Remember to forget GL

Shen Qing nodded and followed the beauty.But he forgot to look around, and he never found the silver car parked across the road. If he could take a closer look among the crowd, Shen Qing's life might be easier.Unfortunately, there is no if.

"What do you want to eat?" The beauty opened the car door and smiled sweetly. Although she was asking, she didn't stop her movements. It seemed that she had already planned in her heart.

"Anything you can eat is fine." Now I have no appetite at all, and it doesn't matter whether I eat or not.

"Shen Qing, you are still the same, you haven't changed at all." The beauty smiled and sat in the cab.

As the car drove, the streets here changed, but the beauty was not worried at all, as if she walked through these roads every day.On the contrary, Shen Qing, staying out of the matter, has been in a daze since getting into the car, sluggishly immersed in his own world.

The person driving next to him turned his head to look at her from time to time, without disturbing her, occasionally showing a doting expression, with a soft light in his eyes.When the car stopped, Shen Qing reacted, took off his seat belt, and walked down by himself.

"After so many years, I didn't expect to still be here. When I first came back, I came here immediately." Standing in front of the small shop, it was not Shen Qing who spoke first.

"Senior sister, the taste here hasn't changed much. I just came here to eat a while ago." Shen Qing smiled, remembering the last time I had an appointment with Zheng Ting here, and I vowed to confess my heart.

"Let's go, have a good dinner in memory." SARAH leaned over, took Shen Qing's hand, and for the first time took the initiative to be intimate.

Shen Qing was frightened by the sudden tenderness. This was a scene he had dreamed of for many years. He had indulged himself countless times in his dreams, fantasizing about this moment, longing for a touch without distance.But now, I instinctively want to escape, which is even more uncomfortable than He Bingbing's intimacy.

He dodged to the side without any trace, and didn't push SARAH's hand away, but the distance between the two was also maintained. Fortunately, the road was very short, and such an awkward posture made people walking uncomfortable.The silver car parked in the distance behind did not make any movement, only after witnessing this intimate scene, the wipers were turned on on a sunny day.

How great would it be if this scene could be erased like chalk writing?

"Shen Qing, do you still drink lemon tea?" The senior sister smiled confidently. While asking, she had already signaled to the waiter for two glasses of lemonade.

After ordering a few dishes in memory, the atmosphere on the table began to improve.Shen Qing returned to the old place, the fragments in memory gradually became clear, and the bad mood was temporarily suppressed.How long has it been since you and your senior sister have dinner together?It seems to be a dream many years ago. Every meal in Paris breaks my heart, and I have a happy meal, maybe ten years ago.

"Shen Qing, how long have we known each other, do you remember?" SARAH stirred the lemon slices in the cup, Shen Qing's movements were exactly the same, even if they didn't speak, there was always a tacit understanding between the two.

"More than ten years have passed in a blink of an eye." Shen Qing pondered, with the corners of his mouth raised.

"Yeah, we were still children at that time." SARAH thought Shen Qing would be very specific, 14 years, they have known each other for 14 years.

"A lot of things, a lot of people, will change, so 14 years seems to be a long time. But there are also some people, some things will not change, so ten years is just a blink of an eye, just like this store, like..." SARAH said nothing After finishing speaking, she kept looking at Shen Qing, the anxiety in her eyes made Shen Qing very embarrassed.

She still lowered her head, not daring to meet Sarah's gaze. This kind of gaze scared her and made her want to run away.

Time, what a cruel thing, you have no way to resist its attack, and you can't keep it.But it has repeatedly proven with facts that nothing in this world can withstand the devouring of time, and everything will actually change.The only difference is whether people are willing to admit this change.

"Things are cold, eat quickly." Shen Qing put a piece of braised pork into the senior sister's bowl, this kind of behavior was so common in those days when he took her home for dinner that it became Shen Qing's habit.

Instinctively, as long as she sits next to SARAH, as long as there is food in front of her, and the other party has a bowl, Shen Qing will take the food for her.This is the kindness that others have never given, and SARAH has not enjoyed it for many years, and at this moment, her eyes are reddened with some control.

At this moment, Shen Qing's heart became heavy, because she had no choice but to find that no matter what she did, she could not escape Pan Siyuan's shadow.When I was eating with my senior sister, I was thinking about what Pan Siyuan would have for dinner. Zheng Ting's words appeared in my mind over and over again, imagining her trance and loneliness, her heart was firmly grasped by an invisible hand, but the pain could not break out.

"All these years, how are you?" SARAH noticed Shen Qing's sudden silence, so he could only find a topic to talk about.

"It's not very good, and there's nothing bad about it. Anyway, let's live a normal life." Shen Qing habitually summed up the feelings of these years.

"You, will you blame me?" Shen Qing stopped the movements of her hands and pursed her lips. She knew what the senior sister was asking, although they never talked about it.

Ever since the class reunion ended in anger, Shen Qing let go of her worries. She didn't care what her seniors thought of her, let alone how her seniors thought of her special feelings.Now, senior sister asked this question, thinking that the understanding between them has been carefully concealed, it should be the end of the curtain.

Shaking his head, it seems that there is really nothing to blame. If you want to blame, you can only blame yourself.In fact, it seems that everyone is right, and there is not much choice in who to fall in love with.

"Shen Qing, actually I don't plan to go back to Paris this time when I return to China." SARAH carefully replaced the osseous plate for Shen Qing, and also forced her to look up at herself in disguise.

"Don't go?"

"Well, it's been a long time outside, it's time to go home."

"Why? Didn't you always want to go out and see the outside world?" Shen Qing remembered that in high school, the senior sister was full of ambitions, and when talking about future plans, she always had an expression full of expectation.

"Because of one person, I think I should come back." SARAH didn't circle around, with a faint smile in his eyes.

Shen Qing didn't dare to ask any more questions. The words she once wanted to hear the most have now become like a curse that people can't avoid.She didn't want this embarrassment to happen, if she couldn't deal with the aftermath, she could only try not to let it start.

"By the way, where are you going to live now?" Shen Qing remembered that a few years ago, her senior sister's parents sold their house and went to France. Now that they are back, it's time to buy a house again.

"Now I live in a house that a friend helped to find, not far from my previous home. But if you want to buy a house, you still want to look at it after a while. You also know that the current house price is not what it used to be, and you can't just buy it casually."

"Yes, you have to be more careful when buying a house. It's so expensive, if you don't buy it well, you'll lose half your life to get in." Shen Qing also has a headache when she thinks about the house price, which is one of the reasons why she still lives with her parents until now.

"It's also very close to your house, so every time I go back, I will think of the time when I went to your house for dinner." SARAH smiled brightly, as if deliberately provoking all of Shen Qing's memories, and all the details were covered. Mention them one by one.

Shen Qing smiled awkwardly, now that the senior sister has become more and more unfamiliar to her, although she used to love her in her heart and enshrined her in her heart like a goddess, and did not dare to blaspheme easily, but at least they got along with each other in real life of.Now senior sister's words, every word and every sentence are like small silver needles, piercing into the skin, there is no serious injury but it always leaves a stinging pain.

"Shen Qing, you left Paris in too much haste at that time, I didn't have a lot to say to you, actually..." SARAH was silent for a while, as if she was brewing some emotions.

"Sister, the dessert is pretty good, why don't you try it too?" Brownie stuck to Shen Qing's lips, covering the scar that was no longer conspicuous.

"Shen Qing, you really haven't changed at all." When SARAH was interrupted like this, it seemed that the emotions that had been gathered just now disappeared again.

"I've changed, but you didn't realize it. How can people stay the same? We're all getting old, aren't we?" Shen Qing licked her lips and continued to eat dessert with her head down.

"I mean, the way you cover up and divert the topic hasn't changed at all, and you still have the nerve to say you're old? I think it's about the same as when you were in middle school!" SARAH raised her hand gracefully, beckoning the waiter to come, and giving herself I ordered a brownie, and the tiramisu in front of me was gently pushed away.

"Hey, senior sister, people are hard to break down." Shen Qing was speechless, and surrendered.

"Actually, Shen Qing, I saw you and Samantha that day, is it true?" Taking the brownie from the waiter's hand, SARAH was not in a hurry to taste it.

Nodding her head vigorously, Shen Qing no longer needed to think and consider. She was serious about her feelings for Pan Siyuan, and she didn't need to ask herself countless times to prove it.When I think of that person, I can't help but want to smile, think of the first meeting with her, think of the gentleness and charm she inadvertently revealed, let myself sink in step by step, every bit of it is so precious.

A shallow sigh came, and Shen Qing's heart skipped a beat. Sure enough, senior, she still minds such feelings.

"This kind of emotional road will be difficult to walk, are you ready?" SARAH said lightly, it seems that the most attractive thing at this moment is Brownie in front of him, not the person who just spoke.

"Whether I'm ready or not, I have to go on. When love comes, no one can escape. If you always have to wait until you are ready to love, maybe that person has already left." Shen Qing felt relieved all of a sudden. It was the least of her problems.In the past, she must have looked forward and backward, thought and thought, but when she realized that she should hold on to Pan Siyuan tightly, she knew that she had no way out.

"I didn't expect you to be so brave, but it reflects my cowardice." As if being reminded of the past, SARAH trembled slightly, biting his lips and trying to restrain his fluctuating emotions.

"It doesn't matter whether you are brave or not. Everyone has a different attitude towards feelings. I have nothing special to give her, only a sincere heart. And I only want a relationship that can last a lifetime. Now that I have finally met, I don't want to Missed it." When it came to Pan Siyuan, Shen Qing seemed to have opened up the conversation, in front of senior sisters, she shouldn't have talked about her lover so ostentatiously.

"How many relationships can go to the end? Life is too long, with too many variables and too many promises, which only adds to the sadness for the future." SARAH's eyes were filled with sadness, as if she had also been hurt like this.

"I also know it's difficult, but when the right person appears, you will start to believe in the so-called eternity." Shen Qing smiled slightly at senior sister, warm and calm.

"Perhaps, you are right." SARAH looked at Shen Qing for a long time before uttering this sentence.

There are incomprehensible emotions flowing in the eyes, the shades are intertwined, and too many stories are deposited in it.At this moment, Shen Qing saw in a trance that in the past, the senior sister had an intoxicating aura, but she no longer attracted her.

When the two walked out of the store, the night was already thick, and the neon lights showed the vitality of the night. SARAH wanted to send Shen Qing home, but was declined.

"Senior sister, I want to walk alone." Shen Qing wanted to breathe, and wanted to see that person even more.

"Shen Qing, take care of yourself, okay?" SARAH has been hesitant to speak tonight, but in Shen Qing's eyes, she is full of fear.

Finally said goodbye, the two walked towards their respective directions, no one stood there watching, and no one looked back once.In the night, the silver car finally started and left slowly.

Shen Qing walked along the old street, the exquisite shop windows on the side of the road never let her stop, and the nostalgic singing of the tavern came to her ears.She had a sore nose, but she still had to keep walking, because she wanted to go to that person's house.

The river of time flows into the sea, and finally we parted ways.

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