Lin Road

"Oh, I'm sorry." Lu Jinghua opened the door, and an old lady greeted her with a smile on her face.

"Are you?" Lu Jinghua felt that the person in front of him looked familiar.

The aunt pointed to the opposite door, "I am the landlord of that house."

"Oh, hello. Long time no see." Lu Jinghua met a few times when she first moved in here, but after she rented out the house, she never met.

"It's like this," the aunt explained, "do you know the young man at the opposite door? I've been looking for him for several days, but he didn't answer the phone call or knock on the door. The security guard downstairs said that he had gone out and never came back. .”

"What do you need from him?" Lu Jinghua recalled the living room next door that had been dark for the past two days, and said, "If I can contact him, I can talk to him."

"It's like this. Because of some family matters, I don't want to rent this house anymore, and I plan to sell it directly." The aunt said, "Let him know in advance, and I will find another place to live before the end of this month."

"If I meet him, I will tell you." Lu Jinghua replied.

After seeing off the landlady, Lu Jinghua almost couldn't wait to take out his mobile phone and press Lin Jingxian's number.

I have business to tell him.Lu Jinghua said confidently in his heart.

Since the brief encounter on the street that day, Lu Jinghua has always felt empty in his heart. He picked up his phone several times and didn't know what to say.

To his disappointment, Lin Jingxian didn't seem to give him special treatment.The mechanical female voice on the other end of the phone repeated "The number you dialed is turned off".

This situation continued until the next afternoon, and Lu Jinghua couldn't sit still.According to the landlord's statement and the time when I met him, Lin Jingxian has been turned off for three days, which is very abnormal.

Could something be wrong?Lu Jinghua couldn't help but have some terrible conjectures.No, no, he was almost in a cold sweat from being frightened by himself, Jing Xian will definitely be fine.

At this moment, he suddenly realized that he knew so little about Lin Jingxian.I can't think of where he might go, and I don't have the contact information of his relatives. Should he contact Jiang Shaofeng?

Wait, there is one more person!

"Beauty, you can check Yan Jin's contact number for me right now. Yes, it is the star Yan Jin. Hurry up, I need it urgently."

Looking for Brother Yan Jin in such a hurry?Lin Jiaren remembered her brother's faint smile before he left, and said to herself, "If he asks you for Yan Jin's phone number, delay and give it to him as late as possible."

Lin Jiaren didn't know why at the time, so she nodded.Now, she seems to understand a little bit.

Lu Jinghua came over to ask her several times in one afternoon, but she always looked like I was trying hard, and kept talking on the phone for a while.

Lu Jinghua couldn't help calling other friends, and finally got Yan Jin's phone number, but the line was busy!

Lu Jinghua couldn't help complaining bitterly in his heart to the person who blocked him, but he didn't know that it was Lin Jingxian.

"It hasn't changed at all, you." Yan Jin listened to the notification tone of the mobile phone, and Lu Jinghua kept trying to call in, "You look obedient, but in fact you have the most thoughtfulness."

"If I don't press harder, how can he see his own heart clearly?" Lin Jingxian said calmly.

"Back then, Xiao Zhao was actually tricked by you."

"What I rely on is his love." Lin Jingxian looked out the window, the dark clouds were very low, and a heavy rain was brewing. "He loves me, I love him, that's all."

"Okay, okay," Yan Jin took the phone away, "Is it almost time to answer that call? If you don't answer it, he might break into my house."

When Lu Jinghua answered the phone and heard Yan Jin's lazy "Hello, who is it?", he even froze for a moment, "Hello, is there anyone? I'll hang up if no one is there."

"Yan Jin! I'm Lu Jinghua." Lu Jinghua quickly recovered and said in a hurry, "Has Jing Xian contacted you recently? Do you know where he is?"

"Mr. Lu, hello." Yan Jin greeted slowly, "Are you looking for Xiaoxian?"

"Yeah, has he contacted you recently? I haven't been able to get through to him."

"No." After listening to Yan Jin's words, Lu Jinghua fell into an ice cave, what should I do, how can I find him?Call the police?

"It's been three days, and I haven't been able to contact him for three days." Lu Jinghua clenched his phone tightly, "Do you have other ways to find him?"

"No." Yan Jin's denial was exchanged for a moment of silence on the other end of the phone, Yan Jin raised the corners of his mouth, and added, "However, I can probably guess where he went."

When sitting on the train, Lu Jinghua didn't bring any luggage, only the mobile phone wallet and Lin Jiaren hastily stuffed in the bag.He sat by the window, and a couple sat across from him, both of whom were dozing off.There were not many people in the carriage, and this was not a tourist route, so he was able to buy a ticket for the day to go to that unknown little place.

"Tomorrow is the anniversary of his parents' death," Yan Jin's words came to mind, "He probably went back to his hometown to worship them."

"That's it," Lu Jinghua finally felt relieved, "But why didn't he answer the phone?"

"Because, in another day," Yan Jin's sigh came through the receiver, "it's his birthday."

Lu Jinghua also secretly felt sad when he was in the second year of middle school because of his father who had never met.Back then, Lu's father and mother made a private decision for life, but the Lu family looked down on her mother's shabby background, and forced her to leave her hometown when she was pregnant.The young father Lu could only watch his wife and children suffer, and had no choice but to secretly send some money.It wasn't until Lu's father stood at the top of the Lu family's power that he could take them home in an open and honest manner.Although there was a car accident, Lu Jinghua couldn't remember many things in the past, but he always remembered that his mother was always by his side, trying his best to make up for the missing part of his father's love.

And what about Lin Jingxian? A 13-year-old boy lost his parents. When other people’s children were still acting coquettishly and playing tantrums, did he feel wronged and could only curl up in a corner with his knees in his arms and cry silently?Although he said that his aunt's family has always been very kind to him, how can it be compared with his biological parents?Every year, the birthday that should be celebrated happily, what kind of mood does Lin Jingxian spend it with?

Lu Jinghua didn't dare to think about it anymore. He seemed to see the little Lin Jingxian sitting in front of a round birthday cake through the glass, making a pious wish that would never come true.The flickering light of the candles on the cake illuminated the crystal tears on his face.

Go faster.Lu Jinghua silently watched the black shadow receding, and told me to hurry to his side.

The train had to go through the darkness and reach the small town in the morning.Lu Jinghua couldn't bear to close his eyes and sleep. This road and the scenery on both sides may have been seen by Lin Jingxian thousands of times.Now they are all shrouded in darkness, but it does not prevent Lu Jinghua from sketching their appearance in his heart.

Walking the same road, seeing the same scenery, it seems that this way, you can get closer to him.

Lin Jingxian was holding a bouquet of white chrysanthemums, carrying some fruit snacks, walked slowly, walked past rows of tombstones, and stood at a familiar position. "Mom and Dad, I'm here to see you."

While wiping away the accumulated dust, Lin Jingxian babbled about his life.

"I haven't come to see you in the past few years. I'm sorry. I lived a good life in a foreign country. I graduated successfully. Now I have returned to China and opened a small shop. I help Xiao Jin make some investments in my spare time. By the way, Xiao Jin is now Now that we are big stars, we might go to Hollywood to develop in the future. We are all very good."

After Lin Jingxian finished speaking, he quietly looked at the photos of his parents.Today the sky is gloomy, without a ray of sunshine, and even the smiles on their faces are somewhat unclear.

Lin Jingxian squatted down slowly, sat on the ground, leaned his head on the stone tablet, looked at the dark clouds in the distance, and finally said: "Actually, I'm not doing well at all."

"Do you still remember Ayu, he once stood here and swore that he would take good care of me."

"But I, every time I feel sad, it's because of him."

"Actually, I can't blame him. It's my own fault. I accidentally let go of my hand. I didn't expect to find him again."

"When I was in the United States, I fell seriously ill. I felt very hopeless. Why did God use the same cruel method again and again to take away the people I love?"

"However, after thinking about it carefully, I'm not a heinous villain. God wouldn't be so cruel to me. Maybe it's just a test, and the road to happiness is always full of thorns."

"Probably you have helped a lot, and I met him again. This time, no matter what means I use, I will never let go."

"You may be quite disappointed with me. When I was a child, I was also a sunny boy, why has it become like this now?"

"I don't want to either." Lin Jingxian gradually felt his face wet, "I don't want to use love as a bargaining chip, and I don't want to become someone I hate."

"I have tried to let go of all this, find an ordinary job, find a suitable partner, and live a good life. But I can't do it."

"It was a bustling scene, but when I woke up from the dream, I still remembered that my heart was beating so hot."

"Sorry, sorry. I can't stop."

"I'm not reconciled. Why do I have to suffer when others can live happily and happily?"

"I long to go back to that grand dream. I used to be so luxurious and happy. Even if there is only a glimmer of hope, I want to find it desperately."

"Fate gave me the chance to get it back, and I don't care what price I have to pay. I just want to—"

"I just want to be happy."

Lu Jinghua urged the taxi driver all the way and rushed over from the train station.When I got off the bus, it was dark like morning. The driver complained that it was going to rain soon and the road was difficult to walk, and he tried to raise the price. Lu Jinghua didn't have the heart to deal with him. give him.

Sure enough, it started to rain on the way. The raindrops were heavy and crackled on the car windows.Lu Jinghua only felt that every drop hit the tip of his heart, which was so cold.There was no wind outside, and there were just bean-sized raindrops pouring down.The farther you go to the suburbs, the fewer people on the roadside. The street trees on both sides of the road are lined up neatly, watching the vehicles on the road with indescribable eyes.

"I said, why don't you give me some more money, I'll wait for you for a while, and send you back by the way." The driver master suggested when he was about to reach the destination, "It's not easy to take a taxi, and it's raining. Even more difficult."

"Okay," Lu Jinghua took out his wallet again, "I'll take care of your car today. I'll go in and find a friend, and I'll be out soon."

When they arrived at the place, before the car stopped, Lu Jinghua hurried down with an umbrella.He's never been here before, but it's like he has a map in his head that tells him that's the way to go.

When he turned around and climbed the stairs, he finally saw a lonely figure in the rain.

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right!No!rise! (sincerely bowing and apologizing) It hasn't been updated for so long. . .silently despise yourself

I went on a trip to other places~ I am lazy and don’t want to code. . .The goal this week is to update at least 6 chapters! (Because I have to take the train back to school on Sunday)

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