nib boy

"...Quick copy, quick copy! In 5 minutes, formalin will come to collect the papers!"

"What the hell?! Damn it, it's already this time! Hey, lend me your paper to take a look."

"Oh shit... It's over, I seem to have lost my memory! Why can't I remember any of the equations I learned this month!"

"...Forget it, I give up. Resolutely do English to heal the soul."

Hearing the wailing sounded from every corner of the classroom, Bai Yuze pulled the paper and moved it up without any surprises, silently staring at the last calculation problem that made people feel overwhelmed.

In the evening self-study, the entire corridor was silent, and it was estimated that only Class [-] classrooms would be so lively.

In the past one and a half months, Bai Yuze has finally figured out what kind of internal structure the class he is in is.The top students in science are all in Classes [-], [-], and [-], and most of the rest are students from the middle and lower reaches.Except, of course, the firs.Why he miraculously appeared in the ordinary class is still an unsolved mystery.

So it stands to reason that if the science students who have lost the pillars of the motherland are randomly assigned to the remaining four classes, the gap between classes should not be too big.

Yes, Bai Yuze thought so too.But after more than a month of running-in, his illusions were completely shattered.

Shit, this class is simply a mob! !More than half of them are the mighty and unrestrained version of Bai Yuze, and the rest are evenly divided between the dark-bellied Xie Zhe and the beast-like Yao Lu.To sum it up in one sentence, there is no normal person... No, Bai Yuze thinks he is quite normal among them.

Sighing with a side face, although he is sleepy and tired and wants to sleep very much, but he just can't.

Someone was looking at him expectantly.Waiting for his reborn transformation. ...

Bai Yuze's heartbeat began to speed up, and after a full minute of mental preparation, he mustered up the courage to lean his back against the edge of the table behind him, making a low voice like a mosquito.

"That... there are a few questions that I can't do."

The people behind looked up at the back of his head full of unease. There was no superfluous expression on his face, only one hand was stretched out. "……roll."

Hearing the words, Bai Yuze felt as if he had received an amnesty, he turned half of his body hastily, and offered the scroll reverently. "I circled everything I don't know...."

After taking the paper, Leng Shan glanced at him calmly.

The young man moved the chair quickly and sat down in the aisle beside him, staring intently at the homework he had just completed, his pair of brown pupils were flickering, as if looking forward to it, but also as if he was desperately suppressing the tension.

He let out a sigh of relief and looked away, unplugged the earphones facing outside, and said lightly: "This question, the formula is wrong..."

The clear knuckles of the fir tree bone hooked the pen and patiently wrote and scratched beside the stem, and the drooping hair on his forehead almost covered his night-like pure black eyes.

It started about last week, and that day happened to be the day when the monthly exam results were announced.

The moment he learned the score, the slightly thin figure sitting in front of him didn't react at all.Not lost, not shaken, calm and almost numb.However, just as the bell rang for the end of get out of class, Bai Yuze stood up and walked up to him solemnly, with unwavering determination in his eyes.

"... If there are any questions I don't know in the future, can I ask you?"

After a moment of astonishment, Leng Shan met the boy's pure eyes without any impurities, and nodded slowly with some kind of mood.

Since then, it seems that everything around me has changed.

During lunch, Bai Yuze would turn his head and ask him cautiously "Do you want to go together", and then before he could answer, he and Xie Zhe would walk out together talking and laughing between him; noticing that he never had dinner, he frowned and said "Let's bring you a bag of crispy noodles when we come back after dinner." Although Leng Shan doesn't want to eat junk food, he still reluctantly accepts it; during boring classes, he will secretly turn around and ask him what song he is listening to, if there is one he likes When he encounters a problem that he doesn't understand, he spreads out his homework on his desk and looks forward to the stars. Every circle scattered on the paper is like an innocent smiling face that blooms one after another.

On the surface, Leng Shan still has the same alienated attitude as before, and never smiles at anyone's initiative to approach him, but when he inadvertently glances at Bai Yuze's focused profile during class, he will be in a daze for a long time.

This time, I retreated on purpose, but it was only you who took that crucial step.

If we meet--

In a blink of an eye, Leng Shan looked at the lively figures running and playing on the playground under the streetlights outside the window, and the thoughts that were already easy to write down suddenly slowed down.The hot and churning emotions in the black eyes were no longer exposed under the cover of night, and after time passed, they gradually weathered and cooled down into a lonely poem.

——You came to me, and I finally had nowhere to escape.

At nineteen fifty, the evening self-study is over.

Bai Yuze rolled up his schoolbag with one hand, turned to watch Leng Shan silently pack his things, and asked casually, "Which dormitory do you live in, Leng Shan?"

"...I don't live on campus."

"Eh?" Bai Yuze froze for a moment, looking a little confused. "Don't live in school? But the school doesn't stipulate that..."

He stopped in the middle of the conversation, because he caught the sneer flashing in Fir Shan's eyes.

I almost forgot, the person in front of me is the nemesis of the word "rule".

"Ah..." He was speechless for a moment, then hurriedly changed his words: "Then your house is far from the school?"

"...not far." Leng Shan had already packed her things, and looked up at him for a while, as if trying to figure out what Bai Yuze wanted to express.

Xie Zhe, who was watching the excitement for a long time, couldn't help it, and couldn't help teasing: "Can you two not be so reluctant to say goodbye? Xiaobai, why do you even ask where you live like a confession, don't be too shy, hey."

Hearing the words, Leng Shan stared at him with sharp eyes, while Bai Yuze sneered with guilt.

Confession?He also has to have the guts.Bai Yuze secretly slandered in his heart, and had to admit that he was cowardly.

"I'm leaving." Finally, Leng Shan lost the patience to waste time with them, put on her shoulder bag and stepped out the door.As he turned the corner, he could still hear Bai Yuze cursing hoarsely in the classroom.

"Confess your love to your sister!! I'm in charge!!!..."

Fir hooked her lower lip slightly in the shadows, and walked through the corridor into the cool autumn night breeze.

The dim light in the alley lengthened and shortened the boy's solitary reflection wantonly, and the surroundings were so quiet that he could hear his shallow breathing.

The wild cat curled up next to the pile of debris was dozing off, but suddenly widened its vigilant eyes and listened to the sudden ringing of the phone ringing nearby.

It was "Meet Again" by Sodagreen.

The first time Leng Shan saw the caller ID, she gritted her teeth forbearance. After struggling for a long time, she still raised her hand and pressed the call button, her voice was as cold as ice.

"...Jin Ke."

"Yo——! I thought you wouldn't answer my phone. How's your life doing alone recently? Do you need my support? Don't worry, I will never let them know." I deliberately emphasized With the tone of the last sentence, the person over there still laughed slyly twice.

Immediately, the boy's face was covered with unprecedented gloom, and his eyes were fierce.

"...you fucking bastard."

"Hey, what you said is so heartless. Didn't I want to help you? Anyway, I'm yours—"

"What the hell is wrong with you?!" Leng Shan interrupted him violently, her voice was cold and dangerous.

There was a sudden silence, and it took a long time before the man's low smile came.

"Actually...it's nothing. I just want to talk to you."

Fir Shan's blood vessels were about to explode almost instantly, but the person who was about to cut off the phone desperately continued talking quickly.

"...It's stupid of you to do this, and if you try to save it, you will just repeat the same mistakes. Do you want to let him die again?"

The blood was cold suddenly, and the warm smiling face of that person appeared in front of his eyes, Fir Shan punched the concrete wall and roared out of control: "If you dare to touch him again this time, I will kill you! As long as you dare!! "

After all, without waiting for the other side to respond, the phone was already smashed to pieces in a dark corner with violent force.

Fir Shan leaned his back against the wall and panted heavily, and waited until the violent mood swings calmed down a bit, then raised a hand and slowly covered his face.

In enough time to shed a tear, many black and white shots flashed through his mind.

Maybe it's the whispering in the middle of the night, maybe it's the confusion and loss, maybe it's the willful ridicule, maybe it's the most private miss, maybe it's the longest waiting.

Beaches and fireworks, smiles and tears, as long as there is that person by your side, even an occasional stare can become long-lasting.

But now all the roads leading to you have been cut off, and the past has become a trend.

Between us, there is only an abyss that cannot be crossed in this life.

Is it true that once some people are separated, it is better not to see each other again? ...

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