nib boy

Unknowingly, the whole morning passed amidst the noise, and the head teacher was making a summary statement before the lunch break in front of the chaotic class, which was dry and cumbersome.

Ning Ziyue breathed a sigh of relief when he felt the phone in his pocket vibrate, and while staggering to avoid the head teacher's sight, he took the opportunity to lower his head to escape the strong perfume smell around him.

"Hello?" He whispered and walked back quickly. He frowned after hearing a few sentences, and responded briefly: "Where are you?..."

Yao Lu had just returned from the high jump at this time, and she was full of energy because she won the first place again, with a smile on her face.Before he got to his seat, a girl graciously handed over his school uniform, and Yao Lu put it on without too much politeness. Out of the corner of his eye, he just caught the dark corner where Ning Ziyue disappeared to the side.

If Yao Lu hadn't turned over the wall so many times in vain, the direction of the back door over there was correct.

Ning Ziyue went straight to the bottom of the wall, and just after hanging up the phone, a head appeared on the other side of the wall, trying to poke in.

"Brother Ning... Hurry up and help me! I can't do it..."

He sighed helplessly inside the wall, flipped up twice, reached out to pick up the man's collar, pulled Lin Ran up without much effort, and sized him up with frowning brows. "...Why are you here. Are you in trouble again?"

The young man had a delicate face, and after being supported by him to sit straddling the wall, he took a few breaths of shock before raising his eyes to look at him again, blinking his eyes as if to cover up. "That's not... I just want to see you."

Before he finished speaking, Ning Ziyue stretched out his hand silently and lightly touched the corner of his bruised mouth with his thumb. Seeing the young man reflexively took a breath, his eyebrows frowned even deeper.

"Is the injury they caught and beat last time still not healed?" It seems that the injury is really serious.

"It's okay, I don't feel any pain anymore." Lin Ran curled her lips into a smile, showing one canine tooth. "It's just being beaten up. They don't care about me. I'm angry because they used me as bait to harm you... Fortunately, they didn't succeed."

Ning Ziyue stared intently at his innocent smiling face, but soon returned to normal.

"That man is playing with me. Although winning is temporary, but once you lose..." Ning Ziyue hesitated to speak, and after a pause, he took out a cigarette and lit it with no expression on his face. Soon the boy I can no longer see his expression hidden in the smoke.

"...That's fine. I've been toyed with by him all these years. It's better to say...I've been waiting for my own death for a long time."

"Brother Ning!!" The young man immediately became anxious when he heard the words, and rushed over to grab him regardless, but Ning Ziyue just smiled and raised his hand to touch his forehead.

"I've told you many times, don't follow me anymore. If my friend hadn't helped you last time... you would have been buried with me. You don't care, I care." Ning Ziyue looked indifferent , silently exhaled scattered white smoke.

"Lin Ran. Since you met me, you have caused enough trouble. This is my own business, and I don't want to involve you."

"It's not a burden!" Lin Ran's voice suddenly rose without warning, his tone was slightly choked, and his slender eyelashes trembled violently.

"In the years I've been with you, when did I cause trouble and you came to cover it? Yes, yes, I know I'm in the way, and everything I do can only make things worse, and you don't even want to tell me What happened to me, but I don't care about it! No matter how powerful that bastard Quan Ersi is? Even if I die, I'd be happy to bury you with you! Besides, you can have friends who can trust you here, Why can't I?" Lin Ran gritted her teeth to hold back the heat in her eyes, and when she spoke again, her voice suddenly weakened.

"...Brother Ning. If you want to still treat me as a brother...don't drive me away, okay?" He lowered his eyes, and he was obviously very sad but tried not to shed tears, stubbornly letting people Distressed.

Staring at him silently, Ning Ziyue's eyes that were as hard as iron could not help softening, struggling to clamp the cigarette between his fingers, and did not speak for a long time.

"...Don't think about going back to the old days of being alone. Brother Ning, have you ever thought about it? Who would care about taking so many knives for you if you really want to be brothers? You feel far away from me Is it just to protect me? I'm not a woman, this kind of thing can't scare me, as long as I'm a man, he won't be afraid!!"

Ning Ziyue sighed silently again, stubbed out the cigarette butt on the brick surface, and quietly looked up at him.

"...I said it. You don't care, I do."

As if punching cotton, Lin Ran felt anxious, and wanted to refute something, but was interrupted by a lazy voice.

"... Tsk. Damn, I really can't listen to it for a long time. Let me say, Ning Ziyue, when will you be able to understand the style?"

Both of them were taken aback when they heard the sound, and then they saw a slender and tall figure stepping out from the shadows at the back of the building Shi Shiran. After meeting the eyes of the two, he smiled lightly.

"...Yao Lu?" Ning Ziyue's expression gradually changed from bewildered to calm, and finally only a bit of coldness remained. "You've been hiding over there just now?"

"I didn't eavesdrop on your conversation on purpose. You were all halfway through the conversation when I came over, and I just stayed there without holding back." Yao Lu shrugged, but didn't pay much attention to him, but smiled gorgeously Walking towards Lin Ran who was beside him, he stretched out a hand.

"Hello. You are the one who lay unconscious in the alley last time. My name is Yao Lu."

"Uh... hello. My name is Lin Ran." After hesitating for a while, the young man jumped off the wall and held his hand, asking tentatively, "Could it be...you are the one who went to save me with Brother Ning that day? "

Yao Lu nodded politely, "That's right. It's just that I'm obsessed with wanting to follow. Your 'Brother Ning' is here to die for love with you."

"...Yao Lu." Ning Ziyue called him in a deep voice, his face looked very bad.

"I'm sorry. Did I say something wrong?" Yao Lu refused to back down, raised her head and curled her lips, with a proud and aggressive cold light shining in her eyes.

Ning Ziyue frowned and was silent for a moment.

"...What are you angry about?"

"I'm not angry." Yao Lu replied indifferently, and looked at Lin Ran, who was a little at a loss, with a smile again. "You don't know how anxious this guy was when he knew you had an accident. His head was dizzy. He wanted to single out a group of people by himself."

Lin Ran raised his eyebrows when he heard the words, secretly a little happy in his heart.Here, Yao Lu continued to laugh as if he didn't know anything: "Although I don't know what's hidden in this, I can't watch a big living person die, can't I. I didn't expect that it would really help a little by mistake... So Said that next time you have to invite me to dinner."

Lin Ran nodded hurriedly, smiled and opened her lips: "That's natural. If it weren't for you, Brother Ning and I wouldn't be able to stand here alive...I really don't know how to thank you."

"Well..." Yao Lu raised her lips meaningfully, as if she didn't have any good intentions. "...Anyway, the future will be long."

Ning Ziyue was put aside by them early on, listening to their conversation quietly all the time, but for some reason, some strange feelings gradually arose in his heart.

But where the specific blame lies, he couldn't tell.

Because of Yao Lu's interjection, Lin Ran then told Ning Ziyue a few words similar to the words to be careful recently, and bid farewell to them in a hurry.

The rest of the two went back to the playground and followed the flow of people to the cafeteria. During this period, Yao Lu answered the phone, and Xie Zhe was there cursing and asking them where they died and why they didn't come. The seats were all taken.

"Got it, got it, we're going there." Yao Lu replied lazily, and then hung up.

Ning Ziyue glanced at his silent side face, feeling a stronger sense of disobedience in his heart, and finally broke the silence when he approached the cafeteria uncontrollably: "...Yao Lu."

The boy beside him glanced at him angrily, "There's a fart."

Ning Ziyue considered his words carefully and said, "Just now..."

"Enough is enough, I don't want to talk to you about this now. Your incident has nothing to do with me, and I'm not interested in knowing."

"...But you already know too much."

"What?!" Yao Lu turned her face sideways angrily and amusedly, then hooked her lips provocatively. "So what, do you still want to keep your mouth shut?"

"That's not the case." Ning Ziyue's face, which is used to showing no emotional fluctuations, was rarely solemn. "But what you heard just now..., you just need to know."

Immediately understanding his intentions, the light refracted from Yao Lu's eyes faintly tinged with sarcasm. "Don't worry. Tell those two little kids this kind of story about the dark side of society. If they can't bear it psychologically, I won't be responsible."

"...I just don't want to involve more people, nothing else."

Yao Lu chuckled inexplicably when he heard the words, and turned his head away from looking at him. "Do your parents know that you are in such terrible trouble?"

"..." At this moment, Ning Ziyue lowered his eyes and smiled. "It seems that you probably haven't noticed."

"What?" Yao Lu was a little at a loss by his inexplicable smile.

"...Parents' meeting. My parents' meeting has never been attended by anyone."

Yao Lu looked up at him in a daze, before her footsteps stopped before she knew it. "……That?"

Ning Ziyue also stopped slowly after that, and when he turned around to look at him, his smile was still faint.

"One is in America and there's nothing between us to talk about except money. And the other, he died 13 years ago."

The expression on Yao Lu's face froze, and the faint smile on Ning Ziyue's lips at this moment only made him feel icy cold.

"... was killed by me."

+++++++++++++++++++++++++++++

Before he had finished his lunch, Bai Yuze began to feel nervous about the upcoming 500 meters in the afternoon, and he looked neurotic.

And when they finally finished their meal and walked out of the cafeteria, Bai Yuze felt that his legs were trembling slightly, and his face was extremely pale.

"I said you're okay, why do you look like impotence." Xie Zhe frowned and said in concern, and was immediately hit by his chin with a punch.

"...Get lost. I'm very energetic, and I won't be out of breath after three hundred rounds of fighting on the spot."

And Yao Lu looked at Bai Yuze's face for a long time, and came to a serious conclusion: "It's not like impotence, it feels like masturbation hurts too much."

Bai Yuze felt guilty for a while, and quickly blushed but still insisted on cursing: "Shit, a bunch of out-of-shape bastards! It's true to give some long-distance running experience at this time, if I hang up on it later, I won't be a ghost." It will make your lower body sexually happy in the future."

"It's a bit cruel, lady." Xie Zhe scratched his head and laughed foolishly, then patted him on the shoulder heavily and said seriously: "It's okay, what are you afraid of! You see, I have to run twice as far as you, my husband, it's embarrassing Let's throw it together."

"See if you're promising." Yao Lu gave him a contemptuous look, then turned to poke Ning Ziyue, "Hey, don't pretend to be deep, this almighty god, and teach Xiaobai some secrets to winning the championship."

"Speaking of which, I seem to have to run three thousand in the afternoon..." Ning Ziyue frowned and muttered, looking up at Bai Yuze's little face full of expectation and admiration, he smiled reassuringly. "Don't be nervous. Just keep at the same pace as the person in front of you when running, and you will definitely overtake him in the end."

"Eh...Really?" Bai Yuze was skeptical, originally thought that the secret was to be more complicated and authoritative, at least the kind that would make him unaware...

"At least I haven't failed before." Ning Ziyue said with a calm face, very awesome words.

Xie Zhe beside him hadn't recovered from the sudden blow, and repeated with dull eyes: "It's over...Lao Ning is the opponent...I'm sure I won't be able to win the first place this time..."

"You still can't get the first place without him, okay. Try not to get caught, bro—" Yao Lu purely stood and talked without back pain, and jumped up the big stairs leading to the playground with joy and joy. Light and agile, such as taking several courses of new Gai Zhong Gai.

"This guy dared to be so rampant because he had no project in the afternoon. Everyone who looked down on me must die." Xie Zhe turned his grief into anger and cursed.

"Then the human race is going to be extinct." Bai Yuze felt relieved after hearing Ning Ziyue's words, and now he was in the mood to tease him.

"Wooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooow

"Fuck, Xie Er, if you don't talk nonsense and leave quickly, I will burn your life with my own hands!!..."

"...Okay, I'm here QAQ"

Xie Zhe looked up at the sky sadly at a 45° angle, already despairing of this malicious world.

Almost as soon as the afternoon sports meeting started, there was a notice on the radio that the students who participated in the 500-[-]-meter race should be checked.

Bai Yuze tried his best to maintain his composure and stood up, resolutely leaving the group like a strong man who had uncovered a pole, while a series of encouraging sounds came from behind him.He turned his head to the front of the class, who was beating the drum "dong dong", and the smiling squad leader sister gave a thank you mouth, and then gave a tacit nod to Xie Zhe, who was whistling to him in the back row.

When he retracted his gaze, his eyes inadvertently passed a pair of deep black eyes, and his brief gaze was still so indifferent but so hot.

here we go again.Bai Yuze's heart beat violently.

He couldn't remember clearly, this was the first time they looked back silently at each other.And it also reconfirmed his previous speculation - this is by no means a coincidence.

There is no chance in this world, only necessity.

But this time, Bai Yuze clearly saw a fleeting worry in Fir Shan's dark eyes.But Bai Yuze, who never thought about anything, immediately converted all of this into positive energy inside, and trotted to the inspection refreshed.

Five minutes later, the broadcast reminded students who signed up for the 5-meter race to check in.

As soon as Xie Zhe put down his phone and stood up, a cold and familiar voice sounded in his ear: "What are you going to do?"

He stroked his hair with a chuckle, not even turning around. "I said it. No matter what he wants to do, I will accompany him."

"...You can't bear the consequences." Leng Shan frowned, her tone became a little colder.

"Fir Shan." Xie Zhe put his hands in his pockets, and finally turned around to face him with a calm expression. "I know better than you what I should do now. If I put it in the past, I would never be sloppy about what you said and what I would do. But the days have passed. To put it bluntly, why should I listen to you now?"

Fir Shan lowered her gaze and fell silent again.He has lost all the strength to confront him—and besides, what the person in front of him said is not wrong.

yes.We can't go back.Even though I miss the same person in my heart, you treat me like a stranger, so I have no choice but to part ways with you.

You have your way, I have mine.

From then on, everyone will not interfere with each other and live in peace.

Xie Zhe flew back to the playground almost at a gallop after the inspection, just in time for the sound of gunfire at 500 meters.

Regardless of the obstruction of the teacher on the sidelines, he rushed into the inner side of the track with his number cloth on his chest, and it didn't take long to catch up with Bai Yuze's calm pace.

In fact, to be honest, Xie Zhe really doesn't know how to motivate people at critical moments after living such a big life.Before meeting Bai Yuze, he had never cared so much about a single person, he had always been surrounded by others to flatter and comfort him.But just because he met such a person who made his heart beat, the trajectory of his life has completely changed since then.

Xie Zhe ran by Bai Yuze's side all the time, he was fast and fast, and he was slow and slow.He kept his eyes on the face that was close at hand, and kept encouraging him: "Come on, Xiaobai! Don't give up, we will be there soon, just bear with it."

Bai Yuze was so exhausted later that he no longer had the heart to talk to him, panting heavily, and moved his legs completely mechanically.

Seeing that his face was turning pale, Xie Zhe knew that his speed would only get slower and slower. He gritted his teeth and ignored himself and was exhausted, so he suddenly sang loudly: "I used to ask endlessly, when will you talk to me?" I go. But you always laugh at me and have nothing...I want to give you my pursuit and my freedom. But you always laugh at me and have nothing. Oh, when will you go with me..."

He knew that Bai Yuze liked Cui Jian's songs the most, whether it was now or in the past, as long as he heard the melody, his eyes would light up.Take it as a chance, if you hit it by mistake and succeed... Hey, it seems that I really can't ask him to do anything.

Xie Zhe sighed and laughed at himself in his heart, and continued to roar with his broken voice: "The ground under your feet is walking, and the water around you is flowing, but you always laugh at me... I have nothing! Why do you always laugh? Enough, why do I always have to pursue... Could it be that in front of you, I will always have nothing? Oh, when will you come with me..."

He still remembers the year after the high school entrance examination, Bai Yuze, Leng Shan, and he temporarily formed a small band on the stage of the graduation ceremony.Bai Yuze quietly lowered his eyes and slung the guitar across his shoulders, his fingers lightly dialed out a completely unruly tune from the past.Xie Zhe was standing two steps away from him, his bass sound was still full of bohemian rock style.And Leng Shan stood in front of the two wearing black clothes. They couldn't see his face clearly, but they could clearly hear his lonely voice that had not been amplified by the microphone, which was quite tainted with vicissitudes.

At that time, he sang the song "Nothing".

"Tell you I've been waiting for a long time, tell you my last request. I'm going to grab your hands, and you follow me. Now your hands are trembling, and your tears are streaming. Could it be that you are Tell me you love me for nothing..."

In fact, that time, both Bai Yuze and Xie Zhe sang with him, but the audience couldn't hear them.But they can hear each other's even the slightest voice change, Fir Shan's calm and reserved, Bai Yuze's green and sweet, and Xie Zhe's completely out of tune.

In the banquet that is about to end, there is no final madness, no hot tears shed, but only the uneasy mood under the singing.

Perhaps no one noticed that during the short performance period of less than 5 minutes, Xie Zhe sang out of tune songs, but his eyes kept looking in Bai Yuze's direction.So he naturally noticed that Bai Yuze had been staring at Fir Shan Shangshen from the beginning to the end.

Xie Zhe has not only been aware of the relationship between the two for a day or two, but his heart is no longer as painful as before.

He understood that even if he broke his throat by shouting the phrase "When will you come with me", Bai Yuze would not give him a sideways glance.He has already chosen his partner on the road ahead.That person doesn't even have to make that request himself, as long as he takes a deep look at him, Bai Yuze will obediently follow him no matter whether he is in the world or in the sea of ​​swords and fire.

And this situation has not changed until now. ...

Xie Zhe withdrew his thoughts that were drifting further and further away, but felt strangely empty beside him.Turning his head to look, he realized that Bai Yuze suddenly exerted strength at some point, and he was almost a quarter of a lap away from the finish line.

At this moment, Bai Yuze felt that his chest was tight and he just wanted to vomit blood, wishing that the oncoming wind would tear him apart.He couldn't feel that he was breathing oxygen at all, and he almost suspected that he would go into shock if he ran.His hands and feet were unbearably heavy, even if he was raped a thousand times in a row, it would be enough to reach this level.

And these are not the worst.Bai Yuze found that as his final sprinting movements became more and more intense, his right leg started to hurt faintly, as if being pierced by an awl.It wasn't a psychological effect, nor was it a warning before bodily functions went on strike. He even suspected that this leg was overused and was about to break.

But now it just can't stop.The end is at hand. ...

Almost all the people who were watching the game noticed at the same time that the slightly pale and thin boy's footsteps became a little staggering, but few people would think about possibilities other than physical exhaustion.

There are only two people who know the truth.

When Bai Yuze crossed the finish line for the third time, Xie Zhe grabbed him by the back collar in time, but the load on Bai Yuze's right leg had reached its limit at this time, and he fell forward feebly with the intense pain fall.

Because Bai Yuze's sprinting inertia was too strong before, and Xie Zhe didn't have any extra strength now, he could only watch Bai Yuze slam his head hard to the ground, screaming hysterically from the bottom of his heart.

After Bai Yuze cursed an unprecedented and desperate "fuck me" in his heart, he closed his eyes resignedly and did not make any resistance.However, Bai Yuze's strange feeling when he fell to the ground 0.01 seconds later told him that he might not die yet.

No one knows exactly when Fir Shan came to the finish line and jumped out suddenly. He hugged Bai Yuze tightly when his body was still leaning dangerously, and fell down with him with his back down. .

When he landed on the ground, Bai Yuze's whole weight was on Fir Shan's body, and his teeth hit his chin hard.Bai Yuze, who knew nothing about that fashion, opened his eyes carefully, and saw Fir Shan's deep black eyes, which contained a little pain, looking at him for a moment, and a warm breath passed by his lips for a moment, and Bai Yuze blushed for a while. At the same time, he also clearly noticed that the person on the opposite side had lost his position in an instant just like himself.

After finally recovering from his senses, Bai Yuze was about to push himself up regardless of his painful right leg, but Leng Shan stopped holding him tighter, and his glimmering black eyes were full of his eyes. reflection.There is something hidden in Leng Shan's rapidly warming gaze, which Bai Yuze can't understand.

He moved his Adam's apple with difficulty.At this moment, Bai Yuze just wanted to kiss him almost impulsively. ...

Leng Shan watched him approaching with a dazed expression, and ignored all the crowds and noisy inquiries, but at the moment when he closed his eyes and wanted to indulge for a while, Jin Ke's evil and cold words flashed in his mind smiley.

That night he pressed him down, pierced him hard again and again, kissed him frantically and murmured with a smile: If you dare to have further entanglements this time, I will really kill you in a frenzy. over him.You don't know how much I love you, Xiaoshan...

As if waking up instantly, Leng Shan trembled all over, then stretched out her hand with almost all her determination and perseverance, and slowly but forcefully clasped Bai Yuze's shoulder, stopping what was going to happen next.

When Bai Yuze was still staring at Fir Shan blankly, he had already gently pushed him away.

Bai Yuze was stunned.

It was only a flash of God's effort, and he was firmly supported by Xie Zhe behind him, and he was supported by his shoulders in time.His leg was still hurting badly, but nothing could beat the lethal feeling of disappointment welling up in his heart.

what is this.You pushed me away when I fell into your snare and was about to catch me - so what am I? ...

Leng Shan silently rejected the caring hands stretched out by the people around her, stood up slowly by herself, and lightly raised her eyes to look at the two cuddling in front of her.Bai Yuze was still stunned as if he had lost his soul, while Xie Zhe stared at him with his breath still not completely stable.

Leng Shan hesitated for a moment, but finally walked forward.

Bai Yuze's empty eyes suddenly showed some light again, but it's a pity that the person Leng Shan is looking at at this time is not him, but Xie Zhe.

The broadcast has already begun to prepare for the 3000-meter runners to take their positions on the track.

Xie Zhe stared at him warily, but Leng Shan took advantage of his distraction to listen to the radio and easily untied the number cloth tied to his chest.

"...You send him to the infirmary. 3000 meters, I will run for you."

"Are you kidding me!" Xie Zhe looked even more annoyed, he was about to grab the cloth back with his eyes wide open, but Fir Shan easily pinched his wrist.He only glanced at him lightly, and said calmly: "You are like this, can you continue the game? Or, do you prefer that I take him to the infirmary alone?"

Xie Che stopped talking.After a few seconds of silence, he turned around and supported Bai Yuze and walked slowly towards the teaching building.

Leng Shan stared at Bai Yuze's slightly curled thin back, which seemed to be suppressing something desperately, and felt a little sad in his heart.

It is I who reject your awake eyes, it is I who summon the illusion in your eyes.It was I who lured you to develop in the direction I wanted, and then underestimated your true feelings when you fell.

It's all my fault.

So, don't follow the wrong person in the future.

I'm afraid that if you fall again, it will hurt.

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