nib boy

"I used to think it was difficult to like someone, but suddenly one day, I really liked someone without any effort. I remember very clearly that I talked to him standing on the path full of dead leaves, After I finished speaking, I stared at him and fell in love with him. I finally discovered that liking someone can be so simple.

"Whether you consider me a friend or a brother, you can't stop me anymore. I like you... Even if you want to beat me up now, I still have to say—I just like you!..."

Yao Lu turned a page of the novel in his hand with relish, and wanted to continue reading, but was interrupted by a pillow flying across the sky.

"Damn it's keeping people from sleeping! What kind of pornographic books are you reading in the middle of the night!!"

Holding the suspicious book in one hand, Yao Lu easily blocked the attack, turning a deaf ear to Xie Zhe's fierce complaints, and smiled slowly: "...Hmph, do you think you can sneak attack me at this level? You're so naive."

"I beg you, please! Brother, I still have to gather strength for tomorrow's 3000 meters. Have some compassion!" Xie Zhe bit his quilt and choked speechlessly.

"3000 meters is considered a diao. If you don't look at the few people in our class, the project that I can take alone is enough for you to spend ten years." Yao Lu yawned, and put the portable desk lamp on the bedside The light dimmed a little more. "Ning Ziyue and I have almost taken care of the men, and the remaining cowards can't be counted on."

Ning Ziyue didn't respond to the words, but he was uncharacteristically not playing games under the covers, as if he was texting someone.While waiting for a reply, he looked up at Yao Lu's direction, and said hesitantly, "...What kind of book is that? It's about two men."

Yao Lu gave a narrow "hehe" twice, "Today, a girl in class borrowed me to amuse me. I didn't know it was about Mao, but after reading it... I found it quite appetizing."

Xie Zhe sprayed it all at once, and twitched with laughter wrapped in the quilt, like a big fleshy worm writhing around. "Hey, comrade, you exposed..."

"I'm not a comrade, but you are." Yao Lu fought back concisely, then paused and said, "...but I don't know why, just looking at me seems hard. Which of you is free now?"

"Fuck." After understanding his intentions, Xie Zhe quickly covered his head with the quilt and fell back on the pillow to pretend to be dead. Over there, Ning Ziyue also silently turned his back to him. There was an eerie silence for a while.

"Xiaobai..." Yao Lu had no choice but to put on a pitiful look and turned to the bed beside the wall that had been quiet all the time. Bai Yuze sighed and lifted his face from the Tianli 38 set.

"Don't look at me, I've been turned and turned by Newton thousands of times tonight. If I can travel through, I really want to kick that apple hard into his [beep——]."

"What kind of trouble is it to bring your own silencer. And such a ghostly behavior is against a natural subject like you." Yao Lu said in a black line, and then closed the book of pure love between men and women with a sullen expression. "You have so much homework in your class. Can't you finish writing after the sports meeting tomorrow? It's almost eleven o'clock."

"...No." Bai Yuze rubbed his numb arms and changed his position to lie on the bed, the sketch paper was densely packed with messy expressions. "I'm redoing my previous homework... I was not in the right state some time ago, and I basically copied other people's work. I have to make it up sooner or later, so I just..."

Yao Lu was really a little surprised, and it took him a long time to get excited. "...Hey, Dad, did you hear that just now? Our Xiaobai finally knows how to repay us for feeding him shit and piss for his hard work and preparing to paint the wall with dung!"

"...You give me enough! I announce that I will quit this kind of wicked role-playing game. Lao Ning will replace you."

"...Don't. ▼_▼"

"Mother, I was ravaged by these bastards again and then abandoned..."

"Mother, can you tell me who my father is?

"Pretending to be weak, who the hell dares to ravage you!! You can scratch a paw off a cliff and half slap your face."

"Ahaha... On that day, Yao Lu finally recalled the horror they once had S【ummm】M and the humiliation of being imprisoned under the crotch【ummm】..."

"I wipe Bai Yuze, you are dead tonight! How dare you despise the master's status!! Where are my candles, whips and handcuffs?!..."

Bai Yuze smiled and dodged various objects thrown by Yao Lu from the air, including a pack of ABC for night use (...).However, following the angry roar of the aunt in the corridor, the world suddenly became quiet.

"Are you trying to die, huh?!! Go back to bed and sleep, or I'll kick the door in!!!"

So the few of them lay down obediently while chanting "Big Mom V5" in their hearts.

Slowly, Xie Zhe and Yao Lu's breathing became even, and Ning Ziyue finally turned off the phone after a while and put it on the bedside.And Bai Yuze was wrapped in a quilt and brewed quietly in the dark for a long time but still couldn't fall asleep. As soon as he closed his eyes, all he could see was the corners of Fir Shan's lips that slightly curled up at him that day.

I don't know where the nerves in his mind were wrong, but at this moment, Bai Yuze suddenly remembered the passage that Yao Lu had read before going to bed, and inexplicably fermented a little hypocritical feeling.

I think I'm really in love with someone...it doesn't even take an effort.

Yes.

I'm afraid it was then... from the first moment I saw the wind blowing under your feet, and you jumped up and dunked easily.The main character in my dreams every night, there is no one else.

At first, even I was surprised, as if this was the first time in my memory that I fell in love with someone—but that person had the same physical structure as me.

I used to be hesitant and flustered, but I can't change the fact that I like you.So after struggling for a long time, I decided to keep this secret in my heart forever.

I admit that I'm cowardly, I can't imagine what kind of emotion you will feel in your heart when you learn that a boy is secretly in love with you.Is disgust, rejection, or indifference.

But no matter what you think, as long as you are still in front of my eyes, as long as I can catch your smile for a moment when I turn my head inadvertently, it is enough.I don't expect extravagantly, and I don't have the qualifications to extravagantly expect more.

You are always so outstanding and dazzling in the eyes of others. Compared with you, I am as insignificant as a tiny pebble.I just want to use my climbing efforts to get closer to you, and even closer... maybe one day I will be able to stand on the top of the mountain and see the same scenery as you.

You may have been out of my reach by then, but that doesn't matter.

Nothing can stop me anymore.About the "I love you" thing.

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The next morning, several people got up early to the sound of the alarm clock.After a simple wash, they almost put on their clothes and hurried to the playground with their bags.

It was only seven o'clock sharp now, but a large number of students of uneven height, short, fat, and thin were already busy on the playground.After waving goodbye to Yao Lu and Ning Ziyue, Bai Yuze and Xie Zhe walked slowly to their class.Class [-] was very lucky and got a large shade of trees.

"Hey, what's the matter with you two, you just came here now. Go over there and help move the chairs." The squad leader, who was busy hanging up cheering banners with a few girls, saw them swaying over like they were drunk Then he teased angrily again: "You were tired all night last night, right? Forgot that you two still have a big responsibility today, why don't you take it easy."

Xie Zhe curled his lips disapprovingly and laughed back: "So the rotten girl is really the scariest creature in the world. Such a pure friendship will blossom in your eyes. My wife and I are innocent." He said and walked away He picked up a stack of benches and walked towards the shade of the tree, his back was tall and straight.

"Go away, who is your wife?" Bai Yuze cursed in his direction with a dark face, then turned to smile at the girl apologetically, and picked up the remaining stools while talking to the girl: "How late are you?" I'm really sorry - what about the rest of the class?"

"I went to the classroom to move equipment. The mineral water, Snickers bars, inflatable sticks and drums I bought with class fees a while ago. It's cheap for you two. I just put these gadgets."

"Tsk. The squad leader should also understand our difficulties. You see, our small bodies are not suitable for doing too much rough work." Sure enough, we have mixed too much with Xie Zhe, and even Bai Yuze has become a bit glib , There is clearly a cunning hidden in the bright smile.

The corner of the girl's mouth twitched, and before she could open her mouth to complain, Xie Zhe turned back and said with a smile that was not blushing and heartbeating: "That's right, that's right. It's like soliciting, it's barely enough to set up a male public relations department or something— —”

The two of them watched Xie Zhe narcissistically brushing up his dog's hair as if he was a chic brother, and they turned their backs and walked away, leaving only his heart shattered into glass pieces...

At nine o'clock in the morning, the sports meeting officially began.

A group of people hurried back to their seats after finishing the phalanx. Those who should be listening to music sneaked out their earphone cables. Those chatting and surfing on the iPad didn't deliberately avoid the head teacher.For the sports meeting, it's just a fun, Yuhuan sat behind the crowd with eyes closed and let them go.

It was a sunny day, and since the sun had changed its angle compared with the morning, the girls sitting on the edge of the shade were dissatisfied with holding up colorful parasols, but they were banned by the passing inspection director, saying that they were only allowed to wear parasols. hat.Seeing that the public's anger was hard to appease, before Yuhuan could say anything, Xiao Hei took the lead and organized the boys to change places with them, which attracted a lot of glances and secret glances.

Xie Zhe, whose whole body was exposed to the sun, squinted his eyes and looked into the distance like a monkey, "Hey, it seems that we are not the worst. The eighth class is sitting on the edge of the rostrum, and the video recorder is facing it. Hats are not allowed. Shemale and Lao Ning are bothered."

"Tell me if you can be a little sympathetic." Bai Yuze mumbled with a beef [huh-huh] stick in his mouth after biting on it for a long time. "However, even if the two of them have been sunburned, they still look great."

Hearing the words, Xie Zhe's resentful eyes drifted over, Bai Yuze could almost predict what he was going to say, and hurriedly peeled off another beef [hmm] stick to stuff his mouth.Just then, the radio rang.

"Next, students who signed up for the 100-meter men's race in the second grade of senior high school should go to the inspection office for inspection as soon as possible. Broadcast again..."

Bai Yuze cast his eyes almost instantly on the black figure who was quietly standing up and taking off his coat diagonally behind him.I don't know if she noticed his gaze, but before she stepped away, Leng Shan gave him a deep look, and her back quickly disappeared at the edge of the playground.

"Hey! What are you thinking? I'll ask you something." Suddenly, Xie Zhe's dissatisfied yell came from next to his ear, Bai Yuze came back to his senses, and when he turned around, he saw Xie Zhe holding a wide-screen receiver and smiling at him ambiguously , winking at him. "...Do you want to see it?"

"What are you looking at?" Bai Yuze reacted as soon as he asked the words, his face was burning a little.He carefully looked around, seeing that no one was paying attention, he lowered his voice in embarrassment: "There are so many people, you are looking for death. It's not like you are in bed at night, you can do whatever you want."

"Why, I'm afraid that it will be difficult to deal with it after I react?" Xie Zhe smiled frivolously, and Bai Yuze suddenly felt his face turn redder, but the stubbornness in his bones forced him to say: "Anyone who is afraid, come here. But let's say it first, It's none of my business if I get caught."

"It's a big deal to die together, and you will be charged with collective [uh huh] obscenity [uh huh] disorder." Xie Zhe trembled on his legs, and asked casually while flipping through the folder: "What do you want? Genre? A【So much harmony】V or GV? Romantic or intense?"

Bai Yuze gave him a hard look from the sidelines, but said nothing.Xie Zhe didn't feel afraid at all, and after pretending to think deeply for a while, he clicked on one on his own initiative, before Bai Yuze had time to see the title clearly. "Come here, one of Teacher Cang's classic masterpieces."

It's hard to get off the tiger, although Bai Yuze is still worried and has no idea, at this moment he has no choice but to bite the bullet and read on.

The picture is a bit dark, but the sound is clear.The two of them were wearing earphones on one side, engrossed.Bai Yuze discovered that the film was still uncoded, and he didn't know where Xie Zhe got such messy things.

The two looked at each other, and Bai Yuze felt uncomfortable all over, but he didn't feel excited at all.After a while, the boys who played Three Kingdoms Kill raised their voices for some reason, which disturbed him even more, and he couldn't watch it at all.

It's not that Bai Yuze has never seen this kind of film before, but after thinking about it, Xie Zhe forced him to join in the fun.In the winter, the two of them got into the same bed and put their heads together, and let out their voices generously, so that they were often kicked by Yao Lu through the quilt.

But at that time, Bai Yuze saw half of it and was rushed into the toilet in a hurry.Now it should be said that he has cultivated to a certain level, and his immunity has skyrocketed.

After a long foreplay, the plot reached its climax.Bai Yuze looked at the person next to him with a disinterested look. Xie Zhe's dark brown eyes were quiet and concentrated, but he clearly didn't even have a trace of shortness of breath, and he was calmer than himself.

Hey, what's the matter with this guy?Already invulnerable to all poisons? ?Then what are the two of them doing here?

He was resting his chin in depression, when the girls sitting in the first few rows suddenly stood up excitedly, and the big drum in front of the class was also rumbled by the squad leader with a neat ponytail.Accompanied by the clanging sound of the inflatable stick, Bai Yuze heard them shouting the same person's name in unison——

"fir!!……"

Bai Yuze stood up suddenly, and the earphone cable that was originally connected to his ear fell to the ground silently.

Xie Zheyi finally moved his eyes away from the screen slowly, his calm and stern side face showed no expression.

The row of people on the [-]-meter track was ready to go, gearing up, only one figure among them was too quiet.Fir Shan was wearing his iconic black suit, silently posing for a start, with his cuffs and trouser legs neatly folded in half.

Perhaps it was an illusion, Bai Yuze felt that he was still looking this way at the last moment of preparation, his dark eyes were deep.

"preparation--"

With a "bang" gunshot, the teenagers rushed out like the wind with all their strength, and it was too late to catch their running trajectories, but Bai Yuze could see clearly through his eyes.

As if the flow of time was instantly slowed down, the person in the center of his field of vision, with his jet-black forehead hair lifted by the wind, his thin lips resolutely pursed, and under the hem of his clothes that were ripped out by the movement when he sprinted, was still unbearable. A section of her fair waist was exposed. ...

When he crossed the finish line, Bai Yuze once again caught a glimpse of the brilliance in Leng Shan's eyes that only flashes when he dunks into the basket.That look seemed to be captivating, making Bai Yuze drunk as soon as he touched it, and he couldn't look away after staring blankly.The surrounding shouts and overwhelming cheers gradually faded away from him.

Until the audience's enthusiasm gradually cooled down, and all the people standing in front of him sat back in their seats, the fir tree in the distance suddenly looked back and met his line of sight in mid-air without any hindrance.That person has always been indifferent and expressionless, but at this moment the light in his eyes is flickering violently - at this very moment when he is looking at him.

……No.This is not an illusion.

Bai Yuze slowly clenched his trembling fists.Once was a coincidence, and twice was a coincidence, but when these many fragments of staring at each other were pieced together, he suddenly seemed to understand something.

There should be nothing wrong with it.That person will always... intentionally or unintentionally cast a silent gaze towards him, right?Are you looking at me?Why? ...

Countless unsolvable question marks flooded into his heart, but the reality never gave people too much time to delve into it.

Bai Yuze, who took a while to look away, immediately sensed something wrong somewhere in his body when he woke up, and his heart beat like thunder in an instant.This, this feeling is...? !

The bone-piercing cold rushed up his back, Bai Yuze paused stiffly for two seconds, and then ran away in embarrassment.Stumbling out of the class line in two or three steps, he ran straight towards the teaching building as if being chased by a ghost.

"Hey...Xiaobai! Where are you going??" Xie Zhe stood up and called him in surprise, but after a while, he was almost out of sight.

When Bai Yuze was stroking his work in the private bathroom with what could be called a desperate mood, he could faintly hear the sound of the live broadcast of the game echoing in the entire corridor.

"Men's 1-meter race in the second grade of senior high school, No. 5——Class 2 of senior high school, Fir Shan. No. [-]..."

Bai Yuze suddenly felt as if he had been possessed by an evil spirit, and there was nothing else but his name that echoed repeatedly in his mind.

Gradually speeding up the movements of his hands, he couldn't bear to close his eyelids at the moment when he finally ejaculated, as if he could temporarily ignore his embarrassing appearance by doing so.

I probably won't be able to escape anymore...

The poison named "fir".

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