nib boy

Talking one after another.

"...Actually, I think my parents probably forgive me long ago."

The sudden sentence made Leng Shan involuntarily stop to look at him.

Water drops poured from the top of his head, and then continued to drip down Bai Yuze's beautiful jaw line, his expression was surprisingly quiet.

"Looking back now, it seems that I can really understand what they did back then. I think if it were me, I would not be reconciled to my son giving up all other possibilities in the future for a man. After all, as a parent, who doesn't want The happiness of the children..." He rubbed his face with the back of his hand lightly as he spoke, but he couldn't see anything else except the water fir trees.

"But next time we meet again, I think I finally have the courage to hold your hand and stand upright in front of them, and tell my parents how happy I am now..."

The last bit of foam on his body was also washed away by the current.Fir Shan conveniently hung the unturned shower on the wall, and stretched out her arms to wrap around the thin figure with downcast eyes in front of her.

They hugged for a while, covered in water, without any deep meaning, like two fish just stuck together and they both felt comfortable.

Yes.Even at such an insignificant moment, just feeling each other's steady but restless heartbeat when the warm water slides silently across the skin, a small happiness is quietly born from the companionship of the other party.

Originally, they were uneasy about this.

At that time, I was young and enthusiastic, and I only felt that happiness should be wandering hand in hand with the one I love, seeing all the beautiful scenery in the world, and wishing you a lifetime of happiness.Just thinking about it is full of longing.

Those thousand-year-old ancient temples, those lonely city towers, the noisy world full of luxury and money, and the dark streets with cold rain are all light and fire that heat up life.

It wasn't until later that they gradually matured and became realistic in the melting pot of society that they realized how naive and naive those old ideas were.On the contrary, I feel that compared to a vigorous game, there is nothing wrong with staying together day in and day out like this.

As long as you are here, as long as I am here.

As long as we are together and in love.

Bai Yuze gently closed his eyes in Fir Shan's arms.

The warm water dripped across his fingers with a touch of silver, and he remembered the elegantly engraved handwriting on the ring.

"Love Never Dies".

——Love never dies.

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☆, one

Yao Lu likes flying at night for two reasons.

First, there are relatively few mobile crowds in the airport late at night, and the chance of being caught cross-dressing is also greatly reduced, saving a lot of unnecessary trouble.Second, everyone has to sleep after boarding the plane anyway, and the environment in the cabin is naturally quiet and peaceful, and no one will disturb anyone.

Hearing the breathing of the person leaning on his shoulder gradually became even and long, Ning Ziyue put down the newspaper in his hand, and used the remote control to turn off the small light above his head.

At this time, the stewardess pushed the trolley over from the end of the aisle for the last time, and asked in a low voice if the passengers who were still awake wanted a drink.Unfortunately, a plump woman in her forties came rushing towards her. She probably wanted to go to the bathroom in a hurry, but the aisle itself was narrow. When she squeezed so recklessly, the flight attendant couldn't stand still in her high heels, her hands trembled, and the whole cup was boiling hot. The coffee will fall down dangerously.Seeing that they were about to splash all of them on the passengers next to them, the young stewardess turned her face away and couldn't bear to look any more.

After a moment of dead silence.

"...Thanks, coffee."

She opened her beautiful eyes in surprise when she heard the sound, but saw that the young man next to him was holding the cup of hot coffee that was almost spilled just now, his face was as usual, and there was no trace of stains on his clothes.

——Is this the legendary expert?

But if you look closely at his calm face, it seems somewhat familiar...

Just as she was thinking hard on her own, the aunt before had lost her patience. Instead of intending to apologize for bumping into someone, she said in a low voice, "Can you give me a break? I've been standing here for a long time. The young man now People really don't wink. I'm still a flight attendant, I don't know what it means to serve passengers..."

"...Fuck, who is so noisy."

The stewardess was in a moment of embarrassment in the face of the aunt's unruly accusation, and suddenly there was an obviously displeased voice from the side of the seat, and the aunt was stunned when she heard the content of the words.

Ning Ziyue turned his face and saw Yao Lu frowning and rubbing his sleepy eyes, his whole body was shrouded in the dark and low pressure that the sleep was interrupted in the middle.He habitually stretched his waist and leaned over to kiss Ning Ziyue on the mouth, then turned his head and rolled his eyes at the stunned two in front of him.

"What are you looking at, is it reasonable to quarrel with others to sleep? Have you never seen a handsome guy?"

"You—" The stewardess was the first to react, pointing excitedly at the charmingly handsome face after taking off the sunglasses, covering her mouth and exclaiming. "You are Yao Lu?!..."

No wonder the young man looked so familiar before, it turned out to be the gay man Yao Lu came out to the media after the year!Such a calm look is a loyal dog attack, okay? !

Yao Lu put on the sunglasses again with a depressed face when she heard this, and shrank behind Ning Ziyue. "……You got the wrong person."

Meowed, I knew I shouldn't have listened to that bastard Ning Ziyue, and when I go on vacation in the future, I will definitely buy first class for everything to avoid complications.

Fortunately, the stewardess was quite sensible, and knew how inconvenient it was for celebrities to travel, so she didn't continue to pester her, and after making way for the aunt, she continued to push the cart to work.

Seeing that the commotion finally subsided, Yao Lu sighed melancholy, thinking that he probably wouldn't be able to sleep in the second half of the night.

"Want to drink?"

He raised his eyes and glared angrily at the person who handed over the hot coffee with a gloating smile on his face, and turned his face to the other side angrily.

"……roll."

It was almost two o'clock in the morning when the plane landed at Narita Airport in Tokyo. After they passed the security check and went through the messy procedures, they took a car to find the pre-booked hotel and put them in place.

Originally, he was the one who yelled all the way about being sleepy, but in the end he fell headfirst into the bed, with his eyes wide open and no sleepiness at all.

An hour and a half later, Yao Lu glanced sideways at Ning Ziyue's sleeping face, sighed, and gently lifted the quilt out of bed.

Look at the watch and it's almost seven o'clock, let's go out and find something to eat.

After freshening up in the mirror, he packed his wallet and left the hotel. In the morning, the street was very quiet, most of the shops hadn't opened yet, and there were not many people in sight.

He was wandering around with his hands in his pockets for the purpose of walking. He was tired after not sleeping all night, and his stomach was empty. In fact, he started to feel dizzy after walking for a long time.He raised his eyes and happened to see that a coffee shop next to him had opened, and the exterior windows were bright and clean, so he rubbed his temples and walked in without being too picky.

"いらっしゃいませ (Welcome)~~~"

The three young girls with sweet voices greeted him enthusiastically at the same time, but he was still taken aback.Yao Lu looked around from the corner of her eye, but there were a few sporadic customers, and it was understandable for the clerk to be idle, so she relaxed a little.Fortunately, I had to cram in Japanese for two days before I came, otherwise it would be embarrassing.

He chose a seat by the window and sat down. The warm sunlight in midsummer was a little glaring, and the girl who followed him to the table immediately closed the gauze curtain for him thoughtfully.

"Hello. What would you like to order, sir?"

Yao Lu opened the elegant patent-leather menu, first ordered two desserts at random, and finally pointed to the Blue Mountain coffee in the hot drinks bar and smiled at her. "Let's do this first, please."

The girl blushed and said "wait a moment" in a panic, then turned around and walked towards the counter in a hurry, only to be surrounded by two other girls on the way, chirping excitedly and asking about something.

It's a pity that although he has good hearing, he didn't understand a word.

Well, whatever.Anyway, it can't be sold.

Leaning on the back of the chair with his body relaxed and eyes closed, the temperature in the room seemed to rise gradually as the sun hung high, and the store soon turned on sufficient air-conditioning, which made it feel a bit cooler.

"...Sitting right under the air outlet, it's easy to catch a cold."

While he was sleepy, he heard someone on the other side say with a low smile in Chinese, the gentle and indulgent voice seemed like a world away.

Surprised, he hesitantly opened his eyes slowly, and the first thing that came into view was the slender arm of the man casually propping his chin, and the familiar navy blue pattern pierced directly into his eyes.

The man lowered his eyelashes and looked at him with an unbelievably shocked expression on his face. The curves of his lips were shallow, as if he was looking at an unattainable dream for many years.

"...Long time no see, Green," he said.

***

The first time they met was in Boss Qi's bar. At that time, Yao Lu had just turned 15, the age at which secondary symptoms commonly appeared.

"If you let me sing at your place, I promise to double the income of your bar within a month. If you don't hire me, it will be your loss. You are the boss, so you can figure it out."

At that time, there was no one in the bar. He was holding the bass and concentrating on playing a piece of music with his sister, but he could hear the young man's domineering voice across half of the dance floor, so he couldn't concentrate at all.Looking from afar, he could only see his short golden mushroom head.

Later, Boss Qi was probably too lazy to entangle with the visitors, put down the cup in his hand, pointed to the stage and said: "Who can say beautiful words, if you have the ability to play a song on the spot, let everyone hold your weight."

Yao Lu sneered when he heard the words, didn't say much nonsense, and strode towards the direction he pointed without fear. During this time, he had already looked critically at the poorly equipped band on the stage.

Barely considered qualified.

""Boulevard Of Broken Dreams", please give me an accompaniment."

This time they got closer, and he finally saw the boy's face clearly.

It was a delicate face that was immature, yet beautiful enough to be indistinguishable from male and female.

At that time, Yao Lu was thin and dry, and her dark jacket showed her sickly pale complexion.He saw the two luminescent black diamonds on his left ear, the thin lip ring, the metal tongue stud that was only visible when he was speaking.

It just looks like it hurts.

Thinking like this, he turned his head to look at Qing Ge and S, and the tacit music sounded in the center of the stage.

The boy stood in front of the microphone and waited indifferently for the prelude to end. The moment he finally opened his mouth, it was as if someone swung his hand and sprinkled flowers into the air. Nine Heavens and Earth.

"I walk alonely road

The only one that I have ever known

Don't know were it goes

But it's home to me and I walk alone..."

While singing, the boy swayed his body contagiously, like some kind of dying seduction.

—His singing made him amazing.

It wasn't just him, beside him was Qingge whose breathing was slightly disordered, S who was frowning deeper than before, Boss Qi behind the bar with his arms folded, and all the guests present who were talking and laughing softly—

Yao Lu's singing voice is far more intense and powerful than the original singing, but even so, it still can't conceal the depressive loneliness and despair revealed from the depths of that voice.

Looking at his thin back, he couldn't figure out how such a small body contained such explosive power.

It hurt my heart.

"I walk this empty street

On the Boulevard of broken dreams

Were the city sleeps

And I'm the only one and I walk alone

IwalkaloneIwalkalone

Iwalkalone and Iwalkalone

Myshadowstheonlyonethatwalksbesideme

My shallow hearts the only thing that's beating

Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me

Till then I'll walk alone..."

He heard him stubbornly shouting "Iwalkalone" over and over again, jumping off the stage while singing, twirling exaggeratedly among the crowd who couldn't help but start dancing, and even boldly jumped onto the empty table next to him to take off his coat and snatch it. The cocktail in the guest's hand screamed and drank it down——

But no one was offended by the rebellious boy's recklessness and mischief.

Everyone was very happy, because of his unrestrained and unrestrained singing, he felt the joy from the heart, and felt the almost extinguished enthusiasm for "life" in his chest was ignited all of a sudden.

This child must be magic, they guessed with a smile.

"I'm walking down the line

That divides me somewhere in my mind

On the border line of the edge

Andwhere I walk alone

Read between the lines

What's fucked up and everything's sal right

Check my vital sign stoknow I'm still alive

And I walk alone

IwalkaloneIwalkalone

Iwalkalone and Iwalkalone

Myshadowstheonlyonethatwalksbesideme

My shallow hearts the only thing that's beating

Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me

Till then I'll walk alone

Ah..ah..

I walkalone and Iwalkalone..."

Everyone was dancing and laughing like crazy on the dance floor, raising their hands and waving them wildly and without rhythm, as if it didn't matter if they hit others——

When did the light become so soft and ambiguous?When did the people around start pushing and shoving, as if they had known each other for decades?Am I still myself?Whether all this is in reality now, or in a dream...

At the end of the ending, the frenzied expression on Yao Lu's face suddenly disappeared.

He turned around and walked back to the stage step by step indifferently, leaving behind a group of sad souls who were immersed in the illusion and couldn't hold themselves, without any nostalgia.

"How, have I been admitted?"

After dressing neatly again, Yao Lu sneered and asked the bar owner who seemed to be greatly shocked standing in the distance.But before he could answer, he had already turned his face sideways and looked at the three people who were about to become his partners in the future.

Standing at the front, he was the first to react, hastily evoked an approachable smile, and nodded slightly at the young man.

"Hi, my name is Qingcheng."

The boy stared at him for a few seconds, then suddenly stepped closer.

He thought that if the other party wanted to shake hands with him, he would extend a hand in a wrong way, but in the end, he was mercilessly ignored.

Yao Lu passed him directly, walked up to Qing Ge who was holding the guitar in the back, and silently bent down to meet her eye level.

"Can you tell me your name?"

Qingge was slightly startled when she heard the words, then she blinked her unfocused clear eyes shyly, and said softly: "...My name is Qingge."

At that moment, Qingcheng saw that all the ice in the young man's eyes seemed to melt in an instant, and the cleanest and warmest smile he had ever seen in his life appeared on his lips.

"Hello. My name is Yao Lu."

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☆, two

"Awaited."

The sweet voice of the waitress stripped Yao Lu from her memories, she raised her eyes slightly, and there was still that person's soft eyes when he smiled.

It almost completely overlaps with the green-eyed teenager ten years ago.

yes.It turned out that ten years had passed since we first met.

The hot Blue Mountain coffee on the table obscured his sight, and Yao Lu never knew that his voice could be so calm when he spoke again.

"It turns out that I was right. Two years ago in Haicheng, I saw you through the car window."

Qingcheng looked at his brown eyes with curled eyelashes, looked at his handsome face that already had the embryonic form of a mature man, looked at his short hair that was specially shaved on the sideburns, looked at him sitting on the table Clenched white fingertips.

"...It snowed that day." Finally he whispered, silently wrapping his fingers around the warm rim of the cup.

Hearing this, Qingcheng's lips retracted a little, and he also showed a somewhat gloomy expression. "We could have met that day, but I was delayed in the hospital."

Receiving the inquiring gaze from the other party from across the air, he smiled brightly in an instant. "Don't worry, it's not me. It's Qingge."

"You don't know yet. Qingge's eyes have been healed."

Yao Lu opened her eyes wide in shock, and said tremblingly after a while: "You mean...she can see?"

Qingcheng smiled and nodded. "It's a pity that you can't see her now. Qing Ge flew to the United States shortly after the operation, and just held a wedding in March this year. The other party is a young man from Italy who loves music just like her."

Yao Lu fell silent again, stirring the coffee with a silver spoon.After a while, he suddenly raised his eyes and said, "What about you? Why are you here?"

"Tolerance." He answered bluntly, meeting Yao Lu's dubious gaze without any guilt. "I've been in 'Jueyi' for eight years, and now I'm the main person in charge of 'EXILE'. Two years ago, it happened to appear in the broadcasting center for this reason. But at that time, I thought we had missed it."

"So you are..." Yao Lu's expression softened slightly after a sudden realization. "...The two of them have been taken care of by you all these years."

"A talent who can be molded must go all out." Qingcheng smiled lightly as he watched him slowly sip his coffee, and suddenly reached out his hand to wipe off the milk froth on his lips.It is a very gentle force.

Yao Lu retreated reflexively but did not dodge, averted his eyes slightly embarrassed, and thanked vaguely.Qingcheng picked up the napkin and wiped his hands, not letting go of any expression on his face.

"You're not the same as you used to be, Green."

Facing the gaze of the other party who seemed to have analyzed him thoroughly, he was agitated and simply smiled.

"... people change all the time."

The eyes were exchanged calmly, and in the end it was Qingcheng who looked away first, trying to change the subject.

"I used to find time to go back to Xun a few years ago, but the bar is no longer there, it has become a pool room."

Yao Lu scooped up the spoonful of mousse and put it into his mouth without changing his expression, and said flatly: "Boss Qi passed away, so the bar will naturally be unable to continue."

"Death? When did it happen?" Qingcheng was surprised.

"It was a long, long time ago." He didn't want to mention this matter, and glanced at the wall clock on the wall while the other party was not paying attention, it was almost nine o'clock.He knew that Ning Ziyue rarely slept past nine o'clock in the morning, so he gradually became interested in going.

Qingcheng seemed to know what he was thinking, and there was a little tentativeness in his smile: "It's getting late, your lover is probably still waiting for you, right?"

Yao Lu stared at him silently for two seconds, then suddenly laughed, Qingcheng felt dizzy for a while, Yao Lu had stood up with the support of the table, and leaned slightly.

The warm breath brushed over his face, and Qingcheng's heart skipped a beat for a long time.He held his breath slightly, and heard the man whisper in his ear:

"Qingcheng, there are two types of idiots in this world. One is you and the other is me."

He walked away without looking back.

The sunlight on the streets of Tokyo was too glaring, he raised his hand to try to cover it, and the clear and gentle voice of that person from back then could be heard in a trance.

"'Green' is your name? Can I call you 'Green'?"

"...Damn it." He bit his slightly trembling lips fiercely, and the ups and downs of his heart couldn't be calmed down for a long time.

Ah.

This time, I can finally leave you and go alone.

When he returned to the hotel, Ning Ziyue had just woken up, and while he was shaving in the bathroom, he casually asked him where he had been.

"I went to the coffee shop on the street and sat down, and bought you breakfast by the way." Yao Lu replied, putting the bulging paper bag in her arms on the coffee table, and rushed into the bathroom.

"...What's the matter, you." Ning Ziyue's chin was still full of foam, and he turned his head helplessly to look at the person behind him who was hugging his waist tightly.

"I'm not happy." Yao Lu pressed against his back firmly, and said in a muffled voice for a while, "You have to coax me."

"I don't know how to coax people." The other party hit him flatly, raised his hand and continued to shave his chin clean, then turned around and raised his frustrated and dissatisfied face, looked at it for a long time, and tentatively said: "Are you really unhappy? "

"Nonsense! Are you such a lover!"

Ning Ziyue sighed with a headache, "Then what do you want?"

"Let me be on top from now on."

"...Don't do it later, just do it now."

"What?" Yao Lu was taken aback, before he had time to react, he was pressed against the door and blocked his lips, and then his shirt was pulled away.

"Fuck! Where are you touching, rascal!!! Mmm..."

As a result of self-inflicted crimes, the itinerary to visit Sensoji Temple together was postponed until the afternoon.

Yao Lu offered incense and worshiped in front of Leimen under the scorching sun, but felt that his legs were weak, so he had to find a place to sit down quickly.

"Why is your complexion so bad? Is it heatstroke?" Ning Ziyue stepped forward to embrace his shoulders with concern, Yao Luqi's hands were trembling, and he gritted his teeth and said three words: "I, hate, you."

It was agreed to let him be on top, but in the end he was not going to be suppressed! !It's a pity that the sun is shining brightly in broad daylight, mother, I will never marry my son again... TT

"It's unlucky to say this when you visit." The other party was still amiable, and after accompanying him to burn incense, he dragged him to the main hall.The more than 300-meter-long approach in the middle is so soulless!Cooperating with you in the morning, I feel energetic and refreshed, right?

"...do you want to eat?" After walking for a while with the tsundere lover who looked listless and cursed inwardly, Ning Ziyue suddenly turned his head and pointed to the bustling snack bars on the street.

"Don't eat." Sure enough, he was rejected angrily.

"Wait here." He didn't talk too much nonsense, and walked forward through the crowd and chatted with the shop owner's sister in very rough English.

Didn't they all say no.Yao Lu smacked her lips in dissatisfaction, and waited on the side of the street in a relaxed posture.During the period, passers-by frequently looked at him sideways and enviously. If it weren't for the dark glasses to hide his identity, he would have been spotted by a large number of Chinese tourists.

Cut, forget it.Anyway, the Lord is so handsome, if you want to see it, you can watch it now. ...But that bastard is too slow, if this continues, I will just run away with a big-breasted girl!

Anxiously, he turned his eyes to the cold drink window not far away, and what made him furious immediately was that he saw the young and beautiful store owner girl with a blush talking with Ning Ziyue, while Ning Ziyue was awkwardly holding a cone and standing there. There, I was in a fog of hearing, but it was hard to leave without authorization.

...absolutely not.I'm not going there. If he doesn't come back within 3 minutes, we will break up!

Just as Yao Lu was angrily saying harsh words in his heart, Ning Ziyue finally got rid of the entanglement of the shop owner's sister and hurried towards him, the watery cone in his hand was almost melted.

Yao Lu crossed her hips and was about to scold him, but Ning Ziyue was the first to hand the cone in front of his eyes, and said forcefully, "... lick."

Yao Lu was stunned instantly when he heard the words, and looked up at him blankly.

It took Ning Ziyue almost three times as long to react, and suddenly he felt that the sunlight projected from the top of his head became unprecedentedly hot.

Both of them sighed from the bottom of their hearts at the same time before they blushed and turned their eyes.

This guy, don't be so cute all of a sudden.

***

I don't know if it was because he just met that person during the day, but this night he rarely dreamed that he was back to the reckless age of fifteen or sixteen.

The lights at the backstage of the bar were dimmed, and he remembered that night he ran out of the house like a wounded beast and fled here. While resisting the oppressive soreness in his throat, he took out a syringe and tremblingly pierced the pale blue blood vessels.

While calming down, he also noticed the silent figure lurking deep in the shadows, so he casually threw the needle on the ground with cold eyes. "do what?"

Qingcheng stepped out of the darkness silently, deliberately ignoring the undisguised vigilance and hostility in the opponent's eyes, squatting down to be at eye level with him, then unexpectedly grabbed his wrist, and pulled him closer.Yao Lu was startled, and couldn't break free several times, so he slapped him vigorously, with disgust on his face. "Go away, don't touch me!"

But he was not annoyed, Yao Lu saw five clear fingerprints gradually appearing on Qingcheng's side face, and he just lowered his head to examine the densely packed needle holes on his forearm without realizing it, and frowned with a slightly distressed expression. texture.After a while, Fang stared at him and said, "What did you give yourself? Heroin? Tranquilizers?"

Yao Lu hooked her lips provocatively, as if she had a broken attitude. "What you say is what you say."

"Your parents will worry about ruining your body like this." Qingcheng said lightly, and sat down beside him with his arms propped up.Yao Lu watched the darkness ahead with him for a while, and then opened his lips coolly: "Those who don't know anything should shut up."

After a few seconds of silence, Qingcheng smiled slightly.

"...I really don't know anything. After all, as long as Qing Ge and I can remember, my parents are gone."

Looking at him as if taken aback, Yao Lu suddenly felt guilty for seeing the faint palm marks that had not yet disappeared.There is no way to say an apology, he hesitated for a moment, then said in a slow tone: "...I heard from Qing Ge that you two are originally from Inner Mongolia."

"Yeah. Can't you see it? I still remember how to ride a horse." The other party smiled nostalgicly, but the arc gave off a bit of loneliness.

"We stayed at Abaga, that is, my uncle's house until we were 15 years old. After the coming-of-age ceremony, I took Qingge and left Inner Mongolia. They still have two children to raise, and their life is not well-off. Naturally, we can no longer Continue to be a burden to relatives." Speaking of this, Qingcheng suddenly remembered something and smiled at him, "By the way, did Qingge tell you her real name before coming here?"

Yao Lu nodded. "Narentuoya. She said it means 'Xiaguang' in Chinese."

"Do you want to stop guessing about me?"

He rolled his eyes contemptuously. "Hohhot*?"

The other party laughed heartily when he heard the words, and then stretched out his hand to rub his light blonde hair vigorously.

"Good boy, don't you see that you are quite good at joking~"

"Who the hell is joking with you? It's close to being a little tricky.... Hey, get the hell out of here, didn't you tell you not to touch me!"

In the end, he ended this absurd and inexplicable entanglement with an angry kick, so he forgot that he hadn't said what his name was.

It was a little cold when I woke up at night.

Ning Ziyue was still in a deep sleep, Yao Lu put on a bathrobe and sat up on the tatami, there were still stars outside the window.

They are currently staying at a hot spring hotel in the countryside of Izu. There are few tourists, and the scenery is beautiful and peaceful.Push open the antique grid paper door, and the courtyard is a natural hot spring eye, open to guests 24 hours a day.But because of the middle of the night, there was no one there.

After Yao Lu put on the wooden clogs, she turned around and closed the paper door again, then lit a cigarette and walked slowly towards the circle of rocks surrounding the hot spring.

Until when he was lying in the hot water with his eyes closed and resting his mind, the afterimages of fleeting years were still lingering in his mind.

What a proud, paranoid, sharp-edged person I was back then.But even so, he still remembers the temperature of the palm resting on his forehead that night, remembers that person who accidentally discovered the sketch he gave to Qing Ge, and insisted on learning it, remembers that he used to get along with a group of people for causing trouble. The gangster was beaten bloody on the street corner.

—even so, he didn't like him from then on, not at all.

It is clear that he has facial features so similar to Qingge's. He likes Qingge very much, but he just doesn't want to see him.

Just can't forget it.

"If you are like this, I will not thank you."

That night Qingcheng limped out of the clinic after taking the medicine, and saw Yao Lu sitting alone on the stone steps with his back, his voice indistinguishable from emotion.

He sat down next to him as usual, grinning unconsciously as he touched the wound. "……I know."

"Are you an idiot. Why on earth would you do this to a completely irrelevant person?"

Qingcheng slightly turned his face to stare at him, his lips pursed lightly. "Irrelevant? You're being cruel to say that. Green, I said we're going to be the hottest band in the country sooner or later.

"—we." He repeated with emphasis.

"Just because of this?" Yao Lu snorted coldly. "Daydreaming."

"It's not a daydream. And it's not the only reason." Qingcheng retorted seriously, with no unnaturalness on his face.There was another cricket faintly calling in the grass at the foot.

"I will help you - naturally because I like you."

The long and narrow phoenix eyes widened in surprise, but soon there was something mocking and sneering in them. "Ha. You said you like it?"

The other party nodded. "I said I like it."

"Hey, there are generally two types of people who like me." While speaking, he folded his hands behind his head leisurely, and lay down on the steps lazily.

"One kind, like the little girls who handed me love letters in class, the gay guys who whistled at me in the bar, the old ladies who gave us oranges in the vegetable market for no reason, and you. And The other one, I have only met one so far, is Qingge." Having said this, Yao Lu's eyes softened, like stars shining quietly in the night sky.

"You probably think it's strange that a wolf-hearted person like me would be inexplicably close to a strange girl. Her eyes can't see, but because of this, I feel that her liking for me is different from other people's. It's not because What I look like is not because of the color of my hair, or because of the rows of holes I have worn on my body. She likes me only because I am Yao Lu.

"In life, many things cannot be decided by myself. With such a face, I can't guess whether the other party is sincere or fake when he smiles at me. It's like sleeping with a rich man who can't easily sleep with a beautiful woman who pursues him It's like a cannonball. Who knows whether she likes your people or your money?..."

Qingcheng was stunned when he heard the words, he couldn't even say a word, his heart suddenly had mixed feelings.

In fact, Yao Lu in his eyes has always been the kind of radiant person.His appearance is so glamorous, but no one knows the exhaustion in his heart.

but……

But ah.

He watched him stand up as if nothing had happened after stretching his waist, and raised his legs to leave. Just as he was about to stop him from saying something, the thin figure in front of him suddenly swayed.