nib boy

Until the start of school, Bai Yuze didn't meet anyone again, he was doing quizzes like crazy at home, and even Xie Zhe didn't succeed in asking him to go out to press the road after he came back from Haicheng.

When March [-] came, everything returned to normal, sleepy morning self-study, sluggish classroom atmosphere, uneven holiday homework handed in, and late revision, which ushered in a new round of exercise bombardment.

Life in student days is indeed the same, but this supposedly ordinary day ushered in its climax at night after school.

Two minutes before the bell rang, Yao Lu packed up her things and slipped out through the back door. When the bell rang, the few students who came out from the door of Class 2 were surprised to see him leaning against the wall ostentatiously. Side, as if waiting for someone.Waiting left and right, finally saw Bai Yuze dangling out of the crowd with Xie Zhe holding his shoulders.

Seeing him, Bai Yuze avoided his gaze with an unnatural expression, and before he opened his mouth to make a sound, Xie Zhe started yelling, "Hey, what day is it today? Didn't you come here specially to escort us back to bed? "

"Dream your big head." Yao Lu didn't bother to complain about him at all, and when Xie Zhe was about to push his nose and face to make an even more outrageous guess, his gaze suddenly turned behind the two of them, and then he smiled and raised his hand. "Why are you so slow?"

Bai Yuze and Xie Zhe turned their heads at the same time when they heard the sound, and then they all froze.

Fir Shan walked towards the door with her bag belt in her hand, a trace of surprise flashed in her eyes when she saw Yao Lu, but she became calm in an instant.

"...Sorry." He said, before leaving, his eyes fell on Bai Yuze's face, but he glanced away.Bai Yuze bit his lips patiently, lowering his eyes to pretend he didn't notice it, but it was as if a leaf was blocking his eyes, covering his ears and stealing the bell.

"I'm going to the bar later, I might come back later. Don't lock the door." Yao Lu just bid farewell hastily and perfunctorily, leaving behind Bai Yuze who was silent and Xie Zhe who was so shocked that his eyes were about to fall out. Turned around and left.

"What kind of progress is this?! Did I see a hallucination just now? When did the two of them hook up..." After finally recovering, Xie Zhe stammered before he could finish speaking, and saw Leng Shan on the stairs again At the corner, it seemed very natural to take the schoolbag that Yao Lu threw to him unceremoniously.Although it was too far away to see his expression clearly, there was absolutely no reluctance.

He resolutely swallowed the second half of the sentence, and peeked at Bai Yuze's reaction.Although the other party was disheartened, he was still calm on the surface. "I'm not too sure. Maybe it's because they met more often in bars." After speaking, he also walked towards the direction of the stairs, without giving Xie Zhe a chance to steal his face.

In the bicycle shed where the flow of people was gradually thinning, after Leng Shan dragged the bicycle out, he threw the bag in his hand back into Yao Lu's arms with an indifferent expression. "Hold it by yourself." He quickly stepped onto the front seat, and glanced at him with disgust. "Come up."

"What the fuck is your attitude! Crossing the river and tearing down the bridge?!" Yao Lv was furious, although he was cursing, he sat on the back seat angrily under the sideways glances of passers-by. "Let me tell you, when the real thing comes true, sooner or later I want you to kneel in front of me and say piously, 'Mr. Lu, I was wrong. In the next life, I will definitely repay your great kindness even if I am a bed warming girl.'" Words!"

"...The line is too long, I can't remember it."

"I [beep——] you [beep——] [beep——]!!..."

It was almost one o'clock in the morning when I went back to bed, but no one in the room was asleep.

Bai Yuze had just shoved the diary into the bookshelf with the flashlight on. Seeing Yao Lu push the door in with a sleepy face, it took him a long time to call out: "...Yaoer."

"You haven't slept so late. Are you too excited for the first day of school?" He took off his coat and threw it on the chair, his eyes swept across the corner of the empty bed. "Where did that guy Ning Ziyue go? He didn't show his face in class all day today. Could it be that he forgot about the start of school today?"

"Calling him just now was an empty number. Murder and arson and abscond in fear of crime? It shouldn't be." Xie Zhe was still holding the latest issue of "Playboy" hard, and he was reluctant to part when he heard the muffled sound of Yao Lu throwing himself on the bed looked up. "Hey monster, I'm hard. I want to go to the bathroom."

"Then why don't you hurry up! =皮="

Xie Zhe showed a pair of eyes on the top of the magazine, watched Bai Yuze take off his clothes and go to bed silently, turned his back to them and was silent, then got out of bed softly and dragged Yao Lu's arm, pinching his throat to be cute: "No, it's better outside Hei, I want you to accompany me..."

"Fuck...you're so disgusting, you don't want to let go! I'm so tired today, I don't have time to serve you." However, he couldn't stop him from stalking him, and finally Yao Lu resigned himself to his fate and went to the corridor with him.

Hearing the sound of the door closing, Bai Yuze sat up slowly, stared blankly at a bean light on the table and started to think wildly.

They came back after staying together for so long at night... When they were alone, what would the two of them say and do?In short, it won't be as frequent as when he was with me... If it is Yao Lu who is as dazzling and cheerful.

Judging from today's situation, the two must be very close, but I didn't notice the slightest clue before.He didn't know whether he was more concerned about Yao Lu's concealment from them, or whether the person he was flirting with now was actually the person he had always dreamed of.

No... It would be strange to take the initiative to bring up such a private matter with someone else, not to mention that the other party is a man.Didn't I also have a crush on Fir Shan for a long time, but didn't have the courage to share this loneliness with anyone?Although he was very sure that if Yao Lu had known that he liked Fir Shan, the two of them would never develop any relationship other than passers-by in the future.And what I am facing now is exactly this kind of situation.

The bottom line of a person is sometimes forced out.Bai Yuze thought he could love desperately, but the road against the wind is still full of mud.

A brother's lover, no matter how much he likes him, he will never get involved.

"You're sick, you left the toilet in the house unused, and you have to drag me around here." Yao Lu, who couldn't fall asleep as she wished, looked a little irritable, leaning her arms against the wall opposite the water room. "I'll just wait for you for 2 minutes, finish shooting quickly."

"Then don't leave by yourself. You have to keep talking to people..."

"Don't force me to come in and help you, that's not something that can be done with a second-class disabled person."

"……I was wrong."

The sound of rushing water began to reverberate in the silent space. While Xie Zhe was relaxing physically and mentally, he suddenly called him in a low voice: "Monster, talk to me for a while."

"There's a fart." The voice sounded unhappily outside the door.

"Are you... serious about Fir Tree?"

"...Why did you mention this all of a sudden." He watched Xie Zhe come out after washing his hands, handed himself a cigarette, took it with a frown, raised his eyes and still wanted to make fun of it. "Why, is it possible that you are jealous?"

"I'm not jealous, but I'm worried." Xie Zhe threw the lighter to him without a trace of a smile in his eyes. "How much do you know him? Regardless of the fact that you are both men, some things require far more risks than you can see on the surface...Of course, I am saying this for your own good." Miss you Become another him back then.

Breathing out a chic smoke ring, Yao Lu hooked her lips and smiled. "It seems that you know his appearance very well. But let me ask you—if you don't need to consider other factors at all, are you happy or not about me being with Fir Shan?"

Xie Zhe stared at him in confusion, not understanding what he meant.

"Then let me be blunt. After you let Xiaobai completely give up on Fir Shan, you can do what you want to do boldly. Isn't it?" Yao Lu's clear and insightful eyes made Xie Zhe's spine tremble Cool, more shock than panic. "You, how could you..."

"Come on, what are you pretending to be in front of me. A blind man can tell that you like him." The smoke softened his expression, Yao Lu slowly stretched out his hand and pressed Xie Zhe's shoulder, his voice lowered . "But I'm sorry, Xie Er. This time, I'm afraid I can't be on your side...Although I know how much you like Xiaobai. The reason why Leng Shan and I pretended to be lovers to stimulate Xiaobai is actually to match them up. Together……"

"Matching?" Xie Zhe's face became even uglier, and he murmured with absent-minded eyes: "Fuck, do you two know what you're doing...you're going to kill Bai..."

"That kid said the same thing at the beginning, and then I persuaded him. Although I don't know what heaven will punish, but the fact that they see each other can't be changed anyway, so it's better to take a gamble.

"You can complain that I haven't considered your feelings...but you should know in your heart that the opposite is true."

Silence spread for a long time, and the voice-activated light above the head suddenly went out during this period.Nothing could be seen in the darkness, only the cigarette butt between Yao Lu's fingers was still glowing slightly.

At this point someone has to say something.But the overhead light never came on again.

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One month into school, for some reason, Bai Yuze felt that the atmosphere around him suddenly became weird.

Leng Shan and Yao Lu go out together after school every day to go clubbing until late at night. Although he feels uncomfortable, he also knows that he has no right to intervene. The number of gags has decreased, and even when he smiles, he has lost the heartless energy. After seeing Yao Lu, he became inexplicably more silent; in addition, Ning Ziyue is still missing until now. Under the leadership of Yao Lu, they found the door of his house, but no one answered no matter how hard they knocked.When they were all planning to call the police, the head teacher of Class [-] found Yao Lu after class and said that Ning Ziyue had asked for personal leave, and that if something happened in the short term, his roommate would help him take care of it.

Looking back, those days were really difficult every minute.Regardless of Ning Ziyue for the time being, the few people around him clearly avoid each other with their heads up and down, and the seemingly unbreakable friendship begins to show cracks.Wanting to break this embarrassing situation but having no choice, Bai Yuze had no choice but to vent his suppressed emotions on his homework, and now he has the embryonic form of a standard academic master.

One weekend, Bai Yuze came back from the supermarket in the morning and passed by his newly opened cafe. He caught a casual glimpse of Yao Lu's familiar profile through the window.He stopped involuntarily, and concentrated his attention to look at the face of the person opposite him, and found that it was somewhat familiar.

"It doesn't matter if you don't tell me. Anyway, I will find out by myself." In the shop, saxophone was playing softly, and Yao Lu stirred the coffee in the cup without looking at the person opposite, with a neither humble nor condescending tone.

Gu Mingye's face was filled with embarrassment and embarrassment, he was eager to explain but walked on thin ice: "It's not that I don't want to say... I just work for Boss Qi. If you ask such a thing, he won't tell me easily."

"How long have you been working for him?"

"Uh... almost two years."

"Two years... that is to say, you came almost as soon as I left." He narrowed his eyes and shifted his gaze to Gu Mingye's embarrassed face. "When did you first meet Quan Ersi?"

After a little thought, the young man said uncertainly: "Well... just over a year ago."

"Since you came here, how is the business in the bar?"

"Very good. I haven't seen any bar that has so many customers during the day like 'Xun'."

"Does this seem normal to you?"

"It's not normal... it should be run by the boss."

"You're so naive, little brother." The boy's lips curled up in a sharp arc, and he shook his head slightly. "Even though I haven't been in touch with the dark side of society for a long time, I still understand some things. If people like Quan Ersi have frequent contacts with their relatives and don't provoke troubles, there is only one possibility: they have common interests to seek. But it's good to have a bar , how do you get involved with gangsters?"

Gu Mingye stared at him blankly.

"Would you like to hear my guess?" Putting down the porcelain cup in her hand, Yao Lu raised her eyes leisurely.Gu Mingye suddenly felt a little scared.

"...they teamed up to sell drugs."

His hands and feet were suddenly cold, and he opened his mouth but was speechless for a long time.Indeed, drugs are such an addictive thing... In this way, it can all be explained.But, Boss Qi, why...?

"I don't know if he was threatened, or there is some other reason... Well, if you don't stop him in time, this matter will be troublesome. No matter how many times you shoot him, it's not enough."

"...If it's true, based on the amount of drugs he's sold so far, it's enough to pull him out and shoot him for an hour, right?"

"That's why I need your help, and try to get Boss Qi to assist in reporting. This can save lives." Yao Lu looked calm, as if the two of them were talking about unimportant things. "Help me find out about him. Anything is fine. Confirm the speculation, or the purpose of his behavior... as long as you think it makes sense. I will take care of the rest."

Gu Mingye looked at him in puzzlement, feeling suspicious in his heart. "how do you want to do it?"

"I started on the other side and I was already in action."

"The other side?" He was surprised again. "Could you be..."

Yao Lu stood up, patted him on the shoulder, and smiled - this gesture was extremely ambiguous to Bai Yuze who was standing outside the window.

"I said, I will take care of the rest, don't worry. I did this not only for Boss Qi...but also for a friend. "

Bai Yuze's gaze followed him, silently watching Yao Lu step out of the coffee shop.Recently, he has bumped into him with other men outside more than once. He remembered that last week he was a handsome young man with naughty canine teeth when he smiled.

……unacceptable.How can this be done.

He clenched his fists to see him approaching him, and greeted himself with a smile as if nothing had happened: "Oh, what a coincidence. Just came back from shopping for auntie?"

"Yao Lu." Bai Yuze's voice was surprisingly calm, his eyes fixed on his face. "You, have you been with Fir Shan since the beginning of school?"

Faced with such a straightforward question, the other party only smiled slightly, not surprised. "...Ah. It's almost like that. What's the matter?"

"do you like him?"

"Do you like it or not... Ha. After all, they are all men." He casually took out a cigarette and held it to his lips, raised his eyes and subconsciously handed it to Bai Yuze, who did not move.Seeing this, Yao Lu shrugged, put the cigarette case back into his pocket, and slowly exhaled the smoke. "...I'm just playing around."

The blood all over his body rushed to the top of his head in an instant, and Bai Yuze took two deep breaths trembling before he finally controlled the fist he was about to throw out subconsciously.He clenched it tighter, tighter - he clenched it so tightly that he could even feel the pain in his heart.

Why, why do you take it for granted when you obviously don't want it?His feelings, all his cares, why don't you cherish them? ! ... He could hardly bear to ask involuntarily.

On April [-]th of the Jiawu year, this was the last snow of this winter.The sides of the two teenagers facing each other seemed to be suddenly covered with pure white snowflakes.Intricate, blooming, brutal.

Like some sort of break with the world.

"...You let me down so much." He finally glanced indifferently at Yao Lu's unchanging smile, and turned around with a cold gesture of rejecting everything. "A dandy like you who is lucky with a butterfly doesn't deserve anyone's sincerity at all."

Yao Lu watched him walk away with painful and depressing steps from behind, and let out a soft breath, with a hint of helplessness in the curvature of his lips. "...Goodjob. It seems that I will have no problem entering Beiying in the future."

After leaning against the door and finishing smoking, he was about to go home when his cell phone rang suddenly.He took it out and took a look, then picked it up with a slightly serious expression: "...Lin Ran."

"Brother Yao. There is still no news from Brother Ning, but if I guess correctly, his disappearance has nothing to do with Su Yang's visit to the door on the day of Xiaonian. brother's address."

"Then isn't he running around the world now?"

"...well, I guess about the same."

Yao Lu hesitated for a moment, then lowered her voice: "Hey, let me ask you. Is it possible that Su Yang deliberately exposed his whereabouts?"

"Although I really want to say bad things about that bastard... But I probably won't. He treats Brother Ning..., uh, you understand."

The silence lasted for a while, and Yao Lu sighed. "I see. If you have his contact information, please send it to me as soon as possible."

"Brother Yao...do you want to see him?"

"If that kid is willing to cooperate, it will definitely be an important bargaining chip. The tricky thing is that he will not be willing to be used by others because of his character... But if it is for Ning Ziyue, it is still easy to persuade him."

Lin Ran seemed a little shaken, but there was no other way out in this situation. "...Okay, I'll send you his phone number later. And...Brother Yao, you have to be careful by yourself."

"Think of me as you, my hands and feet. Don't worry....But, can you stop calling me Brother Yao?"

The author has something to say: A while ago, the computer went wrong and has not been updated.This time I reinstalled the system and everything is OK.