nib boy

The third day of staying in Haicheng.

Bai Yuze kept asking passers-by with that crumpled photo, and finally found the blue bay in the background.Its name, they say, is Encounter.

The ocean that had appeared in his dreams countless times was quiet and transparent, like the most beautiful blue silk in the world, with slight ripples in the sunlight.

The warm sea breeze blew through his black hair at the temples, like a unicorn in the distance flapping its gentle wings for an instant.He buried his head and watched every step he took, covered by soft golden sand.

Sitting with knees embracing on the shore of the sea scattered with colorful shells, Bai Yuze stared at the coastline at the end of the world and fell into a long silence.

He believes that he is by no means the first time here.The mixed feelings spreading from the chest all the way are so familiar and nostalgic, and it seems like a world away.

The pages of the diary spread out on the lap were blown by the breeze, and the pages were gradually turned from the beginning to the end.

Chen Ye didn't lie to him.Everything he wanted to know was indeed recorded in this notebook.

From the first meeting and falling in love between the two, to Xiwei's joy and hesitation, the chasing and embracing, and finally the cruel separation.

Because I am too young, all the sorrows and joys appear so deep, and the slightest touch is earth-shattering.Maybe we who were ignorant at that time didn't understand what love was at all, but we couldn't deny the illusion - you were the only right thing in my life.

For the past two days, he has been wandering in this strange yet familiar city, following even the slightest clues in the diary, he went to every place where they had left their footprints side by side.He didn't hold the extravagant hope of remembering anything because of this, he just couldn't let it go.As for what he couldn't let go of, Bai Yuze didn't know.

It's just that when he finally walked out of the camphor campus yesterday, he suddenly understood the meaning of his long journey here.Heed the call of fate and bear witness to a perhaps insignificant moment in this endless time.

After years of trekking, the old times that cannot be retained.When one wanders, one is destined to follow.

Where are you?Where are you now? ...

When the melody in the dream suddenly sounded with the waves in his ears, his vision blurred involuntarily.

if we meet,

I forgot the words, do you remember the tune.

if we meet,

I look in the twilight, do you turn on the light.

If we meet, I go to you,

Does it matter. ...

Bai Yuze turned his head slowly, as if he was fluttering a bird with fluttering wings in his heart, and the scattered white feathers turned into a thousand winds in the falling.

It's like waiting for tomorrow never apart.

It was like a year that never went away.

You finally appeared in front of me again, with lowered eyebrows and eyes.Turn around and take away the rainwater of a whole city, and turn back to bring back the frost and snow stained with color.

And when I say the word "future", the first sound is the past.

I thought this time I could get away, escape.I want to drive you away, make you disappear, but you just want to come back.I begged you to let me go with tears in my heart, but I didn't realize that the reason why you didn't leave was because I never let go of the hand that was holding your skirt...

The black-haired boy stood one step away from him and looked at his face quietly. The cosine of the song had not yet subsided, and a drop of colorless rain suddenly fell from his eyes thicker than the night fog.

...what can I do to keep you.

I offer you the sorrow of a man who has looked long and long at the lonely moon, and I offer you the loyalty of a man who has never believed.

"...My body is not clean anymore. Can you still accept it?" Leng Shan's mood at this time was a little desperate, and her dark clothes swayed in the wind with nowhere to go.

Bai Yuze stood up extremely slowly with one hand on the ground, his eyelids were half drooped, and he spoke in a low voice. "I'm no longer the person you liked before. Are you still willing to take this step towards me?"

As soon as his words fell, Leng Shan stretched out his hand without hesitation and took a big step, pulling the person in front of him into his arms forcefully, hugging him tightly desperately.

Can't wait any longer.No matter what you say or do at this time, I will not let you have another chance to break free.

...will not let you escape again.

Bai Yuze bit his lip and rested his chin on the thin shoulder of Fir Tree, watching the scattered clouds in the sky gradually fade away, and the hot tears finally splashed down on the sand beside his feet uncontrollably.

You always opened your arms before me, so even if I hesitated at the same place, I still couldn't find a reason to refuse.

At this moment, I was even a little jealous of my former self. I was jealous that he easily accompanied you through the only verdant years in your life that never came back. The moment the shutter was pressed, I bid farewell to my youthful days. I was jealous of him casually staying next to you and watching you in a daze or sleeping peacefully. I was jealous that he once watched the heavy rain when the sky was dim with you in the music classroom. I have heard the falling snow at dusk.

You know, I am extremely happy at this moment, even so happy that my chest feels slightly sore. ...

After a long silence, Bai Yuze's voice was choked and trembling, but he still tried his best to raise his face and said, "...Hey, the hug is too tight."

Fir Shan loosened his arms slightly, but still held him tight. "What about the answer?"

"I won't tell you if you don't let go."

"If you dare to refuse, I will not let go."

The corners of his lips were clearly curved by the light, Bai Yuze slowly raised his hand to hug his thin but straight back, and whispered in his ear as if in compromise.

"...I do. I do."

Dusk is the best time of day.It is a branch of happiness. Under the night, those who have homes go home, while those who have no homes continue to wander.

The red clouds piled up in the twilight sky like a fire, and the evening light sprinkled all over the road ahead.

The return train started slowly, and Leng Shan sat beside Bai Yuze, holding his hand tightly. "Let me tell you about our past."

"Don't listen, don't listen." Bai Yuze pretended to be displeased and turned his head to the car window, almost ripping off the earphone cable on Fir Shan's side. "What happened to you before has nothing to do with me, and I'm just sulking when I know about it."

Reluctantly responding "Yes, it's fine", Leng Shan could only let him go with a sigh.But not long after the train bumped, the people around him leaned on his shoulders and fell asleep.

Looking down at the white side face of the young man breathing evenly, Leng Shan couldn't help but leaned forward and pressed a light kiss on his lips.

Do you know what freezes time?

One is amber.

One is that you are sleeping in my arms while I am awake.

As night fell, Xie Zhe just walked out of the teaching building when his phone vibrated, and the caller ID read "Faceless Bastard".

He exhaled lightly, as if he was relieved, but also raised his hand unwillingly to pick it up.

"Hey?"

"...Xie Zhe." The person on the other side of the phone paused briefly after calling his name, and then continued in a low voice: "I found him. He is now on his way back from Haicheng."

"……Oh."

"Bai...he's fine. The two of us..." He hesitated as if he was considering his words, but then he gave up.

"…I'm sorry." He finally said.

"What, your inexplicable apology." The tone was obviously joking, but Xie Zhe found that he couldn't laugh at all.After a few seconds of silence, he raised his head and stared at the silvery stars in the night sky, his voice was unexpectedly peaceful.

"The really important things are always clearer to those who don't have them than those who have them. So you guys, I have to cherish them."

The temperature in the carriage was a little low, Fir Shan pulled up the coat that was draped over Bai Yuze's body, and then closed his eyes slightly while holding the phone. "……Ok, I know."

Suddenly he remembered the text message Chen Ye sent him yesterday.

If the two of you are not together in the end, Xie Zi will be the saddest one.

++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++

The train arrived at the station at three o'clock in the morning.

Sleepy-eyed, Bai Yuze got out of the car by the fir tree, his steps were messy and fluffy, and he looked up blankly at the dark night. "...Where are we going?"

"Send you home." Leng Shan said, holding his arm tightly again.

"Go home?" Bai Yuze straightened up in shock when he heard the words, and unconsciously stopped in his footsteps.

Leng Shan looked at him sideways, aware of it, with a hesitant tone. "……you are not willing?"

Bai Yuze avoided his inquiring gaze with a guilty conscience, and coughed lightly in embarrassment. "I think I should know. Now... how can I go back?"

"Then... go to my house?"

The two tentatively cast their gazes at each other at the same time, their eyes met, and their faces felt hot.

Oops.What is the coyness of this young couple like dating for the first time! ...

"Cough." A few seconds later, Leng Shan blushed and turned her head away, and then fell silent for a moment. "Otherwise, I'd better take you back to the dormitory. Stay in the room tomorrow and sleep, and I'll make up a reason with the teacher."

"It's already this time, do you still have to sleep when you send me back? I'll just take a taxi and go home quickly." Bai Yuze said while waving his arms at him as if to drive him away, but he was immediately forced to sleep. grab it.

Seeing that he was still determined to open his mouth to say something, the corners of Fir Shan's lips suddenly curved into a wicked arc. "There's not even a single person on the street now. If you resist any more, you won't be able to leave tonight even if you want to."

"...Wait. Is there any ambiguity in what you said just now? I don't believe that you dare to use force on the street...Wait, where are you touching your hand!!!"

Standing downstairs in the dormitory, Bai Yuze yawned and took out the key card from his wallet.As soon as he swiped away, Leng Shan followed his back and walked in.Bai Yuze turned around vigilantly, "What are you doing here?"

Seeing him standing still, Leng Shan calmly raised his chin inside. "Send the Buddha to the West. Don't worry, I won't mess around in school."

"Who cares about you! It's better to be bumped into, and it's better to be more ashamed." Bai Yuze stepped into the threshold with a sullen face, obviously still brooding over his behavior of molesting himself all the way.I really didn't expect this guy to look serious, but he turned out to be a bad guy, who is not nice to people, motherfucker.

One after another, they went up to the fifth floor in silence. After waking up the dull sensor lights in the corridor, Bai Yuze subconsciously reached for the key, but found nothing.He recalled with difficulty the scene of packing his luggage before he left, and in the next second his forehead was unable to touch the door panel, with a bitter expression on his face. "It's over now, I didn't take the key. If I knock on the door, Yao Lu will jump high and beat me to death."

"I'll stand behind you and see if he dares to touch you."

"...First, if he doesn't dare, he won't be called Yao Lu. Second, why don't you stand in front of me?! By the time he sees you, I'll have been rounded a hundred times already!"

At this moment, the two heard the door in front of them creak open.The atmosphere became weird in an instant, Bai Yuze slowly turned his face with his head drenched in cold sweat, only to see a cold light that belonged to his eyes flashing through the crack of the door, and then he was suddenly pulled in by a strong force.

"Mom!..."

Hearing Bai Yuze's scream, Leng Shan immediately regained consciousness from the momentary daze, and just about to break through the door and enter the gap, the gap opened wide in an instant, and a pair of hands quickly stretched out and grabbed his collar tightly, dragging him in as well, and then, without waiting, He resisted and let go suddenly.

The light in the house was very dark due to the power outage, and it was a bit gloomy.The door closed behind him with a muffled sound, and Fir Shan looked around after his eyes adapted to the darkness, and saw Bai Yuze lying at his feet with a cloudy face, and a white meat ball lying on his head.

"...Who can explain to me, where did this fat cat that threw me face to face come from?" A sentence was almost squeezed out between teeth, but before anyone could answer He was stripped off his shirt three or two times and roughly thrown to the side of the bed.He bounced up like a conditioned reflex but hit a person's chin hard. Bai Yuze covered his head and raised his eyes in horror. Seeing Xie Zhe riding on him condescendingly, a ghostly smile twisted his lips.

"Hey, you!!" Leng Shan looked at the opening scene of the classic GV in front of her and felt all the blood in her body rushing to the top of her head, but just as she took a step, Yao Lu strangled her neck from behind, acting fiercely: "Bold and treacherous!" Husband and adulteress, who dared to resist after trying to elope! Come on, fuck them!!"

"This side is already on the way." Xie Zhe responded unhurriedly. Although he has been kicked several times, he can still continue as long as he misses the point.He casually grabbed a towel from the head of the bed and wrapped it around Bai Yuze's hand, but he met with more fierce resistance and almost threw him out of the bed. "Bastard! Hooligan! I'm going to cripple you! I'm really going to cripple you!!..."

Over there they were screaming hoarsely, while here Fir Shan and Yao Lu had already twisted into a ball by the wall, fighting inseparably.After a long time, Ning Ziyue couldn't stand it anymore, got up from the bed and bent over to pick up the meat ball, sighed faintly and went out the door.The scene in the room was so scary, it was no different from being forced into prostitution.

When Ning Ziyue led the white cat for a round of wind and came back, he saw a pair of dead bodies standing on the bed and under the bed, both sweating profusely, panting and refusing to let go of each other's vital parts.He stood calmly at the door for half a minute, then turned around resolutely and left.

When I came back again, the situation was a little better, at least everyone's expressions were not as hideous as before.Leng Shan climbed onto the bed with difficulty and pulled Xie Zhe to the ground. She moved up with concern and found that Bai Yuze had fallen asleep without any sense of crisis at some point.And Xie Zhe rolled around on the ground twice and his head was a little messy, Yao Lu spread his hands and feet beside him, turned over and pillowed on his lap. "Bastards... I blame you for disturbing my slumber. I'll break the legs of anyone who dares to quarrel with me tomorrow morning."

The words are still full of threats of violence, but no one has refuted them.

Ning Ziyue stared at a room of people who seemed to be killed in battle in front of him. After a while, Rouqiu let out an untimely cry in his arms.

The appointed person picked up the two on the ground and carried them back to the bed, and then covered the group of heartless people with quilts. Ning Ziyue reckoned that it would be dawn in a while.

The room was silent except for the regular breathing one after another. He stood by the window and watched the room being scrutinized inch by inch by the light. When he looked back suddenly, he could clearly see a line of bold and exaggerated characters painted by Yao Lu on the wall with bright paint:

Welcome youbastardsback.

None of them went to the classroom the next day.

When Fir Shan woke up, the rest of the people were basically still asleep, and the sun was already setting outside the window.

He got up lightly and looked at Bai Yuze's quiet side face close at hand. After getting out of bed slowly, he pushed open the small door leading to the balcony.

There was already a person leaning against the railing who was looking at the setting sun and puffing clouds and fog, but he noticed that he was behind him but didn't look back.

"... Now I finally don't have to trouble you all." After a long time, Xie Zhe smiled lowly with his back to him, holding a cigarette in his mouth, carelessly grasping his wind-blown hair with one hand. "Although I'm very upset - how can I insist on being with someone like you for nothing? The number of people who are harmed by your appearance every year can be ranked as Fibonacci."

Leng Shan snorted, and walked slowly to his side. "That's better than you. Look at your foolishness. Even the Lagrange identity can't change your bright future."

The silence lasted for a few seconds, and the two raised their lips at the same time.

It's been a long time.This familiar and obscure mutual choking.

"... But to be honest, Jin Ke hasn't moved much lately. Is he willing to gamble and lose?" Xie Zhe snuffed out the cigarette butt on the railing at hand, and asked in a mocking tone.

"Don't dream, it's not because of you. But I think... he won't appear in front of me for a while." Leng Shan also took out a cigarette from his pocket and lit it, but he was not very sure about his deduction. .

"What happened last time... I'm sorry. I didn't have time to say this. You too, that guy and your friend too... I didn't expect so many people to be involved."

Knowing that he was referring to Yao Lu's injury, Xie Zhe raised his eyebrows. "Everything else is fine. If you want to apologize, you should tell the victim face to face. I also owe him a favor for this matter."

Just imagining Yao Lu's stinky face when he apologized sincerely, Leng Shan couldn't help the corners of his mouth twitching, so he decisively changed the subject. "Don't put on a hypocritical face, I haven't settled with you yet. What do you mean by the posture last night?"

Seeing that the other party turned his face faster than turning the pages of a book, Leng Shan, who had a bad expression for a moment, showed a murderous look all over his body.Xie Zhe could only pretend to be stupid and asked back: "Eh? Last night? Did something happen last night? Why don't I remember?..."

Later, the three people in the room were awakened by a cry of pain.

And the result of the death is that our Xie Tongxie couldn't get out of bed for two consecutive days.

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