mindless corpse

It was my cry, it was so real.Maybe, we both cried!Because of that person I have never met before, I don't even know if that person is a man or a woman, so he was inserted between me and Qi Zi.

Through the window in the corridor, through the glass, you can clearly see the rain outside the window, dripping on the glass, splashing water, just like tears, falling on the window sill, also splashing water.In fact, they are all the same, the difference is that "tears" has an extra "eye" character than "water", and this "eye" was distracted when it came out.

"Joss!" Allen's voice sounded behind me, I raised my hand in a panic to wipe away my tears, turned around and returned with a big smile.

"what's up?"

Obviously, my performance did not deceive Alan's eyes. The blond girl was looking at me too carefully, sighed softly, and said, "Come to my room, I have something to tell you."

"Go to your room? You are too kind, my sister is the owner of flowers. If someone finds out about such a blatant date with you, wouldn't the wisdom of this life be gone?" I laughed and looked at him, slowly raised the corners of his mouth.

"I'm afraid your flower is crying in the house now! You don't want to know why?" Allen folded his arms and looked at me with raised eyebrows, looking like he was watching a show.

"What do you mean!" I put away my smile, walked to his side, looked down at this boy who was not as tall as me, and felt a kind of tension that I had never felt before.

Is it because I can know everything about Qi Zi from his mouth?Qi Zi, Qi Zi again, everything about me will eventually be born because of Qi Zi, and I will also die because of Qi Zi.

"I told you what happened last night!"

The author has something to say: When I was writing about slapping, I stopped suddenly. I used to have the feeling that your friend betrayed you, and she also thought you betrayed her.

Maybe it’s because of feelings, this chapter was written very slowly, and I lost my mind when I wrote it!

Welcome to collect, leave a message, spread flowers...

La la la la! ! !

☆, the man who paints

Seeing the back of Allen walking into the room, I paused and quickened my pace to follow.I have long since forgotten the matter of incompatibility between men and women just mentioned. If I really cared about getting too close to boys, I would not be in such pain as I am now.

The pain a man brings to himself is far less than the pain a woman brings to himself.Because that woman, like herself, is a woman.She will know everything about you, because she will stand in your position and think about you...

After closing the door, I ignored the strange gazes of Alan and Lynn, sat on the sofa and poured myself a glass of whiskey, without adding ice, and drank it directly.The strong smell of alcohol mixed with the spicy taste choked me to tears, but I still poured them into my stomach one cup after another.I didn't put down the glass until I drank five glasses in one breath, threw myself on the sofa, curled up, I thought I couldn't see others, and others couldn't see me either...

"Joss, are you okay?" Lynn's magnetic voice was like a lullaby, which made me feel dissatisfied.

I want to hear her call my name over and over again, and then hand me the cone, and finally eat it all over my face, I think... I drank too much, I mistook Lynn for Qi Zi.

Seeing Lynn's face close at hand, I realized that she is not Qi Zi, Qi Zi is unique in this world, even if I find a substitute, I can't find it.

"I'm fine, fine." I sat up, shook my drowsy head vigorously, pulled the corners of my mouth reluctantly, and smiled at her.

Lynn raised her hand and stroked my left cheek over and over again, a feeling of comfort came to my heart, her hand was so warm, so warm that I wanted to put it under my body and fall asleep.Seeing that I was silent, Lynn said with a light smile, "What's the matter? Was she beaten? She really doesn't know how to be sympathetic to women. I don't even want to touch this face. She is so ruthless!"

Seeing Alan's strange gaze, I was suddenly a little shy, I passed Lynn's hand, and said lightly: "Didn't you say you have something to do with me? If you have something to do, tell me quickly."

After I finished speaking, the two immediately became serious. Lynn brushed her blonde hair, looked at Allen, and said, "Come and tell her what happened last night."

"Joss, actually I don't know the specifics of what happened last night, but I can tell you clearly that things are not what you imagined. Qi Zi, there is no such beautiful thing as an affair in France." Allen He poured himself a glass of red wine as if nothing had happened, and winked at me with a smirk.

I immediately became embarrassed, and said falteringly: "You...how do you know..."

"This is what normal people want! Otherwise, you would lose your temper with her and be kicked out because of something! Tsk tsk tsk!" Lynn continued talking and laughing.

"Okay, stop making trouble, let's talk about business." Allen put down the wine glass in his hand and sat next to me. In an instant, I felt the hairs all over my body stand on end. This is about Qi Zi. I want to know, more Power knows.

"Tell me." I said flatly.

"Actually, when Qi Zi and I were in the park last night, we saw a street painter. There were a lot of people around, and it seemed that everyone knew him very well. It should be that he often came here to paint. Out of curiosity, I I went up and asked and found out that one of his paintings actually cost [-] euros." Allen stared at me and Lynn, then shook his head helplessly, obviously, our doubts were related to his the same.

A street painting reached 20 euros, which is beyond my expectation.In my opinion, those street paintings should be priced at [-] yuan and [-] yuan a piece. His asking price is obviously dozens of times that of others. Is it certain that the art under his brush is destined to be different.

"What happened next?" I asked impatiently.

"Later, Qi Zi and I were curious, so we wanted him to draw a picture for both of us. Of course, each of us drew a picture! Don't get me wrong, Joss." Probably because he noticed something wrong with my face, Alan Justify yourself quickly.It's just that I don't have time to talk to him about these little things about Ziwu Maoyou. I just want to know the progress of the matter.

Lynn interjected impatiently; "Joss doesn't have time to think about such things, so hurry up and talk."

Allen responded pretending to be aggrieved, and continued: "But when Qi Zi and I finally squeezed in, I saw Qi Zi's face changed, it can be said that she lost her soul, standing there No movement. I wanted to call you at that time. When I just took out my mobile phone, I heard Qi Zi and that man talking. I couldn’t understand what they were saying, but from the pronunciation, it should be in Chinese. .”

"You said Qi Zi and that man were speaking in Chinese?" I looked at him in disbelief. Could this be a drama about meeting an old friend in a foreign land?

"Yes, it's Chinese. The people around me and I couldn't understand what they were talking about. I only knew that Qi Zi became more and more excited as she spoke. When she was about to leave, the man took her a piece of paper from the box and handed it to him. Qi Zi took it in her hand and didn't say anything. You all know what happened later!" Allen slowly lowered his head, and suddenly remembered something, and immediately raised his head and his eyes were shining brightly: "By the way, I In their conversation, 'Dad' was mentioned! Yes, it was Dad, I heard it very clearly."

"You mean Dad...?" My head was as heavy as lead and I couldn't lift it, and I asked through gritted teeth.

"Even though Alan's Chinese is not good, he still knows the word 'father'. It's like my Chinese is not good, but I can still say I love you!" Lynn looked at me meaningfully, and then the corner of her mouth twitched The sly smile disappeared completely, and what was transformed was the arrogance I was very familiar with, "What are you going to do!"

I silently picked up a cigarette from the coffee table and lit one. While smoking nicotine, I was thinking about how to intervene in this matter.I only heard about Qi Zi's father once, and that was the first time she opened her heart to me on the grass in front of the hotel in Tokyo that night.Maybe it was from then on that I fell in love with this girl who was tall in front of outsiders but could cry in front of me, even though I didn't know it myself.

Like me, "Father" is a word full of kindness and warmth in the eyes of others, but Qi Zi and I think it is a kind of irony for us.Neither of us has enjoyed father's love, she is the one who was forgotten by my father, and I am the one who was abandoned by my father.

……

In the distant land of China, the afterglow of the setting sun shines on the land, rendering the golden color here perfectly.Under the reflection of the tombstones, it is particularly dazzling.

Qiao Yujin took off his black suit jacket and sat in front of a cemetery. Looking at the wine bottles all over the floor, he couldn't help laughing. With the breeze blowing, the white hair on his temples could no longer be hidden. He is no longer the man who came and went in the wind and rain. The years have not let him go, leaving traces on his cheeks and forehead that can only be eliminated when he dies.

Looking at the girl in the photo who was still smiling brightly, Qiao Yujin frowned tightly, stretched out her broad and thick palm, stroked the girl in the photo over and over again, and murmured involuntarily: "Qiao Qiao, it's still you Well, after 20 years, you still look like this. Unfortunately, brother is already old!"

Looking at the girl in the photo, Qiao Yujin smiled wryly, and his eyes slowly turned red: "You know what? My brother is old and not what he used to be. Maybe, when you leave this world, my brother I can't protect you anymore! But don't worry, brother will definitely do what he promised you. Since you love that woman, brother will let you get together next time and let her accompany you. It's not that brother is selfish, it's too much I can't let go of so many things!"

Looking at the last twilight left by the setting sun in the sky, Qiao Yujin's face showed unprecedented cruelty, and said faintly: "Soon, that woman will be reunited with you! Don't worry, she is the same as before. , the appearance has not changed, this is the best, you only need to look at her, you will recognize her!"

The author has something to say: I thought I had already posted it yesterday, but Jinjiang had a fit and couldn't post it no matter what!

I had to post it at noon today!

Woohoo, really don't blame me this time!

☆, Qi Zi's father

Accompanied by the heavy rain, listening to the sound of the rain getting stronger and stronger, I held an umbrella and walked cautiously on the rain-soaked path.Listening to the rhythmic tapping of the high heels in my ears, I quickened my pace, and then the people behind me also quickened their pace.

"Lynne, you go back, I can do it by myself." Finally, I couldn't help but turned around and pleaded again to Lynn who had a happy face.

"No. I'm not protecting your safety. I'm thinking about the whole organization. Who knows what will happen to you this time? I'm worried if you go alone." Lynn held the umbrella in one hand, On my shoulders, the corner of my mouth raised a beautiful arc.

"But……"

"What's the but, there's no but. Obedient, let's go! We have to go back to the hotel before dark!"

I nodded, and Lynn and I continued walking towards this unknown alley.

In my impression, this may be the most desolate alley in Annecy, with no flowers, no green grass, no vitality, no people.This place is lifeless everywhere. Compared with those colorful streets, this place is really simple and pitiful.The dark gray walls around, the cottages next to each other, and the countless house numbers made me suspect that the owner of the hotel was playing tricks on me. I wonder which painter would live in such a ghostly place to cultivate his sentiments.

"Lynne, do you think the owner of the hotel lied to us? How about... let's go back!" I stopped suddenly, turned my head and said to Lynn again. I don't know how much I said. over and over again.

Lynn yelled at me impatiently: "I think you are scared! We are just looking for someone, why are you like this?"

"But this person..."

"Even if this person is Qi Zi's father, so what. Now that we have decided to be together, why is she hiding it from you? Besides, we just heard what Alan said. What if he got it wrong? ? Also, Joss, you don't want to know why Qi Zi became like this!"

"I……"

I froze on the spot, not knowing what to say, but listening to Lynn's unrelenting reprimand, I suddenly felt one head and two big.After listening to Allen's words in the hotel, I decided to find this man. I wanted to know everything about him.When we found the innkeeper, we learned from him that the man was a Chinese painter who was good at painting portraits. Later, he came here for unknown reasons. People remember what he was like before.

After the boss gave us an address, Lynn and I rushed here non-stop. Along the way, I had countless ideas. I wondered what Qi Zi would be like after she knew that I secretly met her father behind his back. In such a mood, after her wound was uncovered by me, I cruelly sprinkled a layer of salt on it, what kind of pain would it be?

Lynn would not understand how strange the word father is to Qi Zi and me, and would even resist it.In this world, there will never be such a thing as empathy, because the injured person is not you, so you will not understand the pain she is enduring.

Just as I was in a trance, I felt my cold hands being tightly held, and then Lynne's gentle voice floated into my ears: "Go, you will catch a cold if you stand in the rain for too long."

"Ok!"

I didn't let go of Lynn's hand and let her hold it.With heavy steps, step by step, he walked deeper into the alley...

"7071, it should be here." Lynne looked up at the house number on the wooden door, then turned to look at me.

I knew she had been waiting for my response, so I took a deep breath, stepped forward, and after deliberating with my middle finger, finally rang the doorbell.

After the first sound, there will naturally be a second sound, then the third sound, and the fourth sound, until I pressed a red mark on the belly of my finger, and no one came to open the door.

"No one, let's go!" As if grasping a life-saving straw, I urged Lynn to escape as soon as possible from this place that made me almost collapse.

However, fate is always guiding people who don't know where they want to go. When I turned around, I met dark and deep eyes...

The cappuccino in the cup still had a faint aroma. Lynn sipped it carefully, and from time to time she smiled appreciatively at the man sitting across from me. The man just nodded politely, and his eyes once again Follow me.

"I..." I held the coffee cup in my hand, kept turning it, and swallowed the words alive in my mouth.

"How did you find me here!" The man looked at me expressionlessly.

"You have such a great reputation here, isn't it easy to find you?" Lynn snatched away the words.

"Why are you looking for me? If you want me to draw a picture for you, I'm not that interested." The man turned his back impatiently, playing with the key in his hand. , Behind him is a locked iron door, what is inside, no matter what I do, I can't guess.

"For a woman you met last night!" I put down my coffee cup and met his stern gaze.

"Last night? I met so many women, I don't know which one you're talking about!"

"Who did you give another piece of paper last night? I think you should know this better than me."

Sure enough, the man's face changed suddenly after hearing my words, and his stiff face became a little more guarded. Finally, after a few minutes of silence, he just said coldly: "My name is Qi Pingcheng, and I'm Qi Zi." father."

Although I have thought about it and prepared myself mentally, I will still be shocked when I hear this answer with my own ears.Even the expression on the face is more than the entanglement in the bottom of the heart, gasping for breath, fingers almost sinking into the cracks of the sofa, Qi Zi's voice is all around her ears...

"Mom said, Dad went to France, and France...is beautiful."

What was once regarded as a sentence she sighed with emotion, has now become a reality!Thinking that it is impossible for me to accept it easily, how can Qi Zi accept it!

Come to think of it, what did I do to her this morning?I suspected that she had betrayed me. When she said the phrase "you don't trust me", I was speechless to refute, to quibble, and said such words as she had an affair.

What have I done to her?

Thinking of this, my gaze once again fell on Qi Pingcheng's face, the sideburns were a little white, and the wrinkles on his forehead were so obvious, the angular cheeks reminded me of Qi Zi's alluring appearance, even in front of my eyes This man is old, and his face doesn't look like his youthful demeanor, but it doesn't destroy the artist's temperament in him.He and Qi Zi are similar in certain places.

There are some things that cannot be avoided, Qi Zi's blood is flowing from him, just like Qiao Yujin's blood is flowing from my body.

On the way back, I looked at the street lights that were already on, turned my head to look at Lynn, and said with a smile: "Lynne, do you think Qi Zi and Mayor Qi Ping look alike?"

Lynn replied thoughtfully: "Well, some places are still very similar. For example, their eyes seem to be reflected in a mirror. But then again, since this person has told us Because of his identity, he must want to meet Qi Zi. However, he has an artist airs that are quite strong, and he actually kicked us out!"

Hearing the strong dissatisfaction in Lynn's tone, I didn't have time to pay attention to it. I only thought about what Qi Pingcheng said when he kicked us out: "You haven't been fathers, so you don't have the right to question who you are as a father. people."

So, was my attitude towards Qiao Yujin in the past also wrong?

Thinking of him being the first person I saw after the car accident, thinking of him being the one I could think of when Qi Zi was in trouble, thinking of him being the one who carried me into the car when I was injured, bruised and drunk on the street. He couldn't help but say, "Lynne, do you think Qiao Yujin and I look alike!"

The author has something to say: In fact, I really want to start a new article, and I have already written four chapters, but I will not post it when this article is not near the end!

In fact, I am afraid that the pit will be dug too much and it will not be filled!

Even though there are not many clicks, favorites, and comments, but seeing that I get a few new clicks every day after posting, I still can't help being happy for a while.To be honest, I never had the patience to accomplish one thing since I was a child.

Just this book, I don't want to just give up.I know that it is just an ordinary and transparent nonsense among many novels, but it will still be finished.

Because I want to write an ending, and I want you to see an ending.

It's that simple!

☆, frankly relative

Lynn froze on the spot without making a sound, staring at me intently with a pair of blue eyes, and then slowly said, "It's not like, there is no similarity at all, but you and Ms. Pei Junqi have many similarities. for example……"

"Okay, don't talk about it." I interrupted her, and walked forward with an umbrella, "You said not to mention this person!"

A sigh came from behind me, I took a deep breath, shook my head, and walked back to the hotel.

When I walked to the street in front of the hotel, through the dim yellow light, I seemed to see a girl in a white dress standing in the rain. Her dark hair had already been wet by the rain, sticking to her collarbone wetly. The only decoration on her pale face was her deep dark eyes, which were shining and eye-catching.

In the rain, she is like a letter paper swaying with the wind, crumbling.I don't know how long I stood in the rain, I just kept looking around, hoping to find a familiar figure on the dark street...

"Did you see it? She's been waiting for you." Lynne pushed me, who was already fascinated, and teased.

I threw down my umbrella and ran across this street that was far away to me, seeing the joy slowly appearing on her face, I felt something swirl in the sockets of my eyes, my nose was sharp, my eyes were hot... When I finally put Qi Zi When I hugged her in my arms, feeling the cold body temperature she passed on to me, my tears couldn't be held back anymore, and burst out instantly.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry..." Before I could speak, Qi Zi said first, her voice was choked with sobs, and her body trembled slightly.

"Why do you say sorry, can we not say this between us!"

The next second, Qi Zi raised her head, eyes full of tears met my eyes that were also covered with fog, bit her lower lip lightly, lowered her head and remained silent.

"What's the matter?" I held her face carefully, at this moment, I touched the warm liquid, and then I was covered by the cold rain.

Qi Zi curled her lips, hugged me tightly, and cried uncontrollably like a child: "I'm sorry, it's my fault! I shouldn't lose my temper at you...you...can't leave me, You can't do without me... Joss, I have only you... only you..."

She thought I was leaving her?That's why I stood foolishly in the rain for so long, so long that my whole body was drenched by light rain, so stupid that I didn't know where I went and when I would come back, but I just stood here foolishly, waiting.

"How long have you been standing in the rain?" I took off my coat and put it on Qi Zi's trembling body, my heart felt like a knife was twisted.

"I don't know..." Qi Zi pursed her lips aggrievedly, and lowered her head, the water droplets from her hair dripped on the ground, splashing inconspicuous little splashes.

I frowned tightly, picked up Qi Zi and walked inside.

After returning to the room, I asked Qi Zi to take a hot bath and ordered a cup of hot milk. When Qi Zi finished washing, I passed the milk to her for her to drink.After drying her hair and watching her lay in bed, I was relieved to call dinner.

"Where are you going?" Qi Zi grabbed my hand coldly, her eyes like black jewels shone brightly, staring at me firmly, as if I would disappear in the next second.

"I'm going to order dinner."

"I don't eat, you stay with me, stay with me, okay?"

Seeing Qi Zi's pitiful appearance, I lay on the bed, lying side by side with her.

"Hold me!" Qi Zisi ordered.

"Ok?"

"I'm cold, I want you to hold me, hurry up!" After speaking, she pouted dissatisfiedly, and went straight into my arms, and when her white and slender arms wrapped around my neck, she smiled with satisfaction.

I took her shoulders and held her in my arms, feeling the infinite warmth brought by the person in my arms.Leaning his chin on her head, he was in close contact with Sanqian Qingsi, rubbing gently...

"Does it hurt?" Qi Zi suddenly raised her head and looked straight at me.

"What?" I was confused for a moment.

"I mean...that hit you this morning, did it hurt? It must have hurt, I don't know what's wrong with me, how could I do anything to you, what's wrong with me!" Qi Zi's hand lightly Gently caressing my cheeks, my eyes were covered with a layer of mist, and they were about to fall.

"What's wrong? Why are you crying again? It doesn't hurt, it doesn't hurt." I wiped Qi Zi's tears away in a panic, and kissed her forehead again and again, trying to calm her emotions.

But this series of actions was like adding fuel to the flames, Qi Zi cried more and more fiercely, and tears fell on the back of my hand, sobbing intermittently: "How could it not hurt, I hit so hard, Do you know that after beating you, I was like crazy. I didn't even know how I could do it to you. After you left, when I went to find you, Allen said you were out. I'm afraid, I'm afraid you'll just leave like this, don't want me, leave me alone."

"Why don't you just say something stupid, I don't care who you care about! You are my wife!" I smiled and hugged Qi Zi into my arms, and gently patted her trembling body from crying, "Whoever you are I won't leave you alone no matter what happens to me. So don't think too much about it!"

"I'd rather you scold me and beat me than you want to treat me like this now. I'm so scared, what should I do if I lose you one day? If you don't want me one day..."

"There won't be that day." I increased the strength in my hand, and said again: "There won't be that day, I won't let you go, never will."

"Joss..." Qi Zi raised her head and looked at me, as if she had made up her mind, she said in a trembling voice, "I want to tell you something."

I was startled suddenly and asked, "What's the matter?"

Qi Zi took out the piece of paper from under the pillow, and slowly spread it out, revealing a childish little face in front of me.The little girl drawn with the sketch looks only four or five years old, but she is already a full-fledged beauty. Her eyes and outstanding appearance made me recognize Qi Zi immediately.

"Heh, you were pretty when you were young. They say that if you are beautiful when you are young, you must be ugly when you grow up, but that's who you are! Isn't it?" Looking at the baby-fat face on the painting, I couldn't help laughing. said.

"What and what? What I want to talk about is not this, but the man who drew me." Qi Zi clenched my hand, "Do you know who he is?"

"I know, he is your father." After I said a simple sentence, there was only silence in the whole room.

I had already thought about this sentence when I came back, but after much deliberation, I must say it to Qi Zi. No matter how she treats me or how she reacts after hearing this sentence, I should accept it. .

Qi Zi looked at me expressionlessly, and the complex emotions in her eyes made me hold my breath and dare not look at her again. After all, it was my fault first, and I went to dig out the secrets deep in her heart.

"You already know." After a long time, Qi Zi said calmly, leaning her head on my shoulder, and said nothing more.

"I'm sorry." I lowered my head and whispered.

"Joss, didn't you say that we can't talk like this between us? So you committed a foul and should be punished."

"What punishment?"

Qi Zi smiled without saying a word, she approached me, her lips pressed against my ear lightly breathed out the aroma, the warm air made the hairs all over my body stand up, and softly chanted in a charming tone: "Love me... "

The author has something to say: It's a little late today, because people went out to eat?Why eat, because today is someone's birthday!

Don't bully me anymore, please leave some comments, if you don't have any, just say happy birthday!

The reason why Pei Jun was written in this chapter is because she is Joss’s mother, and I also talked a lot with my mother today, such as the birthdays of my children, and the hard days of my mother. !

What is going on here?

But for you, I am frank!

☆、Her life is counting down

I moved my numb body, squinted my eyes slightly and looked out the window, then looked at Qi Zi lying in my arms, probably aware of my movements, she pursed her mouth while she was still asleep, and wrapped her arms around her On my waist, I fell asleep again.

When I touched the phone and just turned it on, I saw Lynn's text message. The simple words were concise and meaningful. It was nothing more than that she and Allen had gone back to the United States.I tried to make a call, but the phone was turned off. I must be on a plane now.

What happened to me, you want to go back in such a hurry, you don't even say hello, you still want to go back today, but you haven't told me.

Immediately, I turned over angrily, but Qi Zi was woken up:

"Um...what's the matter..."

"Uh...it's okay, go to sleep." I comforted with some embarrassment.

"What's wrong with you? It looks weird, what happened?" Qi Zi was not fully awake yet, she was lying on my body, talking in a daze.

"Lynne and Allen are gone, probably going back to the United States! There may be some urgent matter, but they didn't even say hello." I said with some dissatisfaction.

"But it's because they have something to do! So it's inconvenient!"

"What's the matter? I was so busy that I didn't even say hello, just walked away like this! I really don't understand what Lynn is thinking, if it were in the past, she would definitely not do this."

"Because it's different now!"

"Different? How is it different?"

Seeing me looking at her in surprise, Qi Zi got up from me, turned around and lay on the other side: "Just pretend I didn't say anything."

I pulled her over hard, and asked puzzledly: "If you have anything to say, just say it, why are you so mysterious. It's early in the morning, really, I don't know what's wrong with you, Lynn is like this, You too, you..."

"Shut up!!!" Qi Zi sat up abruptly, and threw the pillow on the ground, "We, who are they! You are the one who knows Lynn well, not me! You don't know how it is different from before Let me tell you, the only difference is me. You didn’t have me by your side before, but now you have me. This is the biggest difference! If you feel that my existence delays you, we can break up, you don’t have to Early morning tantrums!"

I stared at Qi Zi dumbstruck, and it took me a long time to react, and said angrily: "Break up, why is it breaking up again! Let me tell you, if you say this sentence again in the future, I will really throw you away!"

"Okay! If you don't like it, you can get rid of me. You don't have to compare me with other women. I have nothing to do now. I have nothing. Lynn is your boss and an excellent woman. If you like, Just go and find her!" Qi Zi's sobs became louder and louder, her head lowered, her body trembling non-stop.

My heart felt like being pricked by a needle, I stretched out my hand to hold her in my arms, and patted her on the back: "I'm sorry, it's my fault, don't cry, let's stop crying, okay! Huh? Don't cry ,I was wrong!"

"Do you still know that you are wrong? Do you know that when you woke up early in the morning and heard your mouth full of Lynn, what would I think! If she is really so good, why did you sleep in my bed last night? Here." Qi Zi buried her head in my arms, playing childish temper, I couldn't help laughing out loud, she raised her head and gave me a blank look, dissatisfied: "Why are you laughing, what's so funny. I said Isn't it right?"

"Yes, of course. It's just that I don't know. It was you who asked me to stay last night." I looked at Qi Zi with some amusement, and said slowly.

Qi Zi looked at me and remained silent.

Looking at the person in my arms, I wondered whether I should tell her about going to her father yesterday.Since Qi Zi met her father once, she will definitely go to see her second time. Even if she doesn't tell me, her father will recognize me.

"Joss..."

"Qi Zi..."

The two of us looked at each other, called out each other's names in unison, then looked at each other with a smile, and I said, "You go first."

Qi Zi stared at me intently, clutching the quilt tightly with her frail hands, her voice was so soft that even she could not hear her: "I want to see my father."

"What did you say?" I didn't hear clearly and asked.

"I want to see my dad."

Looking at Qi Zi's firm eyes, my heart skipped a beat, and I said in a deep voice, "Have you made up your mind?"

Qi Zi nodded affirmatively: "Think about it, no matter how he treated me, but he is my father after all, no matter how much I forget, I can't change this fact."

"Okay, I'll accompany you."

When I stepped into that alley again, I held Qi Zi's hand, and neither of us spoke a word along the way.I know how big a challenge Qi Zi is facing now. She can forget everything about going to her father, forget the difficulties of being alone for so many years, and forget the pain of her mother's death because of herself. How much courage?

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