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My face was so red that half the sky, could it be that girl is going to counterattack?No, I absolutely can't let this kind of terrible thing happen. I imagined that Qi Zi looked at me with a frightened expression when she was on top of me, and finally stretched out the palm of the big bad wolf to tease me slowly. The little white sheep lying under her...
After washing up with such an apprehensive heart, when she returned to the bedroom, Qi Zi had already woken up, her half-open nightgown was loosely draped over her body, revealing a large piece of jade muscle, lying on the bed and looking at me lazily , the whole body is a little more charming after the passion of a woman.I went over to lie on the bed, held her in my arms, and kissed her forehead again and again...
"Why did you wake up so early? When I woke up, I found that you were gone. I was so scared that I suddenly woke up!" Qi Zi pouted and wriggled on my body dissatisfied, trying to find a more comfortable position, and finally moved I stopped when I was about to burn myself.
I looked at her dotingly, and said with a smile: "So, you still haven't woken up?"
"That's right! Who told you that you couldn't get enough of your desire last night, and you asked for it so many times. Now your waist is still sore!"
"Then I'll rub it for you, all over the body..."
"Bastard, where do you put your hands!"
……
After another passion, it was finally time to have breakfast, and Qi Zi and I came to the garden.There are all kinds of dining tables here, corresponding to the theme of your own room, which is a bit unique!Qi Zi and I found our exclusive dining table and sat down with a breakfast plate full of food.
"Today's breakfast looks delicious!" Qi Zi picked up the toast and ate it with big mouthfuls, talking vaguely while moving towards me.
"No matter how you eat, you are not honest!" I put down the milk and wiped off the oil stains around her mouth.
"I want you to hug me and feed me breakfast. Hurry up!" Qi Zi looked at me wronged, as if she was suddenly pregnant with my child and asked me to be responsible.
Facts have proved that this is also the case. I am the chief culprit for tossing her into what she is now, and I should indeed be responsible.After letting Qi Zi sit on my lap and feeding her another sip of milk, I foolishly asked, "Honey, do you like it?"
Qi Zi looked at me with a smirk, and said in a low voice, "I just like your innocent appearance." Then she turned her head and sat on my lap peacefully and shouted at Lynn who was walking towards her, "Lynne, come here. Here, let's have breakfast together!"
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☆, I am your only support
This is the case for a lover, her trap is a sugar-coated hut at any time, and I am willing to jump into it.
Looking at Lynn walking towards me, smiling, she showed me her confidence all the time.The charm she exudes is completely different from Qi Zi. If Qi Zi is a cup of sweet milk, then she is bitter coffee without sugar. She wants to refuse, but after drinking it, she has endless aftertaste.
Qi Zi sat on my lap calmly, moved her lips, and said softly without changing her expression: "I finally know why you and her have been entangled for so long! This kind of woman, if it were me, I would I won't be able to bear it either." After finishing speaking, he waved his hand and called Lynn to come here.
I responded in a low voice: "Then you haven't seen her in uniform. It was at that time that I fell into it when I was young and frivolous. I didn't expect it to be four years." After I finished speaking, I clearly felt the surrounding The air temperature dropped instantly.
This should be their first meeting. Yesterday's chance meeting was somewhat unexpected. They didn't have much communication, and they hurriedly went their separate ways.
I know the reason why Qi Zi said that is because Lynn in front of her took off yesterday's cartoon pajamas and put on a floor-length dress, her long golden hair was casually draped behind her head, and her dark blue eyes watched I……
"Sit down and eat together!" I smiled awkwardly, trying to push Qi Zi away, but who knows that guy is like a dog skin plaster, no matter how violent the storm is, she will not move.
Lynn still refused to put down the plate in her hand, she just looked at Qi Zi and me with a smile, and said, "It's a bit inconvenient!"
"It's nothing inconvenient, or...you are the one who is inconvenient?" Qi Zi pointed to the blond boy who was walking towards him, with a smile that was extremely comfortable after being bathed in the sun.
The boy looked younger than me, with a sunny smile, like a young lady walking out of the TV, looking at him reminded me of Leonardo when he was young.When he walked to Lynn's side, he naturally kissed Lynn's hair, and said in a magnetic voice: "My dear, thank you!" Then he extended his hand to Qi Zi friendly, "I know you , your name is Qi Zi, and you are a big star. I always listened to your songs when I was in the United States, but now I realized it after seeing a real person. Not only your voice, but even you are so charming. The first time we met , my name is Alan."
Qi Zi stood up from my lap and smiled, "Really? Then I really want to thank you for your compliment!"
Before Alan could speak, Lynn pulled him to sit down, pointed to him, and pointed to me, and then began to bury her head in breakfast. The simplest introduction of this elegant and coquettish woman made me talk to Alan. They made an indelible impression on each other.
This was the most embarrassing breakfast I've ever had. Four people sat around without much communication, only the sound of knives and forks was heard.Allen's sudden appearance is undoubtedly a good thing for Qi Zi, at least she won't worry that Lynn and I will have a bloody drama about the resurgence of our old relationship.It's just that she didn't know that all the people Lynn had close contact with before were women. It wasn't that she had a soft spot for women, but that she had a natural aversion to men's bodies and was always rejecting them.
And this is what has been haunting me throughout breakfast. What kind of reason brought her and a man together?
After breakfast, the four of us walked on the streets of the small town of Annecy, which is different from the streets of Paris, showing us exotic customs all the time.I walked side by side with Qi Zi, even though this is in France, but I know that she still can't stand the strange eyes cast by others.And Lynn and Allen walked together hand in hand. To be honest, it seemed a bit like a sister coaxing a younger brother. From them, I couldn't find any look of a couple.
When passing by a coffee shop, Allen pointed to the various desserts in the window and said cheerfully: "The things here look delicious! Come on, let's go in."
Lin En helped her forehead and said to Qi Zi and me: "Let's go together!"
Before I could open my mouth, Qi Zi took my hand and swaggered in, opened the door, and a thick milky smell came over my nostrils.We sat on the sofa near the window, and the four of us ordered four cups of coffee, and then stared at each other with big eyes, and no one spoke.
When the female boss served the coffee, she looked at the four of us suspiciously, her eyes seemed to appreciate a war that was about to break out, and she was always full of anticipation.
"Are you going to keep silent like this?" Qi Zi said to herself while drinking the coffee.
Needless to say, the embarrassing atmosphere we are in is caused by me. I dare not face Lynn calmly. Although we are completely over, I still feel ashamed of her.
Lynne bent down and brought the coffee with sugar in front of me, then lowered her head and continued to stir the cup of coffee that belonged to me: "I remember Joss likes coffee with a lot of sugar, right?"
"Well, thank you." I sneaked a glance at Qi Zi after finishing my coffee, and saw that she was looking at me with a smile. The four white teeth she showed looked like sharp wolf teeth to me, and they would always catch me bit off his neck.
Allen looked at the three of us without saying a word. Even if she is a fool, she should know the relationship between the three of us by now.Therefore, no man would choose to ask for trouble in this place. If there are three women in one drama, if there are too many things to watch in this drama, it will cause fire.As the name suggests, he will naturally find an unreliable reason to leave, such as going out to buy fruit in a place where there is no fruit stand on the whole street.
As soon as Allen left, Qi Zi found an excuse to leave together. Compared with Allen's excuse, she was much smarter, saying that she was going to the bathroom to touch up her makeup.Qi Zi left my sight for less than a minute, and I received a text message from her: "You take care of your own affairs. Although this European and American woman is very attractive, it's good to change her taste from time to time. For example, as a I am the representative figure of Oriental women."
I smiled and put my phone on the sofa, thinking about her expression when she sent this text message. It is undeniable that she is indeed a jealous girl!
"If this person doesn't get jealous for you, it means she doesn't love you enough." Lynn looked at me with a smile, the sunlight outside the window shone on her golden hair, reflecting the gentlest side of the woman in front of her.
She has always been a symbol of wisdom in my heart, an excellent and perfect woman, but that incident left a fatal stain on her flawless life.
"But if she keeps being jealous, you might not be able to stand it!" I joked.
"So I never get jealous inexplicably, because I know that if you don't do that for a long time, no matter if you are a man or a woman, you will feel tired. Grasp your own scale, which is what a smart woman should have." Lynn Staring into my eyes, as if trying to find out what answer she wanted from it.
When I raised my head and looked at her, I saw the relief in her heart, she should have thought of it a long time ago, now from my eyes, Qi Zi is the only one I can see.
"So you have always been a smart woman! You never do things in vain. Lynn, this encounter is not by chance!" I said straight to the point.
What Lynn said next made me understand that fate is always playing hide-and-seek with me, giving me a blow when I am stable, and then hiding in an unknown corner, playing the most childish hide-and-seek game.
It's just that this time I have to fight with all my strength, because I am no longer alone, there is someone who has to rely on my thin shoulders, and I am her all and only support...
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☆, the first time I said I love you
After the sun slowly sets the curtain, it represents the end of the sunshine, but it does not mean the end of the day.As long as there are people, there will be stories!
Looking at the gorgeous sunset through the window, I know that soon I will be like the sunset, sinking to the bottom. , thinking over and over again of the difficulties I will face next, perhaps I cannot predict them.
No matter how hard I tried, I couldn't forget what Lynn said to me in the coffee shop. It was like a nightmare that haunted me and I couldn't escape.
"Do you think you can protect Qi Zi with your current ability?" Lynn raised her eyebrows lightly, looked at me with a half-smile, and kept tapping the rim of the coffee cup with the spoon in her hand. Make a crisp sound.
"What do you want to say?" Hearing Qi Zi's name, my heart skipped a beat.
"Joss, let me tell you straight to the point, someone is going to attack you, and that's the purpose of my visit this time." When Lynn said this, her expression was very natural, as if saying that I drank a cup of coffee Simple.
"The purpose of those people is not me, right!" My life has been very peaceful recently, and I haven't provoked anyone, so no one would choose to do anything to me at such a time. In this case, there is only one possibility, which is to restrain me and lure the snake out of the hole .
Lynn threw the coffee spoon into the cup and said seriously: "Yes, the person those people are looking for is your mother. Joss, I know you must have not contacted your mother for a long time, otherwise, they would not Think of this way to lure the snake out of the hole. You must not act rashly now, let alone think about what you can do for your mother, they have already followed you, and once your mother shows up, you will know the result. "
"Am I just sitting there waiting to die like this? I, Joss, is not that kind of person. I can't do it if I want to watch others dismember me!" I held my phone in my hand excitedly, and as soon as I turned on the screen, It was snatched by Lynn.
"Joss, you can't be so impulsive! Since those people dare to attack you, there must be a reason." Lynn held my hand with a solemn expression, and I could feel the trembling when she touched my skin.
I let go of Lynn's hand, looked out of the window mockingly, and said lightly: "Their reason is that my mother is in a dilemma, is she going bankrupt, right? Or is it worse than this, she was Evidence was captured."
"You are besieged on all sides. Not long ago, your mother was wanted by the international police on the grounds of selling arms. Now the whole upper class knows the news. So, you should be aware of your current situation!"
Situation?My situation is to pretend to be a pig and eat a tiger, and continue to pretend to be crazy and stupid, as if nothing happened?
When Qi Zi and I were sticking together, when I swiped my credit card carefree, when I wanted to stay with Qi Zi forever, that woman who has loved me for 22 years, what are you doing? Where, what a tormented life!
I want to see you, Mom... I really want to.
The rustling of footsteps behind me interrupted my nightmare, and when I turned around, I only missed hitting the cone a few centimeters away from me.
Qi Zi stuffed the cone into my hand, looked at me with a smile on her face, and stood obediently in front of me, without saying a word, just smiling, occasionally blinking mischievously.
"What? Do you want a reward?" I forced a smile and licked a small mouthful of the cone. This thing is like a tranquilizer to me. It tastes sweet in my mouth, but only I know the taste in my heart .
"Shouldn't I have it? They bought you a cone, and you didn't show anything." Qi Zi sat on the bed angrily, ate the cone, and stared at me from time to time. When I stared at her motionless, I said happily: "What are you looking at? Don't look at me like that, okay? I'm so used to it!"
I put down the cone and walked in front of Qi Zi curiously, stretched out my hand to wipe off the cream on the tip of her nose, and looked at her puzzled: "Woman, you seem to have misunderstood! I'm curious about this."
Seeing the cream on my finger, Qi Zi's face immediately burned up, and she faltered and explained: "No...it's not what you think, I...I don't know what's going on, once I eat this Things...will be eaten all over the face."
"How can someone eat cones all over their face!" I looked at her like a monster, and looked at her solemnly while holding back a smile.
"I... I don't know, that's it, what should I do!" Qi Zi lowered her head like a child and dared not look at me, probably because she was afraid that I would see her face covered in cream.
From the lips to the tip of the nose, and then to the cheeks, the white cream spread almost all over the face, as funny as it could be!It really made me wonder if this woman is the queen of music who conquered thousands of people.
"Then don't eat the cone!" I suddenly had an evil thought in my heart, and slowly approached her.
Qi Zi stared at me sincerely like a baby in kindergarten: "Then what to eat!"
I closed my eyes and leaned over to hold her creamy lips, which were smooth and sweet, with a faint milky fragrance, wandering in the most divine feeling.
"I love you!"
Qi Zi was slightly startled, holding the cone in her hand and closing her eyes, she quietly responded to me, and clinging to me like a bird, this kiss made her completely rule out the old relationship between me and Lynn. conflict.
I always believe that fate is destined, that is, no matter how much twists and turns you make, you will still look back.I know that people who really love me will definitely wait for me!Kiss, the most sacred and pure representative, can wake up the dreamer with a kiss, and it also made me give up the idea of going back to Canada alone.
I think as long as she is willing, I will drag Qi Zi to dance together even if she is to jump the Yellow River. I really don’t trust a woman who can eat cones all over her face. What will her life be like without her alone? .
Hearing the more and more rapid breathing in my ears, I couldn't help but move my hand to Qi Zi's collar, and slowly explored towards the mysterious twin peaks...
"Joss, Joss! Are you there? Let's go out together!" Allen's annoying voice was like a bolt from the blue, making me wish I could take a revolver and blow his head off.
Qi Zi pushed me away in a panic, straightened the messy clothes, walked to the door and responded briefly, and when Alan disappeared completely before our eyes, she looked at me with a kind of joyful eyes after being released: "Go!" Go! Your ex-girlfriend asked us to go out for a walk, or, you have to wait for me to come back here before continuing!"
I:"……"
Lake Annecy at night spreads in this small town like an oil painting. Under the embellishment of dotted lights, the sparkling lake is like a big mirror, reflecting the mood of our group of people walking by the lake. Various poses.
Allen rubbed his blond hair that was blown by the wind, and looked at Qi Zi who was more than one meter away from me with a smile: "I already know the relationship between the two of you, why are you so embarrassed! I don't mind you being with me There's a lesbian movie in front of me."
I took Qi Zi's hand and glared at him: "Stay honest! I think you are still a minor. Are you interested in those eighteen forbidden things!"
Allen was choked speechless by me, and walked in the front with a dry smile, but Lynn, she looked at Allen without the affection that couples should have, and more, she cared and loved Allen .Based on what I know about Lynn, I should have thought that the relationship between her and Allen is not as simple as a couple.
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☆、Mysterious paper
The head-on wind hit the face coolly, carrying the humidity of the lake, and also carrying a quiet smell.
The four of us sat on a bench by the lake, just sitting quietly, and no one said a word.In a play with three women, if there is one more man, there will be one more audience watching the play, and the end of the play will become a silent film.
Finally unable to bear the atmosphere, Allen stood up and walked towards the park not far away.
"Where are you going?" Lynn asked hurriedly, standing up.
"When I came here just now, I saw someone selling paintings over there. I'll take a look and I'll be back in a while." Allen turned his head and looked at Lynn with a smile, and then rushed to Qi Zi who was already standing beside Lynn. Said: "Let's go together! I think you don't like this atmosphere!"
Qi Zi looked back at me, as if waiting for my answer.
"Go! I have something to tell Lynn." I took off my coat and put it on Qi Zi, nodded her forehead, and said with a smile: "Woman, remember, don't attract others when you go out!"
"No way!" Qi Zi kissed me lightly on the cheek, and then trotted all the way to the park, turning her head to look at me from time to time.
Tonight, she looks like an innocent girl, so young, with ignorant longing and yearning for love, and her heart is full of expectations for our future.
Because I said the first sentence in my life to her, I love you.
I didn't sit down until Qi Zi's figure disappeared from my sight, but when I saw Lynn looking at me, the doubts in my heart were like floods breaking through the embankment, rolling in and couldn't be stopped.If I don't ask, I may never be able to get rid of this knot, and I will toss and turn in it for the rest of my life.
"Qi Zi seems very excited today, did you do something to her?" Lynn asked before I could speak.
I looked at the woman in front of me, with a nearly perfect western face, she showed her self-confidence to people who admired her all the time, but when I said that sentence, I clearly saw the unwillingness and helplessness in her heart , she couldn't let it go.
"I told her the first sentence in my life I love you!"
For the next few minutes, all I could hear was the rush of the lake, and Lynn sat next to me, miles away, avoiding my honesty with her.
After a long time, she slowly opened her mouth: "She... is the first woman you love, right?"
"It's the first one, and the last one." I held Lynn's cold and trembling hand, sniffed, and looked at her tightly flushed eyes, "We can't escape the reality, we have to choose to accept it. Lynn Um, sorry!"
"It's okay, I gladly accept your apology." Lynne rubbed her dry eye sockets, and put a kiss on my forehead coolly, "This is my most basic etiquette for you as a friend, you won't Say no!"
"I won't, even though I like you very much, but I know that's not love. I also know who is the one who will spend my whole life with me!" I hugged Lynn, buried my head in her blond hair, and said What I want to say most: "Lynne, if we really have entanglements in the next life, I would rather be the one who gets hurt. I don't want to see a smart woman like you do such stupid things that deceive oneself and others. "
Lynn patted my back gently with her hands, as gentle as before. I just don't want to face the fact that there are actually two women who are infinitely tolerant to me.It's just this woman, I don't want to think of her kindness to me, my heart is very small, I can't tolerate another person anymore!
If it's because of love that you become selfish, then I think it's justifiable.
"You knew it early on, right? Why didn't you tell me!" Lynn hugged my body tightly, her voice was soft and full of attraction, "Alan is the boss' younger brother, this time, he just came to play a farce with me That's all. I know that with Qi Zi's personality, if she sees me alone in front of you, she will go crazy. She loves you so much that she wants to take you as her own!"
As soon as Lynn finished speaking, my heart was full of mixed feelings. I owed Lynn, and I'm afraid I'll never be able to pay it back.She will care about the people around me, and I can only choose to care about her with the most distant relationship. This is the only thing I can do for her.
I let go of Lynn and stared at the lake in a daze, wanting to take out a cigarette, but suddenly thought that the clothes and cigarettes were in Qi Zi's place, so I had to withdraw my hand and scratched my head in embarrassment.
Lynn seems to be the roundworm in my stomach, she can understand everything about me.Pointing to the right with her index finger wearing a Cartier diamond ring, she said: "Your cigarettes and your people are back! It's just that the mood doesn't seem to be very good."
I turned my head and looked at Qi Zi who was walking towards me. Her face was pale, and she was holding a piece of paper tightly in her hand. Like a puppet with a broken string, she was manipulated by a silent force.When passing by me, he said weakly: "I don't feel well, I want to go back."
I didn't ask much, nodded, took her hand and walked towards the hotel.At this moment of skin contact, I felt an unprecedented coldness. What was different from the past was that this time, the temperature was like a steady stream of cold air, until Qi Zi's whole body was completely frozen.
Alan has kept his head down since he and Qi Zi came back, and he didn't say a word until they arrived at the hotel. His reaction made me even more uneasy about Qi Zi.
When I brought the dinner into the room, the whole house was silent, and I could hear Qi Zi's uneven breathing when I listened carefully.Maybe it was because she was too tired after all this ordeal, Qi Zi fell asleep early, lying on her side on the bed, with wet tears still hanging on her face, her left hand was placed on her heart, and the right hand was still holding the paper Refusing to let go, the significance of that piece of paper to her, is it possible to let go of her own life?
When I saw the jewelry box on the bedside table, I remembered it very clearly. It contained the medicine that Qi Zi would never leave in her whole life.
She is avoiding me, avoiding the past that she wants to forget but can't forget...
That night, Qi Zi and I were lying on the same bed, but it felt like she was far away from me.Successfully sealed myself off, let me slowly feel fear, tortured by this feeling of being far and near, and feel the pain I have brought to her, and now, she has done it.
All night, facing each other, without words.
When she woke up the next day, it was already past nine o'clock in the morning, and Qi Zi was still fast asleep, but the piece of paper in her hand was gone.Seeing her peaceful sleeping face, I knew she must have put the piece of paper somewhere I couldn't find after waking up, and then fell asleep peacefully.
"You still don't believe me? Is there anything you can't tell me?" I stroked her black hair and smiled wryly.
It was raining patter outside, and the raindrops hit the glass, making a dull sound.I turned my head and looked out the window, thinking that the small town of Annecy was a good place to let Qi Zi and I relax completely, but I didn't expect that after all, we couldn't escape something called fate.
Maybe it's because I'm too focused, I don't know when there are more hands around my waist...
"Is it raining outside?" Qi Zi leaned her head on my back, and the strength of her hands around her waist became heavier, which gave me a faint illusion of suffocation.
"Well, you're awake!" I held Qi Zihuan's hand around my waist, and looked back at her with a smile. For some reason, I suddenly had the idea that this woman in front of me was so strange. I get it, she's avoiding me.
Avoid my eyes, my questioning and my responsibilities.
"I woke up a long time ago, but I saw that you were still sleeping, so I lay on the bed and slept for a while!" Qi Zi smiled softly, her eyes were full of lazy and charming taste, but the flickering panic was gone. Can't escape my eyes.
I grabbed her by the shoulders, looked at her with a serious face, this is seriousness that I have never had before, and said word by word: "Tell me what happened last night!"
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For you, I fight!
☆, tears, born because of you
Everything was as I expected, after Qi Zi heard this sentence, her face "swiped" and changed color, instantly pale as paper.
The whole person turned over the pillow as if he had lost his soul, and saw that the piece of paper underneath was placed there safe and sound, then turned his head and looked at me slowly, his face was ashen-colored, tears streaming down his face.
"What do you want to know?" Qi Zi bit her chapped lips with her white teeth, and spoke out a few words with difficulty.
"Everything about you." This is not only a test for her, but also a torture for me. I want to protect her by my side and prevent her from getting hurt.But in the end, I opened up her scabbed wound again.
"You don't believe me?" Qi Zi's body trembled uncontrollably, her tears fell off drop by drop like broken pearls, but she never left the paper in her hand.
There is a secret hidden in this piece of paper, so secret that even I will be shut out.
Looking at her trembling body, I wanted to stretch out my hand and hold this petite body in my arms, saying "I am here, I will always be here" over and over again.Now that I said this, what does it mean, am I watching her jokes, or am I declaring my sovereignty, telling her that your scars were uncovered by me.
I went to the bedside table, took out a cigarette and lit it myself, took a puff of smoke, suppressed the soreness in my throat, and slowly squeezed out three words: "I didn't."
"You have! You obviously have, otherwise, why would you ask me such a question, why don't you believe me!" Obviously, my simple words made Qi Zi's emotions extremely agitated. Lit under my spark.
"I don't believe you, I just asked you what's going on." I put out the cigarette in my hand, walked over, looked at Qi Zi's face wet with tears, and in an instant, I stretched out my hand to hug her He hugged her in his arms, but was pushed away fiercely by Qi Zi.
This was the first time in a long time that I saw anger in her eyes, mixed with contempt for me, and said coldly: "Don't touch me."
The dissatisfaction accumulated in my heart for so long was completely let go at this time, I raised my voice, and shouted: "Shouldn't I know everything about you? I just want to find out why you came back yesterday and now you seem to be lost. Like a soul, I want you to tell me what happened. No matter how big it is, we will solve it together. But you, you completely shut yourself off, completely indifferent to my concerns, just like I am Like a stranger. Between us, you don't trust me!"
"I don't trust you? I don't trust you!" Qi Zi suddenly raised her head and looked at me, her eyes were filled with determination, holding back the tears that were about to flow, and took a deep breath, trying to take back the tears , but this is in vain.
She didn't know that her pretending to be strong made me feel distressed. She wanted to hug but was approached by a way. This was her greatest cruelty to me.
"Qi Zi..."
"Don't call me by my name, Joss, you don't deserve it!"
Seeing the disgust in her eyes, I felt that I was really cut off. The cold air around made me feel colder than ever. In my impression, she had never treated me like this before.I can't describe what kind of mood this is. I only know that I am supporting myself with a belief, not moving, not retreating, not falling down.
I twitched the corners of my mouth and said with a forced smile: "Okay, tell me, who deserves it! Is that the person you saw yesterday? A person with only one appointment, so you are fascinated by him like a walking dead? It seems that this French It’s really good, there are romances everywhere!”
"Snapped!!!"
Seeing Qi Zi's raised palm slowly fall, I realized that I had been slapped.If I remember correctly, this is the first time!
Touching the hot left side of my cheek, I didn't even feel any pain. Compared with these, the pain in my heart was much more.However, if the human heart is numb, can it still be conscious?Won't.
"Joss, you bastard!" Qi Zi bit her lower lip tightly, until a scarlet liquid slowly fell from her mouth, dripping on the white carpet, dripping on my heart.
I looked at her with a wry smile, and suddenly raised my hand, facing her...
Seeing Qi Zi's tightly closed eyes, I suddenly felt very funny, she was protecting herself, she was rejecting me.She thought I was going to hit her!
Qi Zi, what should I do to make you feel that I am a person who is at ease and worthy of your dependence.Instead of giving me a slap after you slap me, I slap you back like a beast, barking to break you up.
When the palm of my hand fell on Qi Zi's ear, I still couldn't hold it back, I applied it lightly, and slowly stroked the outline that only belonged to me. , I saw myself.
Knowing the heartache, but still forced to smile, even though the tears have already fallen, but still have a calm demeanor.This is the most failed mask I have worn since I was an agent. Anyone with eyes can see through it.
"Do you think I'm going to hit you? In your consciousness, if you hit me, I must fight back, right? This time, you guessed wrong! Because... that slap really hurts, so ...I don't want you to hurt like me..."
Qi Zi stared at me, turned around slowly, and sat on the edge of the bed, bypassing my raised hands, watching the rain outside the window.No matter how it pours down, Qi Zi still doesn't move.
I put on my coat and walked behind her, and said softly; "To be honest, until now, I still hate that person you saw last night. He is not a good person, otherwise, you would not take that medicine! You don't want to see I, I'm leaving. But, I... will come back, remember to leave the door for me." After I finished speaking, I walked out of the room without looking back.
The moment the door was closed, I don't know if it was her crying or
After washing up with such an apprehensive heart, when she returned to the bedroom, Qi Zi had already woken up, her half-open nightgown was loosely draped over her body, revealing a large piece of jade muscle, lying on the bed and looking at me lazily , the whole body is a little more charming after the passion of a woman.I went over to lie on the bed, held her in my arms, and kissed her forehead again and again...
"Why did you wake up so early? When I woke up, I found that you were gone. I was so scared that I suddenly woke up!" Qi Zi pouted and wriggled on my body dissatisfied, trying to find a more comfortable position, and finally moved I stopped when I was about to burn myself.
I looked at her dotingly, and said with a smile: "So, you still haven't woken up?"
"That's right! Who told you that you couldn't get enough of your desire last night, and you asked for it so many times. Now your waist is still sore!"
"Then I'll rub it for you, all over the body..."
"Bastard, where do you put your hands!"
……
After another passion, it was finally time to have breakfast, and Qi Zi and I came to the garden.There are all kinds of dining tables here, corresponding to the theme of your own room, which is a bit unique!Qi Zi and I found our exclusive dining table and sat down with a breakfast plate full of food.
"Today's breakfast looks delicious!" Qi Zi picked up the toast and ate it with big mouthfuls, talking vaguely while moving towards me.
"No matter how you eat, you are not honest!" I put down the milk and wiped off the oil stains around her mouth.
"I want you to hug me and feed me breakfast. Hurry up!" Qi Zi looked at me wronged, as if she was suddenly pregnant with my child and asked me to be responsible.
Facts have proved that this is also the case. I am the chief culprit for tossing her into what she is now, and I should indeed be responsible.After letting Qi Zi sit on my lap and feeding her another sip of milk, I foolishly asked, "Honey, do you like it?"
Qi Zi looked at me with a smirk, and said in a low voice, "I just like your innocent appearance." Then she turned her head and sat on my lap peacefully and shouted at Lynn who was walking towards her, "Lynne, come here. Here, let's have breakfast together!"
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☆, I am your only support
This is the case for a lover, her trap is a sugar-coated hut at any time, and I am willing to jump into it.
Looking at Lynn walking towards me, smiling, she showed me her confidence all the time.The charm she exudes is completely different from Qi Zi. If Qi Zi is a cup of sweet milk, then she is bitter coffee without sugar. She wants to refuse, but after drinking it, she has endless aftertaste.
Qi Zi sat on my lap calmly, moved her lips, and said softly without changing her expression: "I finally know why you and her have been entangled for so long! This kind of woman, if it were me, I would I won't be able to bear it either." After finishing speaking, he waved his hand and called Lynn to come here.
I responded in a low voice: "Then you haven't seen her in uniform. It was at that time that I fell into it when I was young and frivolous. I didn't expect it to be four years." After I finished speaking, I clearly felt the surrounding The air temperature dropped instantly.
This should be their first meeting. Yesterday's chance meeting was somewhat unexpected. They didn't have much communication, and they hurriedly went their separate ways.
I know the reason why Qi Zi said that is because Lynn in front of her took off yesterday's cartoon pajamas and put on a floor-length dress, her long golden hair was casually draped behind her head, and her dark blue eyes watched I……
"Sit down and eat together!" I smiled awkwardly, trying to push Qi Zi away, but who knows that guy is like a dog skin plaster, no matter how violent the storm is, she will not move.
Lynn still refused to put down the plate in her hand, she just looked at Qi Zi and me with a smile, and said, "It's a bit inconvenient!"
"It's nothing inconvenient, or...you are the one who is inconvenient?" Qi Zi pointed to the blond boy who was walking towards him, with a smile that was extremely comfortable after being bathed in the sun.
The boy looked younger than me, with a sunny smile, like a young lady walking out of the TV, looking at him reminded me of Leonardo when he was young.When he walked to Lynn's side, he naturally kissed Lynn's hair, and said in a magnetic voice: "My dear, thank you!" Then he extended his hand to Qi Zi friendly, "I know you , your name is Qi Zi, and you are a big star. I always listened to your songs when I was in the United States, but now I realized it after seeing a real person. Not only your voice, but even you are so charming. The first time we met , my name is Alan."
Qi Zi stood up from my lap and smiled, "Really? Then I really want to thank you for your compliment!"
Before Alan could speak, Lynn pulled him to sit down, pointed to him, and pointed to me, and then began to bury her head in breakfast. The simplest introduction of this elegant and coquettish woman made me talk to Alan. They made an indelible impression on each other.
This was the most embarrassing breakfast I've ever had. Four people sat around without much communication, only the sound of knives and forks was heard.Allen's sudden appearance is undoubtedly a good thing for Qi Zi, at least she won't worry that Lynn and I will have a bloody drama about the resurgence of our old relationship.It's just that she didn't know that all the people Lynn had close contact with before were women. It wasn't that she had a soft spot for women, but that she had a natural aversion to men's bodies and was always rejecting them.
And this is what has been haunting me throughout breakfast. What kind of reason brought her and a man together?
After breakfast, the four of us walked on the streets of the small town of Annecy, which is different from the streets of Paris, showing us exotic customs all the time.I walked side by side with Qi Zi, even though this is in France, but I know that she still can't stand the strange eyes cast by others.And Lynn and Allen walked together hand in hand. To be honest, it seemed a bit like a sister coaxing a younger brother. From them, I couldn't find any look of a couple.
When passing by a coffee shop, Allen pointed to the various desserts in the window and said cheerfully: "The things here look delicious! Come on, let's go in."
Lin En helped her forehead and said to Qi Zi and me: "Let's go together!"
Before I could open my mouth, Qi Zi took my hand and swaggered in, opened the door, and a thick milky smell came over my nostrils.We sat on the sofa near the window, and the four of us ordered four cups of coffee, and then stared at each other with big eyes, and no one spoke.
When the female boss served the coffee, she looked at the four of us suspiciously, her eyes seemed to appreciate a war that was about to break out, and she was always full of anticipation.
"Are you going to keep silent like this?" Qi Zi said to herself while drinking the coffee.
Needless to say, the embarrassing atmosphere we are in is caused by me. I dare not face Lynn calmly. Although we are completely over, I still feel ashamed of her.
Lynne bent down and brought the coffee with sugar in front of me, then lowered her head and continued to stir the cup of coffee that belonged to me: "I remember Joss likes coffee with a lot of sugar, right?"
"Well, thank you." I sneaked a glance at Qi Zi after finishing my coffee, and saw that she was looking at me with a smile. The four white teeth she showed looked like sharp wolf teeth to me, and they would always catch me bit off his neck.
Allen looked at the three of us without saying a word. Even if she is a fool, she should know the relationship between the three of us by now.Therefore, no man would choose to ask for trouble in this place. If there are three women in one drama, if there are too many things to watch in this drama, it will cause fire.As the name suggests, he will naturally find an unreliable reason to leave, such as going out to buy fruit in a place where there is no fruit stand on the whole street.
As soon as Allen left, Qi Zi found an excuse to leave together. Compared with Allen's excuse, she was much smarter, saying that she was going to the bathroom to touch up her makeup.Qi Zi left my sight for less than a minute, and I received a text message from her: "You take care of your own affairs. Although this European and American woman is very attractive, it's good to change her taste from time to time. For example, as a I am the representative figure of Oriental women."
I smiled and put my phone on the sofa, thinking about her expression when she sent this text message. It is undeniable that she is indeed a jealous girl!
"If this person doesn't get jealous for you, it means she doesn't love you enough." Lynn looked at me with a smile, the sunlight outside the window shone on her golden hair, reflecting the gentlest side of the woman in front of her.
She has always been a symbol of wisdom in my heart, an excellent and perfect woman, but that incident left a fatal stain on her flawless life.
"But if she keeps being jealous, you might not be able to stand it!" I joked.
"So I never get jealous inexplicably, because I know that if you don't do that for a long time, no matter if you are a man or a woman, you will feel tired. Grasp your own scale, which is what a smart woman should have." Lynn Staring into my eyes, as if trying to find out what answer she wanted from it.
When I raised my head and looked at her, I saw the relief in her heart, she should have thought of it a long time ago, now from my eyes, Qi Zi is the only one I can see.
"So you have always been a smart woman! You never do things in vain. Lynn, this encounter is not by chance!" I said straight to the point.
What Lynn said next made me understand that fate is always playing hide-and-seek with me, giving me a blow when I am stable, and then hiding in an unknown corner, playing the most childish hide-and-seek game.
It's just that this time I have to fight with all my strength, because I am no longer alone, there is someone who has to rely on my thin shoulders, and I am her all and only support...
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☆, the first time I said I love you
After the sun slowly sets the curtain, it represents the end of the sunshine, but it does not mean the end of the day.As long as there are people, there will be stories!
Looking at the gorgeous sunset through the window, I know that soon I will be like the sunset, sinking to the bottom. , thinking over and over again of the difficulties I will face next, perhaps I cannot predict them.
No matter how hard I tried, I couldn't forget what Lynn said to me in the coffee shop. It was like a nightmare that haunted me and I couldn't escape.
"Do you think you can protect Qi Zi with your current ability?" Lynn raised her eyebrows lightly, looked at me with a half-smile, and kept tapping the rim of the coffee cup with the spoon in her hand. Make a crisp sound.
"What do you want to say?" Hearing Qi Zi's name, my heart skipped a beat.
"Joss, let me tell you straight to the point, someone is going to attack you, and that's the purpose of my visit this time." When Lynn said this, her expression was very natural, as if saying that I drank a cup of coffee Simple.
"The purpose of those people is not me, right!" My life has been very peaceful recently, and I haven't provoked anyone, so no one would choose to do anything to me at such a time. In this case, there is only one possibility, which is to restrain me and lure the snake out of the hole .
Lynn threw the coffee spoon into the cup and said seriously: "Yes, the person those people are looking for is your mother. Joss, I know you must have not contacted your mother for a long time, otherwise, they would not Think of this way to lure the snake out of the hole. You must not act rashly now, let alone think about what you can do for your mother, they have already followed you, and once your mother shows up, you will know the result. "
"Am I just sitting there waiting to die like this? I, Joss, is not that kind of person. I can't do it if I want to watch others dismember me!" I held my phone in my hand excitedly, and as soon as I turned on the screen, It was snatched by Lynn.
"Joss, you can't be so impulsive! Since those people dare to attack you, there must be a reason." Lynn held my hand with a solemn expression, and I could feel the trembling when she touched my skin.
I let go of Lynn's hand, looked out of the window mockingly, and said lightly: "Their reason is that my mother is in a dilemma, is she going bankrupt, right? Or is it worse than this, she was Evidence was captured."
"You are besieged on all sides. Not long ago, your mother was wanted by the international police on the grounds of selling arms. Now the whole upper class knows the news. So, you should be aware of your current situation!"
Situation?My situation is to pretend to be a pig and eat a tiger, and continue to pretend to be crazy and stupid, as if nothing happened?
When Qi Zi and I were sticking together, when I swiped my credit card carefree, when I wanted to stay with Qi Zi forever, that woman who has loved me for 22 years, what are you doing? Where, what a tormented life!
I want to see you, Mom... I really want to.
The rustling of footsteps behind me interrupted my nightmare, and when I turned around, I only missed hitting the cone a few centimeters away from me.
Qi Zi stuffed the cone into my hand, looked at me with a smile on her face, and stood obediently in front of me, without saying a word, just smiling, occasionally blinking mischievously.
"What? Do you want a reward?" I forced a smile and licked a small mouthful of the cone. This thing is like a tranquilizer to me. It tastes sweet in my mouth, but only I know the taste in my heart .
"Shouldn't I have it? They bought you a cone, and you didn't show anything." Qi Zi sat on the bed angrily, ate the cone, and stared at me from time to time. When I stared at her motionless, I said happily: "What are you looking at? Don't look at me like that, okay? I'm so used to it!"
I put down the cone and walked in front of Qi Zi curiously, stretched out my hand to wipe off the cream on the tip of her nose, and looked at her puzzled: "Woman, you seem to have misunderstood! I'm curious about this."
Seeing the cream on my finger, Qi Zi's face immediately burned up, and she faltered and explained: "No...it's not what you think, I...I don't know what's going on, once I eat this Things...will be eaten all over the face."
"How can someone eat cones all over their face!" I looked at her like a monster, and looked at her solemnly while holding back a smile.
"I... I don't know, that's it, what should I do!" Qi Zi lowered her head like a child and dared not look at me, probably because she was afraid that I would see her face covered in cream.
From the lips to the tip of the nose, and then to the cheeks, the white cream spread almost all over the face, as funny as it could be!It really made me wonder if this woman is the queen of music who conquered thousands of people.
"Then don't eat the cone!" I suddenly had an evil thought in my heart, and slowly approached her.
Qi Zi stared at me sincerely like a baby in kindergarten: "Then what to eat!"
I closed my eyes and leaned over to hold her creamy lips, which were smooth and sweet, with a faint milky fragrance, wandering in the most divine feeling.
"I love you!"
Qi Zi was slightly startled, holding the cone in her hand and closing her eyes, she quietly responded to me, and clinging to me like a bird, this kiss made her completely rule out the old relationship between me and Lynn. conflict.
I always believe that fate is destined, that is, no matter how much twists and turns you make, you will still look back.I know that people who really love me will definitely wait for me!Kiss, the most sacred and pure representative, can wake up the dreamer with a kiss, and it also made me give up the idea of going back to Canada alone.
I think as long as she is willing, I will drag Qi Zi to dance together even if she is to jump the Yellow River. I really don’t trust a woman who can eat cones all over her face. What will her life be like without her alone? .
Hearing the more and more rapid breathing in my ears, I couldn't help but move my hand to Qi Zi's collar, and slowly explored towards the mysterious twin peaks...
"Joss, Joss! Are you there? Let's go out together!" Allen's annoying voice was like a bolt from the blue, making me wish I could take a revolver and blow his head off.
Qi Zi pushed me away in a panic, straightened the messy clothes, walked to the door and responded briefly, and when Alan disappeared completely before our eyes, she looked at me with a kind of joyful eyes after being released: "Go!" Go! Your ex-girlfriend asked us to go out for a walk, or, you have to wait for me to come back here before continuing!"
I:"……"
Lake Annecy at night spreads in this small town like an oil painting. Under the embellishment of dotted lights, the sparkling lake is like a big mirror, reflecting the mood of our group of people walking by the lake. Various poses.
Allen rubbed his blond hair that was blown by the wind, and looked at Qi Zi who was more than one meter away from me with a smile: "I already know the relationship between the two of you, why are you so embarrassed! I don't mind you being with me There's a lesbian movie in front of me."
I took Qi Zi's hand and glared at him: "Stay honest! I think you are still a minor. Are you interested in those eighteen forbidden things!"
Allen was choked speechless by me, and walked in the front with a dry smile, but Lynn, she looked at Allen without the affection that couples should have, and more, she cared and loved Allen .Based on what I know about Lynn, I should have thought that the relationship between her and Allen is not as simple as a couple.
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☆、Mysterious paper
The head-on wind hit the face coolly, carrying the humidity of the lake, and also carrying a quiet smell.
The four of us sat on a bench by the lake, just sitting quietly, and no one said a word.In a play with three women, if there is one more man, there will be one more audience watching the play, and the end of the play will become a silent film.
Finally unable to bear the atmosphere, Allen stood up and walked towards the park not far away.
"Where are you going?" Lynn asked hurriedly, standing up.
"When I came here just now, I saw someone selling paintings over there. I'll take a look and I'll be back in a while." Allen turned his head and looked at Lynn with a smile, and then rushed to Qi Zi who was already standing beside Lynn. Said: "Let's go together! I think you don't like this atmosphere!"
Qi Zi looked back at me, as if waiting for my answer.
"Go! I have something to tell Lynn." I took off my coat and put it on Qi Zi, nodded her forehead, and said with a smile: "Woman, remember, don't attract others when you go out!"
"No way!" Qi Zi kissed me lightly on the cheek, and then trotted all the way to the park, turning her head to look at me from time to time.
Tonight, she looks like an innocent girl, so young, with ignorant longing and yearning for love, and her heart is full of expectations for our future.
Because I said the first sentence in my life to her, I love you.
I didn't sit down until Qi Zi's figure disappeared from my sight, but when I saw Lynn looking at me, the doubts in my heart were like floods breaking through the embankment, rolling in and couldn't be stopped.If I don't ask, I may never be able to get rid of this knot, and I will toss and turn in it for the rest of my life.
"Qi Zi seems very excited today, did you do something to her?" Lynn asked before I could speak.
I looked at the woman in front of me, with a nearly perfect western face, she showed her self-confidence to people who admired her all the time, but when I said that sentence, I clearly saw the unwillingness and helplessness in her heart , she couldn't let it go.
"I told her the first sentence in my life I love you!"
For the next few minutes, all I could hear was the rush of the lake, and Lynn sat next to me, miles away, avoiding my honesty with her.
After a long time, she slowly opened her mouth: "She... is the first woman you love, right?"
"It's the first one, and the last one." I held Lynn's cold and trembling hand, sniffed, and looked at her tightly flushed eyes, "We can't escape the reality, we have to choose to accept it. Lynn Um, sorry!"
"It's okay, I gladly accept your apology." Lynne rubbed her dry eye sockets, and put a kiss on my forehead coolly, "This is my most basic etiquette for you as a friend, you won't Say no!"
"I won't, even though I like you very much, but I know that's not love. I also know who is the one who will spend my whole life with me!" I hugged Lynn, buried my head in her blond hair, and said What I want to say most: "Lynne, if we really have entanglements in the next life, I would rather be the one who gets hurt. I don't want to see a smart woman like you do such stupid things that deceive oneself and others. "
Lynn patted my back gently with her hands, as gentle as before. I just don't want to face the fact that there are actually two women who are infinitely tolerant to me.It's just this woman, I don't want to think of her kindness to me, my heart is very small, I can't tolerate another person anymore!
If it's because of love that you become selfish, then I think it's justifiable.
"You knew it early on, right? Why didn't you tell me!" Lynn hugged my body tightly, her voice was soft and full of attraction, "Alan is the boss' younger brother, this time, he just came to play a farce with me That's all. I know that with Qi Zi's personality, if she sees me alone in front of you, she will go crazy. She loves you so much that she wants to take you as her own!"
As soon as Lynn finished speaking, my heart was full of mixed feelings. I owed Lynn, and I'm afraid I'll never be able to pay it back.She will care about the people around me, and I can only choose to care about her with the most distant relationship. This is the only thing I can do for her.
I let go of Lynn and stared at the lake in a daze, wanting to take out a cigarette, but suddenly thought that the clothes and cigarettes were in Qi Zi's place, so I had to withdraw my hand and scratched my head in embarrassment.
Lynn seems to be the roundworm in my stomach, she can understand everything about me.Pointing to the right with her index finger wearing a Cartier diamond ring, she said: "Your cigarettes and your people are back! It's just that the mood doesn't seem to be very good."
I turned my head and looked at Qi Zi who was walking towards me. Her face was pale, and she was holding a piece of paper tightly in her hand. Like a puppet with a broken string, she was manipulated by a silent force.When passing by me, he said weakly: "I don't feel well, I want to go back."
I didn't ask much, nodded, took her hand and walked towards the hotel.At this moment of skin contact, I felt an unprecedented coldness. What was different from the past was that this time, the temperature was like a steady stream of cold air, until Qi Zi's whole body was completely frozen.
Alan has kept his head down since he and Qi Zi came back, and he didn't say a word until they arrived at the hotel. His reaction made me even more uneasy about Qi Zi.
When I brought the dinner into the room, the whole house was silent, and I could hear Qi Zi's uneven breathing when I listened carefully.Maybe it was because she was too tired after all this ordeal, Qi Zi fell asleep early, lying on her side on the bed, with wet tears still hanging on her face, her left hand was placed on her heart, and the right hand was still holding the paper Refusing to let go, the significance of that piece of paper to her, is it possible to let go of her own life?
When I saw the jewelry box on the bedside table, I remembered it very clearly. It contained the medicine that Qi Zi would never leave in her whole life.
She is avoiding me, avoiding the past that she wants to forget but can't forget...
That night, Qi Zi and I were lying on the same bed, but it felt like she was far away from me.Successfully sealed myself off, let me slowly feel fear, tortured by this feeling of being far and near, and feel the pain I have brought to her, and now, she has done it.
All night, facing each other, without words.
When she woke up the next day, it was already past nine o'clock in the morning, and Qi Zi was still fast asleep, but the piece of paper in her hand was gone.Seeing her peaceful sleeping face, I knew she must have put the piece of paper somewhere I couldn't find after waking up, and then fell asleep peacefully.
"You still don't believe me? Is there anything you can't tell me?" I stroked her black hair and smiled wryly.
It was raining patter outside, and the raindrops hit the glass, making a dull sound.I turned my head and looked out the window, thinking that the small town of Annecy was a good place to let Qi Zi and I relax completely, but I didn't expect that after all, we couldn't escape something called fate.
Maybe it's because I'm too focused, I don't know when there are more hands around my waist...
"Is it raining outside?" Qi Zi leaned her head on my back, and the strength of her hands around her waist became heavier, which gave me a faint illusion of suffocation.
"Well, you're awake!" I held Qi Zihuan's hand around my waist, and looked back at her with a smile. For some reason, I suddenly had the idea that this woman in front of me was so strange. I get it, she's avoiding me.
Avoid my eyes, my questioning and my responsibilities.
"I woke up a long time ago, but I saw that you were still sleeping, so I lay on the bed and slept for a while!" Qi Zi smiled softly, her eyes were full of lazy and charming taste, but the flickering panic was gone. Can't escape my eyes.
I grabbed her by the shoulders, looked at her with a serious face, this is seriousness that I have never had before, and said word by word: "Tell me what happened last night!"
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For you, I fight!
☆, tears, born because of you
Everything was as I expected, after Qi Zi heard this sentence, her face "swiped" and changed color, instantly pale as paper.
The whole person turned over the pillow as if he had lost his soul, and saw that the piece of paper underneath was placed there safe and sound, then turned his head and looked at me slowly, his face was ashen-colored, tears streaming down his face.
"What do you want to know?" Qi Zi bit her chapped lips with her white teeth, and spoke out a few words with difficulty.
"Everything about you." This is not only a test for her, but also a torture for me. I want to protect her by my side and prevent her from getting hurt.But in the end, I opened up her scabbed wound again.
"You don't believe me?" Qi Zi's body trembled uncontrollably, her tears fell off drop by drop like broken pearls, but she never left the paper in her hand.
There is a secret hidden in this piece of paper, so secret that even I will be shut out.
Looking at her trembling body, I wanted to stretch out my hand and hold this petite body in my arms, saying "I am here, I will always be here" over and over again.Now that I said this, what does it mean, am I watching her jokes, or am I declaring my sovereignty, telling her that your scars were uncovered by me.
I went to the bedside table, took out a cigarette and lit it myself, took a puff of smoke, suppressed the soreness in my throat, and slowly squeezed out three words: "I didn't."
"You have! You obviously have, otherwise, why would you ask me such a question, why don't you believe me!" Obviously, my simple words made Qi Zi's emotions extremely agitated. Lit under my spark.
"I don't believe you, I just asked you what's going on." I put out the cigarette in my hand, walked over, looked at Qi Zi's face wet with tears, and in an instant, I stretched out my hand to hug her He hugged her in his arms, but was pushed away fiercely by Qi Zi.
This was the first time in a long time that I saw anger in her eyes, mixed with contempt for me, and said coldly: "Don't touch me."
The dissatisfaction accumulated in my heart for so long was completely let go at this time, I raised my voice, and shouted: "Shouldn't I know everything about you? I just want to find out why you came back yesterday and now you seem to be lost. Like a soul, I want you to tell me what happened. No matter how big it is, we will solve it together. But you, you completely shut yourself off, completely indifferent to my concerns, just like I am Like a stranger. Between us, you don't trust me!"
"I don't trust you? I don't trust you!" Qi Zi suddenly raised her head and looked at me, her eyes were filled with determination, holding back the tears that were about to flow, and took a deep breath, trying to take back the tears , but this is in vain.
She didn't know that her pretending to be strong made me feel distressed. She wanted to hug but was approached by a way. This was her greatest cruelty to me.
"Qi Zi..."
"Don't call me by my name, Joss, you don't deserve it!"
Seeing the disgust in her eyes, I felt that I was really cut off. The cold air around made me feel colder than ever. In my impression, she had never treated me like this before.I can't describe what kind of mood this is. I only know that I am supporting myself with a belief, not moving, not retreating, not falling down.
I twitched the corners of my mouth and said with a forced smile: "Okay, tell me, who deserves it! Is that the person you saw yesterday? A person with only one appointment, so you are fascinated by him like a walking dead? It seems that this French It’s really good, there are romances everywhere!”
"Snapped!!!"
Seeing Qi Zi's raised palm slowly fall, I realized that I had been slapped.If I remember correctly, this is the first time!
Touching the hot left side of my cheek, I didn't even feel any pain. Compared with these, the pain in my heart was much more.However, if the human heart is numb, can it still be conscious?Won't.
"Joss, you bastard!" Qi Zi bit her lower lip tightly, until a scarlet liquid slowly fell from her mouth, dripping on the white carpet, dripping on my heart.
I looked at her with a wry smile, and suddenly raised my hand, facing her...
Seeing Qi Zi's tightly closed eyes, I suddenly felt very funny, she was protecting herself, she was rejecting me.She thought I was going to hit her!
Qi Zi, what should I do to make you feel that I am a person who is at ease and worthy of your dependence.Instead of giving me a slap after you slap me, I slap you back like a beast, barking to break you up.
When the palm of my hand fell on Qi Zi's ear, I still couldn't hold it back, I applied it lightly, and slowly stroked the outline that only belonged to me. , I saw myself.
Knowing the heartache, but still forced to smile, even though the tears have already fallen, but still have a calm demeanor.This is the most failed mask I have worn since I was an agent. Anyone with eyes can see through it.
"Do you think I'm going to hit you? In your consciousness, if you hit me, I must fight back, right? This time, you guessed wrong! Because... that slap really hurts, so ...I don't want you to hurt like me..."
Qi Zi stared at me, turned around slowly, and sat on the edge of the bed, bypassing my raised hands, watching the rain outside the window.No matter how it pours down, Qi Zi still doesn't move.
I put on my coat and walked behind her, and said softly; "To be honest, until now, I still hate that person you saw last night. He is not a good person, otherwise, you would not take that medicine! You don't want to see I, I'm leaving. But, I... will come back, remember to leave the door for me." After I finished speaking, I walked out of the room without looking back.
The moment the door was closed, I don't know if it was her crying or
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