lonely patient

For several days in a row, I turned upside down day and night and couldn't fall asleep. When I closed my eyes, I always thought of Wen Luming's back and the words Yan Song said to me.

Am I really doing something wrong?I just want a stable company, not a love that crosses the line, so why not?

The phone was dead and turned off for a long time, and I didn't want to look at it or talk to anyone.I still can't figure out why Wen Luming said he loves me, and I can't figure out why I'm so out of my mind because of his departure.

Thinking of the end, I even suspected that what Wen Luming said was just an excuse to end this relationship.

Maybe he's just tired, like I always do.

Dong dong, there were two knocks on the door, and someone opened the door and came in.

Cheng Yu thanked the servant behind him, came in and sat beside my bed, looked at me with a complicated expression, and said, "I heard you were in a car accident."

I did not speak.

"You look so ugly." She didn't care about my silence, and continued, "I'm here to apologize to you about the engagement. My parents were in a hurry, and after discussing with my uncle and aunt, I decided to move ahead."

I looked at her, unable to bring up any emotions, and after a while, I asked, "Miss Cheng, can you really marry me without burden?"

Cheng Yu was slightly taken aback, then smiled wryly, and asked, "What else? I'm an omega, and I can't help myself more than you."

"But I can't." I half leaned against the head of the bed, my eyes fell on my fingertips, and I thought of Wen Luming who held my hand to keep me warm all winter. "If I get married, I may lose him forever."

"So... if I did something out of line, I would like to apologize to you in advance."

Cheng Yu didn't speak this time, and it took a long time before he sighed softly and said, "You are different from what I heard."

She stood up, "If you have other plans, I am willing to cooperate with you."

"I wish you a speedy recovery."

As if just to confirm my life and death, Cheng Yu put the flowers on my bedside and left quietly.

After resting in bed for half a month, I was finally allowed to step out of the house.I understand Yan Song's character, every time I say harsh words in anger, but in the end, I won't really do anything to me, this time too, I got rid of the bodyguards and drove out by myself, only to find that the roadside was full of Red Lantern.

It turns out that the Chinese New Year is coming so soon.

I still want to see and hear about Lu Ming, and I want to ask him what is the misunderstanding between us.During this period of groggy, I almost forgot that I had the key to his house.

Standing outside the door, I felt nervous for no reason. I straightened my hair and clothes for a long time in front of the phone screen, then raised my hand and knocked on the door.

I was prepared that Wen Luming would not be at home, but I didn't expect that it would be his students who would open the door.

I stood outside the door in a daze for two seconds, remembering that the person in front of me seemed to be called Xia Yi.And he was equally astonished, the smile that he didn't have time to take back froze at the corner of his mouth, and asked with an unnatural expression: "Hi... are you here to find Teacher Wen?"

I have lived with Wen Luming for so long, and no student has ever visited my home, not to mention that Xia Yi is wearing a new pair of slippers that I have never seen before.

I suddenly wanted to run away, but my body froze in place, and I couldn't even say a leisurely "Hello".

"Who is it?" A familiar voice came from inside.Xia Yi stepped aside, and I just looked at Shang Wen Luming defenselessly.

His appearance has not changed, he has cut his hair, and is wearing a new coat. Although we haven't seen each other for half a month, the distance between us seems to be so far away that I feel that he is a stranger.

I remembered the first time we met, Wen Luming was like this too, indifferent and alienated in the crowd, as if there was a transparent wall beside him, separating the noise around him.

It turns out that he has always kept strangers away like this, and his gentleness towards me is a short-lived bubble that no one knows.

Seeing that it was me, his tone was completely calm, "Come in."

I was like an uninvited guest who broke into someone's house, making the originally warm and harmonious atmosphere suddenly awkward.

When I entered the door, I found a cat bag on the coffee table in the living room. Belle squatted inside, looking up at me through the round glass.For a moment, I thought that Wen Luming was going to abandon it, so I hurriedly stood in front of the cat bag and asked, "What are you going to do?"

Wen Luming was stunned for a moment, then frowned helplessly, and said, "Take it to my parents' house for the New Year."

Seeing my blank face, he added, "Today is New Year's Eve."

I didn't know that today's New Year's Eve...

From the corner of the eye, I saw Xia Yi who was quietly waiting by the side, and I suddenly had a ridiculous idea, looked at Wen Luming uncertainly, and asked, "Are you together...?"

Wen Luming said flatly, "Yes."

--boom.

Something hit my head, making me lose the ability to think instantly, and even my breathing stopped suddenly.I stared at Wen Luming in a daze, opened my mouth, and found that I couldn't make a sound.

——On New Year's Eve, he will take another person home to meet his parents.

Even in our closest moments, he never said he would take me home.

Yes, that’s right, we’re just friends, there’s no reason to bring friends home, and I never thought about taking him to see my parents, yes, that’s right...but why am I so sad? ?

I knew my expression must be ugly, but I still tried my best to pull the corners of my mouth and say, "Oh."

After I finished speaking, I lowered my head to avoid Wen Luming's gaze, afraid that if I looked at him again, I couldn't help but make a fool of myself in front of outsiders.

Maybe I should listen to my brother and lie at home to recuperate, instead of running all the way here and using my embarrassment to add laughter to other people's festivals.

I became the kind of person I hated the most, obsessive and self-righteous.

"I've packed your things for you and put them in the study." Wen Luming's voice called me back from my trance, "I was planning to send them to you, but since you're here..."

The hem of his coat was at the end of my sight. I shook my head and interrupted softly, "I don't want it anymore. Throw it away for me."

After waiting for a long time, Wen Luming didn't speak. I took a deep breath, looked up at him after I calmed down, and asked, "I want a cat, is that okay?"

This time he reacted and said flatly: "You can't take care of it well."

I opened my mouth to refute, only to discover to my frustration that he was telling the truth.

I can't even take care of myself well. Even if I take Belle back, I'll leave it to the nanny to take care of her. It's better to leave it to Wen Luming.

"Teacher Wen." Xia Yi behind him suddenly spoke out, as if reminding him of something.Wen Luming glanced at the time, then turned to me, "You..."

One day, he will actually give me an order to evict me.I smiled wryly in my heart, and was about to say that I would not bother, Wen Luming hesitated for a moment, and asked, "Will you come with us?"

"After all, on New Year's Eve, it's better to have more people." He added as if he was afraid that I might misunderstand.

I froze in place, unable to believe what I heard, nodded unconsciously and said, "Well, okay..."

Wen Luming and Xia Yi walked in front, and I followed behind them with my cat bag in my arms.Looking at their backs, I felt sour in my heart, and began to regret my hasty promise.

"Did you drive?" Wen Luming suddenly turned around and asked me when we arrived at the garage.

My car was parked not far away, but I lied without thinking: "No, the driver brought me here."

So I sat in Wen Luming's car as I wished, but this time, the passenger in the passenger car became Xia Yi, and I sat in the back seat with Belle in my arms.

I was speechless all the way, Wen Luming opened the trunk when I got home, and gave me two gift boxes, then I realized that today is New Year's Eve, and I was empty-handed.

He didn't say anything, but I felt a hot face, annoyed that I knew everything, but always acted like a fool without common sense in front of him.

He shouldn't like me like this. People who stand with him should be intellectual, knowledgeable, reserved, and noble, not me with a bad personality, corrupt style, and a useless rotten skin.

He saw it clearly, so he didn't want me anymore.

I suppressed my sore nose and put on the brightest smile possible when Wen Luming's mother came to open the door.

"Xiaoyan is here too." Auntie was pleasantly surprised, "Come in, why have you lost so much weight?"

"Auntie, happy new year." I said.

She noticed the cat I was hugging and asked, "Is this Belle? Lu Ming said that you have a cat. Oh, how cute."

"Mom, this is my student, Xia Yi." Wen Luming said.

"Happy New Year, Auntie." Xia Yi said obediently.

"Hello, Happy New Year." Wen Luming's mother greeted us to go in, "Sit down, dinner will be ready soon."

"I'll see what I can do to help." Wen Luming took off his coat and went to the kitchen, Uncle Wen came out after a while, smiled at Aunt Wen and shook his head, saying: "My son is back, I'll take a rest. "

Xia Yi and I were about to get up when he saw him waving his hands at us and said, "Sit, sit, treat it as your own home."

Belle also came back from inspecting her new territory at this time, jumped up lightly, jumped onto my lap and lay down comfortably.Wen Luming's father and mother liked this little thing with big eyes and long tail very much, and teased it with a small leather ball, but Belle seemed to recognize his birth, and refused to move on my lap.

"It only sticks to you." Wen Luming's mother concluded.

Uncle Wen answered: "Whoever raises it will kiss whom. Hey, Xiaoyan, Lu Ming said you can play Go, so come play with me for the next game."

"I didn't hear that the teacher played well." I told the truth.

"I can't beat him either." Uncle Wen shook his hand, "I don't like playing with him."

The two elders are so kind. I felt the atmosphere of the New Year and home after a long time. I smiled from the bottom of my heart for the first time in a long time, and said, "Then I will accompany you to the next game."

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