Lin Road

The back arched into a seductive curve, and with Lu Jinghua's movements, it was dyed a pink blush.Lu Jinghua lovingly stroked his white jade-like back, constantly leaving loving hickeys on it.The person in his arms trembled deeply, and let out a low moan that seemed to be crying and panting, and those who listened wanted to bully him more deeply.Lu Jinghua lowered his body and pecked and kissed his neck. His body's reaction told Lu Jinghua faithfully that he liked to be treated so tenderly.He propped up his body weakly, turned back, and Lu Jinghua kissed his lips with precision, and the two of them got closer together, exploring the secret of bliss together.Lu Jinghua let go of the bright lips that had been ravaged by him, and carefully traced the face full of emotion between the eyebrows and eyes.Sweaty forehead, misty eyes, slightly parted lips, the people in front of me are so familiar that they cannot be more familiar.The moment Lu Jinghua saw his face clearly, cold sweat broke out all over his body, but he smiled very charmingly, hugged Lu Jinghua's neck and did not let go, pressed it to his ear, and said softly:

"Jinghua, get up and have breakfast."

"Ah——" Lu Jinghua opened his eyes suddenly, panting heavily, and his entire back was wet with sweat.

God, what did he dream about just now.

Lu Jinghua sat up and patted himself on the head vigorously, trying to clear up all the remaining images in his mind.

It's just that when he walked out of the room, the figure who was busy in the kitchen on the other side of the living room overlapped with the person in the dream again.

Lin Jingxian heard a voice behind him, and turned to greet him, "Come and eat after washing up."

Lin Jingxian wore Lu Jinghua's blue and white shirt with vertical stripes. The rolled up sleeves revealed a section of white arms and a slightly larger neckline. The inadvertently revealed collarbone reminded Lu Jinghua of the charming dream just now.

"I know, I know." Lu Jinghua stammered, turned and fled into the bathroom.

Lu Jinghua washed his face and finally woke up completely.Last night, he went to pick up the drunk Lin Jingxian home.Then they kissed, and then he had that dream of boundless spring.

"Alas..." Lu Jinghua looked at himself in the mirror, desperately building up his mind, as if nothing had happened.

The dining table was filled with hot breakfast, and after Lu Jinghua sat down, Lin Jingxian was still busy by the sink, "Eat first, I'll soak these things, otherwise it won't be easy to wash after a while."

Lu Jinghua looked at the fragrant breakfast, and at Lin Jingxian who was wearing an apron standing in the kitchen, his heart suddenly calmed down, and he felt the feeling of home that he had not seen for a long time.The last time someone was busy with breakfast for themselves, it seemed like it was a long time ago when I was a child, my mother scooped up half a bowl of rice porridge while muttering to grow up and cook for herself.Lu Jinghua suddenly felt that such a scene was familiar and intimate, overlapping with a soft place in his heart, as if it had become an ordinary part of life.

The morning sun was just right, shining softly into the window, warming the hearts of the people.

"I'm sorry to trouble you yesterday." After breakfast, Lin Jingxian lowered his head in embarrassment, "I will be different from usual after drinking."

"It's indeed different from your usual." Lu Jinghua thought of Lin Jingxian who was acting like a baby, and also Lin Jingxian who was kissing him, and quickly changed the subject, "Your wallet, key, and mobile phone seem to be still in the bar, so hurry up and get them later come back."

"En." Lin Jingxian continued to lower his head, and after a long time of deliberation, he said again: "Did I treat you..."

"It's okay!" Lu Jinghua quickly interrupted him, "Everyone gets drunk, so don't mention the past."

Hearing these words, Lin Jingxian finally raised his eyes to face Lu Jinghua sitting opposite him.

Lu Jinghua caught a glimpse of a slight redness at the corners of his eyes, met his dark eyes, but remembered the way they were covered with water, quickly turned his eyes away, and pretended to raise his glass to take a sip of water.

Lin Jingxian waited for him to swallow the water before slowly opening his mouth: "Although I drink a lot, I remember everything I have done."

Lu Jinghua felt inexplicably guilty. Last night, it was Lin Jingxian who "moved" his mouth first, but then he was also drunk.

"I," Lin Jingxian clasped his hands tightly on his knees, and said in a small but clear voice, "I like you."

Lu Jinghua's eyes widened. Although he knew the truth beforehand, he was still too shocked to speak.He never thought that Lin Jingxian would speak so bluntly in this situation.

"You will find it very troublesome." Lin Jingxian continued to lower his head after saying that, "But, I really think I can't hide it any longer. I don't want to lie to you. I'm sorry."

The room fell into silence, because Lin Jingxian had finished what he wanted to say, and Lu Jinghua didn't know what to say.

"I should go." Lin Jingxian finally broke the silence, "I'm sorry to bother you."

"It's okay," Lu Jinghua replied reflexively.

The two walked to the door one after the other, Lu Jinghua cleared his throat, Lin Jingxian turned around and expected him to say something.

"I, cough, that," Lu Jinghua didn't dare to meet his eyes, so he could only look at a certain point in the void, and said in a dry voice, "I have always regarded you as a very good friend."

Upon hearing this, Lin Jingxian lowered his shoulders in disappointment, and asked in a low voice, "Is that all?"

The image of the two kissing, the image of him laughing with Lin Jingxian, and the image of Lin Jingxian in his arms flashed across Lu Jinghua's mind. He gritted his teeth and said "Yes".

Lin Jingxian said no more, he walked out and closed the door in front of Lu Jinghua neatly.

"Bang" sounded.

Lu Jinghua's whole body shook as if he had been awakened. He seemed to see the teardrops that seemed to be dripping from the corners of Lin Jingxian's eyes.Lu Jinghua put his hands on the closed anti-theft door, feeling a sense of loss in his heart, as if he had lost something important.

Suddenly, Lin Jingxian disappeared from Lu Jinghua's life.If he hadn't been able to see the lights in the living room next door every night when he went home, Lu Jinghua would have thought he had left the city directly.

Opening the mobile phone address book, his name is no longer the top of the list of frequently used contacts; he often spends weekends alone.Facing the takeaway lunch box on the table, Lu Jinghua felt a little unexplainable loss in his heart, and even started to blame himself a little. If he pushed Lin Jingxian away at the moment he kissed him, would the fragile balance between the two be okay? How long will it last?

At the same time, Lin Jingxian in the dream also troubled him.Sometimes he looked straight at himself, repeating "I like you" over and over again; sometimes he drooped his shoulders and trembled slightly, trying to comfort himself, but he couldn't touch him no matter what; Sometimes, scenes of blushing and heartbeating scenes are staged in dreams; Lu Jinghua often falls into deep thought, but when he reacts, he finds that he only thinks about some happy memories, as if he is instinctively avoiding how to face reality.

"Brother Jinghua!" His body was suddenly grabbed, Lu Jinghua turned his head sideways, Ling Long grabbed his arm, frowned, and criticized: "What are you thinking, you don't take it seriously when crossing the road!"

Lu Jinghua came back to his senses, he didn't look at the traffic lights just now, and was almost wiped by a turning vehicle.

"I was thinking about something." Lu Jinghua said embarrassedly, "Fortunately, you gave me a hand. By the way, why are you here?"

Lu Jinghua's apartment is in the southern suburbs, and Ling Long's is near the western suburbs, so the two of them usually cannot meet each other.

"This is not a place to talk," Ling Long pointed to the coffee shop across the road, "If you have nothing to do, sit down for a while."

"Actually," Ling Long brushed her hair back in a hurry, "I moved out of the house. The house in the western suburbs was also returned to my brother."

"What?!" Lu Jinghua looked at her in surprise. "How could your brother agree?"

"We had some disputes," Ling Long said in a depressed mood, "then, I moved out."

"What's so serious." Ling Rui and Ling Long depended on each other for life. Lu Jinghua never imagined that Ling Rui would watch her move away.

Ling Long lowered his eyes and held the coffee cup in front of him with both hands. After a while, he said, "Brother Jinghua, do you have someone you like? You like someone so much that even if you are together every day, you still want to dream of someone in your dreams." .”

Will dream?Lu Jinghua quickly shook his head, trying to get rid of the figure that appeared in his mind.

Ling Long didn't seem to be expecting his answer, so he continued on his own: "Money, status, and worldly evaluation, are they really that important? You live your own life, knowing how well you are. I don't understand why brother How about saying the word crossing the line? Where does my brother's hatred for him come from?"

"Perhaps, once you cross it, you can't look back." Lu Jinghua said, "When two people are together, what they need is never just love."

"But with him here, I have the courage to fight against the whole world." Looking into Lu Jinghua's eyes, Ling Long said firmly: "I want to try it. I would rather lament how young and frivolous I used to be in a long time to come. , and I don’t want to shed tears to miss the love hidden in my heart. I only know that I love him very much now, and I want to do my best and risk everything to stay with him forever. I don’t care about other people’s eyes, his smile can Heal all my grievances."

Lu Jinghua looked at Ling Long, and almost couldn't help but envy her, she was so brave, she was not afraid of anything as long as she had love.

"Ling Long, have you ever thought that maybe your ending is not as happy as you imagined?"

"The worst thing is to turn around and look like a stranger." Ling Long showed a slightly bitter smile, "It's better than living in regret all my life."

"It seems that you have already made up your mind." Lu Jinghua sighed, "No matter what, you have to understand that Ling Rui loves you, so don't resent him for these things."

"Brother Jinghua, let me ask you a question." Before breaking up, Ling Long looked at him in confusion, "Do you have someone you really like? If Auntie and the others disagree, you will fight for the family like my brother." Stepping into a marriage that exists in name only?"

Lu Jinghua shook his head, wanting to say I can't, but Ling Long's attention has already been attracted by the people across the road.

"Xie An!" Ling Long seemed to be lit up by something instantly, exuding happiness from the inside out.

Lu Jinghua followed her gaze, and the young man who had met several times stood there, without saying a word, but one could clearly feel how focused his gaze was on this side.Xie An gestured for Ling Long to stand where he was, and came to pick her up by himself.The young man walking slowly through the crowd and the girl waiting quietly on the other side seem to have only each other in their eyes, and all other pedestrians are reduced to the background.

"See you next time, brother Jinghua. I'm really sorry for saying a lot of strange things today." Ling Long smiled and waved goodbye. Xie An nodded slightly as a greeting, and then led Ling Long to their home.

Looking at the backs of the two, Lu Jinghua inexplicably felt deep envy.In the vast sea of ​​people, it is not easy to find the person who holds hands with you.He sighed in his heart.

Suddenly, Lu Jinghua froze as he was about to move forward.Across the road, Lin Jingxian walked slowly towards the station with his backpack on his back.

He has lost weight.

This was Lu Jinghua's first reaction.

The distance was too far, Lu Jinghua couldn't see Lin Jingxian's face clearly.He chased Lin Jingxian on the side of the road and walked tens of meters, then stopped again.

What is this doing?Lu Jinghua asked himself.

He turned around and strode in the opposite direction.The trajectories of two people are like parallel lines, extending infinitely and never intersecting.

The author has something to say:

Emotional drama is hard!How to make Xiao Lu realize that he likes Lin Lin? ? (It is estimated that I will use a very IQ way to catch the urgent~ I will slap my face)

Ling Long and Xie An are destined to be tragedies! (Stepmother mode) #On the difference between romance and pure love#