nib boy

The spring outing quickly ended amidst the sighs of dissatisfaction among the students. Seeing the shadow of early summer approaching, the top ten singers on campus finally ushered in the finals, and the momentum was quite large.

As of last week, the ten-to-five semi-finals have come to an end.Because the entry list has not been made public, and the multiple-to-one scoring method was adopted before, Yao Lu and Bai Yuze were able to airborne the finals without anyone noticing.

"The shady scene, the shady scene of Hongguoguo." Xie Zhe sighed so much when he learned of the strangeness, and was immediately kicked by Yao Lu. "Nonsense, what are you doing these days without a shady scene. Besides, if it's not that you think it's troublesome, you wouldn't bother to accept this favor. It's not that we don't have strength. Isn't it Xiaobai?"

"...I beg you, don't shout this kind of thing out loud in public, okay, are you afraid that others won't know?"

"Then what's the matter, how many people on the road can get a relationship without selling meat? Puff out your chest and be proud of me buddy~"

"..."

Those gags and jokes seemed to be still ringing in my ears, and in a blink of an eye, the two of them were going to perform today.

During the lunch break, Yao Lu hung his voice behind the temporary stage in the playground, and he couldn't help but think of the indifferent tone of the current minister of literature and art: "I just want to take you to the finals, and I will take full responsibility no matter what the result is."

...Can you die if you pretend to be cute?So women, hey.

He unscrewed the bottle of water and looked back. Bai Yuze was sitting on the side reciting the lyrics nervously. He didn't know how many times it was.The other three boys who made it to the finals didn't look too strong. After all, this time they were singing in public. The students who got the news in advance gathered together in small groups to join in the fun after eating.

"Even though I was the last to appear on the stage, I still feel bloody scared." Bai Yuze stood up impatiently and took a deep breath, and suddenly turned his head to lock on one of the boys, with a frenzied and strange light flashing in his eyes. "Student, are you the first one? Why don't we change?"

The man raised his head and was stunned. Before Yao Lu could react, he pulled Bai Yuze back angrily, and said in a low voice, "You are stupid! You know how hard it is for me to keep the last two positions? This is an advantage. Do you understand the advantages?"

Bai Yuze was disheartened: "How about we switch?..."

After dawdling for a long time, he finally stabilized his state. Yao Lu opened the curtain of the front desk and took a look, and said in an excited tone, "Hey, guess what. The number of people is estimated to be from the whole school."

After finishing a sentence, the faces of the remaining four people turned pale.Bai Yuze didn't read the lyrics any more while waiting to go on stage, but just drank water with dull eyes, and after drinking, he bumped his legs while holding the acoustic guitar, his cheeks hurt.

Time passed like a wading through the water, the first three boys finished their work soon, and it was Yao Lu's turn to play after the judges finished their comments.He didn't look nervous at all, he deserved to hang out in nightclubs.Bai Yuze was going to give him a hug, but seeing Yao Lu's disgusted face, he just nodded. "Go, blind those people's dog eyes."

When passing by the previous boy, the man wanted to pat him to comfort him, but he stretched out his hand and didn't even touch the corner of his clothes.

Both Xie Zhe and Leng Shan were standing in the front row, and when they saw Yao Lu stand in the middle of the stage with her hair brushed up with a half-smile, they immediately sprayed.

"This expression is so mean, it's like seeing someone impotent by the way." He said this in a particularly loud voice, and Leng Shan moved his body to the other side vigorously, trying to distance himself from him.

The screams of the girls in the audience were louder and louder. Instead of shaking his face, Yao Lu bowed his body slightly as if he was enjoying it. He raised his eyes and saw Xie Zhe standing in the first row baring his teeth at him, while Leng Shan was standing in the front row. The one next to him yawned in stark contrast.

Holding the microphone with one hand in a delicate mood, Yao Lu adjusted her breathing and waited for the prelude to end, but her eyes still wandered aimlessly among the crowd, as if unwilling to find someone.

But it didn't.Once, twice, three times... the result is still the same.

Just before he gave up searching and opened his mouth to start singing, Bai Yuze picked up Yao Lu's vibrating cell phone that was left on the table in the background, and pressed the connect button.

"Hey?……"

"Ilosemyway

Andit's not too long before you point it out

I can't cry

Because you know that's weakness in your eyes

I'm forced to fake

Asmile, laugh every day of my life

My heart can't possibly break

When it wasn't even whole to start with..."

The voice of the young man singing the chorus is low and soft. Since he has dragged his suitcase and traveled around half of Europe alone, his proficiency in English is as smooth as flowing clouds and flowing water.I just don't know if it depends on the disappointment that was vaguely lingering in my chest before, it seems that my feelings are not invested enough.

For the first time in his heart, he was at a loss in what he was good at, and the hand holding the mic also subconsciously increased his strength. Taking advantage of the interlude, he frowned slightly and turned his gaze to the audience again, vaguely seeing Leng Shan make a silent encouragement to himself gesture.Fortunately, the comparison is the thumb, not the middle finger.

"I was born with a rock'n'roll voice and sang some lyrical songs. By the way, do you really know what lyricism is?" After they negotiated the terms of exchange with Leng Shan during the spring outing, they have privately conducted one-on-one guidance several times .But this time, it was Fir Shantune [hmm] who taught him.

"Hmph, I'm really sorry that Master's emotional history is completely blank so far." Yao Lu replied with rolled eyes.

"Didn't you ever have someone you liked in Dalian since you were a child?!"

"So you want me to tell you I'm sorry again?!"

Leng Shan was choked by him for a long time, and finally had to sit back in his original position with his forehead supported. "Let me tell you this. If you want to sing this song well, howling is useless. Howling to the sky is also a loser. When you sing, you must have someone in your heart."

"People? Who do I miss?"

"Ask me? I want to go. If you can't figure it out, you'll die...."

Yao Lu closed her eyes, and finally turned her gaze to the somewhat gloomy sky in the distance, thinking that it was a pity that he was not there.The corner of the mouth raised an almost imperceptible arc at the moment of lowering the head. I am afraid this is the first time - I want to convey my heartfelt voice to someone who is not there at all.

"I watched you die

I heard you cry every night in your sleep

Iwassoyoung

You should have known better than tolearn onme

You never thought of anyone else

You just saw your pain

And now I cry in the middle of the night

Forthesamedamnthing..."

As the state gradually improved, the memory began to play back in the mind one after another along with the melody, and the scene was always stuck at a certain node in it, lingering.

All right.He admitted that he did go a little too far last time and played too much.

That day, when the staff members dragged them up one by one with hooks, he could see Ning Ziyue's expression that he wanted to punch him back to the bottom of the cliff.Mingming never said a word and watched him mess around, and finally stayed silently to clean up the mess.

He really didn't expect him to be so angry. Although his intentions were good, the other party seemed completely ungrateful, his face sullen like a cowhide drum.

"I've already said, don't meddle in my affairs." With a blunt last sentence, Ning Ziyue turned around and left alone without hesitation, his back still full of anger.

That weekend Ning Ziyue didn't go to stay at his house as he did in the previous few weeks, and he disappeared completely like last time, even the eye-catching meatball rolled away.

If it was the usual Yao Lu, I would definitely be on fire early, and I even put on a hot face and a cold butt after all my good intentions, so I'll just let you die.

But the reality is that not only can he not get angry, but he is often upset because of it. After all, although he has a bad personality and is always tricky, he has never really turned against the few people around him who can be called buddies.

Counting it in detail, it seems that Ning Ziyue is not the only abnormal person.

I always like the simple and dislike the complicated, and I never care about the irrelevant things, why do I have to do that thankless drudgery? ...

Leng Shan quietly watched his tangled expression changing back and forth in just a few seconds from the audience, shaking her head and chuckling.

Probably in this world, only bystanders can tell.

"Because of you

Ineverstray too far from the sidewalk

Because of you

I learned to play on the safe side so I don't gethurt

Because of you

Itry my hardest just to forget everything

Because of you

Idon't know how to let anyone else in

Because of you

I'mashamed of my life because it's empty

Because of you

Iamafraid

Because of you

Because of you..."

During the climax, Yao Lu's passionate voice suddenly raised, with a little tearing feeling, instantly amazed the audience.

The fragmented pain combined with the roar that reached the depths of the soul shook everyone's eardrums for a long time, the girl next to Xie Zhe screamed desperately as if she was about to faint, and the boiling noise poured in from all directions, Leng Shan smiled and turned to look at the judges on the stage. A male teacher couldn't control his emotions and said "too fucking professional"...

Yao Lu didn't seem to be affected at all, one hand was still clasped fiercely on his chest, probably because he had exhausted his anger, his back was slightly arched, and the expression of closing his eyes and frowning made people feel distressed.Everyone below thought he was crying, but he wasn't.That is the highest level of investment.

And this fact was suddenly realized after the ethereal trembling sound like a whisper at the end came to an abrupt end.

The people in the audience were still staring at him stupidly, whether their faces were lost or not, it was an indisputable fact that the music ended.

Yao Lu slowly raised her face that had been covered by messy hair due to being too emotional just now, and after a few seconds of freezing, she suddenly opened her arms to the void in front of her as a curtain call, proudly raised her sharp chin, and her pale lips arrogantly Evoked a contemptuous smile.

There was thunderous applause in an instant, and waves came like surging waves.

At that time, there was probably only one person in the entire venue who knew what his almost hugging gesture contained.

In a corner a little far away from the simple stage, the lush old locust tree rustled in the wind, and the fallen green leaves gently brushed the boy's broad and solid shoulders.

He quietly looked at the slender and tall figure on the stage across such a large open space and the crowded crowd, knowing that he had finally discovered his own existence, otherwise he would not have happened to make that gesture symbolizing reconciliation towards this side.For a person who is so proud in his bones, this should be the maximum concession.

Ning Ziyue took his hands out of his trouser pockets, hesitated for a moment, and finally slowly raised them to the level of his chest.

It was exactly the same posture as if she was holding someone in her arms.

++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++

Yao Lu put on a show and bowed twice to the audience, until the host came up and even praised him several times, but he didn't intend to leave the stage, instead, he started to advertise their band endlessly.

"Don't look at the fact that we 'EXILE' have not been established for a long time. We will find an opportunity to hold a small concert in the school or something later. I guarantee that you will be enlightened, like being struck by lightning, returning to the light, promoting blood circulation and removing blood stasis... Really, really. Wait a minute The finale is our Leader, as soon as an expert makes a move, you will know if there is one~~"

The compere and the judges who were completely ignored were as black as the bottom of the pot. Yao Lu finally blew a kiss to the group of girls who were full of love, and while walking backstage, he waved to Bai Yuze behind the curtain He seized the opportunity to make his debut.Yao Lu glared happily at the young man all the way, but Bai Yuze didn't have a smile on his face. On the contrary, his expression was solemn like never before.

He was still wondering if this kid was too nervous and had the late stage of Fir Shan's facial paralysis. Bai Yuze had already stepped towards him, and when he passed by, he quickly stuffed something into his hand, and calmly lowered his voice. "... let's go."

Stunned, he turned around and looked at the steady back of the young man Xu Xumai heading towards the center of the stage. After a few seconds, he lowered his head to look at the glimmering phone screen in his hand.In the information input column is a line of words that Bai Yuze typed before he came on stage.

"Brother Gu called just now and asked you to rush to the First Hospital of the Medical University immediately. Something happened to Boss Qi."

Ning Ziyue was still standing far away under the tree like a statue, but after a while, Yao Lu suddenly came out from the backstage, and then rushed at full speed towards the stairs leading to the playground at full speed under the surprised gaze of a group of people.

He hesitated for a moment, but still stopped him before he could escape. "Where are you going? The game is not over yet."

Yao Lu stopped and turned to him, his eyes filled with bottomless panic—he had never seen such a bewildered expression on him, his pupils were dazed and dilated, and it took a long time before his voice trembled slightly He said in a low voice, "...to the First Hospital of the Medical University."

The sky above his head was full of dark clouds, and the whole world was so quiet that there was no wind.

The seemingly undefended peaceful spring day between you and me is finally about to change.

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