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After that day, Yao Lu and Bai Yuze never spoke again.And Xie Zhe too.

In fact, it's not all intentional acting, he didn't intend to make the relationship between the few people so stiff, but the three of them are not in the same class on weekdays, and things have been complicated recently, so they have to have time to go in and out with Leng Shan's paralyzed face to create the illusion of ambiguity In private, I had to contact Lin Ran to investigate Quan Ersi's mess.It is often late at night when I return to the dormitory at the end of the day, so there is no time to coordinate with the two of them.Ning Ziyue had no news at all. With such a delay, the band that just started is probably about to break up.

He gradually became a little anxious, trying to figure out what the hell was going on in his head, and he took the initiative to ask Leng Shan to do such a thankless job, and put his brother's loyalty into it.Bai Yuze was also really stunned. He played himself so badly that he didn't know how to catch up with him?He admits it even if he beats himself up, please end it quickly and let him hand in the task!

Yao Lu looked out of the window sadly and sadly. The male teacher on the podium had already glared at him several times, but he kept pretending not to see it, thinking that it was time to talk to that boy Su Yang tonight.

At this moment, in the classroom of Class [-], there is a different kind of silence.

"I'm sure you all know... from tomorrow, I'm leaving school." Five minutes before the end of class, the slightly fat female teacher stopped teaching, and calmly spoke to the dark heads in the room. His hand was still on the lesson plan spread out in front of him, and there was not even a slight pause in his voice.

The students raised their faces and looked at her dully. Bai Yuze was still holding the pen in his hand, and his eyes were dazed on her for a long time.Yes.The rumors that had lasted for half a month in school... He didn't want to believe it at first, and he didn't want to believe it from the bottom of his heart.But now it seems that facts are facts.It’s not something you can avoid by deliberately ignoring or trying to ignore.

The hair on the sideburns was mixed with some silver and fell down. She simply raised her hand and stroked it, and said to meet their eyes: "My son is only 12 years old this year. He will be promoted to junior high school in September, but he can't continue to go to school. Doctor It has been diagnosed, cardiac myxoma. It may be benign, and it was ruled out half a month ago."

No one below said anything.Bai Yuze recalled the scene when the homeroom teacher was talking before, everyone always laughed and talked messily, perfunctorily and carelessly.The reason why she can be so willful is because she knows that even the most presumptuous behavior can be tolerated with a smile in her eyes.And when one day that person finally looked at them quietly but stopped smiling, those days will never return.

"The doctor said that the meaning of excision surgery is no longer significant. I discussed it with my husband and decided to take him to travel around during the last period of time. At least let him have a good look at the world before leaving...

"I'm sorry. I can no longer be the head teacher of Class [-] to send you through this journey... I once promised to go through the third year of high school with everyone. As long as you believe, the so-called darkest days of life are no big deal. Remember to attend last semester After one of your English classes, there was an example sentence that left a deep impression on me, and I can still recite it now.

"'Anywhereyouare, I'mnear.Anywhereyougo, I'llbethere'. At that time, I thought it was something that lovers would say, but when I went back to the office and thought about it, it was the same thing between teachers and students. When facing a turning point in life, accompany Being by your side is the only thing I can do. Thinking about it, I have spent more time with my students than with my son over the years...

"When I first took over Class Five, I didn't hesitate. How could it be such a coincidence that I got the most naughty class in science. But after more than half a year, although I was occasionally speechless from anger, I also found that Your cute side. Clumsy and smart, reckless and considerate...It's really...very similar to my son..." At this point, she finally choked up.

The girls in the class cried when they heard this, and the boys also had red eyes.

"I don't know if you can forgive the teacher's weakness this time... In the future, if Xiao Wei is gone, within a year or two, I probably won't have the courage to face your smiling faces again... So, I think I probably... no Will be back again."

At the same time as the bell rang suddenly, the lock of hair that she had pinned behind her ear before fell out disobediently.But she didn't care anymore, but raised her face and smiled through the tears.It was still the same kind smile, but this time it brought a bit of sadness.

"The teacher is gone. In the coming year, you have to work hard."

When teachers and students are together, they only value it, and don't complain about the injury.

However, "Yuhuan" and "Yuhuan" have been called for so long, but when she finally turned around, everyone deeply engraved her real name in their hearts.

"Yang Hagi".

That is the strength that can support them through the next full year.

"Teacher Yang!"

When he was about to walk to the office, he suddenly heard shouts behind him. Yang Qi turned his head slightly in surprise, and saw Bai Yuze running up to her panting all the way. "Teacher Yang……"

Soon the smile on her face was restored, and she said with a pleasant face: "I guessed that you would come to me alone. I also have something to say to you."

The boy lowered his head and struggled for a long time before he said, "Teacher...don't be too sad. I know there is nothing we can do for you, but...you are the best teacher I have ever met. Everyone in Class [-] Will not forget you. Don't give up hope that everything will be fine.  …”

"...Well, thank you." She paused briefly, and then covered the top of his head with warm palms. "You too, don't give up. If you don't strive for it, and don't cherish the opportunity, many things will be missed. While you still have time and enthusiasm to pursue, don't look back once you have taken the step."

Don't be like me, understand it too late, repent, and suffer, but in the end nothing can be redeemed.

You're still young, so just keep your eyes on the front and stride forward.All the timidity and hesitation, confusion and hesitation are all thrown away.

That's what youth should look like. ...

The bell for the next class had already been rung twice, and Bai Yuze was still crawling up the stairs with his head down, in a trance.

The bad news came so suddenly, until now he still couldn't fully digest it, only knew that he seemed to have lost something again.Recently, he has lost too many things.

"Bai Yuze." Suddenly someone called him from the top of the stairs, Bai Yuze looked up subconsciously, but unexpectedly stepped on the ground, although his hand grabbed the railing beside him in time to prevent him from rolling down, his right leg stretched out along his knee for a while. tingling.To make matters worse, he also had cramps.

"Hiss..." Gasping for breath, he knelt down. He frowned tightly to hide his painful expression, but he cursed inwardly: "When will I lose face and when will you show up?"

Seeing him curled up on the steps silently, Leng Shan thought that he was in pain and couldn't move, so she went down and pressed his leg closer: "What's wrong? Are you having cramps?"

"...It's okay. It'll be fine in a while." Bai Yuze pretended to be strong, and silently prayed that he would leave as soon as possible. "Class is already in session, you should go back quickly. I'll sit here and relax for a while."

But Leng Shan didn't listen to him at all, and squatted down with his back facing him. "...Come up."

"Huh?" Bai Yuze was taken aback.

"Come up. I'll carry you to the infirmary."

"No, no need, I'm really fine, just rest here for a while."

Fir Shan didn't try to persuade him any more, but remained motionless on the spot with one knee on the ground.It means that if you don't come up, I won't leave.

After a stalemate for a long time, seeing that he was squatting in front of him, Bai Yuze had no choice but to slowly put his body on his back, wrapping his hands around his neck carefully.Fir Shan was not polite, she put his backhand on his thigh and stood up steadily to go downstairs.Bai Yuze's face became hot, and his heart, which was hanging in the air, started beating wildly again.

They were almost on the first floor, but they still had nothing to say to each other, and it was Bai Yuze who broke the silence first: "It's all over, why didn't you just sit in the class, what are you doing?"

"...Looking for you." Leng Shan spit out two words concisely, the back of her neck was a little itchy from his breathing.

"Why do you want me?" Bai Yuze was puzzled.

"I'm afraid you can't think about it."

"Why can't I think about it when I'm so serious?" As soon as the words came out, he seemed to wake up to something in an instant. He rubbed his nose guiltily, and his mouth was still stiff: "You are referring to Mr. Yang. I can't think about it so easily... It's a bit uncomfortable, But it's not..." In the middle of the sentence, he was surprised to find that he couldn't continue.

Leng Shan also sensed something was wrong, lowered his center of gravity and put him down, turned around and stared at him fixedly.The sunlight slanting into the corridor outside the window reflected the young man's face clearly, and the eyes looking at him were deep and focused.

Bai Yuze suddenly recalled Yang Hagi's last words to himself.If you don't strive for it and cherish the opportunity, many things will be missed.

Leng Shan was taken aback by his sudden grabbing of her shoulder, and then saw Bai Yuze's face full of impulsiveness and contradictions, his distinct eyelashes trembling, and his thin lips pursed slightly as if he was planning to say something.

So close.Leng Shan's heartbeat couldn't help speeding up, she stared at him a little out of focus, and only one thought flashed through her for a moment—don't care.Even if he was going to confess his love to himself in the next second, he couldn't wait any longer.

Pressing the back of his neck a little harder, Leng Shan put away all distracting thoughts, closed her eyes and kissed him.The temperature of the lips touching was exactly the same as in the memory. The person in the arms was shocked at first, then struggled, and then slowly quieted down.

It was so quiet that one could almost hear the slight sound of spring trees sprouting outside the window.

During this period, Leng Shan slightly opened the distance between the two of them, silently observing his reaction.Seeing that Bai Yuze's smoldering face showed no resistance or disgust other than astonishment, he took another step forward and leaned his back against the wall, and lowered his head—this time, it was the real one. kissing.

The throbbing produced by the lingering lips and teeth brought bursts of novel thrills, but Bai Yuze didn't respond at all—or rather, he couldn't respond at all.He is still in a state of deep hypoxia, his brain is blank, unable to think, unable to move, but fortunately, his senses have not completely failed.

When they were in love with each other, a sudden shout not far away awakened the deep-seated consciousness of the two of them.

"Bastard! What are you doing in the corridor in broad daylight!!"

Bai Yuze reacted quickly, and subconsciously pushed Fir Shan away after the instant his soul came back, his face blushed and he quickly looked towards the place where the sound came from, and then his heart was full of desperation——

It's Yao Lu.

He still hasn't figured out the reason for Leng Shan's sudden intimacy with him just now, but there is no doubt that his current situation is no different from the current mistress who was caught for adultery.It's not that he hasn't seen the scene of big tits fighting mistresses on the street, but he never expected that one day he would join that bloody and contemptuous team.

Seeing that Yao Lu turned on the berserk Medusa mode and walked towards the two menacingly, Bai Yuze felt panic in his heart, moreover he felt ashamed.It was agreed that no matter how much they like each other, they will never betray, but now they really have no friends anymore? ...

"Fuck you!" When he got closer, Yao Lu didn't come at Bai Yuze, but first reached out and grabbed Fir Shan's collar viciously, his eyes were about to burst into flames.Leng Shan looked at him calmly, and after a few seconds of silence, he said: "...Whether you accept it or not, the fact is like this. If you want to fight, I will accompany you."

Bai Yuze was taken aback when he heard his provocative words, and then went to see Yao Lu, the ultimate massacre mode, on.

"You two adulterers dare to carry me behind your back..." Yao Lu was furious when he heard the words, and punched Fir Shan's nose with a fist. Without thinking, Bai Yuze rushed out and hugged his arm, "Listen to my explanation." !Me and him didn't—”

"——Fir Shan Nima, how can she be so good? Why didn't she act according to the script?!!"

As soon as he said a word, the audience was dead silent.

Seeing that the conspiracy was exposed like this, Leng Shan stared at Yao Lu with a dark face for a long time, and finally cleared his throat and looked away. "...Huh, ignorance. My style of doing things is not playing cards according to the routine."

"Who the hell are you saying is ignorant?! You don't have to play tricks like this. If you knew in your heart that you planned to beheaded before playing, and raped before killing, why would I put myself in it to help you catch horses?!"

"What's wrong with you? I've endured a lot this month, okay. Anyway, you always take the opportunity to order me around, so you won't suffer if you think about it."

"You, you villain who crossed rivers and demolished bridges! It was a waste of all my hard work as a teacher... Cough, it was all painstaking efforts... If you have the ability, just stand there and don't move, and wait for labor and capital to slap you!"

"...Do you think I'm stupid? If I don't move, I'm a bastard."

The two of them confronted each other in the corridor at the risk of being punished. Bai Yuze, who had been petrified for a long time, finally came to his senses. He saw the corners of his mouth twitching slightly, his veins protruding, his teeth gritted, and he slowed down every word. Slowly said: "Huh? What script are you talking about? What kind of tricks?..."

The two of you who just refused to give in to each other immediately fell silent, bowed their heads in a confession-like manner, and stood in a row, quite tacitly.

"Speak up. I'm asking you guys." It's a pity that Bai Yuze couldn't see how terrifying the curvature of his lips is now.If they don't give him a reasonable explanation today, maybe he will also transform into a rampage and razed a radius of ten miles to the ground.

"That... Xiaobai, listen to me first. Dude, I'm innocent, really. It's all him," Yao Lu pointed to Mou Shan who was shooting murderous glances at him, with one hand still covering his chest, with a sad expression , the words choked up. "He forced me. This kid plotted against you from the very beginning. I was firmly opposed to him stretching out his claws to you out of a calf-protective mentality. Unexpectedly, he looked like a dog, but he was sane and not mad. He threatened me. If you don't cooperate with him to play a play to force you to submit, then find someone to do this to me after school and then do this again..."

"...If one sentence of what you said is true, I will never lift it again in my life."

"Ha, I guess you will wither before you emerge from the placenta."

"...you have the guts to say it again."

There was a quarrel again, Bai Yuze's eyebrows twitched, "Hey, give me a little..." The two people who couldn't read their faces were still choking.

"How about saying it again, you're angry at being exposed by me? Let me tell you, you won't give him sexual happiness just like you!"

"I can't, can't you? No matter how arrogant you are, you can't reverse the fact that the official setting is accepted."

"You are the shou, and your whole family is shou! Besides, what's wrong with being a shou, don't look down on those below! You can insult me, but you can't insult the cold self-esteem of the little shou!"

"...Shut up! I'm the one who's asking the question, so don't interrupt me, both of you!" Bai Yuze finally couldn't bear it anymore. He yelled loudly, and even emphasized his tone in the last two words. ...

Leng Shan and Yao Lu turned their faces in a "swipe", stared at him blankly, their eyes stayed on his mouth for a while, and then they blushed at the same time.

Bai Yuze didn't know what kind of evil scene they had conjured up in their minds. After taking a deep breath, he said calmly, "Yao Er, I know you are skipping class, but can you avoid it first? I have I want to talk to him alone."

Yao Lu knew that this meant that there was nothing to do with him, and Bai Yuze would not blame him for it anymore, so he glanced at Fir Shan triumphantly, then stepped up the stairs actively in three steps in two, and waved his hands with a smile: " It's okay, I'm leaving now, you can do whatever you want."

When the sound of Yao Lu's footsteps completely disappeared in the corridor, Bai Yuze couldn't help but secretly clenched his fists when he met Shang Firshan's silent, firm gaze as if ready to face a trial.

It's also time to make it all clear.

Rooftop.

In April, it is still cold and cold in spring, the wind is blowing, and there is still unmelted snow in the corners of the roof.

Bai Yuze rested one hand on the side of the fence, and habitually pressed his forehead against the iron fence: "...So, you already know that I like you."

Leng Shan still stood tall and straight beside him, silent.

"It's also Ken guiding me to do the questions... It's also the same to take care of me silently in your own way. You want to give me a little response... I'm so stupid, I thought that vague feeling was just my imagination...

"But there is no way. After all, we are all boys. Looking back now, I seem to understand why you are hot and cold towards me... Sometimes the relationship has just made some progress, and you will deliberately keep a distance. I was still It's very sad." For some reason, he seemed to no longer feel awkward about being alone with Fir Shan, and poured out what he wanted to say all this time naturally.

"Hey." Hearing him calling herself, Leng Shan turned her face quietly.

Bai Yuze was looking at him with a slight smile. After a year, his childishness had faded a lot, and his collar was blown up by the wind. "Acting with Yao Lu is to test my determination. Then I will tell you now."

If you don't strive for it, if you don't cherish the opportunity, many things will be missed... huh?

Maybe it is.So, don't give yourself a chance to look back.

"...I like you. You, would you like to be with me?"

Fir Shan opened his eyes slightly, as if he couldn't believe it.

The light brown pupils of the person opposite were full of anticipation and hope, and perhaps a little uneasiness mixed with it.Because I have suffered enough that I can't ask for, I will worry and be confused, but as long as there is still a chance, I will never let go.

That's him.This person who has been loved by him for five full years. ...

After a short period of silence, he finally took a step forward and took him into his arms. In an instant, he felt soreness in his heart.The two have experienced so much, suffered, struggled, and went round and round in the face of many obstacles, and finally they were able to accommodate each other into each other's arms again.

I never believed in fate.But you, and only you, can make me believe in the so-called eternity after suffering the most painful torture in the world. ...

The young man rested his chin lightly on Fir Shan's shoulder, and murmured in a low voice: "Actually, I have paid attention to you for a long time before I was in your class. After getting to know someone I know, I realized that you are so outstanding. Because you are so dazzling. , but it is daunting.

"I always thought you were unattainable."

After finishing speaking, he closed his eyes with peace of mind, hugged the person in front of him a little tighter, and slightly curled his lips. "……Thank you."

Leng Shan was taken aback for a moment, raised his hand to rub his hairy head, and said with a smile, "Thank you too."

……Thank you for liking me.

For that, I am always grateful.

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