Remember to forget GL

Shen Qing stood in front of the floor-to-ceiling windows, looking at the passers-by who were covered under various umbrellas and couldn't see their true faces clearly, but the hurried footsteps revealed their busyness.Swipe your finger on the window a few times, pointless ups and downs a few times, still make people heartbroken.

"Shen Qing, what are you doing?" The voice behind him was not the familiar gentle tone, Shen Qing slightly twitched the corner of his mouth, turned around, and nodded to Zhao Bowei.

"It's working time now, and your state doesn't seem right." Zhao Bowei stood at the same spot, at a distance of two or three meters, but he could still get a glimpse of the mental state of the person opposite him.

"I know, I will adjust it as soon as possible." Shen Qing frowned slightly, nodded instinctively, expressing agreement.

Zhao Bowei remained where he was, his mouth moved, but he didn't say anything.After looking at Shen Qing a few more times, he turned and left.What was left behind, whether it was a sigh or a resentment, Shen Qing no longer cared.

I don't know when, she felt more and more depressed in the company, and had the idea of ​​escaping.This place used to be her safe haven, and she never thought of making a name for herself here, but she also spent her youth loyally.After all, five years, not everyone is willing to be so down-to-earth.

The last shareholding plan was rejected after being rejected. He Bingbing helped to inquire a few times, but all failed. He only said that Lao Zhao was very tight-lipped.He Bingbing kept complaining that Jiang Xinfeng was deliberately putting pressure on her, and Shen Qing just smiled lightly, but she always had a premonition in her heart that this refusal came from Old Zhao.

Turning around again, the word "silk" on the window has turned into a few water marks flowing down the river, and there is no trace left.Shen Qing's heart suddenly emptied, this ending was even more miserable than the flowers in the mirror and the moon in the water, there were traces, but it was never complete, it only reminded her of the beauty of the past.

The scab on the lip is starting to fall off, but the pain is still noticeable.Every time Shen Qing stood in front of the mirror, he would gently touch this wound, wanting to recover, but even more wanting to keep it.The scene of being pushed out of the house by Pan Siyuan that day was vivid in my memory, and it became a hurdle in Shen Qing's heart.

Her kiss did not melt Pan Siyuan, but aroused her resentment.If you can't rub it away, you can only use your mouth to bite her lip hard, forcing her to back away.Facing the closed door, Shen Qing licked the blood on her lips, a bit of bitterness lingered in her heart, falling from heaven to hell, too fast and too painful, so she couldn't do anything in time.

When she left, Shen Qing had regrets in her heart, did she say it too early?Should they wait for their relationship to be more stable, or have more sweet days before letting this happen?In this way, even if there is nothing in the future, there will be enough memories to reminisce.But now, she seems to have left nothing behind, only infinite regrets.

The phone in his hand was unlocked and then locked again.Even if I hold my mobile phone all afternoon, I still can't dial a number.Shen Qing hated her selfishness and wanted to be forgiven, but she couldn't understand Pan Siyuan's pain.Who is to blame?It was she who had a crush on her senior, so she went to Paris full of joy, but her senior was not her girlfriend, let alone made any promises. Isn't it normal for her to have a boyfriend?Blame that strange woman?I have done such absurd things, no matter what kind of person that woman is, what I deprived from the other party is not clear at any price.After all, I can only blame myself, why I drink, and why I get drunk!

I haven't contacted Pan Siyuan for a week. I don't know if she's doing well, and I don't dare to ask her if she's doing well.Afraid to know, because she was afraid that she couldn't help but want to take care of her, but she couldn't forget the tears on Pan Siyuan's face when she was pushed out the door, and her sad face was mixed with despair.

"Zheng Ting, you..." Shen Qing picked up the call with a vague premonition.

"Shen Qing, what do you mean?" Zheng Ting's tone was really bad, and she questioned her head and face.

"What did you say?" Shen Qing felt that Zheng Ting must have learned something from Pan Siyuan, but the question was a bit incomprehensible.

"Don't pretend to be confused!" Zheng Ting's tone was not kind, and she was so angry that she was about to get angry over the phone.

"As you said, you won't make Si Si sad, but it's only been a few days now, and you've tortured her like this! Will you ever fall in love? If you don't know how to do it, don't start!" Zheng Ting's voice came from afar. It came from the place, and it still carried something similar to an echo.

It seems that it is in an empty and deserted place that she can play so boldly.

Shen listened and did not argue.From the time she heard that sentence of torture, her heart could no longer be calm.Sure enough, she was still hurt. The person she wanted to care for with love was actually hurt by herself.Shen Qing's sour eyes couldn't control the overflowing tears, and the twitching of his nose became more and more obvious, and finally the person on the other end of the phone sensed it, and his tone also eased.

"Hey, Shen Qing, are you crying? Didn't I just say something to you? Why are you so fragile?"

"No, I didn't cry because you scolded me, I just..." I just felt sorry for Pan Siyuan, her pain, and hated my mistakes.

"I said, why did you offend Si Si? I asked her, but she refused to say anything. But she was absent-minded all day, and today she was almost scalded by a colleague's boiling water." Zheng Ting asked Pan Siyuan For some reason, I had to go to another party to inquire.

"She was burned?!" Shen Qing wanted to be blocked, wanted to speak out, but found it so difficult.

"I almost said! Are you deaf!" Zheng Ting was speechless, this person's focus is so strange!

"Also, wipe off your snot and tears first, and don't twitch while talking to me. I can't bear to talk about such a heavy topic with children." Zheng Ting said half-jokingly and half-seriously, I want to lighten up the atmosphere.

Naturally, Shen Qing would not tell Zheng Ting what happened at Pan Siyuan's house that night, not because she couldn't trust the other party, but it was a secret that belonged to her and Pan Siyuan.She doesn't want to share this unique fragment with anyone, even if there is only pain in the future when she recalls it.

It turned out that Pan Siyuan was as depressed as herself, and Shen Qing laughed at herself, how could the other party feel better if she was not doing well?However, she did not expect that Pan Siyuan's calmness and tranquility would be broken repeatedly because of her.What kind of trance would it take to be almost scalded by a teacup?A delicate woman, without the brilliance on her face, will only be a lonely doll.

The phone was tightly squeezed in his hand, and Shen Qing wiped away the tears on his face.She still needs to do a lot, not just hide in a corner and cry.She wants to hold that woman in her arms and make her laugh happily. This is the result she wants, and this is what her love should bring to Pan Siyuan.

If a person only makes you cry, then she is not qualified to be by your side.If you want to cry, it can only be tears of happiness!

"It must be like this." Shen Qing tightly squeezed the phone in her hand. She has no love experience, which doesn't mean she will shrink back in frustration.

Love needs to be more frustrated and more courageous, not to mention, she hasn't loved well yet, how can she just give up when she says give up?

"Can I see you? I really miss you." Shen Qing's message appeared on Pan Siyuan's mobile phone, but she couldn't see it immediately.

It has been nearly an hour and a half since he was trapped in Deputy Lin's office. During the long 90 minutes, Deputy Lin's face changed several times, and then he became a little out of breath.But Pan Siyuan still sat still, calm and calm.

"Xiao Pan, tell me, how can I explain this to my superiors!" Deputy Lin placed the teacup lid heavily on the table, and his supposedly graceful movements became fierce.

"Deputy Lin, I'm sorry for what happened last time, but it's true that something happened at home and I need to rush back to deal with it. I'm sorry for the inconvenience caused, and I've written a detailed report to you and me after I came back. Relevant leaders. As for how to reply, I understand." Sitting opposite Lin Futai, Pan Siyuan felt a little tired in her heart, but she remained calm on her face.

"This, this makes me very embarrassed. You also know that your program is now half of the station's signature, but you disappeared without an explanation, which really caused chaos in the station." Deputy Lin seemed to be at a loss. I was trying to recall those days, with a heartbroken look on my face.

Pan Siyuan's beautiful and delicate eyebrows were raised, and she couldn't help but curse in her heart:

"Didn't explain?! At the beginning, I called you in the middle of the night, told you the reason, and made a report. At that time, who was it who seemed to understand the righteousness, and kept comforting me, telling me to go back and deal with things quickly, saying The stage will make arrangements. As soon as she came back, she was left with a mess, and it was obvious that a hole was dug for her to jump!"

Taking a deep breath and suppressing the fire in her heart, Pan Siyuan had no choice but to smile:

"Lintai, there is no way to change this matter now, and I can handle whatever the station can do for me. However, I only want this to be a fair and transparent result."

As expected, Deputy Lin's expression changed, and the complacent look disappeared, his eyes kept rolling, as if he was thinking about something.But after being a leader for a long time, the skills on the stage are naturally good, and he complied with a smile, and promised that it must be a fair result.Before leaving, he did not forget to praise Xiao Pan for his sensibility and professionalism, and repeatedly emphasized that the station did not regret hiring her with a high salary.

After thanking Zheng Ting for her concern, Pan Siyuan returned to her seat, feeling powerless in her heart.It seems that there is nothing that can make me happy now. From morning to night, from opening to closing my eyes, my heart is always tugging.She doesn't have much mood to deal with the strife in the workplace, the jealousy of her colleagues, the jealousy and covetousness of her boss, she always gets along very well, but it takes a lot of energy after all.

Now, with only one Shen Qing, just one word from her, she was rendered powerless to fight back lightly.

By the time I saw Shen Qing's news, it was already evening.The heart is so tired, it seems that there are some signs of catching a cold. Pan Siyuan has been taught since she was a child that she should take a good rest when she catches a cold, and don't have too much contact with people. Resting is much healthier than taking medicine.

Naturally, she wanted to meet each other, but she didn't want to infect Shen Qing, let alone show her haggard face in front of him.I have to say that I am tired and make an appointment in a few days.

Shen Qing waited all afternoon, seeing Pan Siyuan's flat tone of reply, her heart was inevitably bitter.Reluctantly pouted, it seems that the other party has not calmed down.

Pan Siyuan drove the car and drove to the downstairs of Shen Qing's company. Although she said she hadn't seen her for a while, she was still thinking about her.In the past week, she didn't look for Shen Qing, and Shen Qing didn't look for her. Her mood was messed up and she couldn't do anything.It's rare that today Shen Qing said that he wanted to meet, but he was sick, and there was an inexplicable grievance in his heart that he couldn't vent.

Just take a look at it from a distance in the car. If you take a look, you may get better soon.

"Shen Qing, can we have dinner together tonight?" The beautiful voice woke up the person who walked out of the building with his head lowered.

"Huh? Eat?" Shen Qing lost his mind for a moment when the person suddenly appeared in front of him.

"Do you have an appointment?" Seeing that Shen Qing hadn't answered for a long time, the other party could only guess cautiously.

Shen Qing smiled wryly and shook her head, she wanted to make an appointment, but was rejected.Unexpectedly, losing a date, but unexpectedly receiving another invitation, is really a trade-off.

"Then let's go together tonight. I have something I want to tell you." The woman in front of her was still so beautiful, but Shen Qing felt strange.

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