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The girl of my dreams.He fell decadently into the devil's lair.Sometimes it is as cold as ice, disguised with a vanity appearance, as if the rotten filth never appeared.

When the spirit rolls down our throats, we'll set him on fire, kill him, destroy him again and again.Until I break free from the nightmare again, face reality, and then, continue!

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"When I was 14, after the pre-school test...that was the first time I saw you."

"You didn't realize I was watching you."

"You are very special, even more special than the young master next to you."

"Your hair is very long, too long, very similar to those Hong Kong and Taiwan stars who were popular at the time, but the clothes are actually a little outdated. Rock style, you seem to like this very much."

"I'm not lying, that's 'nostalgia'. Be it..."

"Before that, Su Pingfei often dragged me to some messy occasions. But at that time, I didn't even know how to kiss a girl..."

"You may not have noticed. In fact, during the exam, I was sitting behind you. I was very close, so I could smell your scent... very heavy perfume, especially in that era. It can't happen with boys. I didn't realize until later that it was your way of masking the smell of cigarettes."

"In summer, the scorching sun makes people drowsy. After the exam, everyone rushes home to eat, but you stay outside the school all the time, holding a soda bottle in your hand.

You may not be able to imagine that after that, I often bought that kind of soda in glass bottles, until I could no longer buy it in the supermarket, but I would go to small grocery stores to look for it..."

"I'm staring at you in the sun like a nympho, you put your hair behind your ears, and you swallow half a bottle of soda in one breath..."

"To be honest, your dress is really awkward. At the beginning, I always felt that you were a demon, but at first glance, you looked like a dead sissy. Most of the time, you were always boneless. You couldn't sit up straight. It’s not straight, and when I’m in class, I’m either lying on the table or leaning on the chair and sliding down, in a daze.”

"I don't know why your style suddenly became popular again. Many girl classmates wrote love letters to you. After a few of them fell into my hands, I tore them up after reading them."

"Your grades are as hypocritical and unreal as your people. You are always firmly on the baseline, not more than one point, not less than half a point, and there is almost nothing outstanding except for your singing. place, I even wondered at first if you looked like this just to be unique. Until you fell in love with modern dance steps again."

"You always like to pull words, and you like to show off those ridiculous arguments. I remember it very clearly. Because of this, you were stopped by a few gangsters in the senior class to beat you up. They beat you and you didn't fight back. Laughing vigorously, like a crazy person."

"You and Zhao Boyang are friends, almost always like conjoined twins whenever you have a chance. Sometimes when you see the way the two of you get along, you must think that you are trying to curry favor with others. Who doesn't know that guy is rich? Eldest young master?"

"You're a very impatient and unkind bastard, even though you're always calm."

"I never knew what homosexuality was until I was 15 years old. At that time, I just got my first girlfriend, a child who was hanging around outside. I thought you would never know. The little girl in the fifth and sixth grades of elementary school had an abortion. I had a miscarriage and was beaten to a miscarriage. The life of a gangster is too dark. I feel that my life is completely different from that of the young and Dangerous boys in the movie.

Although we will not be hacked to death in the street so severely, we will never have peace and have no future... Until one day I saw you near a bar I often go to...

You are kneeling in the alley of the back kitchen, the ground is so dirty, Zhao Boyang must not even take a step, but you are kneeling on the ground..."

"Before that, I'd only seen other people blowjob. Never tried it myself.

But I know what the fuck you're doing!I also know that my brain is going crazy with a bang. "

"So then I began to pay more attention to you, and even followed you a few times. The outside is not the same as the outside, I can't imagine that a rich young master like Zhao Boyang who grew up as a child will be as chaotic and decadent as I am, ruining the future... ..."

"But the truth is. I have a future and you don't."

"I thought you must not live to be 20 years old!"

"You seem to always cause trouble, but you rarely fight back. Occasionally, when you fight back, your subordinates will be broken. You have touched almost everything, but you didn't bring your good friend, Zhao Boyang, with you."

"Later, I started to observe Zhao Boyang instead..."

"I was next to you for the first time you attracted fans. Su Pingfei also played this, but I dare not. You are similar to him. You are both bastards who are arrogant and narcissistic, so that you laugh at others every way!"

"When I hit you for the first time, you didn't fight back. In front of so many people, you mocked me in a weird way. I couldn't get angry, so I slapped you, but you just giggled. Stop. Scared my group of friends..."

"You didn't say a word to me when you got back, but the look on your face told me. You seemed very happy...

Or... excited?

How can someone be as neurotic and neurotic as you are, and still laugh when being treated like this? "

"Later, I realized that you were happy because you discovered my inner problems, and you laughed because you could drag me along with you—to that 'hell' you always talk about!"

"You're so strong that the second time I tried to slap you you broke my arm and left me in a cast and bandages for months like an idiot."

"Zhao Boyang said he wanted to go back to City S, to study some shit medical school, and even intentionally or unintentionally wanted to abduct you to a city I've never been to.

I thought someone with no future like you would stand still until he died.

Especially after that girl Tong Mu left.But I never thought that you would be interested in the 'future' without even saying hello. "

"You ruined me, made me a worse, worse person, then left me to struggle in the dark, or even become someone like you who fucked in the garbage Walking dead like cattle. I was going crazy just thinking about it!"

"You are so fucking selfish! As selfish as those pedophiles who only think with their lower body!"

"You and Zhao Boyang are holding hands and running towards a bright future. But what else did you say to me: It's over, let's face the reality-------Bastard words! I did have a future later, and that was to arrest Those bastards like you!"

"Training is hard, and I will think of your face. Tasks are hard, and I will recall the look of you kneeling in the back alley. Handling a case is difficult, and I will see your disgusting expression when you take/drugs... ...you ruined me! Made me see things I shouldn't have seen!"

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"You shouldn't blame me for these things. If you want to blame, you can only blame your own weak willpower." I said, "Just a little bit of temptation, a little bit of suppression, you will obediently fall into the trap, Throwing into the arms of hell-------It's not my fault! It's your own fault!"

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"Yeah, it's not your fault, it's me."

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"So... Dear, what exactly is the power you want to do? To accomplish, to change?"

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"Fulfill my wish after that: punish all the 'devils' who are like you and keep destroying others! The power I want is not to change my so-called 'destiny' 30 or 50 years later! I want you Give me strength, just for my justice!"

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"Ha! 'Justice'! Do you know? Zhao Boyang once told me that! You really are..."

madness.

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"Give me strength."

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"Become my 'alliance' and betray Wen Tao and Mo Yan."

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"make a deal."

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"as you wish……"

"Come on! Take my hand! I'll be your demon!"

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"I hate you! Devil!"

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"Honored."

The author has something to say: So, Xia Jun sold his soul to a devil who was once a god, that's it.When they were all "people", Alan (Yin Yu) took the initiative to show him the temptation of depravity-------indulgence similar to "freedom", and some crazy but very refreshing Violence ------- which makes him a homosexual, plus × sadism. Alan had ruined him - a guy who could have been quite normal - instead of the rascal villain he was now with the same unreasonable fantasies.