

It seems to be a food show, the host doesn't know what to try, and keeps talking.

Saying "very hot" for a while, and admiring in satisfaction for a while.

I don't know if something funny happened, it seems that I heard someone say that I can't help but spit out yogurt...

Also, the chef seemed to be stir frying, and the people next to him laughed till they were exhausted, gasping for breath and telling them to slow down...

Yu hoped to feel that his head was in a mess, and all kinds of voices mingled in his ears, Qin Xiu's voice, his own voice, the TV's voice...

He felt sore in his back, bloated in his stomach, and pain in his ankles...

"Hope, hope, wake up..."

Yu hoped to open his eyes with difficulty, and what caught his eyes was Qin Xiu's face that still made people love and hate, and then looked down, there were traces on his collarbone and chest muscles that people couldn't ignore...

"Go away, I don't want to see you." Yu hoped to express his displeasure at first, but when he opened his mouth, he realized that his voice was so hoarse, and the sound he made was simply ugly.

So he couldn't help but stare fiercely at the culprit.

Knowing that he will go to work tomorrow, Qin Xiu really let go of him last night, and finally he begged for mercy, but this beast still refused to let him go.

"Hey, don't be angry, don't be angry, I'll rub it for you if you feel uncomfortable, come on, baby, don't be embarrassed." Qin Xiu guessed that he also felt that last night was a bit too much, so he smiled, not to mention how flattering he was, Yu hoped that even They all thought they could vaguely see him wagging his tail towards them.

So he thought for a while, and decided to deliberately annoy Qin Xiu.

"Drink water." Yu Xixi said.

"Okay, I've prepared it for you a long time ago." Qin Xiu nodded fiercely, and brought him a glass of water from the bedside that had been put away a long time ago.

Yu hoped to finish drinking the water a few times. Seeing Qin Xiu looking at him without blinking, he couldn't help but said, "Qin Xiu, do you know that you look very similar now..."

"Do you dare to say, Yu Hope, do you not want to get out of bed tomorrow?" Qin Xiu directly covered his mouth, threateningly preventing him from speaking.

But Yu hoped to be tossed like that by him, so how could he let go of this opportunity to avenge him in anger, so even if he was desperately stopped, he still resorted to his trick, scratching Qin Xiu's waist with his empty hands. ъīMiιóμ.cοm

Sure enough, this trick is effective at any time, Qin Xiu is very ticklish, so Yu Hope only scratched him a little bit, and he writhed and struggled with laughter.

"Er Gouzi," Yu Hope shouted as soon as his mouth was free, "You were like a silly dog ​​wagging its tail just now, Qin Xiu, silly dog!"

"Yu, hope, hope!"