[comprehensive] firefly

Tanaka Taro pressed hard on his temples and eye sockets as he acted.It took a while for the splitting headache to subside.

He pressed his face against the plastic tabletop, and the cold touch wiped away the last trace of pain.

Just now, why did you have that kind of thought?

Taro Tanaka, an atheist, will not attribute faults to ghosts and gods, nor will he slander others in order to avoid responsibility.

Is the usual resentment accumulated too deep?

If so, he sighed.

Man, I really can't figure myself out.

When Tanaka Taro was lying on the table, the black mist on his shoulders also flowed onto the table in a similar manner, followed by a sigh.

In a daze, Zhong Jing Narui, a Mandarin teacher in the same office, woke him up.

The man wearing glasses smiled gently, "Tanaka-sensei, are you uncomfortable? Let's change classes and you can take a break."

Only then did Tanaka Taro realize that he had fallen asleep lying on his stomach.

Hastily stood up and apologized, "Sorry, I don't know..."

Zhong Jing Minghai quickly waved his hand, this is also a good old man, he said kindly, "Don't force yourself, if Mr. Tanaka is not feeling well, you must have a good rest."

"No, no." Taro hurriedly waved his hands, "I'm fine now."

After tidying up the teaching aids, it seemed that the last class was only a few minutes away, and Tanaka just woke up to catch up with his own class.

What a thoughtful person.

Although I just had a splitting headache, the next course was unexpectedly popular.

The students said that if the teacher can continue to teach at this level, maybe he will be selected as the most popular teacher of the year.

how come.

Although Tanaka Taro is happy, he still recognizes his own level.

so so.

It may be that it is generally too long, and an occasional outbreak is particularly amazing.

But no matter what, Taro was very happy to be praised by the students.

Probably because of shopping malls.

Then Tanaka saw the scene that made him frustrated in love.

In the classroom, there is a man and a woman, handsome and beautiful.

The kiss is inseparable.

It would be great if it was a student who fell in love with puppies.As a student, let's experience our youth and have a good relationship.

This scene shocked Taro's brain, and the amount of information made him overwhelmed for a moment and began to wander.

For a while, I thought that the difference between myself and handsome guys lies in the word "handsome", and then I thought that money represents personal efforts and can impress women.

Do I really have three ellipses plus one stroke and one stroke so I can draw them at will?

It's too perfunctory.

Why, do I have to encounter this kind of thing?

why me

It was me - did I deserve it?

After the two people in the classroom kissed, Akane Minagawa turned her head and saw the stick figure Taro Tanaka standing at the door, her rippling eyes became more watery, and there was something deep and intoxicating wandering in them.

Akane Minagawa bit the ear with Narumi Zhongjing ambiguously for a while.

Then come out.

She approached Taro Tanaka, standing on tiptoe, showing that the two were very close.

Taro could almost feel the breath on his face.

The person on the opposite side, who he has liked for ten years, used this kind of tone again. After kissing someone just now, he was full of thoughtfulness and condolences, "Listen to Narumi, does Taro have a headache?"

Saying so, he was about to touch Taro's forehead with his hand.

Taro stepped back, tilting his head, his expression unclear, "It's much better already."

The woman withdrew her hand, not caring about her cold reception at all, she turned her head, her hair brushed her cheeks, and smiled, her pale pink lips were shining.

"I see—" she said, "I'm relieved to hear that Taro is well."

Why worry?

You said it as if you were worried about me.

"Yes."

"Thank you."

The woman bid farewell to Taro Narumi again, with light steps and a slender waist.

Taro stared at her shadow on the ground in a daze.

Narumi Zhongjing walked over, and seemed to have not noticed Akane Minagawa's almost teasing behavior towards Taro.

He also expressed his condolences to Taro, and then walked away.

so tired.

How can I be so tired.

It's unbelievable, but it all happened in the morning.A painful morning for Taro.

It's lunch break.

Taro Tanaka received a call from his mother, a country woman who had been in Bingsheng all her life.

The hardest thing I did was to raise Taro Tanaka alone, and the most daring thing was to encourage Taro Tanaka to leave his hometown.

"Go to the big city and see. Young people, don't stay in this country for the rest of your life."

Such a strong woman will always worry about how Taro is doing.

On the phone, the other party's hoarse and rough voice came, with the ramblings of an elderly person, "Taro, how are you doing in Tokyo? No matter the weather is hot or cold, you should be careful not to catch cold. Do you have time to exercise? Mom is not around, so I will be on time. Let's eat……"

Get up early and go to bed early, eat on time, and be safe.

Such a simple thing, my mother said it over and over again.

"Taro, are you okay?"

The mother on the other side kept talking, and Taro on the other side covered his mouth to prevent the choking sound from reaching the other side of the phone, leaving only the sound of tears falling on his pants.

"Da da da."

The mother over there suddenly asked, "Taro, is it raining over there?"

Taro couldn't speak.

The grievance and confusion erupted in an instant, and the unwillingness was mixed with the pain, and the pain was intertwined.

The mother over there waited for a while, but did not receive Taro's answer.

She went on.

finally--

Mom said, "I want you to be happy. Promise me, okay?"

"Mom loves you."

"Hmm." The nasal voice was thick.

[You are also deeply loved. ]

[Why hold a sincere heart and be trampled by others. ]

Dazed, Taro replied——

"Because she is loved too."

It's not the first time I've been sad.

Taro, who is familiar with the way, packed up his mood and went to teach. He applied ice to his eyes to prevent others from seeing it.It's embarrassing, only an immature man would do such a naive move.

What, you are still crying to your mother, making her worry again.

The ice cubes cooled the eyes and the hot brain.

Some sighed self-deprecatingly, picked up the lesson plans and rushed to the classroom.

Teaching is still like a godsend, as if someone guided him to mobilize the emotions of the students.He held the orchestra's baton as if in his hand, and everyone's emotions swayed with his gestures.

Either low or high.

Fascinating.

After teaching, walk to the office, go up another flight of stairs, and then turn the corner to the office.

It's just that it should be time for physical education class, and the corridor is quiet.

Tanaka found it very interesting to hear the rattling sound in his corridor. His eyes moved with his shadow, and all the troubles were far away for a while.

He loved the silence and couldn't help humming a little song.

[Forget about my past.

I can't erase the time of sleep.

I can't be loved, so set me free.

I can't accept your love.

Nor can it soothe your soul.

Just let that pass by.

……](1)

Turning a corner, Taro Tanaka saw a student holding his legs on the stairs, resting his head on his knees, depressed.

This also means that the ditties that Tanaka hums, and the sound of Xingqi dancing on tiptoes are all heard by the other party.

There was silence.

But Taro quickly sorted out his mood and looked at the other party's gloomy look.

—Is it a family dispute?

——Or school bullying?

He stomped heavily and walked up the steps.Want to remind the student of his arrival.

Before I sat down, I heard the red-haired female student ask, "Has the teacher ever been in a relationship?"

"The person who loves deeply, loves others deeply, what should I do?" (2)

Tanaka is at a loss. As a crush who has failed for ten years, he can't answer such emotional questions. Let a failed crush answer such questions. His experience must be a wrong case.

For example, sincerity cannot be exchanged for sincerity.

The one who falls in love first is the loser.

"What else can I do?" The scene of Akane Minagawa and Narumi Zhongjing embracing came to mind.

"If you fall in love with someone without permission, you should be prepared to fail and be rejected."

"Even if you know that the other party's heart belongs to you. Even if you know that she will never fall in love with you."

"What else can I do?"

As he spoke, he covered his eyes with his hands.

"However, feelings are something that cannot be controlled."

"What else can I do?"

The red-haired female student Ebato Sanae just made a slip of the tongue and was in confusion and pain, so she could only ask for help at a loss. Hearing this kind of words only made her more sad.

Two lonely crushes, dejected and depressed.

Afternoon sunlight dragged a long afterglow into the transparent glass, reflecting a piece of orange on the tiled floor.The tiles are smooth, holding a pool of glistening water.

This lonely atmosphere made the situation more and more bleak.

In the silent teaching building, the two sat silently.

Love and worry.

With tears in my eyes, deep love.

The black shadow that entangled Taro for nearly a day and night appeared, and it floated to Taro's side, and took a place on the steps, watching the sunset outside the window.

It stretched out its hand and caught the tears falling from Taro's fingers.

Form emerges.

beauty.

Black evil.

Pure goodness.

A little Akagi love.

Three colors interweave to form the person in front of him.

The author has something to say:

(1) [starsky]

(2) It seems to be in the book [White Horse Roaring West Wind], but I can't remember clearly.

(3) Finally changed QVQ

(4) It's Zongman World, so I changed a lot of places.

Such as middle school name, school age and so on.

The private setting is like a mountain, and the brain hole is like the sea.

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