nib boy

For people who are not used to fleeing, the process is indeed not pleasant at all, especially when a wounded person is dragged along.

Regardless of Su Yang's objection, Ning Ziyue carried him and ran away. In the alley at night, except for a few people's panting and chaotic footsteps, everything was as silent as death.

The opponent's hands came from every fork in every corner, and they had to keep mobilizing their brain cells that were about to die from overwork to hide and fight wits and wits. Only when they were really exhausted did they realize that the general situation was over.

After a short rest, they went to the nearest clinic. They would never dare to go to a big hospital, in case there was an ambush.

Su Yang's knee was actually seriously injured, but when the doctor persuaded him to stay in the hospital for recuperation, he just tapped the plaster on his leg with a calm face, and said to the three bull-eyed people around the bed: " let's go."

"Maybe it's safest for you to stay here now." Ning Ziyue responded lightly.

Su Yang didn't say a word when he heard the words, he stood up and supported the wall to go out, Yao Lu rolled his eyes when he saw this, "... Ancestor."

As a result of the final discussion, Su Yang and Lin Ran couldn't go home for the time being, so they stayed at Yao Lu's place temporarily until the news passed.Lin Ran frowned slightly after hearing the decision, Su Yang was even more displeased, his face was dark and long.

"These two ancestors came with you, so the food expenses and accommodation expenses have to be charged to your account." Getting in the taxi, Yao Lu unceremoniously snapped his fingers to calculate the account.

Ning Ziyue stared at the night scene of the city flying by outside the window, and subconsciously continued: "...then I can't afford it."

Yao Lu paused for a moment, then turned her face away and said nothing.

Can not afford.

If you can't afford it...

After opening the door with the key, Yao Lu lightly took off his shoes and turned on the lights on the first floor.It is more than three o'clock in the morning, and the parents must be fast asleep.

"I'll find a good room for you, and then we'll all wash up and sleep. We'll talk about it when we wake up." He walked to the second floor while talking, and led them into the room one by one.

Ning Ziyue carried Su Yang all the way into the house, helped him lie down on the bed, and then opened the door to leave.However, Su Yang curled up on the bed and stared at the ceiling for a long time, but he didn't hear the sound of closing the door.

Then, he was suddenly completely enveloped by the shadow of a person approaching.Before Su Yang could react, Ning Ziyue had already bent down and hung something cool around his neck.

"...I will not take back anything that has been sent out."

When he lowered his head slightly, he saw the metal shimmering on the cross that he had ruthlessly abandoned on his chest.

He pursed his lips tightly, and although the warm liquid in his eye sockets gradually swelled, he still stubbornly refused to make a sound, until the man finally straightened up in silence, turned around and left.

After a while, the young man finally closed his eyes slowly in the dark, lightly placed his palm on the cold pendant, and silently tightened his fingers, but he didn't feel much pain.

Lin Ran had just been lying on the bed for a while, when Yao Lu suddenly opened the door and came in, he couldn't help being a little surprised.

"Anything else?"

"I want to ask if you're okay." Yao Lu turned around and put a medicine box on the table, and handed him a set of clean clothes. "You still have an injury on your shoulder. Disinfect it with alcohol before going to bed, wrap it up briefly, and put on clean clothes."

Lin Ran was still staring at him blankly, while Yao Lu leaned there and continued chattering: "That bastard Ning Ziyue is too, he just went to work on that brat. But don't worry, he will come back to you when he gets tired of playing outside. Around."

The boy smiled silently. "...Thank you, Brother Yao."

"Didn't I tell you not to call me that!!"

"Yes Brother Yao. Good Brother Yao."

"..."

Seeing the relaxed atmosphere spread unknowingly, Lin Ran's expression suddenly became quiet.

"Actually, this injury is nothing at all. From the beginning, I just blindly dragged others down. Brother Ning and the others have suffered countless losses just to protect me...Su Yang is also, although he has always hated me, but he has not yet When did you leave me alone..."

The moonlight gently traced the eyebrows and eyes of the young man who spoke in a low voice, and Yao Lu curled his lips.

"...you actually kind of like that guy, don't you?"

Lin Ran was noncommittal.

He knows that he is a very insecure person in his heart, afraid of being ignored, so he unconsciously relies on the people around him, even though sometimes he feels that it is not enough.But now, it seems to suddenly understand something, even though I know I can't have it, I still feel peaceful.

Lin Ran remembered a sentence he had read.

If you can truly love someone, then all the loneliness and sorrow in life are not important.

+++++++++++++++++++++++++++++

When Bai Yuze woke up from the deep darkness, it was already noon the next day.

Everything in the hospital ward is a strange and cold white, and the dark clouds outside the window are low and accumulating over the city.

Enduring the discomfort, he turned his head with great difficulty, and then saw Xie Zhe's tired face, which was obviously a sleepless night.Noticing that he was awake, he immediately leaned forward: "Are you awake? Does your back still hurt?"

Bai Yuze had no time to discern the ambiguity in his words, grabbed his hand by the head and asked, "Where's Xiaoshan?!" He looked panic-stricken, his eyebrows were tightly knit together, and his clear eyes were shining with hope and despair.

"..." Xie Zhe paused, first carefully helped him to sit up, then handed him a glass of water, and then said softly: "That guy is not in any danger, he had a few stitches on his head, and he took oxygen for a night. Stay with him in his room, he probably hasn't woken up yet."

"Which room is he in?"

"306 next door...hey, the doctor said you can't go to the ground yet!"

Without even thinking about it, Bai Yuze pulled out the needle on the back of his hand, and a few drops of blood splashed on the snow-white bed sheet.As soon as his feet touched the ground, he rushed out with all his strength, but Xie Zhe stretched out his hand reflexively, but he didn't catch anything.

The wound on the lower back felt an unbearable sting when it was pulled, Bai Yuze bared his teeth and knocked open the door of the next room, Chen Ye turned his head in astonishment. "noob?"

At this moment, Bai Yuze's whole body seemed to be frozen.

The black eyes of the person who had just woken up on the hospital bed were filled with thick fog that had not dissipated, his head was wrapped with a silly bandage, and his face looked weak.When he saw the person coming, his expression instantly became astonished, "Bai—"

After the other party came back to his senses, he flew up almost immediately, pinching his neck without giving him a chance to breathe, Leng Shan felt his chest sinking, and he was about to stop breathing immediately——

"Leng Shan, if you have the fucking ability, keep hiding it from me! Why go home and get something, why let me be careful on the road! You want to die secretly and don't let others know, okay! I will satisfy you today!!"

Chen Ye and Xie Zhe, who had been hanging out there for a long time, were stunned. It took him a long time to realize that he was really trying to pinch, and hurried forward to pull:

"Xiaobai, don't be impulsive! Xiaoshan also doesn't know, if you pinch it, you will really kill someone!"

"That's right, stop pinching... stop pinching... pinch... pinch... pinch!"

Later, it became a cheering.

Chen Ye stepped hard on Xie Zhe's instep until he howled miserably, then turned around to dissuade him, but found that the two had already started kissing at some point.

The opponent quickly zoomed in before his eyes, clear eyebrows, fair face, stopped very close, scolding mixed with imperceptible tremors.

"You bastard... who allowed you to make your own decisions... leave me alone to die, don't even think about it!"

Leng Shan smiled wryly, unable to reply a word.

Bai Yuze's lips were getting closer and closer, and his words became more and more blurred. He gradually couldn't hear what he was saying. The warmth from his lips and the pain in his head made him temporarily hallucinate.

Suddenly, a hot tear fell on his face.

He froze for a second and couldn't help but taste it - so he did.

So hot, so bitter.

So cold.

But was kissed more and more violently. ...

……Fool.

With you like this, I can't even open my mouth to say I love you.

Chen Ye somehow dragged Xie Zhe to the corridor, and found that the expression on his face was much calmer than before.She suddenly felt a little sad.

"If it wasn't for you..." The girl was silent for a while, then said in a low voice, "If it wasn't for you at that time, it would probably have really turned into a tragedy."

Xie Zhe chuckled and shook his head slowly. "...No. I was not the one who rescued the fir tree from the fire."

"It's not you?" Chen Ye opened his eyes wide, with disbelief and curiosity written all over his face.

The young man didn't give any further explanations, and turned his head to look at the person on the hospital bed through the glass on the door, his gaze was complicated.

If you don't know this, how should you explain it to him?

With Bai Yuze's careful support, Leng Shan leaned against the head of the bed, frowned suddenly and touched the cuff of his hospital gown.

"...are you injured too?"

"Uh..." The young man was at a loss for words for a moment, but soon put on his trademark reassuring smile. "It's okay, it's just a skin trauma, and it will heal soon."

The other party stared at his face relentlessly, with a serious expression. "how did you make it?"

"..." Bai Yuze was silent for a long time, finally took a deep breath and let it out slowly. "...It's Jin Ke."

Leng Shan clenched the quilt tightly in her hand, as if she was easily aroused by those two words.

A series of storyboards that seem to have passed away quickly flashed through my mind, the blurred smiling eyes of the person in the swaying firelight, and the cool and thin lips that opened and closed slightly.

is reality?Or a dream? ...

Her head started to ache, Leng Shan couldn't help biting her lip while holding her forehead.Seeing this, Bai Yuze hurriedly pressed his shoulder, "What, are you dizzy?"

"...It's okay." He waved his hand to indicate that it's okay, and decided not to think about it any further.After a few seconds, I still couldn't help but say, "You...how did I get rescued?"

Bai Yuze recalled it with a blank face. "You ask me that, so do I... At that time, I remembered that I rushed towards the corridor, and then I lost my memory for some reason..." He scratched his head, and looked at him seriously again. "I haven't asked you yet, how did you get trapped by the fire at that time?"

"In the afternoon, Jin Ke sent me a text message to ask me to meet at home. As a result, I was murdered from behind as soon as I entered the door, and then I lost consciousness."

"Did Jin Ke send someone to set fire to kill you?"

Fir Shan paused, her mood suddenly became complicated. "...I don't think so."

It's ridiculous that he still believes him when things have come to this point.I don't know if it's because of the last faint smile that stays in my memory, or...

"I think so too." Unexpectedly, Bai Yuze agreed calmly. "Seeing the fire on your side from a distance, he left Xiaoye and me very nervously and ran away. If he really did the thing, he wouldn't act so badly. What's more..." He was silent for a moment.

"...Besides, you are still so important to him."

After Chen Ye finally couldn't hold back and dragged Bai Yuze back to the ward to rest, Xie Zhe took his place and stood in front of the bed in a strange manner.

"...You are really embarrassed like this."

"Thanks to you, I finally didn't die on the street."

"You know it's me...?" Xie Zhe widened his eyes.

Fir Shan's black eyes were half closed, and she said in a low voice: "...In the middle, I regained a little bit of consciousness."

"Then you..." Xie Zhe's tone became obviously unnatural, hesitating.

"Jin Ke, where is he now?" Leng Shan didn't know what kind of mood she had in asking this sentence, in short, she was not as insensitive as she expected, after all, she was more disturbed.

"..." Xie Zhe wondered whether he should tell him the truth.He knows best how much this person in front of him is used to taking all the sins on himself.Because of this, he hesitated even more. "...Where is he going, is it important to you?"

"Stop talking nonsense." The tone was non-negotiable.

The boy sighed silently. "...he pushed you out of the fire, and then the building collapsed. Don't know what's going on now..."

Fir Shan fell into a long silence upon hearing this.

There was a faint rumble of thunder from the sky, and it seemed that the mountain rain was about to come and the wind filled the building.

I knew it would be like this...

He closed his eyes, and the profile of that person who was softly outlined by the sunset when he was playing quietly beside the piano seven years ago gradually appeared in his mind, and the last time when he was on his body, the layers of gloom were peeled off in the night clear eyes.

...I knew that was the case.

When I decided to kill you with my own hands last time, why should I hesitate any longer? ...

++++++++++++++++++++++++++

Lin Ran didn't fall asleep much that night, and sat up at dawn.I don't know if it's because I haven't had a good rest, but I have a severe headache.

He pushed the door lightly and walked out. The whole house was still quiet. Looking down from the second floor, a wall lamp was still on in the living room.Lin Ran walked down the stairs without thinking much, only to see Su Yang sitting quietly on the sofa thinking about something.

He is also really amazing, even with a broken knee, he can still walk so far downstairs alone.

He was hesitating at the stairs whether to go there, but the other party caught a glimpse of him from the corner of his eye.

"...What are you doing here?"

Now it's time to bite the bullet.Lin Ran took a deep breath, and walked to the sofa with weak feet, pretending to be calm: "I woke up, and I have nothing to do while lying in the room."

The other party smoked a cigarette and did not speak again.

Lin Ran suspected that he hadn't slept all night. As for the reason, of course it was because of Ning Ziyue.

After a while, Su Yang raised his hand to snuff out the cigarette butt, and inadvertently touched the cold necklace on his chest during his movements, and he was stunned for a while.

"He has already returned that thing to you."

Su Yang sank his back into the soft cushion in displeasure. "So what."

"Sometimes I think, how can there be such a ignorant person like you in the world." The other party said calmly, Su Yang couldn't help the veins on his forehead, and turned his head to stare at him fiercely.The boy's face was slightly pale, and he looked a little out of sorts, but his eyes did not flinch. "Even if you beat me today, I will still tell you."

The wall clock on the wall went "crack, click", Lin Ran suddenly felt an urge to pour out all the words that had been accumulated in his heart for a long time.

You and I seem to have had a sharp opposition, hatred and entanglement since the beginning of the story.It's never over until you have the courage to face it.

"I know you have always hated me, and I know why you hate me. In the final analysis, it is still due to jealousy-don't rush to deny it, listen to me.

"Ever since my sister passed away, Brother Ning has blamed himself, but he has no way to make up for her, so he can only treat me twice as well. I understand that the protection he gave me is in essence just atonement, but no matter No matter what, I can't control my growing dependence on him. This invisibly threatens you. Originally, the distance between Brother Ning and you was the closest, until Sister Lin Yun died in a car accident.

"You hit me, scold me, hate me, I don't want to resist, and I can't resist. But if you are willing to give me a chance to explain, I will tell you that the person who should be jealous is actually not you, but me. ..."

Su Yang stared at his calm and determined face in astonishment, unable to say a word.

Lin Ran half-closed her eyes, looking down at her palm with intricate lines. "I don't believe you can't feel the weight of yourself in Brother Ning's heart. That kind of care is not a vassal placed on someone, but a clear one, only for you. Su Yang, you know that for so long, I How long do you want that kind of open eyes? Ning Ge doesn’t smile every time he looks at me, because seeing me is like seeing the shadow of his sister. My existence will only make him sad and force him to suffer. You said That's right, I, Lin Ran, are just a burden to him!"

He smiled wryly, his eyes slightly red.Su Yang, who had been listening for a long time, was suddenly at a loss and didn't know how to react.Words of relief?Threats?No matter which one is a bit difficult, okay!

"That...about you being a burden, I don't deny it." He frowned, trying to maintain his face while racking his brains to say something that would not make the atmosphere worse. "Even though it's like this... It's my fault for trying to bully you for so long. But I have to correct something about you... and him."

Lin Ran looked at him blankly, Su Yang had regained his composure a little bit, his profile was a bit sad.

"You may not know... If it wasn't for you, Ning Ziyue would have died a long time ago. After reporting Quan Ersi back then, he chose to leave his hometown - and when ordinary people reach that situation, their parents and lovers have no ties Wugua, he thinks that he has finished his revenge, and the next step is to free himself. He didn't do that, because you are still alive, and he can't let go...."

Lin Ran stared alone for a while, and suddenly understood.Although the wording was clumsy, he was trying to... comfort himself, right?

The two looked at each other through the air for a few seconds, saw each other's silly face clearly, and suddenly raised the corners of their lips silently at the same time.In the past, this would definitely be an unbelievable scene.

"...Thank you." Lin Ran responded softly, but then didn't know what to say.The atmosphere became subtly awkward again, and finally he stood up on his own initiative and coughed lightly. "Then I'll go back to my room first. You can sit down for a while... go upstairs and rest."

"En." Su Yang turned his face to avoid his sight, and responded casually perfunctorily.Before Lin Ran took two steps, he stopped abruptly: "Wait."

He hesitated for a while, and then said unnaturally: "The injury on your shoulder...is there nothing wrong with it?"

"Well. It's just a skin trauma." Lin Ran replied concisely, and seeing that he was silent again, he turned around and stepped on the cascading stairs again.

Su Yang withdrew his gaze, still in a trance.

really……

If you want me to say "thank you" or "sorry" with my own mouth, I still can't do it.

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