nib boy

"white!……"

Seeing Bai Yuze's back running like crazy and about to disappear at the corner of the corridor, Leng Shan didn't care much and wanted to catch up, but Bai Yu grabbed his sleeve.He turned his head slowly, his eyes turned hard for an instant, and he was about to break free.

What no one present at the scene expected was that the woman who was looking forward to crushing him just now unexpectedly knelt down in front of him, two lines of tears meandering down her weather-beaten, ageless face .

"I beg you...don't pester my son anymore. You are still young and don't understand anything. If you continue, you will ruin the future of the two of you..."

Fir Shan lowered her head and bit her lip, the bitterness of blood slowly spread in her mouth.

Xie Zhe, who stood by the door for a while, looked at the direction where Bai Yuze disappeared and at the unmanageable mess in front of him, silently retracted the leg that had just taken half a step, and bumped his elbow silently on the person who was helping Bai Yuze up from the ground Chen Ye.The girl looked up at him, quickly understood, and chased towards the stairs alone in the silence around her.

"...What the hell is this drama?" Yao Lu muttered to himself wonderingly while pawing at the crack of the door, with one hand still clutching the mangosteen that had been cut open.

The passers-by in front panicked and evaded, all of them followed the young man who seemed to be tireless and looked far away with curiosity.

"Xiaobai... wait! Listen to me!..." Chen Ye chased after him for several streets, already out of breath. "I'll tell you everything you want to know...don't run anymore, it's dangerous!"

The figure in front stopped running suddenly, stood still on the side of the road without taking a breath, and turned around quietly. "...So you know it too."

He smiled wryly, feeling a sudden pain in his chest being hit violently. "You all know... that's why you united to hide it from me. Parents are like this, Xie Zhe is like this, you are like this, and he is like this. You know me early tomorrow, but you pretend not to know me and get closer again. You guys What do you take me for, a fool?

"That's right, I have amnesia, but is it something I want to forget? Seeing me struggling and trying to remember something, you just stand by and watch, is this fun?..."

Choked up in the middle of the speech, Chen Ye stared blankly at the young man with his head down and his eyes flushed a few steps away, and finally couldn't help but rushed forward to hug him, and patted his thin back. "I'm sorry... I'm sorry... We don't want to make you sad..."

Bai Yuze stared silently through the sea of ​​people in front of him, as if everything in the outside world was moving away from him until it disappeared.The rustling sound of the old locust tree outside the window last summer gradually emerged in my mind out of thin air, just like my own rustling mood.

"That... my name is Bai Yuze. Please take care of me in the future."

There was a slight trance in the boy's dark eyes, and his thin lips moved slightly after a while. "...My name is Fir Shan."

That's what I thought, the beginning of the story in memory.

But the truth is not the case.Is not it? ...

Before dawn the next day, Bai Yuze boarded the train bound for Haicheng with the 1000 yuan temporarily borrowed from Chen Ye.

He didn't intend to use this to escape, but just wanted to go back to the place where he had lived for 15 years and met that person.

Before leaving, he rejected Chen Ye's suggestion to accompany him voluntarily. Bai Yuze asked her to tell her parents not to worry after she left, and he would go back soon.Just need some time.

Leaning against the car window with a simple luggage bag in his hand, he looked at the beautiful scenery that quickly passed his field of vision outside, and unconsciously turned the thick brown hardcover in his hand to the title page.

Staying at Chen Ye's house last night, the girl solemnly took out an old book with a slightly worn cover from the wooden box, and handed it to him, "Read it when you're bored on the road. Everything you want to know is here."

He didn't ask any questions at that time, because he could easily recognize the familiar handwriting on the matte paper at a glance.That's him, Bai Yuze's own diary.

The train was a bit bumpy, Bai Yuze squinted his eyes slightly, and leaned closer to browse the chic and skillful cursive English.

On the title page was an excerpt of a foreign poem with beautiful language, and he was more or less impressed by it.It's Larkin's "Why You Were Dreaming Last Night."

Why did Id dream of you last night?

Now morning is pushing back hair with greylight.

Memories strike home, likes laps in the face;

Raise donelbow, Istare at the palefog

beyond the window.

So many things I had thought forgotten

Returntomymindwithstrangerpain:

——Like letters that have arrived addressed to someone

Who left the house so many years ago.

+++++++++++++++++++++++++++++

There are still two hours until the door opens.

The bar owner in a punk outfit sat alone in the dimly lit backstage, silently looking at a cluster of bright red flowers blooming in his palm.

After an unknown amount of time, there was a slight and hesitant sound of footsteps coming from behind the door, gradually approaching.

"Boss..." Gu Mingye stopped behind him and spoke in a low voice.

Boss Qi straightened up when he heard the sound, and turned his head to stare at him with a half-smile. "It's so early. Don't you have class today?"

"...Today is Saturday. Boss."

"That's it." He turned his head back to think about something, and laughed again after a while. "Look at my memory. It's not too long to live, and the days are getting more and more confused."

Gu Mingye silently handed him a clean tissue, biting his lip secretly.

"By the way, you have been to see Xiao Yao. This kid has always known how to mess around...he is not dead, is he?" Boss Qi took a cigarette in his mouth and wiped the blood off his hands with a paper . "It's okay to be hospitalized, at least it can calm him down for a while. If he gets involved in some things, it will be troublesome."

"...you already know." He said in an affirmative tone.

"Of course. You're still young, so I'll let you know that." He breathed out the clouds in a leisurely manner, and the filter was stained with blood after a while. "I know you are in a dilemma now. In the future, when the time is right, tell him for me: I will definitely have an explanation to my conscience before I die. Let him calm down and don't get angry."

Gu Mingye's eyes were sore and sore, and in the end he could only squat down and sit quietly beside him.

"……it is good."

Early in the morning on weekends.

"Don't talk to me about what you have and what you don't have. How can I feel relieved after this?" In the hospital ward, Xie Zhe and Ning Ziyue bent down to pack Yao Lu's daily necessities, while trying to use his shoulders Pressing the phone with a bad tone. "If you don't tell me honestly today where he is, I will never end with you."

Chen Ye's voice on the phone was a little helpless, more displeased. "Could you stop thinking of Bai as that little kid who was with you since he was a child and climbed over walls in open crotch pants. He will take care of himself. You are too protective, mom."

"You—" The young man was in a hurry, his hands were not serious, and he tore a good round-neck shirt into a deep V in a daze.Taking a sneak peek at Yao Lu not paying attention to this side, he immediately rubbed it and stuffed it into the backpack regardless of the consequences. "...Okay, you're ruthless. It doesn't matter if you don't say it. But if Leng Shan turns around and asks, do you dare to do the same thing in front of him?"

"You can't compare with Xiaoshan at all."

"asshole!!……"

While Xie Zhe was yelling at the phone like crazy, Yao Lu sat on the window sill with his legs crossed and talked on the phone with an extremely tangled expression. "No, no, mom, you really don't need to come here to pick me up... A few friends agreed to take me back. I'm really fine, really, I can trot and jump..."

The tip of her nose suddenly rubbed against the softness of the front of the fabric, Yao Lu didn't know, so she raised her eyes and saw Ning Ziyue was over his shoulder closing the open window behind him.Their eyes met, and the other party looked away unnaturally, turned and walked away, and continued to pack things.

The tone that was just about to be spoken softened in an instant. "By the way...then what, a friend of mine and his family had a bad quarrel, and they may have to stay at our house for the past few weekends..."

On the way home, Yao Lu saw that Xie Zhe was always looking solemn, and patted him on the shoulder comfortingly. "Don't be so discouraged. Although it was a little stimulating, you know Xiaobai better than me. He is not a person who will be depressed because of this. When he has figured it out, he will come back naturally."

"...I'm afraid he's blaming me." It took a long time for the other party to hang his head and mutter, his eyes couldn't see the emotion clearly.

Yesterday, Bai Mu and Leng Shan had a face-to-face stalemate until very late before leaving one after another, while Xie Zhe, under the threat of Yao Lu's insistence on fucking him on the spot, gave a brief summary of the things that worried him even when he remembered them.He didn't think about hiding anything anymore, the most important thing is knowing Bai Yuze's whereabouts now.

"You are stupid." Yao Lu just smiled when he heard this, and the corners of his lips curled into a beautiful arc. "Sometimes the reason to hide from a person is to keep him from getting hurt. Even my heartless person understands this truth, let alone him."

Ning Ziyue looked at him silently from the side.

"...I hope so." Xie Zhe reluctantly pursed his lips, focused on the road under his feet and stopped talking.

When we meet next time, will you still be the you I know?

After unloading the backpack at the gate, Xie Zhe said hello to Yao Lu's parents and went back. Seeing that Ning Ziyue also wanted to slip away in the chaos, Yao Lu grabbed his collar and rushed into the room without looking back. Shouting, yelling loudly: "Mom, my friend said he likes fried rice with eggs! Changing clothes doesn't like others staring at me! I have to listen to the live version of "The Guest Officer Can't" when I sleep at night~~"

So Ning Ziyue gradually petrified in Yao's mother's shy smile.

He seriously suspected that he made a very wrong decision again.

+++++++++++++++++++++++++++++

Su Yang removed the casts on his arms and legs at home today.

After tidying up the mess everywhere, he turned on his phone to reconfirm the meeting time within the gang, simply changed his clothes and went out.

The afternoon sun is a bit scorching.He stepped out of the dark corridor, and was forced to feel a little comfortable by the light that enveloped his whole body for a while.However, before taking two steps with his eyes slightly squinted, he stopped with his pockets in his pockets.

The young man under the opposite wall stood there quietly against the light, his face was completely free from the panic when he saw him in the past.

it's a pity.The doctor also specifically told him yesterday that he should not do any strenuous exercise within a month after he recovered from his injury.

Su Yang tilted his head and smiled evilly at him tiredly, and after a moment of silence, he said slowly but clearly. "...Why, want to court death?"

Lin Ran finally moved when he heard the words, and walked out of the shadows silently, his eyes were bright and clear. "……He is back."

Su Yang's expression was stunned for a moment, but he quickly returned to normal. "So? You came here to tell me this?"

The young man stretched out his hand without much explanation, and there was a golden cross quietly spread out in the palm of his hand. It seemed a bit old, and it was made of two bullet casings welded together, simple but delicate. "Brother Ning asked me to return the necklace you left at his house that night. He said he didn't blame you, and told you to just protect yourself and stop doing it."

"No." Rejected flatly, Su Yang's eyes slowly flooded with disgust. "I don't want the things you touched with your hands. You can either return them to him as they are, or find a place where there is no one and throw them away. They are worthless anyway. Go back and thank him for his advice. I still have some judgments." capable."

"You..." Lin Ran watched him turn around and walk away without hesitation. He wanted to catch up with him, but he hesitated before taking two steps, and shouted at him from a distance: "You know that if you are accidentally caught by Quan'er Si found out, what consequences will there be!"

Su Yang left without looking back.

Of course I know about that kind of thing.

Refuse to take back what you gave me back then, and refuse to act according to your wishes.

I just want to do something for you this last time.I don't care about the price I will pay because of this, I am just repaying the debts I owed you.

Then, we can completely clean up the two.

Finally, you can completely separate each other from your life.

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