nib boy

The weather in autumn is getting colder every day, and there are not a few students in the class who catch a cold. Now, opening windows for ventilation between classes has become a first-level order assigned by Yuhuan.

No, just after a drowsy biology class was over, the monitor sister raised her voice to remind the students by the window to open the window.Bai Yuze was still lying on the table with a pen in his hand to have a tryst with Duke Zhou. Hearing this, he grunted reluctantly and didn't move.

Fir Shan behind him frowned slightly, and finally withdrew the hand that wanted to hit his back.

Since Bai Yuze and his seat are sandwiched between the same window, usually Bai Yuze would take the initiative to open the window ahead of him, but unfortunately today is the last day of class this week, this kid was in a daze early in the morning I don't have much energy, I don't know what time I stayed up last night.

Forget it, don't quarrel with him.

Thinking of this, Fir Shan has leaned slightly to reach the edge of the window, and stretched out her arm to drag the window halfway open.

The temperature has changed dramatically recently, and the girls near the window have already complained softly and put on flowery coats, while the boy in front of him who was blown by the cool wind even sneezed loudly in his dream .

Xie Zhe, who was next to him, who was desperately texting his friends during the break after class, turned his head to look in Bai Yuze's direction when he heard the sound, and then saw a scene that shocked him.

Leng Shan leaned forward and closed the window next to Bai Yuze quietly again, and at the same time withdrew his hand, he also hooked the hood of his coat, which happened to cover the boy's naked head.

Bai Yuze didn't wake up, he seemed to be in a deep sleep, completely unaware of Fir Shan's movements.

Xie Zhe's expression changed from surprise to complicated, and when he finally met those two emotionless gazes, he slightly hooked his lips and smiled.

Leng Shan still stared at him with a paralyzed face, and saw that Xie Zhe opened and closed his lips slightly, and after making a silent lip word to him, he turned back and said nothing more.

However, Fir Shan understood that sentence.

Xie Zhe said to him, "...it's too late."

Bai Yuze didn't wake up until the bell rang for the last class in the morning.

He looked up and looked around in confusion, but there was only a dim chaos in front of him.He couldn't help but feel a sudden shock in his heart. Just when he was already thinking about the relationship between the long-term lack of sleep and the chance of blindness in teenagers, a beam of dazzling sunlight suddenly pierced through the thick darkness, blinding his titanium alloy immediately. dog eyes.

"I fucked up!" Can't help but swear, Bai Yuze hurriedly covered his eyes and began to twitch + howl on the table. "It's over! I can only play the erhu for the rest of my life!"

Xie Zhe completely lifted his hood with disdain, and grabbed it. "Stop acting. By the way, you slept so well this morning that an old eunuch is not afraid of being castrated. I have lied three times about you staying up all night doing the questions last night."

"Ah..." Bai Yuze let go of his hand guiltily, and laughed. "Hey, brother, I was a little sleepless last night..."

"I know, I know, boys of this age will be like this, I understand Nissan." Xie Zhe took the opportunity to touch his face pitifully, but Bai Yuze calmly punched him on the chin.

"roll.……"

Regardless of Xie Zhe crying "My handsome face!!", he subconsciously reached out to touch the softly drooping hood behind him, hesitating for a moment. "The hat... when was it put on?"

"Eh?" Xie Zhe's eyes flickered, and then he put on an unscrupulous smile, without answering directly. "Well... I was afraid that you would be cold, so I took it with me."

"Oh. Thank you." Bai Yuze didn't think much, stood up and looked around. The classroom was already empty, and he remembered that he seemed to have forgotten an important event.

"Grab food ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!"

You must know that the freshmen in the first year of high school are unprecedentedly fierce. They not only rob the mobile phone signals of the seniors and sisters, but also eat three meals a day.

At this time, Xie Zhe puffed out his chest like a hero and stepped forward to pat his collapsed and shrugged shoulders, "Don't cry, my lady - Xianggong has already sent a text message to the evildoer before get out of class, and asked him and Lao Ning to make dinner for the two of us by the way." .We've got time to stroll over now—"

"Eh, really??" Bai Yuze's eyes flashed again in an instant, and he smiled foolishly and let Xie Zhe hook him to the door.

"By the way, you kid eats and sleeps all day, but you don't gain weight? You grow up pretty fast, and if you grow longer, you'll overwhelm me."

"Fart, I'm not shorter than you..."

They had just stepped out of the classroom door, but a gentle female voice suddenly called them from behind, "Hey... Bai Yuze, Xie Zhe."

The two turned their heads at the same time, only to see Yuhuan standing at the front door of the classroom, smiling at them from a distance.

"Uh...Teacher Yang?" Bai Yuze immediately felt a little shy. In fact, he is not good at dealing with this kind of situation with the teacher. Fortunately, there is a shameless Xie Zhe beside him. The stupid Meixiao who came here pretended to be free and easy and raised his hand over there, "Teacher, what's the matter?..."

Yuhuan nodded, her brows were full of elegance and composure that had quietly settled down over the years. "I recently borrowed a few magazines about problem-solving methods and admission recommendations from the school library, do you want to read them?"

Xie Zhe was flattered when he heard the words. After a short period of surprise, there was a series of "Thank you teacher", and after nodding and bowing, Yuhuan nodded to Bai Yuze again, "Bai Yuze, come with me to the office to get it, let Xie Zhe Can I wait for you in the cafeteria first?"

"Well, good. Xie Zhe, go there first, talk to Yao Lu and Lao Ning." After answering, Bai Yuze followed Yuhuan and left without looking at Xie Zhe. Only Xie Zhe was left in pieces. glass heart……

"Xiaobai sit down, don't stand."

In the language group, Yuhuan couldn't bear Bai Yuze's uncomfortable look standing aside, so she smiled and signaled him to relax.

"Ah... um. Thank you, teacher." Bai Yuze sat down anxiously, watching her leisurely walk to the water dispenser to make two cups of tea, which was quite fragrant.

Pushing one of the cups to Bai Yuze's eyes, Yuhuan pulled the chair closer, but it didn't look like she was looking for a magazine for him.For some reason, Bai Yuze had an ominous premonition in his heart.

Sure enough, after ten seconds of silence, Yuhuan slowly opened her mouth.

"...The results of this month's monthly exam have already come down."

Bai Yuze's heart sank, and he didn't dare to raise his eyes to look at her calm face after only a moment.

"Actually, you should know what the result is. I don't want to say anything more about it. I just don't understand... You obviously had such excellent grades when you entered school. Did you experience any blows? Or did you lose the motivation to work hard?"

The boy just hung his head and said nothing.

Yuhuan sighed, and her voice became softer again. "Look up at me, Xiaobai."

Bai Yuze lifted his heavy head slowly, only to realize that she wasn't smiling, it was an indescribable expression.A little distressed, but more seriously.

"I don't care about you for anything else, but from your attitude towards my subject, I know that you are a good boy. I have also confirmed this in the contact last year, although you did not choose according to your own advantages. Study liberal arts, but I know that no matter what you do, you must have your own reasons.

"If you feel that high school is too heavy and stressful, how about trying to relax? But I don't mean relaxation in behavior. Math and physics are the two things that pull you the most, so you might as well start with them It's not too late to start now. You have to have confidence in yourself. If you give up on yourself, what else can you expect?..."

Bai Yuze's nose felt a little sour when he heard it.

You have to have confidence in yourself. ... How long has it been since I heard someone say this to me?

It's not that I haven't thought about changing, but who should I show the change to?

Is it only by living more like yourself that you can gain more recognition from others?

What is unscrupulous youth like?

Do you put down your studies and frantically throw yourself into the arms of your dreams, or grab a knife and drink blood in order to maintain the justice in your heart.

Which side should I choose? ...

The mist of hot tea obscured the two people's crossed eyes, but Bai Yuze couldn't say anything else for a while, he could only nod with a nasal tone. "……Um."

Finally, I discovered that someone still had hope in me.Even if in the eyes of other teachers, he is an out-and-out poor student, lazy, stubborn and casual, but so what.

—I do have people who care.

She is also willing to make a cup of fragrant hot tea in the autumn afternoon and tell me with sincere eyes that it is not too late to start.

I am still confused, still in pain, and still don't know where the direction is in the twilight.

And for so long, what I waited for was nothing more than a simple belief.Just because that is the only navigation mark for me to move forward.

Why is no one willing to tell me? ...

Before leaving, Yuhuan also mentioned Fir Tree to him.

"Leng Shan looks aloof, but it shouldn't be difficult to get in touch with. I talked to him when I first started school, and asked him to help you with science in the future, and he didn't refuse. If you don't understand If you have problems, ask questions more diligently, and the more students help each other, the faster you can improve."

Bai Yuze froze for a moment when he heard the words.

What?Fir Shan promised to help herself? ?

Bai Yuze only felt an unknown fire in his stomach.

help? !Why didn't he see that that guy wanted to help him?Just don't refuse to borrow his homework to copy?Usually I don't even want to say a word, it really is... "not difficult at all" to get in touch! !

Even Bai Yuze himself didn't know why he was so angry.After all, he verbally agreed to the teacher's affairs in consideration of many parties, but whether to do it behind the scenes is completely his Fir Shan's freedom, isn't it?

After bidding farewell to Yuhuan, he clutched the magazine and angrily went downstairs to the cafeteria. As soon as he stepped through the door, he heard Xie Zhe yelling from the nearby table.

"My lady! Here and here - why is it taking so long, the dishes are cold!"

Bai Yuze didn't reply, sat down heavily with a sullen face and began to brutally ravage the dinner plate with his chopsticks.

Yao Lu looked up at him in surprise, "Yo, what's the matter? Are you being scolded?"

He still didn't say a word, he was eating his food like a puff, Xie Zhe, who had been left in the cold before, wanted to say something more, but Ning Ziyue, who was opposite him, shook his head at him, lowered his head and concentrated on eating his meal.

At this moment, a thin figure wearing a long black trench coat passed by their table very quickly. The moment he appeared in Bai Yuze's peripheral vision, he involuntarily squeezed the convenient chopsticks in his hand.

He knew that that person always ate alone, and his time never stayed for anyone.

"Hey... isn't that the kid from last time?" Yao Lu, who has always had good eyesight, immediately squinted at him, staring at Leng Shan as she walked out of the cafeteria with an empty plate.

"Is it the person you went to other people's class to provoke last time?" Ning Ziyue calmly complained sharply.

"How did you say that! Obviously he provoked me first."

"Hey, don't be so hurtful! The future will be long, and there will be more opportunities to use this top student in the future. It is true to establish a good relationship in advance."

"...Xie Er, I really misjudged you before. It turns out that you are such a despicable and scheming person."

"Nimma, what do you know! This is called not letting go of every drop of resources around you..."

Up to this point, Bai Yuze, who had been silent from the beginning, suddenly sneered from the sidelines, and somehow there was a strong sourness in his words.

"Is it useful if you don't let go of the resources? The resources don't pay attention to poor students like us at all..."

It's like... not a person in the same world at all.He suddenly remembered that his friend had described Fir Tree in this way.

And Yao Lu, who seemed to have finally realized what was wrong, came back to his senses, smiled, leaned over and patted him on the shoulder, and comforted him slowly: "Well, you can't say that. You think, he has a good mind and a good sportsman , the family background is good, and he looks good... Although he is not as good as me, isn't his facial nerve necrosis? How fair! It shows that no matter how godly he is, he is still a human being, and there is nothing special about him. I like it more than anyone else..."

The corners of Xie Zhe and Ning Ziyue's mouths twitched after hearing these words, and they couldn't imagine the lewd picture of Fir Shan's slumped face doing that kind of thing--the sense of disobedience that the thunder is rolling this day, just thinking about it Infiltrate as much as you want!

Hearing the words, Bai Yuze naturally had a black line on his face. Although he didn't feel any comfort at all and would feel even more inferior if he didn't say anything, he still understood the gist of Yao Lu's words.

No matter how good Leng Shan is, he is still an individual. Humans have weaknesses, just like you and me, no different.

It's just that you haven't seen his side facing away from the light.

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