lonely patient

There was a thick layer of snow in the yard, and I supported Wen Luming to walk on the snow with one foot deep and one foot shallow. When he was about to reach the door, he suddenly slipped and fell to the side, and was dragged by him I also fell down with a plop.I fell on Wen Luming, the bridge of my nose hit his chin, the pain was so painful that I almost burst into tears.

"Wen Luming..." The weather was cold, I opened my mouth and let out a cloud of white gas, "Your uncle..."

I bumped into him during the susceptible period last time, and this time again, what the hell have I done?

"Don't swear." Wen Luming didn't care about the snow all over his body on the ground, and raised his hand to cover my mouth and said seriously.

I have seen too many drunks of all kinds, and I can tell at a glance that he is not lightly drunk. Even if my mouth is covered, I still can't help but say angrily: "How can someone pour a glass, and you are still a man?! "

Wen Luming understood this sentence, he stared at me and said slowly: "I am."

His pheromones floated in the cold air, like the fragrance of flowers from distant mountains, rolled into my body along with the wind and snow.I lost my temper all of a sudden, supported his chest and tried to stand up, and said, "Get up first, we'll talk when we go back."

"No." Wen Luming was stubborn and unreasonable like all drunks, dragged me back into the snow, turned over and pressed me up, and asked, "Why do you say I'm not a man?"

The courtyard lamp cast a light on half of his sharp-edged face. Both of us were wearing thick down jackets, and we were sweating lightly in the snow at minus ten degrees.

I knew I couldn't explain clearly to the drunk, so I just said nicely, "I'm talking nonsense, I know I'm wrong."

"You don't know, you lie to me every time." Wen Luming said.

This "every time" is really unreasonable, I was trapped under him, and asked helplessly: "Then what do you think of me?"

"I..." Wen Luming looked confused and looked at me blankly, "I think..."

I think he doesn't know what he's thinking, he's so drunk, he doesn't even know whether he recognizes me or not. "Teacher Wen, do you know who I am?" I asked.

"You are Yan Qiao." Wen Luming frowned, as if he was unhappy that I asked such an idiot question, "No one will forget you if you forget."

The snow became smaller and fell into my hair like velvet. My eyelashes and hair tips froze, melted by the exhaled heat, and then re-frozen in the cold air. His skin was numb from the cold, and he discussed with Wen Luming, "It's cold outside, shall we go back first?"

"Is it cold?" Wen Luming looked up at the sky, then leaned over and hugged me, "How about this?"

The two of us hugged each other tightly in the freezing night, like animals snuggling up to keep warm in the cold winter.Wen Luming's body temperature is always higher than mine, and when he hugs, he cuts off the wind and snow, as if the only thing left in the world is his breath.

My sight was blocked by him, and there was only a pair of eyes staring at me, which were deeper than the night at this moment.

"Yan Qiao," he called my name again, "I remember you."

Maybe because he was too close, his heartbeat was too violent, or maybe because the pheromone in the air was so strong that it made people dizzy, I suddenly lost the ability to speak, and stared blankly at a face close at hand.

"Don't look at me like that." Wen Luming covered my eyes and said, "I would want to kiss you."

In the end he still kissed me, not allowing me to look at him, the kiss was domineering and passionate.I was drowsy in the alternation of severe cold and blazing heat, and I was distracted thinking that if we keep kissing like this, will we end up embracing and freezing to death in the wind and snow, and when the sun rises tomorrow morning, people passing by will sigh and say that this is a couple who died in love Enmity.

In fact, Wen Luming and I have nothing to die for, so it would be too bad to end like this.

Hugging for a long time in the wind and snow, Wen Luming's body became hotter and hotter, and his breathing became short of breath.Out of worry, I had to push him away and said, "You have a fever, let's go home first."

"Go home..." Wen Luming was even more dazed than before, unconsciously repeating my words, "Go home."

I struggled to pull him up from the snow, and half-dragged and half-carried him back to the house. Before I entered the door, I was pushed down on the carpet by him again, and the two rolled into a ball.

"Wen Luming..." The drunk man was much more sinking than usual, I tried to push him away several times but in vain.

The fireplace in the living room was burning, and soon the snow on the two of us turned into water and wet the carpet.Wen Luming brushed away my loose hair, held the back of my head and kissed my lips.

He has never lost control like today, as if I am not Yan Qiao, but the food he found in the cold and hunger.I've never been so passive before, I was so firmly imprisoned by him, I couldn't even breathe by myself.

I didn't know where to take off the coat for a long time, and I said with difficulty between the kisses: "Are you... still taking inhibitors..."

Wen Luming completely forgot about it, stared at me for three seconds and then slowly shook his head: "No."

"No." I blocked his forehead with my palm, and my five fingers dug into his hair. "It will be dangerous."

Wen Luming held my hand, lightly kissed the skin on the inside of my wrist, and said, "It's okay."

The cuffs of the knitted sweater slipped from the heels of my palms, his kiss moved up my forearm, and electricity surged through my whole body. I raised my neck unconsciously, and my breathing became intermittent with his kiss.

The firewood crackled in the fireplace, and the heat wave baked me, becoming Wen Luming's accomplice.I was gradually dizzy under the attack of the two heat sources, as if I had become a dried fish in the desert, and even my voice became hoarse.

The remaining sanity prevented me from indulging myself, and I urged Wen Luming to go back to the bedroom to take inhibitors again.His pheromones filled the room, rampaging through the air, even if I was a beta, it was unbearable for so long.

"You said...you need my pheromones," Wen Luming looked at me with a hoarse voice, "Why, because of me, or because of..." Yu Yuxixi.

Having said that, he stopped abruptly, his eyes became more and more deep, and after a long time, he smiled lightly and said, "It's not because of me."

I don't know why, but when I saw him laughing, I felt sad, as if someone grabbed my heart and twisted it hard, and my breathing suddenly stopped.Wen Luming didn't give me time to think about where this emotion came from. He stood up and grabbed a handful of hair, and said, "I'm going to find an inhibitor."

Looking at his wobbly back, I got up from the ground and followed him belatedly, and I saw him stagger a few steps and then fall on the big bed in the bedroom with a bang.The suitcase was unfolded on the side, and I dug out the medicine bag from it. In addition to the common inhibitors I had seen before, there was also a special inhibitor for pheromone disorders.

Pheromone disorder... I'm not sure if Wen Luming is like this, and I'm not sure how much to hit at a time. While hesitating, Wen Luming hugged me from behind and whispered, "Yan Qiao..."

His breath brushed against my skin, itching.

I was imprisoned by him and couldn't turn back, hesitantly asked: "Is this...?"

"No." Wen Luming seemed to regret it, and pressed my hand to force me to release the inhibitor.The little reagent tube fell back into the box, and I heard him say, "Not this, but you."