nib boy

After running and stopping for about ten minutes, Bai Yuze and Chen Ye finally came to the tube building that was almost completely engulfed in flames.Looking around again, there is no trace of Jin Ke.

At this time, Bai Yuze's vision was already very blurred, and he could only see the bright red like a sea of ​​blood all over the sky.His legs and feet were so weak that he couldn't use his strength. Chen Ye held his hand, feeling cold and cold.

"He said before that he wanted to go home to get something... I didn't think about anything, just said yes..." He wiped his face vigorously with his cuff, and his tentacles were wet.The flaming vicious snake hissed and spit out the letter. He stood still for a moment, and in a blink of an eye, he saw Chen Ye was biting his lips and tremblingly taking out his mobile phone to dial 119. Tears dripped down and wet the screen.

"...Xiao Yi."

Chen Ye was taken aback by his calm tone, and raised his eyes dumbly.The young man's expression under the cover of the fire made her feel cold all over, she opened her mouth but couldn't say a word.

His complexion was very pale, and there was neither sadness nor despair in his ashen eyes, just like a pool of stagnant water, and the bottom of the water seemed to be full of bewitching red lotus.

"Xiaobai..." The girl's voice trembled slightly.

Bai Yuze's lips parted slightly: "...I want to go in and find him."

"You're crazy! The fire is so hot... Besides, Xiaoshan doesn't necessarily have to..."

"He's in there. I know that."

"noob!!"

The young man smiled with hooked lips as if he had never heard of it, and lowered his eyelashes. "You don't know, Xiaoye. I'm not strong at all, I...I can't live without him."

After he finished speaking, he moved his heavy legs forward mechanically. Seeing this, Chen Ye rushed forward recklessly and held him back, with an almost pleading expression. "Xiaobai... think about your parents... think about me and Xie Zhe! If both of you... both..."

"... That's fine." Bai Yuze only nodded slightly, with a calm expression, and slowly opened her hand. "No one can separate us this time. If I can't bring him back, I'll just..."

He wiped his eyes and didn't say any more.

The thoughts in my mind had nothing to do with life and death, only the tall and thin, handsome and icy young man was left, his figure scorched by the sun shining brightly on the court.

Those incomplete fragments of the past slowly emerged from the deep sea one after another like bubbles. The youth with a blurred face from his dream bowed his head silently, circled a world in front of him that replaced the sun with him, and made a "shh" with a wink. expression.

"...Remember, aim for the line of the upper frame and the ball will bounce into the frame. Take it easy, just throw a parabola."

There are so many important people in my life.

But sorry.That person, he is my speech spirit. ...

Chen Ye watched him walk away from the same place, and the figure from his back was about to melt into the sea of ​​flames before he suddenly woke up. He fumbled the phone to his ear almost desperately, and the second he heard the other party's familiar voice Sobbing broke down.

"Xie Zi!! Xie Zi, come quickly... Xiaobai, Xiaobai and Xiaoshan..."

The dim lights flickered on and off, and the room was deadly silent.

Quan Ersi—or call him Quan Yue from now on, holding a cigarette with a smile that is not a smile, watching Ning Ziyue walk around him and squat down beside Su Yang, and first probe him very lightly After the injured knee, he slowly raised the boy's beaten face, staring at it for a moment.

"...Why are you so willful."

Su Yang tried his best to avoid his hand as if he hadn't heard, bit his lips stubbornly and remained silent.

"Brother Ning... You, you are here." Lin Ran called him nervously, as if she wanted to say something but couldn't say it.

Ning Ziyue looked away from Su Yang's face, and curled his lower lip comfortingly. "You're not hurt, are you?"

"Well, I'm fine." Lin Ran subconsciously turned her body to the side, burying her hanging shoulders deeper in the shadow, and coughed unnaturally. "It's this kid who..."

Ning Ziyue supported Su Yang with one hand, and motioned for Lin Ran to help him. "There may be a fracture in the knee, and it should be fine if you go to the hospital in time for treatment."

Quan Yue has been watching their conversation silently in the middle of the room, but now he has suppressed his smile, adding a bit of indifference to his expression.The subordinates trembled and didn't know whether to retreat or stay, and in the end they didn't dare to act rashly.

"Since I dared to come today, I already expected the consequences." Ning Ziyue's eyes stayed on his face without the slightest warmth, and he didn't even have the thought of fighting to the death. "You have probably wanted to kill me for a long time. I will grant your wish today. There is only one thing, these two people, you let them go."

The cigarette butt was snuffed out on the sole of the shoe silently, Quan Yue didn't respond directly to him, his eyes were deep. "...but I haven't seen you for three years, and now you and Ning Ling are really terribly similar."

"...You have no right to mention him in front of me." Ning Ziyue clenched his fists with restraint, but the veins on his forehead throbbed uncontrollably.It seemed that whenever his late father was mentioned, he was completely unable to control his emotions effectively.

Quan Yue laughed even more wantonly, and took two steps forward until he was at eye level with him. "It doesn't matter if you don't mention it—but you seem to have made a mistake. In fact, I didn't intend to kill you from the beginning."

The man's fingertips slowly brushed the deep outline in front of him, which was almost exactly the same as Ning Ling when he was young, and hatred suddenly oozes from his tone.

"...I want you, life is better than death."

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When Xie Zhe finally limped to the scene of the fire, the police and fire brigade came late and ran out of the car in a panic trying to disperse the onlookers.

He struggled through the dark crowd, his head was sweating from anxiety, and he was already running a fever, but kicking open the locked door of the dormitory just now had exhausted his whole life's skills.Fortunately, Chen Ye maintained a high level of mental tension during the waiting process. As soon as he caught sight of a familiar figure, he called "Xie Zi" in a low voice in that inconspicuous corner.

Xie Zhe turned around abruptly, and saw the wet tears on the girl's delicate face, and the unconscious boy who was lying on her lap with his eyes closed.

"This is...?!" Horrified, Xie Zhe immediately knelt down and touched Bai Yuze's cold neck.Fortunately, I can feel the pulse.By the light of the fire, he could see that both of them were covered in blood, and he couldn't help but panic.

Knowing what he was thinking, Chen Ye said weakly, "The blood has stopped... probably because he bled too much before. He wanted to rush into the fire, but he passed out halfway."

"Where's that bastard Jin Ke?!"

"I don't know... We lost him when we got here."

"... Fir Shan, is he really still inside the building?"

"I, I don't know..." Chen Ye lowered his eyes with guilt on his face.

Seeing this, Xie Zhe couldn't ask any more questions, stood up silently, and turned his head to look at the intensified Shura field.

"...Chen Ye."

"Ok?"

"When I came, I saw a few ambulances on the side of the police force. You can find someone to help carry Bai there."

"how about you?"

"I..." He slowly removed his lips and pretended to be a light smile, and then turned to stare at Bai Yuze's face for a moment. "...I'll go find him. Otherwise it will be too late."

Chen Ye looked up in shock. "Xie Zi?!..."

The only answer to her was the back of the boy drifting away.

I did think of saving him because of you.But at this moment, it seems that the reason for doing so is not all for you.

……why.

Obviously such an annoying person.

Ning Ziyue protected Su Yang and Lin Ran and retreated to the dilapidated stairs leading to the second floor, and told him with a side face: "When you go upstairs, run away from the window immediately, don't wait for me." As a result, the two of them didn't move for a long time. I had to repeat sharply again: "Hurry up!"

"Boss..." Seeing the situation, several subordinates all took a step forward, watching Quan Yue's face secretly, and prepared to rush forward.However, the man smiled with confidence, and only waved his hands to signal them to stop.

Seeing the two teenagers finally stumbling and disappearing at the top of the stairs, Ning Ziyue took a deep breath and slowly met Quan Yue's unpredictable gaze, clasping the sharp and cold key tightly in his palm.It was the only weapon he had used conveniently for many years, and it used to belong to the warm and harmonious home he had when he was a child.

"Do you think you still have a chance of winning?" Quan Yue leisurely supported his cane, the corners of his lips curled up slightly, looking interested.

"Win or lose, all I want is a decision."

The man smiled and shook his head slightly. "Don't worry about that. Before I completely destroy you, I won't let you die."

"...Let me tell you. You are already old, are you really a man who is still in the second grade?"

The air froze for a moment, and everyone in the room turned their heads and cast their gazes precisely at the source of the sound, wanting to see who would dare to seek death in this situation.

Quan Yue was surprised when he saw the person coming, and then smiled lightly.Ning Ziyue froze all over. Forgive him for trying to break his head, but he would not have expected that Yao Lu had bound GPS with Lin Ran's mobile phone as early as the time he disappeared.

"...I didn't expect to see you here." The man raised his wrist to signal his subordinates to back away, and exchanged polite greetings.

"Then, are you happy to see me?" Yao Lu raised her lips and smiled provocatively, and everyone just looked at her from a distance and felt that her face was menacing.

"Naturally, I'm honored." After Quan Yue finished speaking, he was silent for a moment, and suddenly turned his face to Ning Ziyue and smiled heartily. "...This one is much more charming than Ah Yun back then. What do you think?"

"..." Ning Ziyue shuddered immediately when he heard the word "Ah Yun", blood oozes from the palm holding the key.It took a long time to calm down, and turned around indifferently: "...I don't know him."

Yao Lu chuckled, and shrugged needlessly under Quan Yue's insightful gaze. "He said he didn't know me. Do you believe me?"

Quan Yue looked at him affectionately, and opened his lips gracefully: "...Of course not."

"Yao Lu!!" Ning Ziyue finally got angry.

"Don't be afraid, I'll protect you." The young man showed his face and smiled heartlessly, while quickly taking out a can of Saber from his trouser waist, and sprayed it directly on Quan Yue's face with his backhand.

"...Hey, kid."

When the faint sound was caught by his ears, Xie Zhe involuntarily froze in his footsteps.

He managed to avoid the eyes and ears of the police and slipped into the blockade line just now. He was anxiously looking for a place to break in, but the fire was too big, and the fire trucks sprayed water for a long time, but it didn't work at all.

However, the figure in front of him that was gradually becoming clear from the raging flames, and who seemed to be holding in his arms——

"You..." Xie Zhe's astonishment at this moment is beyond description in any words, so that he could only stand there dumbstruck, watching Jin Ke staggeringly block the bricks that fell from the top of his head with his arms, and always protect him. The person in his arms slowly moved out.

"...I said you are deaf?! Hurry up and help me!"

It wasn't until I heard the rude shouting and Xie Zhe again that I realized the truth. I walked quickly across the charred ruins under my feet like a dream, trying to reach for it, but the building itself was already crumbling, and there were still brick walls from time to time. A large area collapsed, and the road was even more obstructed.

However, Jin Ke rushed forward without fear, his originally handsome and savage face was blackened by the smoke, he lowered his body and stretched his arms to hold on to the beam that suddenly fell in the middle, the enchanting tongue of fire behind him began to lick his deep colored skirts.

...just a little bit.

Jin Ke looked down at the blood-stained boy in his arms, and suddenly smiled against the firelight.Xie Zhe looked at him in a daze from a distance, clearly seeing a flash of determination in his eyes.

Later, the fir tree was directly thrown out of the fire by Jin Ke.At that moment, there was no time to react, Xie Zhe reflexively jumped forward to pick up the person, and then there was the sound of the house collapsing.

Everything around suddenly became so quiet.so quiet.

Leng Shan silently opened his eyes at some point, and there was sudden sharp pain in the affected area on his forehead that was attacked by someone, which made him almost lose consciousness for the second time.However, before completely escaping into the darkness, a person's face flashed across his field of vision—a face that made him unhappy.

But it was unbelievable that for the first time in his life, he stretched out his hand to him, and even he didn't know the reason.

Could it be that he was beaten stupid by that person before? He was so sneering in his heart that his consciousness gradually became blurred.

Xie Zhe silently put the fir tree, which had fallen into a coma again, on his shoulders. Before leaving to find an ambulance, he looked back for the last time at the ruined wall that was weeping in the sea of ​​fire.

Whether dead or alive, probably no one would be willing to shed tears for that kind of person.

Taking advantage of the fact that the whole room was busy around Quan Yue, Yao Lu dragged Ning Ziyue and ran upstairs three steps at a time.

A few bullets flew past their arms, and the two of them narrowly closed the wooden door on the second floor, when they heard Quan Yue's forbearance and majesty voice from below: "You are not allowed to shoot! Go outside and give me the warehouse. Get around!"

Feeling bad in his heart, Ning Ziyue moved a few wooden boxes to block the door, but when he turned around, he saw Lin Ran and Su Yang, who had hid earlier, dragged each other desperately and rolled into a ball on the ground of the collar, and couldn't help being stunned . "...What are you doing?"

"...to decide who will go down first to make meat pads." Lin Ran answered honestly during the fight.

"Nonsense!" Ning Ziyue yelled, and before he had time to explode, Yao Lu had already lightly picked up the two of them like cats, kicked them down from the window one by one, and howled all over the place.

Ning Ziyue stared at him, but the other party was still smiling. "Why, do you feel distressed?"

He turned his head to avoid answering, paused for a moment, and said in a serious tone: "What are you doing here? The owner of the bar..."

"... already dead." Yao Lu took his words calmly, and the sound of chaotic footsteps outside gradually sounded on the stairs.

Ning Ziyue turned his face back when he heard the words, and looked at him for a long while with a complicated expression, not knowing how to comfort him. "you……"

"Now is not the time to talk about this." He interrupted him again, and walked to the window, silently measuring the height with his eyes. "If you don't hurry up, you really won't be able to run away." Yu Bicai seemed to suddenly think of something, and in the blink of an eye, Ning Ziyue was really behind him looking at the grass under the window with a pale face, and his body trembled slightly.

Hold.How could I have forgotten, this guy is afraid of heights.

Before he finished his annoyance, there was a heavy knocking sound at the door, and the stacked boxes were already in jeopardy under the brute force invasion.

It can't be delayed any longer.

After making up his mind in just a few seconds, Yao Lu turned around decisively and grabbed his collar, pulling him closer.

"Listen to every word I'm saying to you now. The reality is we're all going to jump from here today anyway, so from now on don't get distracted and just look at me. Remember, You have nothing in your eyes except me. Do you understand?..."

Ning Ziyue stared at him blankly, as if touched for some reason.

"...That's right, that's it. I counted to three, and then jumped out together....Three!!!" As soon as the words fell, Yao Lu pulled the person in front of him away desperately. He was brought down completely unprepared, but he kept in mind Yao Lu's previous strong order, so even though he took a deep breath immediately, he didn't take his eyes off his face.

Nima, what about the first and second that you agreed to, because Mao still insists on keeping a hand on his own people at this critical moment, hey! ! ... The above party's internal complaints were naturally not uttered. Presumably the other party also had the difficulty of fearing that the night would be long and dreamy.

The sound of the wind rang in his ears, and Ning Ziyue was feeling a little dizzy when he suddenly remembered that day when Yao Lu dared to jump down from the edge of the cliff without a safety rope, he rushed up to grab his hand without thinking, and fell into the abyss Being stretched so long, at that time, he must have been the only one in his eyes—that's why he didn't flinch or fear at all.

It's like an oath that must be fulfilled when it is spoken.how nice. ...

Ning Ziyue's eyes suddenly became clear and clear when the world was upside down, and he slowly tightened his arms to wrap the young man in his arms, so that even if the other party put him under at the beginning, he would not be hurt when he landed. Too much shock.

Su Yang, who has been dragged by Lin Ran for about tens of meters here, turned his head occasionally out of concern, and happened to see the intertwined eyes of the two of them when they landed, and was instantly sad.

Yes.If you can't get it, you still can't get it after all.

However, I don't regret it.I don’t regret the cold, summer, autumn and winter I spent with you, I don’t regret entrusting my peace of mind to the only person I trust, I don’t regret running in the pouring rain just because you owe me that farewell, and I don’t regret that I was desperate Loved you, this thing.

Anyone who has had a crush on them knows how long and desperate that time is, but it is also the most unforgettable.

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☆, extra six ego

True love is when you love someone no matter how much or how much they hurt you. --Inscription

Jin Ke always remembers the scene when he and Leng Shan first met.

That year he was already a tall and straight boy of 17 years old, and Leng Shan was seven years younger than him, an age that should have been carefree.

However, the fact is not the case.

It was raining heavily outside that day, and Jin Huizhi personally drove to pick up the beautiful woman with low brows and smooth eyes, and as soon as he stepped through the door, he ordered him to go down to greet him, who was practicing piano on the second floor.

Even though he was extremely impatient, he still walked down the stairs politely to his father. After all, if someone accidentally offended the old man, the property that was supposed to be his in the will would probably fall into the hands of outsiders.

He absent-mindedly greeted "Hello, Aunt Lan", smiled decently, bowed and was about to drag the huge trolley case into the house, but accidentally caught a glimpse of a person hiding behind them.

Noticing his slightly surprised gaze, Lan Shu immediately turned around and smiled softly as if thinking of something: "By the way, Xiaoshan—come and say hello to brother."

The boy with clear eyebrows raised his eyes quietly when he heard the words, and the calm and stern stream in his deep black eyes completely drowned him out in just a moment.

In the past 17 years, Jin Ke has never seen such a sad face - it seems that there is nothing in the world that can move him and make him feel happy.

In the following days of being together, Jin Ke gradually confirmed his previous guess more and more. Since the child came to Jin's house, he had never smiled once.He was too quiet, so quiet that it made people panic.

"I said, you kid is really strange."

One day Jin Huizhi and Lan Shu were not at home. During breakfast, Jin Ke and Leng Shan sat face to face at the table. They were silent for a long time, and the former finally broke the frozen atmosphere unhappily.

Leng Shan raised her eyes and looked at Jin Ke quietly, her eyes were dangerously dark like his.

The young man twirled the table knife uncontrollably in one hand, and his expression became a bit fierce. "It's obvious that you broke into the Jin family's territory, and you still put on a face like you have been wronged all day long-isn't it appropriate?"

It's a pity that his staring was still the same as usual, and there was no response at all.A few seconds later, the boy stood up consciously and went out with his schoolbag in hand. He didn't even finish his milk when he left.

As a child, Fir Shan seems to be the type who doesn't know how to be cute at all.As for why it became like this, Jin Ke can guess without even thinking about it, but he doesn't care at all.Isn't it just that the parents are divorced, and it's no big deal.

He accepted the fact that the family relationship was broken almost effortlessly a year ago, because those two people did not deserve to be parents at all in his heart.They didn't have deep feelings for each other, so they were very calm when they broke up, and there was only one problem to solve-money.

Jin Ke had no doubts that Lan Shuken took his son to join his immortal father for the same thing.There is nothing surprising about this, but it is only natural that each takes what he needs.

Feelings like "like" probably have nothing to do with a long marriage.At least he thought so.

It is no wonder that Leng Shan is depressed. It is too early for him to have to witness such a realistic side of the world at such a young age.

Thinking of it this way, my heart is not so angry.After all, he is a child, so why not let him.

After that, they lived peacefully with each other for more than a year.

It was a scorching hot summer day. Jin Ke had just escaped from the dark college entrance examination and had nothing to do at home. After taking a nap, he went to the piano room to practice piano as usual.Maybe because he was too involved, he didn't notice when Fir Shan came to the door quietly.

It wasn't until the last note was leisurely tapped with the fingertips that the long-whispering "Brother" faintly penetrated into the ears.

Jin Ke paused for a moment, then turned his face unexpectedly.

Leng Shan hesitated and didn't know whether to advance or retreat, and his usually expressionless face was a little nervous.

The boy smiled knowingly, "Do you like piano?"

The other party hesitated for a moment, then nodded slightly.

Jin Ke beckoned him to sit next to him, flipped through the music score and asked casually, "Have you ever played it before?"

"... I have studied for three years." He responded briefly, and approached slowly with a little awkwardness, but did not sit down as promised.

"Do you want a ensemble? "WindCrest", will you?"

"……Um."

Touching the smooth and moist keys with fingers, Fir Shan's heart was slightly touched.The one chosen was exactly his favorite piece.

Those voices floating in the wind are like ripples in the drizzle, outlining the deepest thoughts buried in the bottom of my heart with each stroke, with extravagance in the gloom and cruelty in the warmth.

Leng Shan silently closed her eyes, only relying on her feeling to seriously chase the clear and smooth melody between the fingers of that person.

Every time he hears this piece of music, a poetic picture will automatically unfold in his mind, in which there is a fiery sunset, cool waves, and pure white seabirds flapping their wings and singing all the way to the sky, but finally they fall one after another, silently died on the bloody sand. ...

He didn't know that Jin Ke's expression on playing the piano would be so gentle.

He had seen him take countless smiling girls home, and he would laugh with them when he was happy, but there was a kind of calm indifference in the smile, with a lot of distance.Love is warm, passionate, joyous, and beautiful, but his eyes are cold when he sees love, as if he has seen too many beautiful things, and after seeing it, beauty is no longer beautiful, and he only sees the inside Bloody and bloody, resentful and confused.

Leng Shan almost thought that he was the same kind.Although the person next to me is laughing and joking every day, and seems to be living a free and easy life, how can a person who has no love in his heart be happy—just like himself.It's just that he is smarter than what he pretends to be.

After finishing a few songs, when closing the lid of the piano, Jin Ke turned his head to look at him with a re-examination attitude, and found that there was an arc similar to a smile on the boy's delicate side face.Then, she raised her face slightly and looked back at him.

The setting sun outside the window was gathering its dying afterglow, but the starry eyes of Fir Tree seemed to ignite a cluster of silver fire in his heart.

Who is sweetly bewitching in my ears, you are the other half of me lost in this world.

In the days to come, the two often played that ancient piano side by side at dusk, listening to the lonely wandering voice that echoed in a certain corner of the world for a long time.

Until Jin Ke finally found out that he was different from him.The long-lasting desolation in my heart is like a wild beast with an unstoppable desire, struggling and clamoring non-stop every night.

At that time, he didn't know that if a person loves to the extreme, he will perish, and he didn't know that his love would eventually develop into a pathological madness.

Leng Shan is not unaware of everything. Faced with Jin Ke's many abnormal behaviors and growing possessiveness, he slowly turns from confusion to fear, from disappointment to evasion, and finally only deep loathing and hatred are left. .

But he couldn't stop.He clearly knew that Leng Shan would never respond to his feelings, so he couldn't give up.

He still remembered the painful expression on the boy named Bai Yuze's face when he cornered him.He said to him, you only have two choices.Die, or watch firs die.What I, Jin Ke, cannot get, must be destroyed with my own hands.

Hearing this, Bai Yuze jumped down from the roof of the building without hesitation.

That young man directly led to their breakup. After many years of forbearance, Leng Shan finally escaped from Jin's house and never came back.

But he was still unwilling to follow him all the way, occupying his body forcefully, thinking that it was the whole of love.But in the end he realized that he had been wrong all along, so completely wrong.

But in the end, he never even said a word of apology to him.In this way, a fateful ending was ushered in.

Before being completely engulfed by the flames, like a miracle, he saw those black eyes that had not changed in seven years and were as cool as night slowly opened and focused, and the childishness of the original youth was faintly visible between the brows.

Now this person who has already hated himself to the bone, once turned his face in the twilight while stroking the keys, and called himself "brother" with a smile.

It's a pity that he has no chance to shake the hand that was offered from afar. ...

His vision was gradually blurred in the burning pain, and the familiar piano melody sounded in his ears as if from a lifetime ago.

He couldn't help laughing silently in his direction, his thin lips twitching slightly.

"...No matter what happens in the future, don't put on such a sad face again."

I feel bad.

Note: Ego, a Buddhist term.

Too much self-awareness, attachment to all tangible and intangible things, including arrogance, complacency, inferiority, greed, etc.

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