nib boy

Holding the guitar in his hand, he quietly watched the two teenagers on the edge of the playground finally leave shoulder to shoulder, and finally heaved a sigh of relief, and turned his gaze to the audience in the audience.

When his eyes glanced over the two familiar faces in the front row, he seemed to have absorbed strength instantly. Bai Yuze's original calm expression gradually eased, and his eyes revealed a touch of firmness and confidence.He raised his head, pursed his lips and gave everyone a shy smile.

"This song "Retrospect" was co-created by me and a person a long time ago. Today I just want to sing it to that person again as a commemoration of our journey along the way. Time is not old, and we will never leave."

Leng Shan quietly listened to him finish the passage below. The momentary shock made him subconsciously look at the side face of Xie Zhe beside him in the darkening sky, but he just stared at the stage surrounded by light without realizing it. The boy wrapped in layers lost his mind for a long time.

When he laughed, a small dimple was sunken on his cheek, and his pretty eyes smiled into a gentle shape.The dazzling light stopped on the bridge of his upturned nose, and the cool black hair poetically followed the outline of his side face, blown out by the spring breeze in a casual and lazy way.Girls probably never get tired of seeing this face.

Not to mention you and me. ...

Facing the applause, Bai Yuze leaned forward and sat down on the high chair in front of Mai, lowered his head to adjust his posture, and then slightly raised the arm lightly resting on the body of the piano, leisurely plucking the vibrating string in his heart.

"Thousands of years have passed, and no one has kept the breath of the dead

Day and night change bitterly, no one catches the time like water

time is a weird thing

While diluting the feelings, some memories cannot be washed away

even if you don't love some people anymore

I will still love those memories that are no longer there

Can't bear to mention it again..."

There is a warm texture like running water in the voice, with the unique shyness that is not easy to detect for teenagers.The low and gentle tone flowed slowly from his fingers, like a stream under the moonlight.Flowing through the sparkling river bed under the night sky, flowing through his intoxicated dream.

The world didn't know when it fell silent, or his heart became very quiet.

What is quiet is the encounter in memory, the tireless rain during the running, lingering in his mind.It was a somewhat rough-textured basketball lying silently on the playground, with flower shadows swaying on the surface of the ball.

With a wave of his hand, the basketball suddenly jumped over the basket and fell to the ground, jumping a few times in the puddle.The sound of bang bang was very long, but the jump became shallower and shallower, leaving a circle of ripples, and finally only the blurred reflection in the wave light remained.

I don't know if it's because he was too involved, Bai Yuze sang, he felt as if there were cool raindrops splashing on his face, but he just held his breath and closed his eyes, letting them fall into his drooping eyelashes, falling on his light Twist your fingertips.

"You recall me, in a few words

I remember you word by word

When I'm lonely, I miss your breath

It was when I gave up everything just to have you

don't separate because maybe

I dare not ask for a heart-to-heart meeting

I'm not trying to forget, I'm just waiting for the time to pass

The future is so long, it will only be a day and night to let go..."

He let his soul step into the thick fog of his dream, like walking in a flat milk bottle.The milk rushed from behind, diverging on the tree pier and even on his body, and re-gathered into a silver river in front of his eyes in a blink of an eye.

The hustle and bustle buried the senses, and the vision was hazy and gloomy, but the eyebrows and eyes of the person under the stage were still clear in the chaos of the world, passing through the desolate and vast snowfield, confusing the city with flying flowers, misty rain and streaming fireflies.

His gaze always seems to repel everything, but as long as you get close, he will become a drug that can never be quit.

He once asked him why he didn't try to open up to the people around him, even if it was just talking.Leng Shan smiled slightly when she heard the words, and hugged his waist tightly from behind like a child, that was the tenderness that only belonged to the two of them.

He said, if it wasn't for you, it wouldn't work. ...

Bai Yuze played and sang quietly, watching the students under the stage leave their seats one after another due to the sudden rain, and evacuated in a hurry, without the slightest disturbance in their hearts, and the singing did not hesitate for a moment.

The torrential rain in front of him, the almost empty silence at the banquet, and the judges and hosts who were about to stay and leave behind him were not important at all to him.

what is the relationship.He just wanted to sing for him alone.

"With flowers on the skirt, the weather is smooth

The most gentle gesture is the well-known unfeeling

Delusion is invalid, words are unfounded

Pour a glass of dreamless wine and give silent reminders to the starry sky

In midsummer, cicadas sing and camphor trees smell

The most urgent time is the most beautiful time

Through the white screen window, I see you sleeping soundly

I want to kiss your slightly parted lips so that you will never wander alone again..."

Every note of his seems to say "I love you".

His every word seems to say "I love you".

The soft melody resonates with the sound of the rain, the young man's serious and focused expression never changes, and the tone of the shallow singing is clear and pleasant.

Xie Zhe and Chen Ye were the only ones left in the audience, looking at him with bright eyes and smiling, even though they were all wet, they didn't complain at all.Fir Shan, on the other hand, came to the stage at some point, raised her hand and quietly opened an umbrella to protect him from the wind and rain, let the salty rain continue to slide down her cheeks, and still opened her mouth to accompany him to finish singing the last tune.

Those about the wandering youth in the years, about the turbulent wandering in the youth, about the helpless silence of wandering, about you and my old days whistling through the bones.

It was a beautiful and sad time, when we were young, we cried, laughed and shouted, accepting the ever-changing world at a loss.The youth that cannot be caught up and the past washed away by the rain are intertwined, becoming a song that can never be sung again.

Fir Shan tried her best to raise the umbrella higher and higher, even though she seemed insignificant in the face of the drifting rain.

At the moment of the end of the song, Bai Yuze raised his face, and in Leng Shan's eyes vaguely saw the tears that were touched by him.But in an instant, it seemed to disappear again.

It wasn't until Xie Zhe and Chen Ye also jumped onto the stage and ran to hug his shoulders tightly, and the judges behind him who had finally finished listening to the whole song gave a belated applause, all of them looked like they were waking up from a dream.

Feeling the person's warmth in his palm, Bai Yuze just turned around and silently bowed to them, then Ren Lengshan, who didn't look back, led him away step by step through the silent rain.

Perhaps this world is just constant waking and dreaming.

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Bai Yuze and Yao Lu are considered to be popular, and the name of EXILE is also an instant hit.

The heavy rain stopped after an hour, but there was an endless stream of girls who went to the door of Class [-] to peek all afternoon, and it seemed to be getting worse.The gate of the eighth class is about the same posture or even worse, but unfortunately the person involved has disappeared.

Bai Yuze felt like sitting on pins and needles facing those eyes with pink bubbles outside the classroom, and at the same time he was full of thoughts.During several classes, he called Yao Lu many times but no one answered, he felt that the situation was not good.

At this moment, the get out of class bell rang, and just as Leng Shan stood up and wanted to go to the toilet, Bai Yuze looked up at him with a worried face: "I always feel that something serious is going to happen. No, I have to go to the hospital myself after school."

He stared at him for a moment, then slowed down and compromised: "...well. I'll go with you."

After crossing the front row and passing the front door, he was timidly stopped by several girls from behind before he had even taken two steps. "That... classmate, do you have Bai Yuze's contact information?"

Fortunately, Leng Shan didn't look directly at them now, and those girls didn't catch a glimpse of the faintly throbbing veins on his forehead under the cover of his indifferent back.Without leaving a word at all, Leng Shan turned the corner with a displeased but still expressionless face, and suddenly felt a brief vibration from the phone in his pocket.

When he took it out, he hadn't expected that the sender would be Jin Ke.

"At 08:30 tonight, I will wait for you at home. If you don't see anyone then, you will bear the consequences."

It seems that the two of them have not seen each other for a long time, how many ulterior and dark motives are hidden behind this rather formal invitation? ...

But worrying about it, Leng Shan pondered for a while, and decided to meet him.One is that he subconsciously feels that Jin Ke has not posed any real threat to him since the last time we met, and the other is that he is still quite sensitive to the threat at the end of his sentence.What worried him was not himself, but the embarrassing situation that Bai Yuze might fall into.

Because of her worries, Leng Shan's pace of returning to the classroom was obviously much slower than when she came.Frowning, he raised his eyes inadvertently, and saw Xie Zhe tremblingly walking towards the stairs while leaning on the wall with a weak face.Bai Yuze originally followed closely behind him, but he was surrounded by a rush of people before he stepped out the door.

"Where are you going?" He couldn't help asking out loud.

Xie Zhe turned his head and looked at him with difficulty, his expression was full of entanglement, he was probably engaged in a fierce ideological struggle between pretending to be cool and admitting he was cowardly, and it took a full half a minute before he had no choice but to say coldly: "... the dragon body I'm sorry, I have to go back to the palace to recuperate."

"... Why don't you just get in the rain. Look at your pale face, as if soaked in lime." As usual, Fir Shan calmly waved at his paler and hideous face. "Forget it. I wanted you to accompany Bai for a walk at night... No way, I'll go find Chen Ye."

Xie Zhe immediately became anxious when he heard the words, and pushed the wall behind him, almost jumping up: "What?! What can a female woman do, it's a waste of resources! I'll go, I'll go, don't compete with me for this matter! "As soon as he finished speaking, he staggered on the steps due to the big movement before, and thanks to Leng Shan's sharp eyesight and hands grabbing his back collar quickly, a bloody incident on campus was avoided.

Over there, Bai Yuze managed to break out of the encirclement and chased after him. When he saw Xie Zhe rolling his eyes in the air as if he was being hanged by Fir Shan, and was about to drive west, he was shocked: "What are you two doing? Euthanasia You have to go to the hospital to go through a process first, don’t you?”

Leng Shan finally let go of his hand and let Xie Zhe fall on the stairs to fend for himself, coughing into a ball, and turned his face gently: "...um. It doesn't matter, it's just a matter of 'raising your hand'."

When Yao Lu and Ning Ziyue rushed to the emergency room, they happened to see the doctor in a white coat take off his mask and open the door.

Gu Mingye, who had been guarding the door the whole time, heard the movement and immediately stood up facing her. Before he could make a hasty sound, the doctor slowly shook his head with a tired expression. "...Go in. The patient has something to say."

Gu Mingye only felt a "buzz" in his head, and he was stunned and even speechless to respond, but someone behind him suddenly pushed him away and stumbled into the operating room. It took him several seconds to realize that the person was Yao Lu.Gu Mingye clenched his fists and walked in with difficulty. He saw Yao Lu had already bent down by the stage, his hair hanging down to cover Boss Qi's face.

"...Xiao Yao." The dry voice overflowed the man's pale lips, and Boss Qi's expression now was as gentle as usual.Yao Lu looked at his nearly lost eyes and suddenly felt sad, and her tone was mean and tricky: "...Look. As soon as you do something wrong, the retribution will come. The old virgin has this little advantage, so that you don't have to die and procrastinate." The burden of family and mouth."

Gu Mingye listened silently to the side as he finished speaking smoothly and indifferently, and noticed that his hand supporting the edge of the stage was always shaking.And Boss Qi also seemed to have noticed that the other party was trying to cover up the violent fluctuations in his emotions, directly saving him the trouble of punching him, and just smiled lowly. "Hey, who told you uncle that I'm still a virgin... I can't bear a stigma until I die, then I can't rest in peace." Yao Lu stopped answering.

Ning Ziyue stood at the door, hesitating whether he should go or stay, but received a call from Lin Ran without warning, and turned around temporarily and walked to the corridor.

"It's true that I like men, and you must have guessed it... Ironically, not only have I never slept with a man, but five years ago, I had a son in Daxibei. My son." Boss Qi said indifferently Said, on the display screen of the instrument next to him, the heart rhythm fluctuation is gradually calming down with a weak trend.

"Speaking of which, I just met that woman by chance... I drank too much during the trip, and this mess happened at the boarding at night. The most important thing is not this—you must also want to know why I want to deal drugs." He closed it Closing his eyes, there was a long pause in the middle, so long that the two of them in the same room almost thought he was going to die.

"The trouble is that the child has inherited the same disease as me. But he is still young, and there is still hope... I can't do it. I know I won't live for a few years, so I will use all kinds of money to treat him. Anyway Sooner or later, it will be a death. I was sorry for their mother and son, but how can I just watch him go over there to be my companion... Although the child doesn't even know what I look like, I am also his biological father..."

After saying these words, it seemed that all his strength had been exhausted. The man coughed twice with a pale face, and then tried to reach into the inner pocket of his clothes to fumble for something as if remembering something.In the end, it turned out to be a black U disk.

"I know what you've been working on secretly lately. Whether it's for me or for any other purpose... When I'm gone, someone really needs to finish the evil I did. This is the statement I recorded before... Quan Ersi's backing is too strong, so many people tried to get rid of him before, but they almost failed, it's all due to lack of evidence. I can only do so much now...the rest is up to you." He said slowly Slowly raised his hand, placed it lightly on top of the boy's head, and smiled again.

"You've always been like this... It doesn't look like you're close, and you don't care about anything... In fact, you are more bloody and affectionate than anyone else. Fortunately, God has eyes, and I won't torture you any more... All the pain should be borne by a rotten person like me, and then taken away by myself...not at all..."

Gu Mingye had turned away from the side and wept silently, but Yao Lu's eyes were still dry. He took the black USB flash drive with one hand, and clenched the man's gradually cold palm with the other, his expression so quiet that it seemed to be frozen oil painting.

"...It would be great if my son could be like you in the future. The first time we met...I felt that you...really..."

The long silence from the ECG suddenly replaced Boss Qi's barely audible words.

As a result, Yao Lu didn't cry until the end.

He thought that there was something wrong with him, that some function of his body was missing, or that what was missing was the emotions that belonged to normal human beings.But that's not the case. Boss Lian Qi just said how much he valued friendship, even though he never felt it.

Maybe before this moment came, he should say goodbye to him aloud.After all, back then, it was this person who quietly sowed a handful of seeds in his barren heart, and then pretended not to know that they gradually sprouted and sprouted until they grew into towering trees.

But no matter what, he couldn't make a sound.Just like at this moment, he couldn't squeeze a tear with all his strength.

I still blamed him why he kept himself in the dark, but after he left, those things seemed to be irrelevant.I don't want to worry about and think about anything anymore, the USB flash drive in my hand seems to be all I can grasp right now——

No, not far enough. ...

Ning Ziyue, who did not know when he had entered the operating room, stretched out his hand several times to press his shoulder, but tried his best to restrain himself.In the end, he was really anxious about the time that was being lost, so he had to say in a low voice: "... Something happened to Su Yang."

Yao Lu stood there motionless as if she hadn't heard, her back was stubborn and silent.

Seeing this, Ning Ziyue gritted his teeth secretly. "…I'm sorry. I have to find him."

Gu Mingye turned his head and glanced at Ning Ziyue, the gleam in his eyes couldn't go away, and he couldn't tell what it meant.

Yao Lu still didn't answer.

Ning Ziyue stared at him silently for a while, and finally made up his mind to turn around. The sound of footsteps clearly echoed in the long and quiet corridor, and the echo became more and more rapid and distant.

... as far away as the horizon.

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