nib boy

Bai Yuze walked into the classroom of Class [-] again in the morning after two days.

The moment he stepped into the classroom door, Bai Yuze clearly saw the non-stop pen in Leng Shan's hand pause, but did not look up.He subconsciously turned his eyes away, bit the bullet and walked towards his seat with lowered eyes.

It was just a two-day sick leave, and there was already a thick stack of papers on his desk, among which were some small exam papers from last week.It's not a glorious score.

Bai Yuze sat down and held the thin sheets of paper. Although his heart was bitter, he still smiled slightly.

Now there is enough grand reason.It's not that I haven't tried, and I also want to work hard to get rid of the shadow of being called "poor student", but... it's really enough.I no longer have the courage to touch that slim hope.

I don't want to blame anyone, because from the very beginning, he was the one who got hot on his own. He naively thought that with his own determination and the help of that person, no matter how difficult it was, he would be able to overcome it.But what Leng Shan himself thinks, he has no idea at all.

The first time that person spoke to him, the first time he agreed to help him, the first time he was willing to sit at a table with him for dinner, the first time he smiled at him—he was clearly in front of his eyes , within easy reach.But looking back now, the alienated eyes of that person have always been so, so far away, so far away that it seems that they have never reached anyone's heart.

never mind.It's not like I don't have friends or something.As long as I don't care, as long as I don't care—

I had already made up my mind to clenched my fist, but let it go when the class representative came to collect the late weekly diary.He finally recalled it for the hundredth time, the wet and rainy day that gave him a fatal blow.The classroom is so dark, but the only thing that is still bright is Fir's eyes as deep as a secluded pool.In the short and long time alone, he once wrote a whole page of euphemistic and hypocritical words for him.

Only him.A full page... or only him.

Bai Yuze sighed, and leaned his head weakly against the edge of the window sill.

"Sorry, I forgot to bring it... I will hand it to the teacher tomorrow."

Can't turn that page in anyway.Wait until no one is there, and then tear up and rewrite it.

Bai Yuze secretly made up his mind, resignedly picked up the debris on the table, spread out his textbooks and rested his chin in a daze.

Before evening self-study.

After Leng Shan inserted the earphones to solve the last question, he let out a light breath, put down his pen and raised his head.

The first thing that came into view was Bai Yuze's restless head in front.Fir Shan frowned imperceptibly.

Bai Yuze has not studied for a day.During class, he was either in a daze, typing text messages, and occasionally flirting with Xie Zhe - only turning a blind eye to him and the textbooks.

Leng Shan thinks, he probably wants to give up.Whether it is for him or for the matter of reading itself.And the culprit was undoubtedly himself.Although the idea that the relationship between the two cannot be further developed is ultimately out of Bai Yuze's sake, but if his enthusiasm for studying is also wiped out, no one can bear the consequences.

He can't ruin his future.

Chen Ye's flawless smile under the mottled tree shadows appeared in his mind, "...I still want to see the three of you walking side by side in the school."

After hesitating for a long time, Leng Shan finally reached out and touched his shoulder.Say something, he thought.

However, Bai Yuze's body suddenly trembled like an electric shock, and before he could speak, he turned his face bluntly and said to Xie Zhe, who was sitting next to him: "Xie Zhe, let's skip our self-study and go to the bar for a drink."

"Huh?" Xie Zhe, who was madly using "shake" to pick up his sister, turned his head to look at him in a daze, and didn't react for a while. "Study for yourself? Drink?!"

Bai Yuze didn't know where the courage came from at this time, so he nodded firmly. "Go or not? If not, I will go first."

"Ah..." In fact, Xie Zhe was still a little confused, but then he turned his gaze to catch Leng Shan quietly withdrawing his hand from Bai Yuze's shoulder, and when his gaze returned to his face again, there was a dazzling smile . "Go! Why don't you go. Wait a minute, I'll ask Yaoxie and Lao Ning to come out together."

Bai Yuze hesitated when he heard the words, "The two of us are enough. If the teacher finds out, it's not good to implicate them."

"What are you talking about! Brothers are used to make trouble." Xie Zhe got up and pushed him towards the door without any explanation. It's just a toilet.

While walking towards the door, Xie Zhe openly took out his mobile phone and flipped through the address book, found "Fuck and Cry to Death in Minutes" and pressed the call button. Before going out, he didn't forget to look back at Fir Shan who was silently watching them go away in his seat A cool smile.

Fir Shan took a deep breath and closed her eyes, the singer's voice echoed faintly and lonely in the earphones.

"You are the dream I carefully maintain, and I am tired of enjoying the loneliness that no one can replace..."

At this time, Class [-] is also full of excitement. The girls hold pillows and use their mobile phones to read novels, scan everyone, catch up with new shows, watch American blockbusters (literally) with iPads, and even apply evening makeup, but they don’t. people study.Really deserves to be the worst class in liberal arts...

Ning Ziyue finally made up for the day-long sleep at the beginning of evening self-study, took out his PSP and started working on his business.Yao Lu, with her coquettish Erlang legs crossed, gnawed on an apple while tossing through the sympathy letters and love letters that had been accumulated in the table for two full days. Skim it back in the drawer.

After watching the few eye-catching dating messages, Yao Lu turned on his phone boredly, trying to find some new songs online, when the phone vibrated violently in his hand, and the caller ID read "Yada Lvye, I am Still want".

"Yo. It's so rare to call at this time. Miss you?"

Xie Zhe could imagine his cramped and confusing smile through the signal. "Fuck off. I'm at the back gate of the school with the white lady, and I'm going to the Internet cafe to play games before going to drink. Are you and Lao Ning coming?"

"This must be there - Lord Zhengxian's egg hurts, and it has been scientifically proven that drinking alcohol can not only solve Prozac but also help sex..."

"...Hey, is it the way I dialed the number wrong?! I always feel that the 'sex' you said is not the same word as I thought, bastard!"

"Haha...you understand. It's not that the master doesn't give money! By the way, I just found the signatures of two men in a stack of love letters... What a swollen love concubine." Yao Lu smiled and stood up, walked to Ning Ziyue pushed him in front of his eyes, and raised his eyebrows towards the back door.

Ning Ziyue was stunned for a moment, then he got up knowingly and followed him outside, the decibels of the people talking before him didn't seem to weaken at all.

"Fuck, the old Yutou is about to turn back from the first class. Let's not talk about it, we have to be careful and sneak downstairs. Meet and greet." Yao Lu caught a glimpse of the old man in the old-fashioned black suit at the end of the corridor. He hurriedly picked up the phone, and while he was peeping at the students with his face on the window in the corridor, he grabbed Ning Ziyue's sleeve and jumped up the stairs, jumping down three steps in two steps.

"Where are we going?" Ning Ziyue couldn't help asking in a low voice as the two moved cautiously towards the door of the building on the first floor.

Yao Lu glanced back at him jokingly, "You're so slow, you guessed it. Why, you came out with me without knowing anything? Aren't you afraid of being kidnapped by me to the cowherd shop opened by you?"

"You are the number one, not the bustard. What are you afraid of?" I don't know if it was an illusion, but now staring at Ning Ziyue's calm side face, Yao Lu couldn't help itching his fists.Is this guy's effortless rant just trying to pull hatred?isn't it? ! ...

Angrily leading him to the back door, Yao Lu stepped back a few steps and was about to turn over, but was stopped by Ning Ziyue.

"What?" He tilted his head strangely, this guy doesn't intend to run away.

Ning Ziyue raised his head calmly, and while jumping on the spot, he raised his hand to hook the wall, jumped up and landed on it easily, then turned his head and stretched out his hand to him. "The wound is easy to open. Let me give you a hand, so that I can use it as a buffer."

"Hey...why didn't I realize you were so...so what?" Yao Lu found that he was easily at a loss for words in front of this person, but now is not the time to worry about it.

After finding a foothold, Yao Lu leaned forward and stepped on the concave spot on the wall, and he pulled him to the top of the wall. With a squint, he saw two blurred shadows on the other side of the door pacing back and forth restlessly.

"Hey, go on!"

The sudden sound above his head startled the two people under the wall. As soon as Bai Yuze stretched out his hand subconsciously, he was thrown heavily to the ground by a falling figure, hitting his tailbone hard.He wailed, but was helplessly pressed down and couldn't move, so Ren Yaolu took the opportunity to bite him on the face again.

"Nimma! Dead ladyboy, have you taken aphrodisiacs again?!" Xie Zhe rushed over at the speed of light and tore Yao Lu who was sticking to Bai Yuze's body like an octopus, cursing unhappily.

"Hey, as a man, you have to find more reasons from yourself. To be honest, you can't satisfy me now." Yao Lu stood up and patted the ashes on the clothes, smiling charmingly, thank you A sudden chill ran down Zhe's back.

"It is estimated that you will be satisfied ninety-nine and eighty-one times a night. The person who fucked you will die like Ximen Qing sooner or later."

"Ci'ao, you think you are learning from the West! Master, I have 81 difficulties blocking the way, Wukong, and you 72 change to control the enemy."

"...Why are you two still singing?! And Yao Lu, you have to be responsible to me!" Bai Yuze followed the two of them bitterly.

Yao Lu walked in the front, and when she heard the words, she twisted her waist enchantingly and gave him a wink, and smiled brightly under the streetlight, "No problem, Jingjing. Don't follow that monkey, otherwise it will be just a matter of cutting off children and grandchildren." A matter of time."

"Fuck, Yao Lu, you're still in good spirits, aren't you?!" Xie Zhe pounced on him with a ferocious face, trying to beat him up, but Yao Lu fled far away with an easy dodge, but suddenly there was something in the siege a few times. He staggered in pain.

Thanks to a hand stretched out from behind to support his arm in time, Yao Lu jumped behind Ning Ziyue with one leg and looked weak with tears in his eyes: "Wu Jing loves saving nests—"

Ning Ziyue was too lazy to talk to him, silently turned his face to the side and glanced at him, then let go of his hands and walked away. "……ask for it."

Yao Lu stared blankly at the emptiness and darkness in front of him for a while before realizing it, and instantly raised his middle finger at his back angrily. "Damn it?! Ning Ziyue, stop me! Say it again—"

Strange, I usually rarely get angry.what is it today? ...

After the man stood still, he really turned around slowly, and smiled at him indifferently in the dim light, with an extremely pious and serious tone.

"...I said: Master, you asked for it yourself."

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Several people walked into the Internet cafe one after another with their shoulders crossed, and Ning Ziyue walked up to him familiarly and took out a VIP card to indicate to the front desk to activate it.Xie Zhe poked his head over the back in a little surprise, "Hey, are you already eighteen?"

"What kind of memory do you have? Didn't you know that Lao Ning was older than us when you first entered high school?" Bai Yuze rolled his eyes to express his contempt for his brain size, and Xie Zhe suddenly realized it.

"Ah... I'm sorry, I'm sorry——! Looking at my memory, I must have studied too hard for a year, and all the brain cells..."

"...is it as wilted as the dead sperm exposed on the toilet paper after [ummm] self-comfort?"

Xie Zhe was speaking with a lot of emotion, and Yao Lu who was next to him calmly took up the conversation with a smile, and with his voice, he didn't mean to avoid the punctual MM at the front desk at all.

This metaphor is so evil that Xie Zhe immediately froze in place with a frustrated expression on his face, and Bai Yuze on the side even broke the only string of integrity in his heart with a "crack". From now on, mother no longer has to worry about his Three views still exist...

"..." Facing the flushed cheeks and dodging eyes of the lady at the front desk, Ning Ziyue silently put away his card, then quickly turned around and walked towards the hall with double glass doors. At this moment, his only thought was to get away from them...

He slipped too simply, and disappeared after a while. The three people who were left behind had to go around the whole bar hall several times before finding him. At this time, Ning Ziyue had already been playing for almost 10 minutes. up.

"Ning Ziyue, where did you die just now?? Not even saying hello made us look like idiots for so long!" Yao Lu now looks like a crazy Medusa...the violent version in brackets.

But Ning Ziyue just glanced at him blankly, and then calmly said: "...Yao Lu, give me two licks."

"Fuck. Can you not say this in a calm tone like 'Classmate, your egg is broken'." Seeing his paralyzed expression, Yao Lu couldn't help being irritable, and pulled away the soft chair next to him and fell heavily on it.

Although it’s getting late, the Internet cafe is still quite quiet. It may also be because the consumption here is relatively high. Apart from them, there are almost no student parties. There are even a few white-collar office workers chatting on QQ, talking softly and affectionately. .But young people are different after all, they are passionate and impulsive, especially as long as they play online games, they can't help but yell nonsense.

"Nimma, why did you get rounded again!! Xie Er, are you handicapped or something, can you stop playing with colored pens as soon as possible?! I was really crazy to form a team with this kind of person... TAT "

"It has a relationship with me, labor and management are innocent, okay!! Just now I don't know why the delay suddenly soared to more than 1... Damn it. No, why are your machines not stuck at all?!"

"RP problem, RP——Xie Zhe, don't make excuses. What should we do now? Those who have already agreed to lose will buy a drink——?" There is no pressure to form a team, hehehehe", although the "big god" Ning Ziyue next to him was always staring at the flashing fluorescent screen indifferently.

Yao Lu let out a displeased "hum", raised her chin and shook her legs. "Please just please. I just know a very good bar not far from here, and I haven't been to it for a long time."

"Yoxi. That's it. It's up to you to invite me." Xie Zhe stood up quickly and was about to slip away, but Yao Lu grabbed him by the collar, smiling darkly. "What's the matter? I think they're going to fly separately in the face of catastrophe—"

"Xie Zhetongzi, this kind of behavior of yours is very disgraceful. Its level of despicableness is comparable to that of a cowardly prostitute who eats everything and wipes it off before leaving with his trousers up." Xie Zhe, who was shot by an arrow in his knee, had no choice but to turn around and surrender with lasagna tears hanging down his face.

When the deity heard the words, he touched Bai Yuze's head in relief, and sang with emotion: "When you grow up, you will become me..."

Bai Yuze slapped his hands away in disgust, "...get lost."

The bar Yao Lu took them to was called "Xun".

The fluorescent green lamps turn on and off regularly, strung together into cursive characters that emit wisps of faint light in the dark night, mysterious and charming.

"Hello, who are you?" The young waiter at the door greeted them with a smile after they opened the door, asking attentively while quickly looking at them.

His eyes flicked over Yao Lu and Ning Ziyue without stopping too long, and he frowned slightly when he saw Xie Zhe, who was looking furtive, and Bai Yuze, who looked a little nervous. "Are you... still students?"

Bai Yuze was a little flustered immediately, although it wasn't once or twice that he fooled around with his buddies outside, but he had never been in a formal luxury entertainment place like this.

"Hey... what kind of eyesight do you have, little brother. We have long been adults, but we look a little purer." Xie Zhe stood in front of Bai Yuze and twisted like a flower, but it was a pity that the waiter Totally unimpressed.

"Excuse me, do you have an ID card? Please show it." It seemed to be a business-like indifferent tone.

Yao Lu on the side was a little displeased. He could just turn a blind eye to what he was doing in this line of work, and it was easy for everyone to do.I don't know what evil I ran into today, and I encountered such a stubborn eye.

"Hey, little brother." To the astonishment of several people, Yao Lu stepped forward and unceremoniously raised the young man's chin, narrowed his slender phoenix eyes, and flirted at him condescendingly. smile. "Are you new here? If you have any questions, ask your Boss Qi to come over for a physical examination in person. I know him very well. But I'm a little tight today, and I'm not very good-tempered. I can't bear it with my conscience if I accidentally smashed your place and caused you to be dismissed. Why don't you let this trivial matter go, what do you think?"

Although he was always smiling, his eyes were distinctly cold and stern when he was speaking. The undeniable aura made the waiter who was several years older than him forget to break free, and he couldn't even say a word. Unable to speak, he was forced to nod in the end.

"You're obedient." Yao Lu let go of her hands as she spoke, and proudly hooked her lips and took the lead to walk inside, proving once again to everyone what is meant by "teaching [uh huh]...

The other three quickly followed, leaving only the back of the waiter staring blankly at them leaving.He finally came back to his senses when a gust of cool wind blew from outside the door, and then he was surprised to find that his face was ridiculously hot...

The bar is much bigger than expected, and there are many customers.

Under the dim light, everyone's face was covered with a layer of mysterious and ambiguous.Both men and women clinked glasses around the small table with smiles on their faces, and the ups and downs of the melody lingered in their ears.

They chose a seat near the bar and sat down. Yao Lu sank into the soft sofa with a flamboyant appearance, and pointed to the printed list on the table. "Any order, I pay the bill."

Xie Zhe looked up at him flattered, "You..."

"How can you let the one below pay the money, you say so." Yao Lu smiled cheaply, and raised her iconic Erlang legs. "Just treat it as a monthly fee. The Lord will reward you."

"Your sister..." Xie Zhe gritted his teeth, "I don't care too much! The two of us share equally!"

At this time, Bai Yuze and Ning Ziyue, who happened to have finished reading the wine list, raised their heads to look at him, pointed to one of the amber cocktails with a price of 224RMB and said, "This is what I want."

Xie Zhe immediately withered, nodded and bowed and gave a flattering smile: "You guys should give me some face..."

"Okay, that's it." Yao Lu ignored him, stood up and walked towards the bar, "I'll go talk to the boss directly, and catch up on the past by the way. Let's chat first."

Looking at the back of Yao Lu resolutely going away, Xie Zhe sat down on the sofa with a pale face, and wailed in pain: "Oh! The hard-earned money I got by selling myself so hard—"

But Bai Yuze and Ning Ziyue didn't show the slightest bit of shame on their faces. They turned their heads coldly and didn't look at the opposite person whose price dropped, and scolded him silently in their hearts: "...that's stupid."

Yao Lu sat on the swivel chair in front of the stage, and knocked on the bar loudly without patience: "Hey, boss! Where is the boss?"

"Here we come!" Osang, who was nearly fifty years old and dressed in the most punk style, came out from behind the stage in a panic. The lights flickered, and a row of shiny silver studs on his left ear Almost blinded Yao Lu's eyes.This Ou Sang was holding a dark wine bottle in his left hand, and was struggling to lift the cork with his right hand without even lifting his head. "What is the guest's order?"

"Well, really. This flamboyant uncle, look up at me anyway." Yao Lu propped her head on the table and smiled lazily.

Hearing that, Ou Sang was really stunned for a moment, then turned his head around in a daze, and when he saw Yao Lu's enchanting face that seemed to be smiling but not smiling, his eyes suddenly burst into brilliance. "You—you kid is not the one who is more flirtatious than me—wait for me to think about what it's called—Yao Lu?!"

"It's rare that uncle still remembers me, Yao is really honored." Yao Lu's face darkened, and he let out a strange "hum". "I haven't seen you for almost two years. Uncle, you haven't changed at all." He still had the vicissitudes of an old virgin.

"Haha, it's not like your boy is getting more attractive as he grows!" Naturally, the uncle couldn't hear the voice-over, so he knocked his head hard with a smile on his face, and then took a closer look at his appearance, his expression mixed with emotion Some others can't understand the complexity. "I haven't seen you for so long, you... have really changed a lot."

Yao Lu knew what he was referring to, so she just smiled lightly. "...Yeah. I am no longer the lunatic who was so desperate that he was not afraid of death."

The uncle slowly poured a glass of wine for him, and pushed it over with deep eyes. "I treat you to this cup. The treasure of the store."

"Thank you." Yao Lu pursed her lips and drank it without blinking. After putting down the goblet, she licked her upper lip confusingly, as if reminiscing.

"How. Is it enough as a big gift for our goodbye?" Boss Qi smiled and looked at him sideways.The taste of the wine was spicy and strong, so irritating that ordinary people would have coughed or got sick, but the boy in front of him was no different from drinking a glass of ice-cold Coke, without changing his face.

"That's inevitable. The taste of wine is so mellow, and how much effort it took to brew it in the first place." Yao Lu smiled, and suddenly seemed to remember something, slightly frowned and asked: "Hey, the one at the door was recruited by you just now. Waiter? Why don’t you understand any rules.”

"Hey. That kid is a part-time work-study college student from nearby K University. His family is not well-off, so he can earn some living expenses by himself. I think he looks good, so I will accept him." Boss Qi looked up at him curiously, "Why, Seeing your domineering and domineering appearance, could it be that he dared to provoke you?"

"That's not really the case. But you have to teach him some rules, or your store will fall into the hands of Taoists sooner or later." Yao Lu flipped the cup with her hands and squinted lazily. "Continued Cup."

"Still drinking? This wine hurts your throat. Are you still singing?" Although he said so, Boss Qi still filled the glass without delay.

After Yao Lu drank it all in one gulp, she subconsciously glanced at the round platform in the center of the dance floor.The colorful headlight directly above it was on, but there was no one in the aperture, only a lone microphone standing in the middle. "Is your store going to be pornographic? You don't even have a singer."

"Haha. After you left that year, this position has indeed been vacant for a long time. At first I was thinking of waiting for you to come back, but it took almost half a year before I decided to recruit again. Unfortunately, since I listened to your songs, most people I have watched Not anymore. I’m not satisfied after changing several times in a row.” Recalling the past, Boss Qi was silent for a longer time, and there was a little nostalgia in his smile.

"It wasn't until a year ago that I finally met a young man whose voice was barely comparable to yours. It's just that he went to work late, and he agreed to sing only three hours a day."

Yao Lu rolled her eyes in displeasure, "Fuck. Are you so dragging?"

"You were more attractive than him back then." Boss Qi smiled and said bluntly, reaching out to touch Yao Lu's head, his voice was soft and low. "...Xiao Yao, after you left that year...how are you doing?"

Yao Lu lowered her head and silently curled her lips, her fingertips gently rubbing against the smooth cup wall.A lot of sour, painful, sharp and soft emotions poured into the atrium at once, but in the end they all turned into a light-to-water chuckle from the young man's light and shadow interlaced.

Yao Lu smiled and closed her eyes slightly, the smell of alcohol brushing her nose seemed to have suddenly turned into the strong fragrance of Sophora japonica flowers in that midsummer.

On that day, he dragged his heavy luggage and kicked open the peeling wooden door of the dormitory. The three teenagers who were sitting on the floor playing cards all turned their heads to look at him at the same time, with astonished expressions.The floor was so cluttered with dust, debris and beer cans that there was almost nowhere to set foot.

Yao Lv, who has a slight obsession with cleanliness, couldn't help but frowned, and simply strode forward to pick up the forgotten broom in the corner, pointed at the tip of Xie Zhe's nose and said proudly: "You, take this to sweep the floor. Nei Xiaoshou, with a cute face, carried a mop into the toilet, twisted it three times after soaking it, and then came out to pier the ground.... And you, the stupid big guy staring at me blankly at the moment, tidy up your pile of broken boxes Throw the useless ones in the corridor, and I will help you after packing up. Is there any reason for a group of old men to bury them indiscriminately? Please, we will roll the sheets here for three years, the environment is too bad I will lose the interest of disturbing the base, OK?...Why are you all looking at me?! Hurry up and go to work!!..."

After they got to know each other well enough, they all expressed that they were still in shock when they recalled the situation that day, thinking that the person who kicked in the door at that time was not only a domineering but also a bitch with a poisonous tongue, and they were worried for a long time. , I didn't sleep well for several nights.

In fact, after cleaning that day, the few people looked at the brand-new room in front of them, although they were all ashamed, they couldn't help but smile at each other.

Bai Yuze first took the initiative to hand him a can of beer, smiling innocently. "Hi, my name is Bai Yuze. You can just call me Xiaobai from now on."

Yao Lu rolled up her sleeves and wiped the sweat from her forehead, then raised her head and gave them a radiant smile. "I'm Yao Lu, please call me Lord Zong Gong from now on..."

Scenes from the past were replayed quickly like a revolving lantern, and Yao Lu wondered if he would still be the Yao Lu he is today, and would he be able to make it to where he is today, without the company of these people around him.

The self who used to quarrel hysterically with his parents, the self who desperately grabbed broken glass and stabbed it into his wrist, the self who knelt on the cold floor late at night with disheveled hair, gritted his teeth and injected tranquilizers into his skin.

They knew nothing about their dark past, but they pulled him out of the abyss of despair step by step, and gave him the warmest and purest redemption in the world.

At this time, if someone asks me how I am doing now, in fact, I still don’t know how to give a clear answer as before.But there is only one thing, there is no doubt about it.

"It wasn't until the summer when I was 16 that I realized I was 'alive'. …"

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