Rebirth: Forced to Attack

The sunlight smeared the ground like a layer of butter. It was a separate cemetery, with the best location, the greenest trees, and the most beautiful flowers and plants.The voice of the pastor reading the eulogy slowly flowed in this warm winter day, and there was warmth in his eyes that could accommodate everything.Someone covered his nose and lips with a handkerchief and kept sobbing. When the eulogy was halfway through, Fan Dongli, who was standing in the second row of funeral attendees, suddenly covered his face and half bent down. Then he turned around and went to the funeral alone. Under a huge tree, I found an open space to sit.

Qiao Mingming followed him when he lost his composure.

He broke away his hand covering his face, only to find that he was actually smiling.

"Yes... I'm sorry," Fan Dongli patted Qiao Mingming's comforting hand on his shoulder, "Hahahaha!"

"do not do that."

"Song Fan is dead, haha, he is actually dead, hahahaha..."

Qiao Mingming punched a nearby tree trunk, "Stop laughing!"

"Hahaha, I went to the hospital to see Lin'er yesterday, and I happened to see Gu You lose his temper with the doctor, they dared to use a restraint belt on him for a few minutes, and suggested that he should be transferred to the psychiatric department, hahahaha. Yes, how can a person like him be defeated by PTSD, he is obviously healed, but he just doesn’t speak, Su Xiaochu cries more sadly than his mother every day, hahahaha!"

Qiao Mingming also suddenly laughed along with him, "When Song Fan was about to be buried, the woman he had only known for a few months, the one who wished to be his wife, cried like the end of the world was coming, and the priest's voice It was almost covered by her, hahaha..."

"Rin'er will marry Gu You, marry, hahahaha..."

"Hahahaha Gu You is so fucking lucky..."

"Qiao Mingming, you are so stupid hahahaha..."

"Hahahaha Fan Dongli, you are even more perverted than I thought!"

Fan Dongli put one hand on his shoulder, and Qiao Mingming and his brothers hugged him as if they were in their arms. The two of them continued to laugh at the eyes of the people who left after the funeral as if they were looking at lunatics. Their laughter shook the surrounding leaves. It seems to be echoing in the rustle.

got windy.

Fan Dongli suddenly reached out and grabbed a handful in the air, then held it tightly in front of Qiao Mingming, and smiled, "Guess what I just caught?"

Qiao Mingming looked at his face with a smile covering his emotions, and his eyes suddenly became quiet.

……

Su Xiaochu sat beside Yan Lin's hospital bed, occasionally said a few words, and most of the time flipped through the book or newspaper in his hand, Yan Lin basically only had the sound of breathing, and when he turned over, his eyes were not focused.Su Xiaochu leaned her head against his pillow and asked softly, "When do you plan to get up?"

Yan Lin turned to look out the window.

The gifts brought by others in the ward had to be sorted out every few hours. They only picked a few and put them where he could see them. Among them was a unique vase with a red ribbon tied on it. , Su Xiaochu thought he would like it the first time she saw it. Although he hasn't said a word to anyone so far, she somehow firmly believes that it will be fine.

"You taught me a very important lesson."

She stared at his pale side face due to the lack of sunlight, "When you love someone, and you love someone deeply, if you already have the radiance of your heart, you don't need any extra things to illuminate it."

"Whether it's me, Song Fan, or even Gu You at the beginning, we are so stupid that we forgot that we just need to tell you what we think, treat you well, and let you choose. We choose to use other things for lighting As a result, our path kept drifting away from you, and it took countless hours to understand."

She wondered whether these people who were constantly talking in front of him, as well as the background behind them, were all gray in his eyes.

"I've asked myself many times, and I don't regret it after the fact. Every time I give a negative answer, until that time." She always felt that she was not afraid of retribution, but thinking about it carefully, for a person, the real pain Not retribution, perhaps the biggest punishment is that those painful things fall on the people she loves, and she starts them all.

"Do you remember that thing that you asked, but I never said. You asked twice, and you have never been so curious about me in memory. If you ask again, then I will answer you, okay?"

She looked at him with a smile on her face, but for a long time he just closed his eyes gently.

"I always think you are stupid. Some people use a smile to cover up their indifference, and some people use indifference to cover up their enthusiasm. You have a shrewd mask, but I always see the clumsiness inside. You have also indulged the people you like, like In the past, Su Xiaowu always used some very clumsy excuses to occupy your time, and you also let her. At that time, I always mocked the two of you in my heart, but unfortunately it was too late when I found out that something was wrong with me."

"Yan Lin, I may never be able to give a complete explanation of my thoughts on you. We have brought many things to this life from our previous life. In a sense, no one can start again, even if we go back in time." It's still just one more wash.

"But I know what it's like to fall in love with someone and then lose them. Fortunately, we have options. You can choose to remain alone and miss what you had and lost, or you can choose to let go of the past and welcome a new future. "She chose the former.

Su Xiaochu stroked his hair, and pressed a light kiss on his forehead, "I know you won't invite me when you get married, of course, I can't go if you invite me," she said with a smile, "I'll take care of all the rest. Leave it to Gu You, and you will be happy."

She would only show up occasionally to see him, say a few words, and let the years pass.

……

When he took him out of Xinghai City, he only said three words in total, I'm sorry, you decide, okay.

He still rested in the same bed with him every night, only this did not obey the doctor's orders, and then an accident happened one night.He was nearly strangled by his unconsciousness.Just a little bit, because he barely resisted at first, but when he was really about to fall into darkness, he thought that he couldn't die in front of him, so he struggled and reached out and waved many things on the bedside, and the noise he made attracted people. .

The pinch marks on his neck didn't completely dissipate for a long time, and he was careful not to let him see any of them, but one day when he was lying beside him with his eyes open, he heard that sorry.Low, very clear, but unfortunately there is no redundant content.

Later, with the consent of Yan's father and Yan's mother, he told him that he wanted to take him out of here, and he said you can decide.

In fact, he has never been a person with rich emotions, but when he is with him, many new, even unknown feelings that will appear in his body emerge one by one.Sourness, grievance, sadness, and guilt, these are the emotional expressions that are regarded as weak and weak, and he has experienced them all.But today, he finally felt that he was a little bit stronger and able to open up a world for him.

He is strangely free from any fatigue and confusion, and always smiles when asked by many people, telling them that he is fine.

"I will always protect you." He vowed in his heart.

Gu's mother left them one step ahead, and came to visit before leaving, but she didn't go in, she just stared inside through the glass for a while.She knew that he took care of him almost 24 hours a day, he was like a child, it was so distressing.

"Has everything been decided?" Mother Gu's eyes were slightly melancholy.

He held his mother's hand, "Thank you."

She held back her tears, "Actually, mom believes that everything will be fine, and every day is a new day. If I shed a few tears unsatisfactorily, it is because I am proud of you."

He hugged her thin shoulders, "Trust us."

She believes that there is no one who can convince her more than him, "but it is too bitter."

When he came back inside, he saw him sitting up from the bed, he walked over and hugged him, then held his hand, crossed his fingers slowly, and asked, "Are you ready?"

Without answering, he added, "Go to where we really started, what do you say?"

His arms used to surround him, in many days and nights, coldly, domineeringly, and lingeringly, but there was never a time like this, full of pity, "Okay."

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This is the end, the extra episode is starting~

Thank you to all those who have seen this place and never gave up, they are all warriors in my heart 2333

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