Remember to forget GL

Shen Qing originally wanted to wait at the door of the toilet, waiting for Pan Siyuan to come out and speak clearly.But isn't what you said just now very clear?She is here to catch up with friends, what else does she not understand?Even if she waited until she came out and asked again, the answer would still be the same.

friend?Was the friend Pan Siyuan mentioned just now Jiang Xinfeng?I remember that Jiang Xinfeng called her by her English name familiarly at that time.Paris, yes, they must have known each other in Paris, no wonder at that time I remembered that Jiang Xinfeng had studied in Paris, so I couldn't tell what was wrong.Now I finally understand, it turned out that, faintly, she had already implicated them together, but she didn't realize it.

Shen Qing smiled self-deprecatingly and shook his head, then turned and walked towards his table.When did you start, you actually started to be so fussy?I also like to speculate on the meaning of other people's words like this, which is really becoming less and less like myself.

With her head raised, Shen Qing put her hands in her trouser pockets and swayed back leisurely.Meeting He Bingbing's searching eyes, looking back calmly, sat down with a smile, took a sip of cold beer, and Shen Qing returned to normal.It's like going to the toilet once, and all the toxins in the body have been excreted, and Shen Qing's face is finally radiant.

The mobile phone in her pocket vibrated, but Shen Qing only noticed it when she was looking at the time after a long time. She was used to the vibration mode, and she was a little annoyed by her habit.Familiar and rare names appeared on the screen, and Pan Siyuan's short message made her happy:

Tonight is a dinner with old classmates.

Unable to bear it, she grinned, and the people around her came over, and Shen Qing quickly locked the screen.

Looking at the screen that instantly turned black, the curiosity on He Bingbing's face remained undiminished.She didn't observe everything about Shen Qing in detail, but she did change recently, so obvious that she, who had known her for many years, was surprised.

"Whose news? Look at your face is blooming." He Bingbing really has enough gossip, staring at the screen and refusing to let it go.

Even though the screen was locked, Shen Qing's ears were inadvertently flushed, a surge of air flowed into his brain, and his face was hot.Fortunately, other people were busy filling Chen Yu with wine in turn, and didn't pay attention to the movement here. After a while, they will be full of wine and food, and there will be a round of karaoke tour, so no one restrains themselves, eat and drink as much as they want, so as not to get sick at night Hungry.

"Mr. He, we have almost moved our position." The people next to him laughed and booed, Zhao Bowei had already called the waiter to come and pay the bill, and the whole table was waiting for them.

"Well, okay, we're full too. Let's leave." He Bingbing raised his arms and gave orders, and everyone dispersed.

Shen Qing looked at He Bingbing's leaving back, and finally breathed a sigh of relief.I hurriedly unlocked it, thought about it, and still didn't know what to answer.

Almost at the gate, Shen Qing finally sent a message: I'm leaving first, enjoy your meal.

After sending it out, Shen Qing felt that she was insane again. She obviously didn't want to say that, she just wanted to tell her that she was gone, and she obviously wanted to ask when she would go back.She has a lot of things to say, but she doesn't want to say the phrase "Have a nice meal, why do you want to send it out like this?"

In the taxi, Shen Qing still held the mobile phone in his hand, lowered his head and drove from time to time, without any movement.In order to prevent He Bingbing from gossiping again, Shen Qing had no choice but to make her movements as concealed as possible. She automatically imagined the way she glanced down at the mobile phone on her lap from the corner of her eyes. How would you feel when you saw your driver brother?Shen Qing really hoped to reach the end soon.

The scenery outside the car window was not pretty at all, but fortunately the distance was not far away. On weekend nights, the streets were full of people who didn't want to return.Under the skyscrapers, what is suppressed is the playful heart that is desperately restrained during the working day. The lights are brilliant, reflecting the street like daytime, and there is already a feeling of steaming before it is midsummer.

The traffic roared by, and Shen Qing's heart felt filled with something, even about to overflow.She held the phone tightly with her right hand, and put her other hand in her pocket, clenched into a fist and forgot to let go.He looked up at the commercial building he was about to enter, even though he had been there many times, but this time, he had a different feeling.

Listening to the roars of colleagues in turn, Phoenix Legend, who usually shines in the square dance, became the protagonist time and time again, and Shen Qing also booed below.Shaking the tambourine and small fluorescent sticks in his hand, and kept yelling for another song, Chen Yu, who drank happily, became a veritable Maiba on stage.

"I'm home." Pan Siyuan's news was caught by Shen Qing immediately, just as she checked her phone every minute.

"I'm coming too." Shen Qing quickly replied.

"You haven't gone back yet? Didn't you just say you were leaving?" It turned out that Pan Siyuan still remembered the time when she said she was leaving.

"Well, my colleagues still want to continue singing K, so come over to have fun together. I'll go back later." Shen Qing almost didn't list the songs to be sung tonight in detail.

"Be careful, go back early. I'll rest first, good night." This news from Pan Siyuan made Shen Qing feel lost for a moment, but at the same time relieved.

Shen Qing's heart was beating violently, and the singing voice that made her teeth hurt to the limit was whistling in her ears, but she still couldn't control her obviously rapid breathing.The excitement and joy that hit her for a moment gave her an irrepressible force, she wanted to roar, scream, and vent.

"It's time for me to sing." Shen Qing ran to the juke box, moved her song forward, sat on the high stool, and the accompaniment music played, she enjoyed the intoxication.

"Mr. Qing's style is different today!" Everyone below has heard Shen Qing sing K, but no one has ever heard this song.Because most of the time, Shen Qing would choose to sing saliva songs with everyone in KTV, or popular movie and TV episodes.

Singing, laughing, and yelling with shoulders together, it's comfortable.

However, today, Shen Qing ordered the song "A Little Tempted" for herself, and sang duet, but she didn't intend to invite anyone to cooperate.A man sits high up, waiting to speak.She likes to hum, when alone, especially in the shower.It's just that she always sang and sang, shed tears, so she was afraid and resisted, singing songs to express her feelings in front of outsiders.

She is a person who is too easily touched by herself. Once others see her heart, she can no longer hide it, be honest without reservation, and give wholeheartedly.Even she couldn't control the urge, so she had to firmly shut it down when it sprouted.Her heart will not let others enter, and she is reluctant to let the person in her heart go out.

"Sing duet, sing duet!" Shen Qing sang a section narcissistically, with whistles mixed in with the applause. This song, alone, is too lonely.Everyone's eyes turned to He Bingbing who was sitting in a dark corner. She hadn't sung yet tonight.

"Mr. He, come one, come one!" The wireless microphone was handed in front of He Bingbing, Shen Qing squinted his eyes slightly, tilted his head halfway, and rubbed one leg against the foot of the stool.She heard the voices of people in the audience, and saw the microphone being picked up by He Bingbing.

Neither invitation nor rejection, Shen Qing seemed to be still concentrating on singing.When the interlude ended and the singing sounded again, two completely different voices hummed the ambiguous lyrics together, but they still couldn't blend together.

Shen Qing's slightly melancholy singing even made He Bingbing's voice a little sad. It seemed that this song became a sad song when it was sung.At the end of the song, there was still a lot of applause, and the next person who was gearing up stepped forward to take the microphone.Shen Qing took a sip of white water, opened the door of the private room, and walked out.

He Bingbing sat at the corner in the back, although his eyes followed Shen Qing out of the door, his body remained motionless.Gently put the microphone on the tea table in front of her, the light was circulating, shining on her face, flickering on and off.

"Huh..." In the bathroom, Shen Qing picked up cold water and splashed it on her face. The hair on her forehead was dripping with water, and the splashed water blurred the mirror in front of her. She couldn't tell clearly from her hazy self. Are there any tears streaming down my face?

"It can't be true." Shen Qing propped her hands on the sink, and someone would come in from time to time, but she only thought she was someone who had drunk a lot, took a little extra look, and then walked past.No one will come forward to ask the reason, and no one will look around to find out.

Shen Qing knew what she was in tonight. When she was singing, she gradually figured out what was the source of her overflowing heart, and the message that was quietly stored in the phone was the tipping point.Perhaps these days, the words she used to lie to herself no longer worked.And those explanations to others are even weaker.

In fact, others have already seen it, but she herself is still unwilling and dare not admit it.Since when did she have different thoughts about Pan Siyuan.When I heard her show, or after meeting her?Shen Qing herself couldn't tell exactly how the name Pan Siyuan became a special existence and took root in her life.

This time Shen Qing didn't spend much time in the bathroom. When she ran to the lobby alone, she was dizzy when she saw the people who were busy buying supper and the crowds of heads.The beer she drank in the hot pot restaurant, and the black prescription that was poured in the private room just now, made her stomach start to churn.

Wanting to breathe some fresh air, she took the elevator out of the building. The night was getting darker, and the remaining coolness in the air made her slightly satisfied after taking a breath desperately.Blowing the evening breeze, Shen Qing inexplicably wanted to smoke, but she didn't have this thing on her body.It is indecent to fumble around alone on the street. She didn't bring her bag with her. People without money can only greedily absorb free air.

Her mind cleared up a bit, and after being out for too long, Zhao Bowei called to ask if she was feeling well.

Shen Qing wanted to say that she was blowing her hair downstairs, but when the words came to her mouth, she went out to look for food. To add, she had to find a quiet environment to report to her mother on the phone.Otherwise, singing like howling ghosts and howling wolves will definitely irritate my mother's sensitive nerves, and then she will be ordered to go home immediately.

In order to have fun tonight, she had no choice but to blow the wind on the road, eat the dust, and pretend to be innocent, just to find a corner for her panic.

Back in the private room, He Bingbing was still sitting in the same position, barely moving.Seeing her come back, she didn't have a special expression, maybe she was a little sleepy, with a sleepy look, as if she was in her own world, quiet.

The author has something to say: I’m V today, I hope all my friends are here, okay? O(∩_∩)O~~

I know that you are all high-cold, but Su, let’s sprinkle flowers for others and say a few words, okay~