Remember to forget GL

When Shen Qing returned home, it was already 01:30 in the morning, even if it was Zhao Bowei's car that took her to the neighborhood, at the entrance of the corridor, it was still inevitable that she would be nagged by her father after returning home.On such a night, the two old men, still half asleep and half awake, waited for the information to confirm that she had arrived home safely.

Shen Qing's drunkenness has long since dissipated, and at this point, it's not to the point of yawning.But she just felt tired, with a feeling of powerlessness, and a wordless despair emerged from the bottom of her heart.Quietly and obediently listened to my parents' vague chatter, and went to take a bath honestly.

Lying on the bed, Shen Qing knew that she missed tonight's broadcast, and recalled the news that Pan Siyuan said good night, and was a little puzzled, "Waiting" was originally recorded and broadcast?But this time, she really controlled herself and didn't think deeply about Pan Siyuan.

Tonight, without Pan Siyuan's voice, she would let herself go to sleep.

Shen Qing seemed to have had a dream, and the dream was a familiar feeling to her. Over the years, she would always have this dream after her mood swings.The protagonist in the dream is the person she has cared about for many years. Even if she hasn't seen him for many years, Shen Qing still feels familiar and kind, especially in the dream.

It's like a close-up shot deliberately zoomed in in a movie, Shen Qing can clearly see the subtle expressions on the other person's face, so vivid and vivid, as if he can embrace the other person with just a stretch of his hand.It's just that in so many dreams, Shen Qing cared for them with an attitude of appreciating rare treasures, she didn't dare to reach out to touch them, for fear that if she did, she would wake up from the dream.

But she still likes to immerse herself in such dreams, even after waking up, she feels very uncomfortable.But in the dream, she was happy and sweet, and she never felt such satisfaction when she got the toy she dreamed of when she was a child.Recently, she hasn't had such a complete dream for a long time, and she vaguely remembers the most difficult time.

Struggling to wake up from the dream, the moment the bedside lamp came on, Shen Qing felt the soreness in her eyes precisely, but luckily, she didn't cry.Force myself not to fall into the dream again, because Shen Qing saw another face in the dream.Although there was only a vague outline, even if it passed by in a flash, it made her nervous.

It seems that in the depths of memory, there has been such a mark for a long time, and it was not awakened until this moment.That face gradually became brighter from the darkness, when those eyes looked at her, Shen Qing couldn't tell if she was still in a dream.

After getting up and pouring himself a glass of water, Shen Qing finally had the courage to go to the bookcase, and the book sleeping deep in the corner was taken out.It was a diary with a kraft paper cover, which had been folded thickly because it had been turned over too many times.As if seeing an old friend who hadn't seen him for a long time, Shen Qing gently stroked the cover of the diary, feeling a little emotional and nostalgic.

The sky outside the window hadn't turned bright yet, and the small desk lamp emitted a warm tone, softening the corners of Shen Qing's eyes.The ignorance and madness of childhood are carried on those papers covered with candy wrappers.Shen Qing recalled the mood when he wrote these sentences word by word, and the memory that he thought was extremely profound began to blur.

Afraid of this passing feeling, Shen Qing tried her best to focus on the lines, forcing herself to invest in it, but just like the dream just now, she found that there was another figure gradually appearing in her world.When Pan Siyuan's name popped into her mind suddenly again, interrupting her remembrance of the diary, tears flowed down uncontrollably.

I haven't felt the feeling of liking someone for a long time. The taste in my memory is gradually replaced by the present reality.It turned out that her feelings for Pan Siyuan were really not as simple as curiosity, it turned out that she was still tempted.But, is this kind of liking another dream?

Hesitating whether to let herself fall into such mud, Shen Qing knew that she couldn't help falling in love with Pan Siyuan, but she discovered this love too suddenly and was unprepared.She was prepared to never fall in love with anyone else, but now, she was easily captured by Pan Siyuan.Such an unequal beginning made her previous setbacks clear again, and she was afraid that it would be a repeat of the past.

Looking at it, I felt a little sleepy again.Reluctantly putting the diary back to its original place, this is a corner she hasn't disturbed for a long time, like a well-kept secret in her heart, in her own world, there is a piece of beauty that belongs to the past.Shen Qing thought that she would keep this innocence and sincerity and keep going.Now, I have to doubt my self-confidence. I can only say that Pan Siyuan is too attractive, which made her fall so quickly.

Holding the phone, Shen Qing put it in her heart. She closed her eyes and could recall that inexplicable encounter with Pan Siyuan in KFC. It was really like a dream. Impossible to meet.But it was so coincidental that they met again and again.Now, what is the relationship between them?

On the way back from KTV, Shen Qing struggled many times. She wanted to persuade herself to give up this relationship that hadn't started yet, so that she could wake up earlier.A relationship that is destined to be fruitless, if it starts, it will only hurt both sides.At this moment, she remembered every piece of advice Zheng Ting gave to herself at that time, and at this moment, she realized that she was helpless to hide.But the resolution he made just now, before he could completely convince himself, the pain was so obvious that Pan Siyuan's shadow also appeared in his dream.

Some people, the more they want to avoid it, the more they miss it.If it wasn't for tonight's dream, Shen Qing might not know that she could recall Pan Siyuan's face so clearly.The distance is so close, even her breath is so real, the shallow breath, trembles my heartstrings more than the voice on the radio in the past.

Falling asleep this time, Shen Qing slept much more securely.Out of inner acquiescence, Pan Siyuan in the dream was no longer as hazy and dreamy as before, but as real as when he was having dinner with her and talking to her as vividly and naturally.The good-looking long hair, elegant posture, decent manners, and the occasional playful expression made Shen Qing twitch the corners of his mouth uncontrollably in his dreams.

Her scalp was relaxed, and there was a tingling torrent in her heart. This dream made her unwilling to wake up.She slept until noon, until Shen's mother couldn't bear it and came into the room to call her, which brought her back to reality.The sunlight outside the window gave Shen Qing the same good mood, and the moment he opened his eyes, his mood brightened.It seemed that the person who was lonely last night was not me.

"Qingqing, why did you come back so late last night? It's always like this, my body can't take it anymore." Just after washing up, Father Shen brought the dishes from the kitchen, while continuing to chatter unfinished last night.

"Well, a colleague resigned yesterday, and everyone celebrated together. It's rare to have fun." Shen Qing was a little hungry, seeing her favorite fried pork with carrots, she couldn't wait to move her chopsticks.

"Who resigned? Didn't you say last time that a big boss invested in your company, isn't there a big development?" Shen's mother finished the meal and sat next to Shen Qing.

A while ago, Shen Qing was so busy that she almost went out with her eyes open and closed her eyes when she went home, wasn't it just for the so-called big investment?Why is it successful now, but someone resigned.Who is so stupid to put in effort but not wait for harvest?Is the company's situation not as good as Shen Qing said?

"Everyone has their own aspirations. Besides, just because someone invested in the company doesn't mean everyone gets the benefits. The company also emphasizes the survival of the fittest." Chen Yu's resignation was more joyful than sad for Shen Qing, although she felt that Chen Yu No prejudice, but she needs a more competent subordinate.

"By the way, Qingqing, didn't you say before that you wanted to buy some shares in the company? How is it going now?" Mother Shen didn't ask much about Shen Qing's work, but she always cared about the key points.

Usually, Shen Qing's expenses are not too big, and there is always some savings every month.In addition to buying some gifts for the family and the elderly, and eating and drinking, the rest basically made small investments.However, Shen Qing's mother has no idea about how much private money Shen Qing has saved. It seems that it is not too little, but it will not be too much.After all, there is still a gap between this company and the financial company I practiced at the beginning, and the income is naturally not comparable.

"I have this idea, but I have to think about the specifics. I don't have a clue yet." Shen Qing was really tempted to buy stocks at the time, but after returning home, he calmed down and calculated all his assets. .

Things are not as smooth and simple as she expected.

If she wanted to buy at least 5% of the shares, including the hard work of the past few years, even at the most humane price, she would have to spend real money to buy those shares, so at least she would have to take out 50.For her, this is really going to cost her everything, and if all her belongings are counted, she may not be able to make up the money in a short period of time.

"If you are short of money, I have a little more here." Shen's mother saved a sum of money for Shen Qing, saying that her dowry was actually prepared all the time, and she didn't have to wait until Shen Qing got married to take it out.In the past few years since Shen Qing graduated, she is not ambitious about her work. It is rare that she is willing to plan for the future now. Shen's mother is very happy.

"No, no, I have money. I'm not thinking about money. It's about investment. After all, I have to take a good look at the development prospects." Hearing that her mother wanted to help, Shen Qing quickly stopped her. She really didn't want to put the family mixed with work.

Shen Qing doesn't like her parents to do everything on her behalf, especially at her age, if she has to rely on her family to do something, then even the last bit of sense of accomplishment will be hit.And now, it's not just a matter of money, the company's big boss is Jiang Xinfeng, and he needs to nod his head to agree to the transfer of equity.Not knowing what kind of person he is, Shen Qing never thought that one day, she would need to consider how to deal with this person.

However, whether it's his own work, or because of Pan Siyuan and Jiang Xinfeng, it seems that it has become an insurmountable hurdle.Why, this person, suddenly became an important person in his life?Shen Qing was a little troubled by this, she didn't like to affect her life for others, especially the one she didn't like, who would let herself work for others, so she had to work hard to find a way to defeat him!

Shen Qing is not a combative person, but she is definitely not one who admits defeat easily. She is used to avoiding things and people that will cause conflicts and conflicts, because she doesn't want to annoy herself.But if something she wants to possess or protect is touched, then she will become like a big crab with teeth and claws.

Jiang Xinfeng, who knows him better?What about Pan Siyuan, Shen Qing would not let herself ask her such a boring question if she was killed, it seems that she can only pin her hopes on He Bingbing who seems to admire Mr. Jiang very much.

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