nib boy

Accumulating the exhaustion and disappointment of the exam for a week, Bai Yuze slept soundly that night, and woke up at ten o'clock in the morning.

He walked out of the room with messy hair and slippers, and looked around blankly. At a glance, he saw Xie Zhe, neatly dressed, leaning on the sofa and reading a newspaper, holding a pencil in his hand and constantly sketching something on it.Aroused a little curiosity, Bai Yuze quietly walked behind him and looked around, only to find that he was enjoying doing the Sudoku game behind the newspaper.

Bai Yuze had never noticed that there was such a puzzle game in the back of the newspaper before, and he just flipped through it casually.Standing there quietly watching for a while, he saw that Xie Zhe finished all the sudoku in the newspaper that he had accumulated this week, heaved a sigh of satisfaction, and was about to get up with a pleasant smile——then he was caught in the corner of his eyes like Bai Yuze, who was staring straight at him like a ghost, was startled.

"You... When did you get up?!" He covered his heart with one hand and took two steps back, his expression distorted by panic. "Staying behind me so silently is trying to scare people to death, brother!"

Bai Yuze just smiled "hehe" on the spot seeing his stunned look, "I'm sorry, I'm sorry——Actually, I just want to see what you're doing alone."

"...I'm playing." Xie Zhe seemed to have recovered a bit, and while answering, he bent down to pick up the newspapers that had just been scattered on the floor. "You have to relax on weekends... Otherwise, what hope do you have for being alive?"

Taking the initiative to bend down to help him pick, Bai Yuze picked up a copy and looked at it carefully. "Although I can't understand it, it seems really interesting to see how easy you filled it out."

"Really." Xie Zhe stood up and smiled, without saying anything more.

I remember that in the past, we were three people working together to compete faster, and the winners were different every time.

I simply like numbers, you "think it's fun to play", and that person always has a paralyzed face, but it's just because it doesn't take much effort to do it.

always like this.

No matter what he does, it is almost effortless. He obviously doesn't have the slightest love in his heart, but he can still do better than everyone else.Even though he has never paid at all, he can get everything that others can't dream of.Excellent grades, uninterrupted pursuit, and even a throbbing heart only for him...

...It's so unfair and ridiculous, isn't it?

I clearly chased that person for so long, so long, but I still can't catch him.

Just seeing his bright smile that reflects the sun can turn your heart into a river of spring water.I never knew that the joy of being full of heart can only crawl in the deepest part of my heart in a quiet gesture.

If... If it can become a piece of sky, can this figure be embraced?

If you are a bird waiting to fly.

Since the family had run out of ammunition and food, the two ordered takeaway at noon to make do with it.After the meal, Xie Zhe said that he would go out to do some shopping, but Bai Yuze was flustered because he didn't bring out his homework anyway, so he took advantage of the opportunity and said that he wanted to go out for a stroll.So after a brief tidying up, the two set off.

There are still a lot of people in the mall on weekends, most of them are couples or couples, and there are also families of three traveling together.In such a comparison, it was a bit awkward for the two big boys to come out to buy groceries alone.

Bai Yuze didn't know how to choose, so he followed Xie Zhe to watch him pick and choose. After a while, the cart was full of vegetables, eggs and fruits that could last for about a week.The boy straightened up and patted the thin dust on his hands, then turned his head and asked, "Do you want to buy some more seafood? Do you want to eat fish? Although I may not be very good at it."

"Ah...it doesn't need to be so rich, just enough to eat." Bai Yuze was a little embarrassed, feeling that he was not only of no help but also causing a lot of trouble for his friends. "It's so cumbersome to clean up when making fish. Otherwise, we can buy some cooked food, and just go back and heat it up."

Xie Zhe thought about it and smiled at him. "Well, that's fine...but what's the matter with being so shy like a little daughter-in-law, my lady. It's okay, don't feel sorry for me, husband, just kill a fish! As long as you like it, it's okay to kill people and steal money. -"

"...Get out. I'll give you a face." Bai Yuze immediately kicked him in the dark angrily, and then walked towards the cooked food area as if nothing had happened.

Xie Zhe chuckled and quickened his pace to keep up with the cart, but he was stopped by a person in the snack area along with Bai Yuze on the way.

The girl was wearing a pure white sweater and a tailored denim suspender skirt. When she leaned out from behind the snack shelf, the smile on her lips drew out her beautiful dimples.

"Little Bai—! Xie Zi——!"

Both of them turned their heads this way when they heard the sound, Bai Yuze was dumbfounded seeing her holding a lot of snacks in her arms, and Xie Zhe's face quickly turned from sunny to cloudy.

"Hey...Xiao Ye? Why are you here?" Bai Yuze recovered and walked up to ask curiously. Looking around, he didn't see anyone who came with her.

"Don't look for it, I'm here alone. I just finished my lessons and was going home. I stopped by the mall and wanted to come in to buy something to eat. You guys came just in time. There are too many things that I can't carry." She said without any hesitation. Unceremoniously, he went to the side of the cart of the two of them and dumped everything into it, raised his eyes and smiled brightly at Xie Zhe. "Hey, I haven't seen you for more than half a month, classmate Xie, you don't look very well."

Xie Zhe snorted coldly and turned his gaze indifferently. "Thank you for your concern. I have been a little constipated recently."

Hearing the words, Bai Yuze hastily stabbed him hard from behind, and winked at Xie Zhe hard after Xie Zhe's aggrieved gaze after suffering the pain.It was only then that Xie Zhe suddenly realized that he had taken it seriously when he said that he fell in love with this woman last time.It's really tricky, if I knew it earlier, I should casually say a passerby, A, B, C, Ding.

No way, he could only force a smile, turned to Chen Ye again pretending to be a gentleman and said, "...just kidding. If you don't mind, I will treat you with these things today."

...so can you go checkout now while I don't change my mind?In short, get out of my sight as soon as possible - a great opportunity to be alone is so cruelly destroyed, hey!

Xie Zhe kept roaring in his heart, but he had to struggle to maintain a fake smile on his face.

Bai Yuze nodded in a teachable way when he heard this, and then added: "Are you still busy later? If you have time, let's go to Xie Zhe's house together? It's very close, just walk for a while. arrive."

"what?!"

"Okay."

Xie Zhe, who was about to vomit blood, and the girl who smiled indifferently stared at each other for a while, then turned to look at Bai Yuze, who was secretly looking at him with a "V" face to hide his merit and fame, and finally couldn't help his forehead.

Sure enough, if you don't die, you won't die.What kind of crimes did he commit?

After paying the bill, Xie Zhe kept his face sullen and silent on the way home, while Ren Bai Yuze and Chen Yewu chatted enthusiastically.

Although Bai Yuze's reaction was a bit slow, he could still feel the strong evil spirit emanating from Xie Zhe's body.He took it for granted that Xie Zhe must have seen Chen Ye talking and laughing intimately with him, and felt that he had been left out, so he was unhappy.

Buddy always comes first.Bai Yuze seriously strengthened his belief again, and then gradually reduced the number of replies.Chen Ye was not aware of this, and still chatted with him about school affairs with a smile, as if he would never get tired of talking.

When he finally got home, Xie Zhe was about to put away the things he bought with a cloudy face, when Bai Yuze picked up those full shopping bags and flashed into the kitchen with lightning speed, and shouted wisely to the outside : "Leave it to me here, you take Xiaoye around the house first."

Xie Zhe immediately turned black, and turned around depressed after a while, without saying a word, just walked into the depths of the room alone.Chen Ye blinked on the spot, but finally followed.

"...I expressed that I am very confused about the current situation. Could it be that he is trying his best to create a chance for us to be alone? If it is convenient, can you explain to me?" Chen Ye walked into his bedroom and closed the door behind him. Smile at him.

"Oh. I didn't figure it out myself, so I'll say it." Xie Zhe didn't even look at her, and sat down at the desk to open his homework and started to do it by himself. "If you have nothing to do, go back later. You should know that I don't like too much contact with the opposite sex."

Chen Ye was not angry when he heard such a straightforward expulsion order, and smiled still: "Anyway, you are already disgusted with me enough, and this is not bad. I just don't understand that you hate me so much because you hate my rival Instinctive repulsion? But I clearly gave up a long time ago."

With a cold snort, Xie Zhe said unhurriedly: "I don't know if you have heard such a sentence, called: A friend of a rival in love is still an enemy."

"...You made this up for me, right? It doesn't rhyme at all." Chen Ye sat down on the bed helplessly. "Besides, Xiaoshan...has no intention of robbing you anymore."

"Oh, yes. I really felt his incomparably noble spirit of humility without any effort."

"you do not believe?"

"I'm not blind."

"...he used to be your brother too."

"This brother, I would rather I never knew him."

Chen Ye was really annoyed this time, and suddenly stood up from the bed, frowned and retorted: "You—you don't know how hard he is living now! He escaped without telling his family, and he has no money at all. source, he can only earn some income by going to the bar to sing every night. He doesn’t even plan anything, he just wants to see if Xiaobai is doing well. As a bystander, the helpless pain and suffering, I don’t believe you I understand. Don't you really understand? He wants to see you give him happiness with his own eyes!"

Xie Zhe's pen tip stopped at some point, but he still kept his head buried in the book without saying a word.

"Xiaoshan has always been guilty...whether it is towards Xiaobai or you. You don't have to forgive him, but at least...can you come with me in person, just go and see him, and see if Xiaoshan is alone? What kind of life do you live..." Her tone gradually softened again, almost pleading.

But Xie Zhe finally raised his head when he heard this, and looked at her in a blink of an eye, with a faint expression on his face. "Do you think that I will sympathize with him when I see his desolation or decadence? Chen Ye, don't forget that he is not the only one chasing after thousands of miles away. Yes, I do not lack There is no lack of understanding in money, but is he paying and making up for it just by doing this? — Not enough. Far from enough.”

The girl's mood can be called despair.She bit her lip, trying to hide the uncontrollable trembling in her words: "... Then, what else do you want?"

cold blooded.The person in front of him became so cold-blooded.Did he change, or did he never see through it?

Slowly clenching her fists, Chen Ye couldn't tell whether she was angry or sad at the moment, and she had lost the strength to argue, she just felt deeply tired: "...you don't think he's miserable enough. Okay, I'll tell you now .That person, Jin Ke—has already chased him here.”

Eyes wide open in disbelief, Xie Zhe's face was suddenly filled with shock and panic, and he didn't even realize that the pen in his hand had landed. "What did you say?"

That bastard, that villain exuding a dangerous aura——the chief culprit who caused Bai Yuze to become what he is now! !

"How did you know about this?" Xie Zhe also stood up, approaching menacingly, his eyes were as cold as frost. "What's the purpose of his coming? Do you want to hurt him again? I will definitely, never allow him to touch his finger again this time!"

The girl who was pushed into the corner was calm enough, although her face was a little pale. "Xiaobai should be fine... Jin Ke is here for Xiaoshan this time."

Xie Zhe raised his eyebrows suspiciously, "How can you guarantee that nothing will happen to Bai? Are you the roundworm in his stomach?"

"Because Jin Ke will inevitably threaten Xiaoshan with Xiaobai's safety, and Xiaoshan will never let history repeat itself no matter what."

"Coercion? What is he trying to do by threatening Leng Shan?" Xie Zhe suddenly couldn't figure it out, but Chen Ye stopped talking, and only lowered his eyes and sighed softly after a while. "...Do you know that Jin Ke likes Xiaoshan?"

Xie Zhe didn't move at all, with a dull expression.

Chen Yewu continued in a low voice: "Actually, when I was in Haicheng before, I felt that there seemed to be something wrong between them. The atmosphere was very strange, and it was not simply rejection or estrangement between brothers in reorganized families, but there was something specific. No one could know about the deep relationship. Until one time later, I accidentally ran into him blocking Xiaoshan in an alley..."

"... that's enough." Interrupting her words with difficulty, Xie Zhe felt that all kinds of weird emotions were violently churning in his heart, which was so hot that it almost burned his internal organs.Faintly fragmented truths surfaced one after another, no wonder, no wonder he hated Bai Yuze so much, no wonder he wanted to drive him to death - this terrible desire for monopoly!

After a long silence, Xie Zhe finally made up his mind and grabbed the girl's slender wrist, with a firm gaze: "—Go. Take me to Fir Shan, immediately."

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After hastily finding an excuse to get by, Xie Zhe dragged Chen Ye out impatiently.Bai Yuze was puzzled, but he didn't think too much about it. He was quite relieved when he thought that he was suddenly enlightened and wanted to take the initiative to attack.

"I'll definitely be back before dinner, and if I'm bored, I'll play with the computer in my room."

As the door closed hastily with a "bang", Bai Yuze walked out of the kitchen and laughed.It seems that the opportunities I created were not in vain.

Leng Shan's home is relatively close to the school, and the two of them only took three or four bus stops to get there.

Chen Ye led the way, and saw her circling around the alley with her super memory, and finally stopped in front of a row of dilapidated tube buildings. "...That's it."

Xie Zhe silently cast his eyes on the crumbling old-fashioned buildings. Years of wind and rain have stained the paint on the buildings, revealing the red brick walls inside.In the open space in front, there were a few children around four or five years old playing wildly in the cold wind, chasing and running through puddles of unfrozen dirty water, their faces flushed from the cold.

Chen Ye didn't bother to urge him, and just quietly watched beside him.

"...Let's go." After a while, Xie Zhe said in a deep voice.The girl turned her face slightly to look at him, but she couldn't catch the deep emotion in his eyes.

There was a lot of debris in the corridor, dust was everywhere, and there was a musty smell.

"Did he bring you here on his own initiative?" Xie Zhe frowned and looked at the dark and messy environment in the building.

"...I secretly followed him. You know, he has always been reluctant to tell others about himself. "

yes.How could I not know.

Xie Zhe stood side by side with Chen Ye in front of the rusted iron gate with a coolness that could not be called a smile on the corner of his mouth.After a moment's pause, the girl raised her hand and knocked on the door.

Hearing slight footsteps walking all the way, the indifferent voice was so calm: "Who is there?"

"...It's me, Chen Ye." After hesitating for a while, the girl responded lowly.Fir Shan was a little surprised inside the door, but what was even more surprising was another figure she saw through the cat's eyes.

……Why is he here.He shouldn't be here.

Hearing that the movement over there suddenly disappeared, Xie Zhe couldn't hold back any longer, so he stepped forward and slammed on the door with a "dong dong". "If you have a fir tree, open the door for me! I have something to ask you!"

Before knocking twice, the door opened.

The temperature in the room was very low, but the young man was only wearing a dark unlined jacket, with a towel around his neck, and his jet-black hair was still dripping with water.While the two people outside the door were in a daze, Leng Shan said calmly: "...I don't remember telling you my address."

"...Stop talking nonsense." Came back to his senses, Xie Zhe stepped in viciously, and closed the door with his backhand before Chen Ye followed.The girl who was rejected stood in place for a long time, then turned around with a sigh of resignation, leaning her back against the cold wall.

never mind.Let them solve their problems by themselves. ...

Here, Xie Zhefu impatiently pushed Fir Shan away as soon as he entered the door, and rushed into the house to investigate around, his face full of agitation, as if he was looking for someone.Leng Shan saw him running around in his house like a headless chicken, and didn't say anything to stop him.

After confirming that there was indeed no one else in the room, Xie Zhe stepped into the humble bedroom unwillingly, walked to the bedside in two or three steps, took a deep breath, and suddenly raised his hand to lift up the white sheet—the lonely pillow was not covered. It fell to the ground with the slightest sound, and three packs of unopened condoms were also exposed in sight.

The hand holding the quilt trembled instantly, Xie Zhe felt a rush of blood rushing up to the top of his head, his heart was beating furiously, he suddenly turned his head to look at the calm and indifferent figure by the door, Fir Shan still watched silently from afar he.

The secret was exposed face to face, and that person was so calm and calm at the moment, without even the slightest bit of panic or debate.

So he quickly bent down to pick up the condoms, Xie Zhe turned around and smashed them all at his calm face—but missed.The rage made his movements lose their precision, and those beautifully packaged boxes were scattered at the boy's feet.

Xie Zhe stood up straight again with a face full of frost, his eyes were like fire, and he gritted his teeth and sneered: "Hehe...it also comes with lubrication, it's quite interesting, you guys."

Fir Shan frowned slightly, but still didn't speak.However, his long silence ignited the other party's anger again.

"……dirty."

The deep disgust in Xie Zhe's tone was like hard thorns, he thought he aimed them at that person and pierced them all, but the ridiculous thing was that he also felt the pain.He didn't even know why he was so angry after encountering this situation, the person who confronted Fir Shan was far from him.Even if he slept with his brother and fucked his shit? ? ...

"You do this—" Finally, he couldn't help but stepped forward and grabbed his collar. Xie Zhe thought that he might strangle him to death if he couldn't help it: "Is it fair for you to do this?! If He knew you did something like this—"

"...He won't know." The young man's estranged eyes pierced him directly, staring out of focus at the empty window. "Besides, even if he knows, so what?...I'm just a person who has nothing to do with him or you."

"Fart your mother!" Xie Zhe excitedly increased the strength of his subordinates, almost hysterical. "A blind man can tell that he likes you... Fuck it, even if you forget everything, you still like you, a scum! Do you think you are great because you know it and still do it? Do you think anyone will thank you for it?!"

Leng Shan said slowly: "I don't want anyone's gratitude. I did this voluntarily, and it has nothing to do with you. No matter how dirty it is, I will force myself to accept it now. As long as you are in Bai By my side, I don't worry that there will be something that he can't carry.

"One day I'm going to leave here, and then I won't interfere with his life anymore. So in the future, I'll beg you...to walk with him all the time."

The clock on the wall "clicked, clicked" engraved the elapsed time, the floor was in a mess, and cold drops of water kept falling from the tip of the man's hair, wetting his hands that were gradually exhausted.

……strangeness.It was so strange.

Xie Zhe let go of his fingers dejectedly, and slowly opened the distance between the two.

This time I thought I wouldn't lose again, but it turned out that you chose to leave halfway.

asshole.Is it very fulfilling to defeat other people's self-esteem so silently?Will anyone be really happy when they get the consummation that you bestowed upon them? ...

How could there be such a person in the world.

It's too tender to be hateful.

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