lonely patient

"I..." As soon as I uttered a word, Wen Luming pushed me down on the bed.

No, even if something were to happen, it shouldn't be... However, his kiss quickly fell down and blocked my mouth, making it impossible for me to say no.I grabbed his shoulder unconsciously, and with a little force, he pressed me firmly under me with even greater strength.

The light in the bedroom was not turned on, and I couldn't see Wen Luming's face clearly with the light coming in from outside the door.

His palms were so hot that the skin he touched seemed to be on fire.I am like a handful of weak-willed snow, gradually melting in his body temperature, turning into a shallow stream rushing in the night, and the moon shining on me is his gaze.

When the soft cashmere sweater was taken off, I finally regained my sanity for a moment, grabbed Wen Luming's hand and said, "No, I can't..."

"You can," Wen Luming kissed the side of my neck, and the sharp canine teeth that occasionally scratched the skin reminded me that he was an alpha, and it seemed that I should surrender to him, but the instinct of my body made me refuse to surrender.

I tried to break free from him, and lost to the power disparity between us a few times. "Yan Qiao, there are only you and me here." Wen Luming's deep voice continued to confuse me, "How will you know if you don't try..."

Just him and me... just the two of us in a little house surrounded by snow and wind at the northern end of the earth, away from all human relationships.I can be Yan Qiao or not Yan Qiao.

Wen Luming's kiss fell on my chest, moist and hot, I still wanted to refuse, but I let out an uncontrollable low gasp.

So no words turned into refusal and welcome, I completely melted into his kiss and embrace, turned into a taut bow, and turned into a waxing and waning moon, the tide surged up, and I burned in the silent winter night.

"Yan Qiao, you're so hot..." Wen Luming clasped my hand, kissed away my tears, and said in a low voice.

I didn't know it would hurt like this, and I didn't know that he would bite the non-existent gland in the back of my neck like an omega. The fishy sweetness of blood mixed with pheromones permeated the tip of my nose. I was so painful that my eyes were dizzy, sweat and tears together Roll off the cheeks.

The night is long and the pain is endless.

I began to regret why I got myself into such a situation for a while, but now I don't have the strength to say no.Wen Luming patiently comforted me with kisses, and I gradually grasped a different feeling from the pain, like boiling ice and snow, falling from extreme cold to dazzling extreme day.

I don't know how long it took, the morning light appeared outside the window, I was extremely tired and fell into a heavy sleep.The skiing appointment did not come true, and when I opened my eyes again, it was already the evening of the next day.

I was awakened by a distant noise, and I heard people laughing and preparing for the night's bonfire, mixed with the barking of sheep and sled dogs.And I lay in someone's arms, opened my eyes dimly, and saw the setting sun outside the window.

The snow is clear, this is the last afterglow of the year.

Wen Luming half leaned on the bedside to read a book, put one hand on my back and patted me slowly, he seemed to have regained his sanity, and his eyes became calm again. Unspeakably complicated.

"Are you awake?" he asked.

There was still a dull pain somewhere in my body, and it was the first time I felt the difference between alpha and beta so clearly. In the messy memory fragment, I was almost powerless to fight back against Wen Luming's attack.

I can't blame him for this, it's just my own lack of willpower, being overwhelmed by passion/desire, half-pushing myself to his lips.

I didn't want to show weakness, so I avoided his gaze and said, "It's okay."

I guess my current appearance must be very bleak, otherwise Wen Luming's tone would not have such obvious guilt and pity.He hesitated for a moment, then said, "Last night I..."

"You're drunk, your pheromones are disordered, and you can't control yourself." I sighed, "Mr. Wen, this seems like what we scumbags would say."

I propped up the bed and sat up. I didn't feel any discomfort other than the soreness in my body, but I was still a little startled when I looked down and saw the red marks hidden under the collar of the pajamas.Rolling up the trouser legs, the ankles and knees are also blue.

"..." I opened my mouth, not knowing what to say.

"It's my fault." Wen Luming lowered his eyes, held my foot and put it in his arms, rubbing my ankle slowly, "Does it hurt?"

It didn't hurt, but the place where he rubbed it was numb, and it brought back the chaotic memories of last night.I moved awkwardly and accidentally kicked Wen Luming's abdominal muscle.

"Okay, I can't help it that much..." I stopped abruptly in the middle of the sentence, hating myself for not keeping the door open, but fortunately Wen Lu Ming didn't react, I remedied: "I don't blame you anyway."

After I finished speaking, I quickly broke free from his arms, put on my shoes and got out of bed and said, "I'm going to wash my face. Isn't there a bonfire party tonight?"

Standing in front of the mirror, I unbuttoned my pajamas, turned around and raised my hair to look at the wound on the back of my neck. Wen Luming bit me more than once last night, and now I have a bandage on it. I don't know what's going on behind it.I remember the first time I was accidentally injured by him, and it took a whole week before no traces could be seen. This time... the plan to cut my hair was put on hold for the time being.

"Yan Qiao, have you brought a turtleneck sweater?" Wen Luming came in, just in time to see my disheveled appearance with my collar open.

I tied up my hair, buttoned it up, and said, "I have it, it's in the suitcase."

He came over, looked down at me slightly, and after a few seconds, I looked away uncomfortably, and asked, "Why?"

Wen Luming pinched my ear and said, "Remind you to get dressed." As he said that, he moved his palm to my chin, cupping my face, so that I had to look at him again.

His kiss fell to the tip of my nose, and then he kissed my lips lightly, saying: "You look so good."

"I'm not the same as usual..."

"It's different." Wen Luming stroked my cheek, looked at me seriously and said, "It wasn't because of alcohol and pheromones last night, it was because of you that I lost control. But I'm sorry for hurting you, next time Not again."

"Next time?" I frowned, "Who agrees with you...uh..."

Before I finished speaking, I was kissed by him again. This time the kiss was long and lingering. My waist was sore and my legs were weak from the kiss. I had to grab his shoulders to stand firm.Wen Luming held my head and didn't allow me to move. It seemed that since yesterday, he was no longer willing to hide the alpha's strong nature.

After a long time, he finally let go of me and asked, "It's not all about pain, is it?"

My sight was occupied by his dark eyes and moist lips, and I vaguely remembered that he had kissed every inch of my body in the same way yesterday.Of course, there is not only pain, but also the joy of indulgence and the satisfaction of pain.

"Last night you said 'like', 'wanted', and 'give it to me'." Wen Luming's voice was low and deep, scratching my heart like a feather, "Do you remember, Yan Qiao."

The author says:

Happy New Year to everyone!

In the new year, be happy whether you are traveling alone or in a happy couple~