nib boy

In such a chaotic overwhelming panic, he heard the subtle sound of the piano floating in the air.

It was a melody like a world away, but he still remembered it.

Of course he remembered.How could he forget.

"Wind Crest".

Who is the side face that gently smiles at me in the twilight.

Since when did we, who were used to relying on each other's shoulders, actually run counter to each other like today?

He stretched out his hand involuntarily, wanting to touch and hold something, but when he was in a daze for a moment, the other party had already walked away silently.

——I didn't even give him a chance to speak.

Leng Shan thought, the current him should hate himself.

The love that can't be returned even if you spend your life, if you are as paranoid as him, you should give up completely.

However, only Jin Ke knew in his heart that the infatuation and obsession that had raged in his blood that day and night had not disappeared.It's just that if he doesn't leave as soon as possible, he probably can't help but make some irreparable mistakes.

He never regretted the warmth and hurt they gave each other in the past, but this time, he decided to let him go.

You will probably never know how much my heart hurts the moment I turn around.

Maybe it's ridiculous for me to say the word "love", and I really don't deserve it.

But when countless blizzards fell on my eyebrows, I knew they would scatter in some corner of my body.

Once I gave you an infinite escape until you panicked.Panic will not see me.

It turns out that you can learn to miss, when I finally forgot how to miss you.

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When Chen Ye pushed the door in with the documents in his arms, he happened to see their young and promising president lying on the table like a primary school student doing Sudoku, with a look of great interest.

She sighed, put the document on the corner of the table, "I signed it, Mr. Xie." Pretending to be casual, she glanced at the horribly scribbled newspaper, and wrote lightly: "In the lower right corner, fill in the wrong document." yo~"

"Whispering!" The man threw the newspaper angrily, almost knocking off the documents in his hand. "You can you up, no can nobb."

"... Mr. Xie, your English teacher is about to cry."

"Stop talking nonsense. Didn't I tell you to knock on the door before coming in?" Xie Zhe loosened his tie angrily, and dragged the stack of papers by the table. "What's this?"

"The next five years will guarantee the renewal of the contract of sponsoring 'EXILE'." Chen Ye patiently stood aside and replied, her curly black hair that had been permed on the sideburns quietly fell to her shoulders. "In addition, Jueyi Company sent an official letter this morning, inviting sponsors to attend the recording of the program in the afternoon. Do you want to decline as usual?"

Xie Zhe waved his hand to signal her to sit down first, turned over a few thin sheets of paper in his hand, and remained silent for a while.

"Do you think I should go?"

"I'm just an assistant, and I have no right to influence your decision." She said lightly, picked up the crumpled newspaper on the table, and started to work on his unfinished number game. "If you think...they'd better never know."

Xie Zhe curled his lips into a smile when he heard the words, picked up a pen and signed his name in a fluttering manner on the contract.

"Heh. Since Assistant Chen has said so, wouldn't it be too foolish for me to refuse."

In fact, it's just going with the flow.

He understood the contradictory voice in his heart too well, while he kept saying that he wanted to let go, he yelled shamelessly not to.

So he made a promise with himself that this was the last time.

It was as if two years ago he had completed all the university courses in half the time of a normal person, and welcomed the graduation ceremony that belonged to him alone.After the last 8/31, there is no more summer vacation life.At that time, he asked himself, should he choose to become the person that society expects you to become, or become the person you expected before?

It's just that many times, we think we are, but we don't have the right to choose.

The dream that I can never catch up again, I bet everything on you.

So please don't let me down.

Finally successfully filling the Jiugong grid, Chen Ye pushed the newspaper back with a sigh of relief, but bumped into Xie Zhe's thoughtful eyes when he raised his eyes.Her heart skipped a beat.

"Actually, I've always wanted to ask you, Chen Ye." Xie Zhe didn't bother with his beloved newspaper, showing a rare serious expression in front of her. "Since college—what is the purpose of haunting my eyes for so many years?"

...Really, I thought it was a big deal.

Chen Ye laughed secretly.Maybe it's because she's been in contact for a long time, she is well aware of his childishness that he only shows in front of acquaintances, but at this time, she must not really laugh out loud, but slowly follow his will.

"I just want to be by the side of those who need it." So she answered briefly, with dimples on her cheeks, and a calm smile. "that is it."

She thought he must have understood what she meant.

You used to take care of Xiaobai, but Xiaoshan was always alone, so I chose to accompany him through the most difficult time.Now that the two of them are finally together as they wished, you are the one who needs comfort the most.

Maybe you will say that it is not rare, but it is a pity.My decision has nothing to do with you.

"But I think it's been so long—you don't hate me that much, do you?"

She looked at him and smiled, Xie Zhe felt his heart soften for a moment.It's only a moment, but it's a moment of historic significance.

He used to think that no one could really understand him.But how can a person who doesn't understand him say such moving words? ...

I remember that when he first joined the group, Chen Ye once watched Xie Zhe getting himself drunk at the dinner table when he was socializing with Xie Zhe.

She worked hard and sent him back home. She went to the kitchen to make tea for him. When she came back, she saw that he had regained some consciousness, but he was just lying on the bed and weeping blindly.Later, the crying became louder, and Chen Ye walked forward with a cup at a loss, and the other party knocked over the tea heavily with a wave of his hand.

At that time, she thought he just simply didn't want to see her.

It took her a long time to realize that everyone who cried bitterly in the dark had struggles that they didn't want to be known to others, and that there was a long history that made them painful and unable to control themselves when they thought about it.It was a secret, a flower that should not have bloomed.You don't even need to comfort, because the warmth brought by comfort will only destroy the flower.

That kind of deep and long-lasting sadness is not nostalgia, not mourning for a journey, nor is it just the changing of things and changing time.It is a more unbearable difficulty than those, and it is a past that people dare not look back on, just like an old man's tears are heavier than the time he has experienced.

He had been suppressed for too long in front of the one he loved, so that after losing, all his previously hidden emotions burst out in one brain.That night he put all his willfulness, fragility and childishness on her and exposed her before her eyes. Not only did she not feel resentful because of this, but she was slightly touched by it.

Although it is not an ideal way of expression, it should indeed represent his trust in her that is different from others.

The guy who always speaks insincerely.

So, I don't expect your answer.

Slowly retracting Fangyuan's thoughts, Chen Ye smiled to himself from the bottom of his heart, then neatly picked up the contract he had signed by the table, got up and was about to leave.

"...still just as annoying."

Well, that's when he spoke, and it wasn't pleasant by any means.

Chen Ye pursed her lips, turned her back to him and let out a barely perceptible "hum", raised her hand and continued to push the door.However, in the next second, someone grabbed his wrist tightly from behind, and he couldn't move forward any more.

Looking back in surprise, she found that the distance between the two was so close.

After a few seconds, the man who was awkwardly looking in the direction of the window seemed to notice her unusual silence, coughed lightly in embarrassment, and finally turned his face to look at her seriously.

"If you hate it, you hate it. From now on... just continue to walk with me."

Even she herself couldn't explain why.

But the moment his final words came to an end, those warm liquids gushed out of his eyes uncontrollably.

She always thought that everything she had done so far, no matter how hard she worked and how much she could help others, was without any purpose.But at this moment, she suddenly felt that she seemed to have been waiting for a long time for this moment.

It took less than half a second to turn tears into laughter.

"...Office romances are tricky, Mr. Xie."

"It's long-winded. At a time like this, you just need to say gratefully 'ah, it's an honor to be by your side'! Stupid woman."

It's my fault I didn't find out sooner.

It turns out that only companionship is the longest confession of love.

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Driving to the entrance of the radio and television center, Leng Shan immediately saw Bai Yuze standing in the glass door wrapped up like a rice dumpling, holding his mobile phone and not knowing who he was talking to.

Seeing him push the door open, Bai Yuze immediately said something to the other end of the phone with an embarrassed expression, and then cut it off quickly.Seeing him coming up to him with an obviously unnatural expression, Leng Shan folded his arms and looked suspicious, "Whose phone is it?"

Feeling guilty for a second, the other party's voice was filled with a muffled nasal sound. "Uh... my mother."

"...!"

Bai Yuze lowered his head and rubbed his nose. The flush from last night's fever had not completely faded from his face, and he looked very troubled. "I don't know how she got my contact information...just now I just asked how I was doing. I didn't say anything bad about you. "

"...Idiot. I didn't say anything." Hearing this, Leng Shan only sighed softly from the bottom of her heart, and raised her hand to touch his forehead. "The fever has almost completely subsided. Did you forget to take your medicine before going out?"

"Hmm." He nodded obediently, coughing and took off his bear-skin-like coat. "It will start in about an hour, let's go in and put on makeup."

Leng Shan looked at the thin back of him who walked in first, and the soft distress gradually appeared in his slightly cool eyes.

I thought that as long as I dodged in time, I wouldn't see that you cried just now.

Fool.

Before they officially took the stage, they didn't know that there would be two memorable faces among the guests who came today.

If he had to describe his mood at that time, Bai Yuze felt that it was shocking.

However, it seemed that the two of them were the only ones who were surprised after meeting.

Today, the two of them participated in a variety show similar to singer PK. Behind the stage was the band, and in front of it was an auditorium divided into two.The guests sat at the forefront of the auditorium unanimously, divided into east and west sides.On the east side are rich and powerful program sponsors, and on the west side are experienced and popular singers.

Pretending to be calm and standing in front of the microphone, Leng Shan put one hand on the black and white keyboard, feeling the slight trembling of the person beside him.But as the prelude played without delay in the center of the stage, Bai Yuze finally controlled himself, temporarily diverted his attention, closed his eyes and softly plucked the strings.

Tens of thousands of focused situations, scattered and dislocated, and finally unable to even say a word of greeting.

However, there was no need to exchange pleasantries between them.

"Same face, same time, different place

Or instant food on unfamiliar faces at the same time at the same place

In the dream of longing for pleasure several times

Old photos that have turned the present into the future

Love pursues to the end, only fragments remain

We can only choose to rub shoulders with happiness

Alternate different smells around

Precipitating all the incomplete and indispensable

Loneliness is old and I belong to the night..."

He lowered his eyebrows intoxicated, and opened his lips to speak.

From the beginning to the end, Bai Yuze's eyes were shining brightly, such clean eyes and expressions seemed to still stay in their teenage years, like an unbroken dream, drifting quietly in the shadow of the river under the moon.

The years lost to each other, the insurmountable space and time condense into illusory eternity at this moment.

When Xie Zhe met his gentle gaze from afar, he almost exhausted all his willpower so as not to fall again.Can not fall.

This is someone he once loved.

And those traces of once loved may not be able to be eliminated in a lifetime.

Countless times I made up my mind to delete everything about him, and then went to the recycle bin to restore the originals one by one.

Then I finally understood—whether he left or not, my life would still be like this now, with a clear track year by year.Keep meeting people you should meet, and then wave goodbye at the next station.

How difficult it is to fall in love.Permanent possession is even more extravagant.Sometimes the unattainability of reality can only be found in loss, but it can be fulfilled in a unique way.It is memory, it is pain, it is the obsession after time has passed.

Two of the luckiest things in my life, one is that time has finally consumed my love for you.

Another thing, one day long, long ago, I met you.

"Give up the longing for the future and bid farewell to the wildness of yesterday

In what world tomorrow will there be someone beside me

loss of emotional capacity

Whether asking or giving, the love I once had is still there

How many times would I rather start all over again

The past has been going, the future has been coming, only now

Same face at the same time at the same place

The same one I suddenly understood with my heart

Faust in the dream got lost several times

Maybe you'll find the long-lost piece

like blind seasons come and go

No matter how long the night is, the day will come..."

Will always come... huh.

Yao Lu sat sideways on the seat and smiled while holding her chin.

It was clearly two long-lost, familiar faces, but he knew that there was indeed something different about them.

He didn't know how many bumpy and muddy roads they had walked together since their separation, and they had no way of knowing how much loneliness and sadness he had endured alone.But they did bond with each other once, putting each other's shoulders together to outline the blueprint for the future bit by bit.

Until later, the dream woke up.

The seats around them still retain their body temperature, but the person has disappeared.I pretended not to care, the rest of the road, at worst, walked alone.

And when tomorrow became today became yesterday, and finally became a day that was no longer important in memory, I suddenly found that I had been pushed forward by time unconsciously.This is not the illusion that we are moving forward when we intersect with adjacent trains in a stationary train, but that we are actually growing and becoming another self in this event.

Life is but a blink of an eye.We are born, we are happy, we are sad... hating someone, falling in love with someone, everything is just a momentary encounter, and will eventually fall into the eternal sleep of death.

But how lucky.

Before that distant day comes, I meet you.

"Like a roadless forest breaking through the sky

finally understand that there must be cracks in life

the sun shines in

yet to come

will be future

Soon in the future..."

... Who once said that a crying face, greeting or farewell, can do nothing at all.

Bai Yuze didn't know which of the above two situations he was in now, but he couldn't control it until the end of the song.

I still remember that midsummer on the old and dilapidated roof of the school, the gentle breeze brushed over their young faces, and the sunset rendered the city that had not been shrouded in neon in distinct layers of orange and yellow.

When they were young, they believed that youth was for squandering.It's shouting to meet dreams, it's paranoid embrace and love, it's because it's talented that it's fearless, it's because it's helpless that it sings heartily, it's because it's too late, and no one can grasp the speed of youth, that's why It's even more crazy to laugh and sparkle.

It is to light up the silent night with singing even in the dark.

He suddenly felt that the first half of his life was like sand on the ground.Only a few grains are shining, only a few grains are sweet, but the ground is full of bitterness.They are mixed together and sold in bundles of buy one get one free, forcing people to try everything.The fingers are too wide, the time is too thin, the strong wind and flying sand grind out the edges and corners of the youth, and then round the edges and corners.

Do you remember?

Do you still remember the long summer we spent together in laughter and noise? ...

In the gap while waiting for the judges to score, Leng Shan stretched out his arms and silently wrapped his shoulders. Even though he knew that his heart was surging, he didn't speak, but silently let him lean on him, waiting for him to calm down.

"Well, I want to ask you a few questions before scoring."

And someone seemed to deliberately not want to give them a chance to be sentimental slowly. After being slightly startled, the two raised their heads at the same time, looking at Yao Lu's face that seemed to be smiling but not smiling at the guest table.Xie Zhe couldn't help casting a strange look from the other side of the stage, wondering what the little fairy was going to do again.

"Let's talk about Bai Yuze first—I can call you Xiaobai. Are you feeling unwell today?"

"Eh?" Bai Yuze stared at him stupidly for a while, then stammered, "Ah... yes. Yes, I have a bit of a cold."

"Let me tell you, besides me, how could anyone else have such a sexy nasal voice in a normal state?" Yao Lu smiled coquettishly when she heard this, showing an expression of "So that's how it is", completely unaware that the scene suddenly became weird atmosphere of.

However, what the other party said suddenly became serious, which made Bai Yuze's eyes heat up again.

"Although this kind of spirit of not getting out of the line of fire is indeed commendable-but singers are also human, and they will not be able to sustain it after a long time. If you want to achieve success, you must first know how to take care of yourself. Remember?"

Yao Lu rarely showed such a gentle expression to others.But after all, today is different from the past, and he who has always been unscrupulous has become unexpectedly stable.

It seemed that there were mixed feelings, and Bai Yuze's throat was choked for a long time before he could say a weak "hmm".

"...Also, your partner plays the piano very well."

Fir Shan slowly met his gaze in mid-air, and suddenly had an ominous premonition.

Yao Lu smiled cunningly, but her tone was extremely innocent: "Should have been pointed out by some expert before? Can you talk to me about that person?"

...that's enough.

This is a shameful play that the other party has completely taken the initiative from the very beginning.

As a result of the final review, the group "EXILE" ranked third.

In fact, Bai Yuze is not in a good state today because of illness, and the singers participating in this program are not weak, so it is already very good to get this ranking.

The acceptance speeches and public comments that followed were lengthy and boring. The two, who had no intention of entanglement, fooled around a few words, and the recording of the program was soon completed.

Following the director's words of "let's go", it was as if someone had suddenly pressed the fast-forward button on the scene. From the host to the singer, from the audience to the guests, they all chatted with each other one after another and walked towards the exit.

In contrast, there were four people in the field who remained motionless, staring at each other's faces that had been tempered by the years through the empty silence for a long time, as if in this way they could return to the past together through their brief review of the past. That scorching midsummer before everything could be reversed.

Time is like a frozen piece of amber.Can't move, can't talk.

They didn't know what each other was thinking in their hearts, and none of them spoke in advance. The ancient silence seemed to penetrate the universe without end.

It wasn't until the staff left one after another, and the last light was finally extinguished quietly above their heads, that they turned around tacitly at the same time as they had agreed in advance, and then firmly walked in three completely different directions without looking back.

That is not abandonment, but called cherishing.

Because for everyone, their mutual existence is so bright and clear. These people who have been with them all the way have become the yearning and epitome of youth. Even after many years, they are still the most unscrupulous in the memory. teenager.

But as the lyrics say.

Youth is like a rushing river, and it is too late to say goodbye once it is gone.

They've gone so far without each other for so long.It is clear that countless times I have fantasized about the joy of reunion, but when it really comes to this moment, I suddenly realize with a slumped and peaceful heart that what touches people's hearts is never life and death, but the reason why they can't go back, and it is no longer so important up.

People always say that when you turn your back on someone, that's the shortest form of rejection.

But they are not.

It's just that if you don't turn around at this time, you won't be able to hide your tearful face anymore.

With such a distressed and ugly face, there is nothing you can do to greet or say goodbye. ...

--thanks.

——Thank you for being able to meet me in the beautiful years.

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After finally walking out of the gate of the radio and television center, the snow outside has not stopped.

The two of them hadn't had time to calm down when they were suddenly grabbed by their necks from behind and pushed forward. They staggered for several steps before barely standing still.

"Yo, little ghosts. Is the recording going well?"

Leng Shan did not hide the contempt in his eyes, which had completely replaced sentimentality, and scolded coldly: "People who skip work all day are really talking leisurely. They didn't come here until the end."

The young man ignored him, probably still angry in the morning, and only slightly bowed his body to rest Bai Yuze's face. "Why this expression? Being bullied? Tell me who did it, and I'll beat him to the ground immediately."

"If you don't let go, you will be the one who will find your teeth later." Leng Shan seriously warned, while pulling Bai Yuze's arm in an attempt to get rid of the opponent's clutches.Bai Yuze raised his eyes and smiled at him without any vigilance, "It's nothing like that. I just met a few acquaintances, and I just didn't feel relieved."

The young man broke into a somewhat relieved smile, and stretched out his paw to touch the top of Bai Yuze's head while Fir Shan relaxed a little. "It's good that it's okay. Then I'll go first, and I'll go to the hospital to pick up my sister later."

Leng Shan watched him wave his hand away with a straight face, still wanting to curse that frivolous guy again, but suddenly the person beside him held his hand.

There is a little ice.

"...Let's get in the car."

After turning the corner, the young man whose pace gradually slowed down squinted his eyes to look at the snowflakes falling from the sky, and the side face with a cigarette in his mouth was stained with a touch of loneliness.

...Sure enough, did you miss it?

At this time, a Bentley driving on the road happened to pass by him, and Yao Lu rested his head on the rear window glass with a little fatigue, and a familiar silhouette suddenly passed by in his empty sight.

The momentary astonishment was far less than he could see clearly, and the master's kick of the gas pedal had completely left the scenery he just passed by far behind.

...Maybe I misunderstood it.

In the end, he didn't want to think about it, leaned back lazily on the back of the chair, and picked up the vibrating cell phone in his pocket at the same time.

"Hi. I'm already on my way to the airport....Of course I have to go home! I agreed to cook the short ribs for you myself." A thin blush appeared on his cheeks, and the beautiful curvature of his lips looked like dipping Honey.

"Let me tell you. I met a few of them on the show today..."

Also sitting in the speeding car, Bai Yuze looked at the city in early spring with pure white snowflakes bit by bit.

It seemed that the soft and soothing melody in the stereo didn't reverse his slightly depressed mood at all.

"... I once thought that one of the patrons might be Xie Zhe, but I just thought about it. It wasn't until I saw him with my own eyes today that I gradually recalled how much I owe him since I met him when I was a child ..."

Beside him, Fir Shan manipulated the steering wheel silently, her thin lips tightly pursed.

Well said.But you are not the only one who owes him.

"And Yao Er too. At that time, we were only thinking about how to break free from everything and escape to a higher and farther place. We were too focused on our own wounds, but forgot to hold the hand extended by others. I vaguely felt that he There are many things on his mind, but he never wants to involve us, even if asked, he never takes the initiative to speak up, on the contrary, he takes care of everything for us. In the end, we parted ways..."

At the beginning, the decision of the two seemed to be free and easy, but it was also too hasty.Willful leaving everything behind is just to find a more satisfactory ending, but they don't know that the distance separated by time is enough to make people who were once close and intimate feel like strangers when they meet again.

Being permanently separated from the one they cherished was probably the price they paid for their desperate efforts at that time.

At the end of life, I keep letting go, but the saddest thing is that I didn't even say goodbye to them.

"...I met Jin Ke at the gate of the company this morning."

These words were like a heavy hammer to Bai Yuze, who was still in deep thought. He suddenly turned his head and stared blankly at his lover's usual indifferent handsome side face, but the painful darkness hidden deep in his eyes Soon he betrayed the calmness he deliberately pretended to be.

Bai Yuze was stunned for a long time, his Adam's apple moved with difficulty. "Then... did he see you?"

"No." With such a straightforward answer, Fir Shan drove the car straight into a deep tunnel, and when the world saw light again, his eyes were as sharp as before. "His eyes are out of sight. But I think... he should know I'm there."

Bai Yuze was in a trance for a moment, and an unexplainable feeling suddenly flooded into his heart. "Yeah……"

Those who have loved, cherished, or hated have finally disappeared in our lives like bursting bubbles.It seems that only oneself is left in place, but each other is indeed always making great strides forward.

Then at the next fork in the road, may I ask you not to turn.

There is a vast expanse of white snow between the sky and the earth, and the passers-by are all swollen into small dots. Only you and I are left next to each other, looking at this vast and lonely world alone.

"Do you remember what day is today?"

Bai Yuze looked at him with confused eyes from the side. The background was the falling snow outside the window, which reflected each other's outlines softly and blurredly.

... Sure enough, I forgot.

Leng Shan was gloomily planning to let him fall from the world to hell and then ascend to heaven tonight, while turning the car to the entrance of the shopping center with a calm expression, and stopped.

"You can drive back first, I'll go inside to buy something. Be careful on the road."

"Eh?" Bai Yuze was stunned, and subconsciously grabbed his arm. "Shall I go with you?"

Fir Shan smiled, pulling the corners of her lips, and the lines on her face suddenly became vivid, as if the clouds and snow were falling in an instant, and the spring breeze was ten miles away.The other party was instantly killed by the tenderness on his face a thousand or eight hundred times, and he heard the answer in a daze: "...let's go home and cook first, be obedient."

When Fir Shan's back completely disappeared into the crowd, Bai Yuze moved to the driver's seat with a red face and fastened his seat belt hard, scolding himself for being worthless in his heart.

Facing the face that Zhang Du had seen for so many years, he still blushed! !You are blushing! ! ! ...

When Fir Shan, covered in snow, stepped into the house carrying a shopping bag, Bai Yuze had already cooked three dishes and one soup familiarly, and was cleaning the pot in the kitchen.

"What did you buy?" Hearing the movement, he poked his head out and asked.

Leng Shan didn't make a sound, just threw the bag on the sofa, and then walked to the cabinet to get the red wine bought last week.Bai Yuze glanced at him suspiciously, then retracted and continued to clean up.

After drying his hands and coming out of the kitchen, Fir Shan had already poured wine for the two of them, and the lights were turned off, so he dug out a red candle from some corner and lit it, and the faint light flickered on each other's faces Bai Yuze was stunned by the shadow.

"You... What happened to you today? Hit your head? Are you terminally ill? Possessed by an evil spirit?"

"Sit." Leng Shan still maintained his calm and paralyzed expression, Bai Yuze shivered, but sat down obediently.Seeing the people on the opposite side staring at him without saying a word, and the surroundings were dark, the atmosphere became more and more strange.After another long time, he couldn't bear it anymore, and suddenly got up and stammered dryly: "Uh, I, I'll go and put away the things you bought first."

Fir Shan stood still, as if acquiescing, and under his sharp gaze, he walked stiffly to the side of the sofa, and untied the knot at the top of the shopping bag.In an instant, her face turned red to the ears.

"You... You just bought a bunch of these when you went to the supermarket? Are you an idiot?!" Bai Yuze turned his head and shouted at the man with a blushing face, feeling his blood pressure rising.

What he held in his hand was nearly half a bag of unopened condoms.

—Only, half a bag of unopened, condoms.

Generally speaking, if this happens, either the person has no common sense or is too shameless.

Bai Yuze thinks that Fir Shan is the former.Not only has no common sense, but also a big idiot.He can even make up the shy face of the salesperson with peach blossoms in his brain, what a wtf.

Seeing that his reaction was so intense, Leng Shan couldn't help looking back in a little doubt, and it took him a long time to realize that there was a trace of shame in his eyes that was trying to make up for it.

"It's not what you think. This... This is a gift from me when I bought other things."

lie.

Bai Yuze's face was frosty, and he looked at him coldly while holding the bag. "Oh. Then tell me, what exactly did you buy to send half a bag of Durex?"

After a stalemate for a while, the man seemed to have finally calmed down under his scorching gaze. He reached out and took out a dark blue velvet box from his trouser pocket as if by magic, and handed it to him.

This formation...?

Bai Yuze's head suddenly exploded, and he took the box in a daze, and he tried three times with slightly trembling hands before he opened the lid.

"...It's understandable that you don't remember. But ten years ago today, you gave me your hand for the first time and accepted my confession... At that time, we were just children, and we didn't even understand what love is. But now, it's different."

His voice is deep and pleasant, and the deepest true feelings are hidden in his narration.However, due to excessive shock, the person concerned just stood there like a crash from the beginning to the end and did not make any reaction.Leng Shan looked at him with a helpless and indulgent smile, stepped forward to pick up the plain white silver ring, and put it on the other's ring finger slowly and firmly.

"...I will always be nice to you. So, Bai Yuze, spend the rest of your life with me."

He was shocked when he heard the words, and finally he recovered. He raised his eyes and stared at the deep outline of the man carved by a knife and ax in the dim candlelight. One piece suddenly sank like this.

The sudden kiss was so intense and domineering. They hugged each other tightly with such strength that they almost strangled each other. It was impossible to talk about who took the initiative first, and they couldn't even tell whether it was lingering or fighting.

Forget all the gnawing and clinging of breathing, Bai Yuze felt a line of scorching liquid flow down his cheeks, he didn't know if it was his or Fir's.

...I must not be crying.Bai Yuze thought.

There was no light on in the bedroom.

Bai Yuze leaned against the fir tree and lay quietly in the darkness for a long, long time, until the moonlight shone through the window and fell on the floor, instantly making the room crystal clear.

...It's already so late.The food on the table must be completely cold.

He was sighing, and his stomach growled again inappropriately.so hungry.

They all said that they were full, warm and lustful [uh huh] desire, but the two of them haven't even eaten a meal after working outside for a long time. Where did this guy next to him have such strong physical strength?It's really weird.

"Are you hungry? I'll go and reheat the food." So he got out of bed with his sore waist, and turned to ask the person who seemed to be asleep with his half-closed eyes and one arm on his pillow.

Hearing the words, Leng Shan turned her face slightly, and looked up and down under the moonlight at the little red marks planted by herself all over Bai Yuze's body. The contrast with the ivory-colored skin was very obvious, and there were still a few drops of body fluid that would not be cleaned up in the future. Uh-huh] Liquid——it was almost going to harden again.

"...You go take a shower first. I'll get the food later."

"It's a big deal, you have to wash it too, let's go together." The other party naturally took over his words, his dark eyes shone slightly under the cover of eyelashes. "This way we can eat earlier."

Fir finally did not refuse.

A fool would refuse.

It took a while for the shower water to heat up. The two of them cleaned up their bodies in an orderly manner.